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Chapter 21

BPOV

I woke up Friday morning with Edward's arm pinning me to the mattress. The alarm was going off and he was dead to the world. I scooted out from under his arm and leaned over his body to turn the alarm off. Suddenly he wrapped both arms around me and pulled me down to him. He had been awake, it was obvious.

"Edward! Did you wait just so I would crawl over you to turn off the alarm?"

He grinned at me. "I might have. You have to admit, it gave me a very advantageous opportunity to get you in my arms. How are you feeling this morning love?"

I rolled my eyes. "I feel fine, not sore because I know that is what you are asking. You don't need an opportunity to get me in your arms. I'll go there quite willingly you know. You just have to say something."

"Something." He was still grinning madly as I laughed at him.

"Boy, someone woke up on the smart ass side of the bed." I planted a kiss right in the center of his chest.

"You love me anyway." Edward was almost glowing he looked so happy. But I was that happy too. I couldn't help smiling at him like he was smiling at me.

"That I do. Are you going to be okay without me today?" I reached up and stroked my fingers through his hair.

"Bella, I will miss you, but I can manage the barn today. You need to go with Rose, Alice, and Mom and do this wedding…..what are you doing again?"

Clearly the testosterone had blocked his ears when I told him what I was doing today, probably because it involved the word wedding. "We are going to find Rose a wedding dress, and bridesmaid dresses for Alice and I." Since Rose's appointment was set for today, Edward gave me the day off.

"That's right. I remember now. Bridesmaid dress huh? Another dress I will get to see you in, and then get you out of." He winked as I pretended to look shocked, and then winked back. "I may not be home when you get back. Jake wants to go out for a beer and catch up. Meaning he wants to interrogate me Alice style about you."

"Well then my handsome man, I will see you when you get home. Maybe I will have a surprise for you. Something to look forward to after your interrogation." I raised my eyebrows at him. "Sound good?"

Edward rolled me over and lay on top of me. "Mmmm, very good. Can't I have my surprise now?" He started sucking on my earlobe.

"God I cannot think when you do that Edward.'

"I know, that's why I do it. My surprise?" He worked his lips down my neck slowly.

"Very tempting, but I think it will be worth the wait."

Edward gave me a sad face; I just laughed and slid out from under him. He lay on his stomach on the bed watching me. I walked back over to the side of the bed. "Aston is hungry love. You better get a move on." I reached over and smacked his boxers covered butt and zipped into the bathroom before he could get me back.

"Isabella, you will pay for that later." Edward spoke through the bathroom door.

"I certainly hope so."

I got dressed and joined Edward in the kitchen. Breakfast was coffee, cereal, and Edward giving me naughty looks over the kitchen table. Definitely a nice way to start the day. I gave him a kiss before I left, and whispered "Can't wait to see you later tonight." in his ear. That whisper earned me a little squeeze on my butt and a smile as I pulled away from him. I was meeting everyone at the Cullen's and then we were all driving from there.

When I got to the Cullen's, Alice must have been watching for me. The front door opened before I could even knock.

"Bella!" She gave me a big hug.

"Hi Alice. I missed you too." Alice laughed. Rose and Esme wandered out of the kitchen, I waved in their direction. I looked back and Alice was staring at me strangely.

"What Alice? Did I grow a third eye or something?" Alice walked closer and looked me in the eye. Then she pointed her finger at me.

"You got some." Alice has a little grin on her face.

"Excuse me?" I wasn't sure what she was getting at.

"You, Bella, you got laid didn't you?" Now she had a full grin and I was turning red. At the same time I got a stupid smile on my face before I could stop it. "OH MY GOD! You did! You got laid and good! I can tell by the smile on your face. When? Where? Just don't tell me exact details because it is my brother that was rocking your world."

"Holy hell Alice! Your mother is standing right there." Esme was trying not to laugh, Rose was in hysterics.

"Aw, she doesn't care. She's probably just happy Edward got some too." Esme was laughing now. I looked apologetically at her and she just waved it off.

