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Chapter 21 – Nothin' but a Good Time
Tyler smiles as he and Edward approach me. "Your boyfriend said you're interested in a threesome," he says and I hold my breath, waiting for a bad reaction from Edward to being called my boyfriend — only it never comes. I should've been clear with Tyler earlier that Edward wasn't my man.
"I-I'm curious," I admit. "But… I'm not sure I could have intercourse with someone I just met."
"I understand," he smiles. "I kind of just stuck my toe in the water at first, too."
Edward takes my hand in his, rubbing his thumb back and forth over my knuckles. "Where do you want to go, Bella? Do you want to go upstairs? Or we can check out one of the semi-private rooms. She's an exhibitionist," he says to Tyler, and I can feel myself turning red.
"I'm cool with semi-private," he shrugs, and I agree. I want to see what these rooms are like.
As we walk down the hallway to find an open room, I can't help looking in at the other rooms we pass. There are six people together in one of the rooms!
Tyler closes the door behind us, and Edward wraps one arm around me, placing a soft kiss on my temple. "Don't be nervous, baby," he whispers.
I give him a tentative smile and he bends down, taking my lips in his. As our kiss becomes more heated, I feel Tyler come up behind me. He moves all of my hair over my left shoulder then places soft kisses on the back of my neck. His hands rest on my hips at first, then I feel him tugging my blouse out of my skirt.
Edward grasps my top, breaking our kiss long enough to pull it up and over my head. He kisses me again, his hands cupping my breasts, and then I feel Tyler opening the zipper on the back of my skirt. He pulls my skirt down and I step out of it, so that I'm standing there in my underwear.
We walked about halfway down the hallway, and I realize that new couples could be passing by our room at any time. When Edward and I had sex at the club on my first visit, he left me as clothed as possible, but I'm about to get completely naked where anyone could see me. A shiver runs through me at the thought.
"You have a great body," Tyler says, rubbing his hands all over my bare ass cheeks. I wore my lone pair of thongs especially for tonight… just in case.
Edward reaches behind me to unhook my lacy push-up bra and then slowly pulls the straps down my arms. I yelp as he grabs hold of my butt, lifting me up and then depositing me on my back in the middle of the bed.
I look up at the two gorgeous men, biting my lip. "Why am I nearly naked while you two are still fully dressed?" I ask with a bravado I don't quite feel. Despite what Edward said, I am nervous about how this is going to go.
The men look at each other, and then as if on cue, begin removing their jackets. Tyler is wearing a button-down shirt, and he slowly works the buttons, while Edward just pulls his polo shirt over his head. It's like my own personal strip tease show, and I love it.
Oh, Tyler has a very, very nice upper body; he clearly spends a lot of time in the gym. I can't help licking my lips as they both strip down to their underwear. Any woman passing by our room would surely stop to watch those two.
Edward gets naked first, kneeling on the bed and pulling my panties off. He crawls up the bed on my left side, kissing me while he begins kneading my left breast with one hand.
I moan when I feel Tyler take my right nipple in his mouth, letting his fingers drift down between my legs. Edward moves his mouth to my left breast, his fingers joining Tyler's as I eagerly spread my legs a bit to give them more room. Now that Edward is no longer kissing me, I finally have a chance to look down toward Tyler's cock — and I'm happy with what I see. Since the plan is for it to only be in my mouth, I'm glad it's not huge.
"Feel how wet you are, baby," Edward purrs. "You're so turned on by the thought of doing something naughty." I moan in response, because he's right — I am turned on more by the idea of this than anything else, I think. Those women in the Room of Sin looked to be having so much fun.
"What do you want now? Do you want my mouth on you?"
"Yes," I moan. "Please, Edward."
Tyler removes his fingers, and I cry out when Edward puts his mouth over my clit and sucks hard. Tyler begins alternating his mouth between my breasts while his hands brush all over my skin, and it's a total overload of sensations.
"Mmm…" I moan. This feeling of being worshipped is exactly what I wanted.
"May I taste you?" Tyler asks, and I eagerly agree, too close to care whose mouth is on me. Edward moves away, moving up the bed toward me. He claims my lips again just as Tyler begins lapping at me with his tongue. After a minute or so, he pushes two fingers inside me, curling them as he pulls them out and I shatter, crying out loudly.
As I come down from my high, Edward gets up off the bed, picking his jacket up from the floor, and I realize he's getting the required condom.
