Okay everyone, read and read this carefully. I, Angel-Age54, wrote these songs myself. So if they aren't as good. Please let me know, I duly appreciate it all. I am still new on writing lyrics myself. This WILL be repeated for ALL song chapters!
Suguru, Hiro and I are having our ten-minute break. "For once, breaking the rules feel great!" I say.
"I did it once in a while back in high school. It was thrilling back then and still is now." Hiro states to everyone. That is how I am feeling.
"I know that I didn't like this idea at first because of Touma, but the looks on his face were awesome!" Suguru says with a thrill in his voice. We, Hiro and I actually hear Suguru laugh.
"Oh god, I already know that we are going to get a lecture for this, but oh man does this really feel good. I never thought breaking the rules would be fun. I should do this more often, though I don't think Touma would like it." He smiles an actual smile instead of the Seguchi smile that runs through his veins. We all start laughing, by then our ten minutes are up.
"This one is going to be a bit tough on me," I say. Both Suguru and Hiro are behind me, each of them grabs one of my shoulders.
"But you need to let it out," Hiro says.
"It's not healthy to bottle your emotions up so listen to Hiro," Suguru says to me as well.
"We, we, we are back to play for you." Hiro sings out! I smile, he is breaking the ice for me. Thanks, Hiro.
Then, "Are you ready for more?" Suguru asks. The audience is all wild and thrilled up for our next set of songs.
"We have two more sets for you as a group This one is call (Harder) Not Loving You," I tell the audience. They are yelling for more. I smile.
Hiro starts in with the guitar. I come in next.
How can this get better
When things are just getting rushed
I don't understand this
My heart can't stand this
Suguru comes in with his synthesizer and I do a dance side turn.
You say that this can last
But now you are making this hard for me
I start to think I am just a rebound for you
I don't understand this
I look at Eiri when I say this next line.
My heart is hurting because of you
You say this is over
But I try to believe for it not to be true
I don't want to let go
I grab my chest as I say heartache and pain. Then I grab into the air as if it was fire.
I don't want to be over you
Trying not to love you hard
I don't understand why this is hurting
This is very hard you know
I do a shimmy and also do sides twirl.
You say that this can last
But now you are making this hard for me
I start to think I am just a rebound for you,
(I don't understand this) (Hiro and Suguru sings this part)
I can't stand this damage
This is hard for me
When you always drive me so wild
How can I stop loving you?
I sing in pain at this part, showing how hurt I am.
Where is this change coming from
I don't understand it
I pretend to cry then put my hand on a. I also do a sad shimmy and then lean on the wall. I repeat this once more.
I try to let it go
You are making this hard for me
My heart is hurting because of you
You say this is over
I walk on the catwalk part of the stage and hold my head as if I am going to fall over on the floor.
But I try to believe for it not to be true
I don't want to let go
My heart is hurting because of you
You say this is over
But I try to believe for it not to be true
I don't want to let go
I look at Eiri once more after singing that.
You say that this can last
But now you are making this hard for me
I don't understand why this is hurting
(This is hurting) (Hiro sings this part)
This is very hard you know
How can I stop loving you?
I look at Eiri once more but continue to look at him for the rest of the song.
(I don't understand this) (Hiro and Suguru sings this part)
I can't stand this damage
This is hard for me
(Very hard you know) (Suguru sings this part)
Trying not to love you making, it's hard for me
(I don't understand this) (Hiro and Suguru sings this part)
But I try to believe for it not to be true
I don't want to let go
When you always drive me so wild
How can I stop loving you?
The audience fell in love with the song and asking if this was about my ex-lover. "I already told you we have broken up, but we still need to talk about a few things. I haven't met up with him due to other reasons. There isn't anything to worry about."
So far? Let me know please and thanks. :) Hope you are enjoying the read.