Alice grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the front door. "You will tell me what I want to know in the car. Come on, Esme's driving." We went out and got in Esme's Mercedes. Rose joined her in the front and Alice trapped me in the back.

Once we hit the road Alice turned to me. "Now when and where Bella?"

I knew I wasn't going to be able to avoid answering her questions. "Last night, his house."

"Oooh, no wonder you are still glowing." I took a deep breath. Esme caught my eyes in the rear view mirror and smiled in sympathy. Rose was turned in the front seat to watch me. Alice was bouncing in the seat next to me.

"Okay, so I'm pretty sure I know the answer to this, but did you?"

Again Alice was losing me with her attempt at discretion. "Alice, you might as well lose the subtlety and just ask what you want. Did I what?" I glared at her.

Alice sighed, and then resumed bouncing. "Did you have an orgasm? Was it your first?" Knowing my complete lack of sexual experience, she would ask me that. Alice looked as excited as if she had just had her first orgasm.

I closed my eyes for a second. I was really surprised I wasn't suffering low blood pressure because it felt like my entire blood supply was in my face. When I opened them back up, Alice was waiting patiently for my answer. "Yes I did, no it wasn't. But your brother gave me my first earlier in the week." Alice clearly was going to dig for some details, even if she said she didn't want them. Fine, I would tell her things until I had her plugging her ears.

"Oh I'm so excited for you. I'm going to pretend it's not my brother for a second. How was it, how was he?"

I met Esme's gaze again and she gave me a small nod of encouragement. I think she knew I was going to try and take things too far for Alice. I must've had a mischievous look on my face. Our silent exchange went unnoticed by Alice.

I took a deep breath as I chose my words carefully for maximum impact. "Well Alice, it was amazing. He was amazing. I was worried because he's big but after he did all this mind blowing stuff with his fingers……" Alice cut me off there.

"Stop! Too much information." I started laughing and everyone but Alice joined in. She was giving me a bit of a disgusted look. I just stuck my tongue out at her like a five year old.

Esme called back from the front. "Alice that is what you get for asking things like that."

I grabbed Alice's hand with mine. "Sorry Alice. But it was amazing, he was amazing, and like you said, I did fine. Instincts were right on target." Alice smiled remembering our little conversation.

I knew Alice would give it a rest for a little while, but eventually she would be asking more again. "Well Bella, I'm glad Edward was your first, even if he is my brother."

Rose stared back at me with big eyes. "Last night was really your first time Bella?" I nodded. "Did it hurt?" I shook my head. "Well you were luckier then I was, but mine wasn't too bad. I wish it had been with Emmett though."

Esme reached over and patted Rose's hand. "Well Rose, it will be with Emmett for the rest of your lives. He'll be with you for any other firsts."

Rose smiled with that thought. "I can definitely live with that."

Alice leaned forward between the front seats. Smothering a giggle she asked "Is there really anything you haven't done Rose?" Rose glared at her. "I'm kidding Rose."

"Watch it Alice, or I'll take away all your bridesmaid privileges." I laughed as Alice gasped in horror.

We arrived at the bridal shop before Alice could think of additional ways to torment me. Alice and Rose almost ran inside in excitement. Esme hung back and waited for me. She gave me a gentle smile. "Bella, I'm sorry about Alice, she is well, you know, she's Alice."

"It's okay Esme; I'm pretty used to it by now. I'm just not used to discussing my brand new sex life in front of my boyfriend's mother." I shook my head a little.

"Well don't worry about it Bella. I was your age once. It takes a lot to shock me. I think of you as a daughter. I know your mom is far away and not really reachable. If you need to, you can come to me, anytime. Just because your sex life is with my son doesn't mean I may not have some good advice." Esme put her arm around my waist as we walked in.

"Thanks Esme, I appreciate that and your understanding." We found Alice and Rose with a bunch of wedding dresses in a dressing room. The poor consultant was trying to be helpful, but hurricane Alice was at full force. Esme and I sat outside the room while Rose put on the first dress.