"You still want just me to fuck you?" he asks, and I stare down at Tyler's cock. It's got a bit of a curve to it, and I wonder… how would that feel? But the idea of having full-on sex with two men… I just can't bring myself to do it.
"It's OK, Bella," Tyler says, caressing my leg. Obviously he can see my decision on my face.
I watch as Edward sheaths himself in the condom, then strokes himself a few times. "Whatever position is most comfortable for you, baby," he says.
"I don't… know?"
Smiling, he lies down beside me, then rolls me onto my side so that he's behind me. Lifting my left leg, he slides his cock inside me, stopping once he's buried to the hilt.
"Is she as tight as she felt on my fingers?" Tyler asks.
"She's fucking amazing," Edward answers, and I can feel myself blushing.
Out of the corner of my eye, I can see him motion to Tyler, who comes to sit by the top of the bed. I reach out, stroking his hard cock with my hand a few times. I take a deep breath, reminding myself that it's just a part of his body, then tentatively lick from base to tip.
"That's it, baby," Edward says as he starts to move inside me. He keeps one hand moving over my skin at all times, while I try to give my attention to Tyler.
"Fuck, yeah," he groans as I concentrate on the swollen head. "I love your mouth."
Some part of my brain is calling me all sorts of nasty names in my head, but I do my best to tamp it down. This really isn't all that different from a 69 — and Edward introduced me to that pleasure a few weeks ago — except that there are two different men.
"Use your teeth a little," Tyler suggests, and I scrape his cock with my teeth on the next pass, making him moan loudly.
"Keep that up and I'm not gonna last," he groans.
"Take him in deep, baby," Edward directs. "Make sure anyone watching us can see what a good cocksucker you are." He speeds up his thrusts then and I moan around Tyler's cock, thinking of the show we could be putting on for others.
"Fuck… gonna come soon… can I come in your mouth?"
I pull my mouth off in a hurry, grasping him with my hand again. "I haven't convinced her yet that she won't taste anything if I come down her throat," Edward says, chuckling.
"Let me come on your tits then," Tyler suggests. I try to aim his cock and seconds later, I'm startled as he erupts onto my chest with a loud grunt. I squeeze him until he seems to be finished, then let go.
Edward pulls out suddenly, rolling me onto my back. "Why did you—?" I pant, until he kneels between my legs, then lifts my hips and slides back inside. He begins fucking me harder and harder until I'm moaning and whimpering like a porn star.
"Come on, baby," he encourages.
"You look so sexy being fucked like that," Tyler groans. "I hope you'll let me take a turn with you next time."
"Oh… God!" I yell as my orgasm rushes through me.
Within seconds, Edward pulls out, rips the condom off, then begins jacking off furiously. It doesn't take long for his cum to join Tyler's on my chest.
I did it… I took care of two men. And the sky didn't fall and the world didn't end.
"Goddamn," Edward growls when he finishes.
"If only they allowed cameras, huh?" Tyler says, and Edward chuckles between his pants.
"No shit… she's the fucking sexiest thing I've ever seen, covered in cum from the both of us." He takes a deep breath, then looks up at me. "How do you feel, baby?"
"I feel… well-fucked. And a bit… dirty," I add, glancing down at my chest.
He laughs, grinning at me.
Tyler gets up off the bed, grabbing a towel from a stack on a small table, then cleans me off gently. As I sit up, he suddenly grasps the back of my neck and kisses me. It's strange at first, given that it's been over a year since I've kissed another man. He's a good kisser though.
"I meant what I said earlier," he says once he's let me go. "I wouldn't mind a repeat performance some other night." I don't answer, because I don't know that I want a repeat. I wanted to know how those women in the Room of Sin felt, and now I do. I had fun, but it's certainly not something I need to do.
Tyler starts grabbing for his clothes, while Edward flops back on the bed beside me. I start to get up, but he shakes his head.
"Are you two gonna stay a while?" Tyler asks as he buttons his shirt.
"Yeah," Edward answers for us. "Thanks for indulging her."
"Believe me, it was my pleasure. Till we meet again, Bella," he winks, then opens the door and walks out.
"How do you really feel?" Edward asks quietly once we're alone, and I lie down, turning to face him.
"I'm fine… no impending freak-out. I enjoyed it, but I don't know that I'd ever want to do that again. I don't think it's… me."