Rose came out and we all gasped. She stood up on the raised area so the skirt didn't drag. Looking in the mirror, tears came into Rose's eyes. She turned back to us. "Is it even remotely possible that the first dress I try on is the one?"

We all smiled back her. Alice spoke up. "It is, but we should try on the other ones to be sure. But I think you are right, that is the one."

Rose tried on about eight other dresses. Truthfully I lost count. She did look beautiful in all of them, but none of them were as good as the first. Alice insisted she put the first one back on, and Rose asked me to come with her to help so Alice could look at bridesmaid dresses.

In the dressing room I was kneeling behind Rose helping to unlace the last dress she had tried on. "So Bella, last night was amazing huh?"

"It was, and I know that there is much more that we haven't done, or that I have even tried. It kind of blows my mind." It really did, my head swam with things I wanted to do with and to Edward.

"Speaking of blows, have you given him one yet?"

"You mean a blow job?" I blushed when Rose nodded. "Um, no, I've never done that ever. I have no idea how to."

Rose stepped out of the dress and I hung it up. She came over and stood in front of me. "Do you want to know how, at least have a better idea? I don't think you want to ask Alice or Esme for that advice."

I snorted, "No I do not. Sure I guess. Just know I will probably be turning red the whole time." And trying to forget the advice was coming from my brother's fiancé.

Rose laughed. "I wouldn't expect less from you. Now I'm not some expert, but I've been with a few guys before Emmett. It's pretty simple actually. First off, anything you do with your mouth or tongue he's going to like. Guys are pretty straightforward. So however you experiment, he'll love it. Second, the head is the most sensitive, so paying attention to that area will make him very happy. Third, suction is good."

I was appreciative that Rose was keeping things straightforward. "Okay, I have a better idea now."

"I'm not done yet Bella. Every guy is a little different in what they really like, and that you will just have to discover for yourself. Some guys like a little teeth action, some don't. If he really is big...." I coughed. The way Rose grinned at me when she said that made me blush to my toes I think. "Then you might want to use your hand too. Basically, play around and see what gets him going. You will be able to tell. As far as swallowing goes, that is a personal choice. But it's not awful tasting or anything if you decide to do that."

I was pretty sure I wanted to disappear now, but at least I felt better prepared. "Thank you Rose, I appreciate your guidance."

Rose stepped into the first dress again. "No problem Bella, anytime. Now do you think this is it?"

I finished fastening her into the dress and stepped back to admire her. "I absolutely do."

"Me too. Let's go double check with the others."

We headed back out to Alice and Esme. Alice had collected some bridesmaid's dresses for us to try on. We all stood around Rose and looked at the first dress again. Esme grabbed a sample veil and placed it on Rose's head, the picture was complete. Rose got teary again.

Alice clapped her hands together. "It has made you cry twice, it's perfect!" Rose nodded. The seamstress came in to pin the dress for some minor alterations.

Alice and I went to try on the dresses. We were looking more at style then color. Rose wasn't sure yet what colors she was going to have. I had just zipped mine up when my cell phone had a text message. I smiled because I knew who it would be from.

Hi Love, how goes the dress shopping?

Going well love, Rose has found her dress. I'm in the midst of trying some on.

Really? Are you naked?

Wouldn't you like to know?

Just then there was a knock and Alice came in to see my progress. She saw the phone in my hand and her eyes narrowed. "Give me that!" She grabbed it before I could stop her and read the last texts, giggling a little. Then she started texting.

"Alice what are you texting him? Alice?" She sent the message and handed me the phone.

Edward, I know you can't wait to get Bella naked again,

but can't you leave her alone long enough to

try on some dresses. Horn dog! ~Alice

"Nice Alice, very subtle." I was laughing though, Alice cracked me up.

"Subtle is not my strong suit." My cell phone went off. Alice looked at me, "Well, see what he said."

I see Alice knows. Tell her that how often I want to get you

naked is none of her business. And by the way,

I want to get you naked a lot.

See you later tonight, love your horn dog.

I broke into giggles and deleted the message quickly. Alice looked at me waiting for what it said. "Edward says it's none of your business how often he wants to get me naked."

Alice looked at me. "Uh huh, it said more than that, I can tell. Come on let's go get Rose's decision."

After several different dress styles, we finally found one we all loved. We changed back to regular clothes and headed out front to make all the necessary arrangements.

Once we were done, Esme announced she was taking us all to lunch. We decided on The Cheesecake Factory, since everyone was having a craving for cheesecake. We ordered some appetizers to share. It was nice to sit and indulge in girl talk. Esme entertained us with stories from when she first met Carlisle. Apparently one time they were at a party together when they were still in college. Another girl started making the moves on Carlisle. Before he could do anything, Esme took action.

"So this girl was hanging on his arm, trying to put her lips on him. I strode over there, grabbed her by her hair and pulled her off of him. As I recall, I may have said something like 'keep your mouth off my man bitch.'" Esme paused and laughed. "I almost got arrested for that little stunt."

I shook my head. "Well now I know where Edward got some of his fighting skills." Alice laughed, Esme and Rose looked confused. I had forgotten they didn't know. They looked at me an explanation.

"Um, Edward may have defended me from a crazy high school ex who came after me at the barn two days after the hospital ball." I said quietly.

Rose and Esme's jaws dropped. Rose blurted out, "Why didn't you tell us about this Bella?"

I looked down and Alice put her hand on mine. "Because I was embarrassed about it, and I wasn't ready for everyone to know what had happened in my past. I don't want to go into everything. Suffice it to say that my relationship with James was a very bad experience. Edward saved me from him, and beat the crap out of him too." I gave Esme and Rose a small smile. "Now James is dead due to an accident at the jail, so I don't have to worry about him ever again."

Esme reached over and grabbed my other hand. "Good. Bella I'm so glad Edward was able to be there for you. Now you can just move on to positive things. You've clearly earned it." Rose nodded.

"Thanks." I was feeling really grateful for all the wonderful people I had around me. "Now, let's get some cheesecake!" I didn't want my past to bring everyone down on such a fun day. Plus the sudden focus on my past was a little embarrassing.

On the way home from the Cullen's, I pondered how I was going to surprise Edward tonight. I had a few ideas floating around in my head. My goal was to make his jaw drop. After making him speechless last night, I really wanted to do it again. I was listening to 'Addicted' by Saving Abel. A line in the song caught my ear. I started to grin. I knew exactly what I was going to do.

EPOV

It was so quiet around the barn without Bella there. I knew I would miss having her there today, but I didn't realize how much. I found myself checking my watch a lot, and then being dismayed only thirty minutes had passed. Finally I texted her, and we had one of our fun texting sessions. Then Alice put a stop to it. Apparently she had found out about Bella and I having taken the next step. I knew Bella wouldn't be able to hide it from her for long. I was looking forward to finding out how Alice got it out of her.

I finished up the day's work and headed in to clean up so I could go meet Jake. He'd been bugging me to go get a beer with him. I hadn't really talked to him since Aston's colic, so I did need to update him on all the changes in my world. Actually, the one major change.

I drove to the bar we liked to go to. Jake's vet truck was already there when I pulled in. I found him in a back booth, with a beer already on the table for me.

"Hey there, good to see you Edward." Jake was cracking open peanuts and throwing the shells on the floor.

"You too Jake. How has the vet business been?" I took a sip of my beer and got comfortable. I knew we would be talking for awhile.

"Settling down. All the usual summer stuff, breeding, foaling, treating show horses is coming to the end. By the way, did Mimosa get bred?"

I nodded. "Yes. She's still at the stallion facility until the forty day pregnancy check. Then she'll be coming back. So far everything looks good though."

Jake tilted his head at me. "So, are you going to fill me in on the Bella situation or do I have to drag it out of you?"

I looked at him over my beer as I took another drink. "Well, we're dating, officially." I smiled at him.

Jake offered me a high five. "About damn time dude. I told you she would be good for you!" He gave me his signature toothy smile.

"Bella has been very good for me. I don't think I have ever been this happy ever Jake. Even Aston loves her. She's even had a couple lessons on him this week."