He smiles gently, reaching out to tuck my hair behind my ear. "You're exploring your sexuality, figuring out what you enjoy — there's nothing wrong with that. You're so fucking sexy, Bella, leaving your inhibitions behind and just listening to your body. I love that you're willing to try new things."
"Maybe you won't get bored with me," I joke, but from the look on his face, it falls a bit flat.
"Bella…" he whispers, stroking the side of my face.
"I know. And, um, I'm sorry if I ruined your plans for the night." He looks at me questioningly. "I-I mean, if you were planning to find another woman."
He starts shaking his head immediately. "I have no complaints about the way this night ended up. I had no intention of leaving you behind to take off with another woman."
Giving him a small smile, I sit up, then start looking around for my clothes. "Did you want to stay?" I ask when Edward doesn't seem to be moving.
"No," he sighs, hoisting himself up. "If we go back to your place, I can have the pleasure of not using a condom."
"What makes you think I'll be up for another round tonight?" I ask, teasing.
"Because I know you're pretty much shameless in wanting my cock," he winks, then places a smacking kiss on my lips.
"I'm telling you, Bells, you're wasting your time with this jackass," Jake says, setting his beer down a little harder than necessary.
"It's my life to waste, isn't it?"
"And what kind of best friend would I be if I just let you do it?" he counters. "Tell her, Seth. She listens to you."
"I'm not getting in the middle of the two of you," Seth chuckles from his chair next to Jake, raising his hands in surrender.
"Jake," I plead, "It's not like I'm turning down offers from other men left, right and center. I might as well be invisible to the men I pass by on the street." But not to men at the "lifestyle club" — though I'm not stupid enough to ever tell Jacob anything about the club.
"Bella, you are a beautiful, intelligent, successful 28-year-old woman. You deserve more than this half-relationship where he snaps his fingers and you come running and spread your legs!" I grit my teeth and I'm sure Jake can see the anger on my face. "I'm not judging you, OK? Casual sex is fine, but what you two have got going on is a bit more than that. He's basically treating you like his girlfriend only when it suits him. Do you have any idea how many other women he's been with since Tanya dumped his ass?"
"No," I sigh, closing my eyes. Edward and I have a bit of a "don't ask, don't tell" policy. I know there are other women, but he doesn't talk about them, and I really don't want to know, so I don't ask.
"Tanya said I need to be patient," I remind Jake, and he rolls his eyes.
"I don't even know why you want this guy. OK, he's hot and he's good in bed, but he's not relationship material. He's not gonna settle down with you and make pretty babies."
"I like him, Jake," I confess quietly. "He's a lot of fun to be around. And if Tanya is right, the man inside him is relationship material."
"Tanya should've kept her damn mouth shut," he growls. "OK, let's imagine for a minute that he does decide he wants you and only you — still no pretty babies, right? Didn't you say he got a vasectomy?"
"That's what he told me when I first met him," I confirm. "I-I haven't asked him about it since. I don't know if he was telling the truth, or if it was a line to get me into bed."
"If he was lying, he's an ass and will never deserve you. And if he wasn't lying, are you prepared to never have children? And don't say you can adopt — if he went to the trouble of getting a vasectomy, he doesn't want kids."
"He's right, Bella," Seth speaks up. "Most of the time, I don't take sides when you two start going at it, but this time… I have to agree with Jacob."
I pick up my glass of Diet Coke, playing with the straw to give myself time to think of a response. I don't really have one though. Jake and Seth are right. If Edward lied about something that serious, then that's it. I wouldn't want to be with a man who could lie that easily.
But if he was telling the truth… am I prepared to remain childless? I love my nieces and nephews, though I've often felt that my brother and sister were insane for starting their families so young. I've always assumed that I'll have children of my own, but my timeline has always been "after I've finished my exams." I've never had a specific date in mind. Still, I think I do want a children someday.
Even if I do one day reach Edward's heart, as Tanya believes I can, this may be one area where there's no room for compromise.
A/N: So… she did it. She had fun, she didn't freak out… and Edward didn't get jealous.
Jake made another attempt at getting his best friend to see reason. He failed, but he's at least made her think a little bit. Do you think Edward was telling the truth about his vasectomy? We'll find out the answer in two more chapters.
Next chapter's title: I actually renamed it last night because I wasn't happy with the old title. A 1985 #1 hit whose video is famous for the "$20,000 haircut." God only knows why I remember that useless bit of trivia… I think it was a story Casey Kasem told? Or maybe it was mentioned on MTV lol.