Jake's jaw dropped. "You're shitting me? That ass of a horse likes her? Freaking figures." He grimaced a little and then a look of surprise crossed his face. "Wait, you just said even Aston loves her. Does that mean you love her? Have you said those three words to her?"

"What, you mean 'are you hungry?', sure lots of times." I liked to make Jake suffer a little. Frankly I was shocked he caught that.

Jake rolled his eyes and threw a peanut at me. "You know damn straight what I meant. The I love you. Have you said them to each other?"

I sighed; Jake was to me as Alice was to Bella. There was no escaping his questions. "Yes we have. I didn't think it was possible to love someone as much as I love Bella. It's a little overwhelming sometimes."

Jake nodded. "I knew it would take something overwhelming to bring you back though. So my other question, have you….?" He made an obscene gesture with his finger and fist.

I gave him a dirty look. "You can't say the words? You have to resort to a hand sign we used when we were fifteen?"

"Alright then, have it your way. Have you had sex with her yet?"

I grinned, I couldn't help it.

"Again, it's about damn time. I'm surprised you haven't exploded yet from all the built up tension." Jake shook his head.

"Let's just say I became way too familiar with my right hand." We chuckled together.

"So, how is the sex?" I knew that question was coming.

"All I will tell you is incredible." That was all I was going to say. He didn't need to know more. If he was desperate for those kinds of details, he could buy a Penthouse.

Jake just smiled. "Excellent. Well I won't keep you out too long, I'm sure you are eager to get home and be incredible with Bella tonight."

We ate some food, and then played a few rounds of pool. Jake was dating a new girl I hadn't heard about yet. Her name was Samantha. He seemed to be really happy about her.

"Are you bringing her to the reunion Jake?" He nodded at me. "We should get together for dinner before, the four of us."

"Excellent idea Edward. I want to get to know the woman who stole my best friend's heart better."

We parted and I promised to call him soon to make our plans. I drove home excited to get to Bella. I knew she would be home now, and I wondered what she was planning. This surprise she had mentioned, it really had my curiosity up. Hell, it had other parts of me up too when I thought about it.

I walked in the front door of my house. "Bella? Where are you love?"

"In the bedroom love. Come find me." Bella's voice was low and how she said the words sent my heart racing.

I ran up the stairs, pausing before I went into the bedroom to take a deep breath. When I walked in I went into absolute shock.

Bella was lying on her side in the middle of the bed. Her hair was curled, hanging loose, and she was twisting one curl between her fingers. She was wearing this black and white floral babydoll. The bottoms were just panties that matched the top. The top, that was what made me smile. It had simple straps, but only one tie right beneath her breasts, with the fabric falling open to expose her stomach.

"Hello Edward, I've missed you." Bella tilted her head and bit her lower lip. "Did you have a good time with Jake?"

I blinked a couple times. "Um yes, it was fine. How was your day?"

Bella slowly sat up and swung her slender legs over the edge of the bed. Standing up, she looked at me from beneath her lashes. "It was fine, but I couldn't stop thinking of you. I think you may have unleashed a monster in me." She slowly made her way over to where I was still standing frozen. Running one finger down the row of buttons on my shirt, she smiled up at me. "Do you like your surprise?"

I didn't know what had come over Bella, but I wasn't going to protest. I found my voice finally. "Very much."

Bella had begun to unbutton my shirt slowly. "I want you to make love to me Mr. Cullen." I stared down at Bella silently as she pulled my shirt tails out of my pants and pushed my shirt off my shoulders.

"I can't refuse you anything Bella, you know that." I stroked a few strands of hair behind her ear.

Bella unfastened my belt and pulled it from the loops. She stood with it in her hand, tapping it on her palm, giving me a wicked look. "Good." She dropped my belt on my shirt.

I could barely breathe watching her. She undid my pants and let them drop to my ankles. I stepped out of them automatically. Bella took the palm of her hand and pressed it into my erection. "Well, what do we have here Mr. Cullen? Did you bring this home for me?"

She was a deadly creature, but she was my deadly creature. "I thought you might like it." Bella smiled at me.

"Oh I think I might." She toyed with running her fingers in the elastic waistband of my boxers. Slowly Bella inched them down my legs, remaining on her knees after I stepped out of them. She gazed up at me and the shyness I was used to crossed her face for a brief moment. It vanished as she eyed my erection and licked her lips. I couldn't take my eyes off her.

"Hmm…." Bella brought her hand up and stroked it up and down my length a few times. As I watched, she extended her tongue and ran it from base to tip along the underside. I groaned and clenched my hands at my side. She placed random open mouthed kisses along my shaft. Bella looked up at me with a small smirk before she licked the head, running her tongue all the way around. I think my eyes may have rolled back in my head.

"Oh my god, you are killing me Bella." I whispered.

"You feel pretty alive to me Edward." With that she surrounded me with her mouth and I almost came right then. She let me as far as she dared into her mouth, pulling back with a slight sucking sound. I moaned. I wanted to look at her, but I knew if I did, it would be all over in a millisecond. I knew she had never done this, which made it even more of a turn on.

Bella spent the next few minutes licking and sucking until I was practically incoherent. I had put one hand on her head just to try and ground myself with what was happening. Finally I couldn't take it anymore.

"Bella, please."

She paused and gave me a final lick before she answered. "Please what Edward?"

"Please, I need to touch you. Get on the bed before I lose my mind." I looked down at her and she was wearing a huge smile.

"Well since you asked so nicely." Bella stood and made her way up onto the bed. I crawled up after her and kneeled over her.

"I'm not complaining, but what brought this on?" I brought my hand up and untied the babydoll and exposing her breasts. "I like this outfit too by the way."

Bella watched me with a look of desire. "Well, like I said, I missed you today. I'm just listening to what my instincts are telling me they want."

"Good instincts." I ran my hands up and over her breasts before I leaned forward and kissed her. Her lips were so soft under mine. My mind flashed to watching them descend on me and I couldn't help but press mine harder to hers. Bella wrapped her hands into my hair and responded with equal force.

I pulled away and ran my lips down her body, pausing at my new favorite spots to lick, suck, or nibble her skin. Reaching her panties, I pulled them off quickly. I ran my hands up and down her thighs a few times before I spread them. Bella watched me intently as I ran my fingers through the moisture collected there. I inserted one finger, she instantly arched and moaned. My eyes locked with Bella's as I licked her juices off my finger. Her breath caught a moment as she watched me.

"Mmm, you taste good my love." I parted her thighs a little wider. Giving her a devilish smile I bent down and licked up her slit. Bella gasped and her hips twitched up towards my mouth. I probed her folds with my tongue, stroking her from bottom to top. I could hear her panting above me. Pausing a second, I gripped her hips before I ran my tongue around her clitoris.

"OH God!" Bella's hips tried to come up off the bed, but I held them down. I alternated between licking and gently sucking on her. Bella was writhing in my hands, and her moans were growing louder.

"Edward, I can't wait. I need you now, please." I ignored her pleas. Instead I inserted two fingers in her, curling them to find the spot she loved. One of Bella's hands came down and gripped my hair. "What…..are you….doing to me Edward?" Her words came out between gasps.

I smiled to myself. She was clenching down around my fingers. I wrapped my lips around her clit, sucking hard. Bella came with a scream, a rush of fluid surrounding my fingers. I watched her as she arched against my hand, her eyes closed, and her free hand gripping the sheets. I withdrew my hand and kissed my way back up her body. I lay down next to her, softly caressing her breasts with my hand. Bella turned her head and said "I think you may have made me unconscious for a second. Holy crap." She closed her eyes as she tried to catch her breath.

"I take it you liked that my love." I was running circles with my fingers around her nipples.

"Liked is the biggest understatement in the world." Her voice was still breathless. I loved seeing Bella like this, knowing I made her this way.

I crawled over her and lay between her legs. "You ready for round two my love?" Her eyes opened wide.

"You mean, I mean, it's possible for me to do that again."

I chuckled. "Oh yes my love. As many times as you let me give them to you." I ran my tongue over both breasts, nipping lightly at her nipples. "One of these nights I'm going to keep going until you can't feel your legs anymore."

Bella moaned, running hands down my chest and behind my back. Her nails pressed into me, pulling me towards her. I took my time entering her, drawing out the moment. Bella was gripping me harder, wanting more. She threw her legs around my waist, clamping down on me.

I kept working Bella's breasts with my lips, pulling gently, and licking, whatever I felt like. I knew it wouldn't take much to take her over the edge; she was already tightening down on me. I began moving faster within her, loving the feel of her, hot and wet around me. It felt better than last night and I couldn't believe that was possible. The intimacy of being so close and connected to Bella sent the same rush of emotion through me as last night.

"Incredible." That was the only word I could get out.

"Mmmmm, Edward." Bella pulled herself up to me and shot her tongue in my mouth. I returned the kiss eagerly. Her mouth moved against mine frantically, her hands pulling my hair. I groaned at the sensation of her fingers tangled in my hair.

I felt her tighten around me and she broke the kiss with an "Edward, I'm…."

"I know love, me too." Bella's walls clamped down on me and she cried out my name again. I gave her one final hard thrust before my world shattered. I released into her, murmuring her name over and over.

Bella's head fell onto the pillow, smiling. I settled my head on her shoulder and pressed my lips to her neck. "I like what missing me does to you Bella."

I slowly withdrew and we lay down facing each other. Her cheeks were still flushed. I reached out and touched one gently. "You are so gorgeous." Bella's fingers were still running through my hair. "So, tell me, how long did it take Alice to drag it out of you?"

Bella closed her eyes and shook her head with a smile. "Apparently I'm pretty transparent. I walked in the door and the first words she said to me after she hugged me were 'you got some.' I tried to play dumb, but well, Alice is too smart for her own good. She was all excited about how her brother had 'rocked my world'. Your mom was standing right there!"

I chuckled. "Sorry love, but I know you're used to it. I hope Mom didn't make things too uncomfortable."

"Actually she was really nice about the whole thing, especially when I decided to put a halt to Alice's questions about how it was by giving her too much information." Bella giggled.

"What did you tell her Isabella? Something about me rocking your world perhaps?" I raised an eyebrow.

She giggled again. "Sort of. I may have said something about you being amazing, that you were big, and blowing my mind with the incredible things you did with your fingers. The last part did her in. If I'd known then what I'd know now, I'd have said your tongue instead of your fingers."

I laughed picturing the scene Bella described. "Really, you said all that did you? My poor sister. Wait, Mom was there when you said this?" That gave me a shudder.

Bella nodded. "She gave me an encouraging look in the rearview mirror, she knew what I was about to do. Like I said, your Mom was a very good sport."

"Big and incredible things with my fingers? Really? Hmm." I ran my fingers down over her hip while I grinned at her. Bella twisted and laughed when I hit a ticklish spot. I scooted closer to her and she snuggled into me. Her voice spoke up quietly from my chest.

"Um Edward, did I do okay with, well, you know." I smiled to myself. She could perform it, but she couldn't say it. I propped myself up on my elbow and looked at her.

"With what? Be specific Bella." I smiled when she blushed. "You can say it, I know you can."

Bella took a breath and then said "I've never done any blow job type stuff before, did I do okay?"

I hugged her to me and gave her another smile. "You did better than okay love, you did fantastic. Do you remember some of the things I said to at the time?" She nodded. "Well there is your answer. You were so sexy I couldn't look at you much, I would've been done for."

"That would've been okay." Bella whispered and gave me a little smile. I groaned and closed my eyes.

"You know you make my heart stop for a second when you say things like that."

"Possibly. Maybe that's why I've started saying things like that."

We lay there for a little while as it grew darker outside. Then I remembered I needed to tell her about the reunion. "Babe, my high school reunion is next weekend. Jake and I thought it would be fun if we went to dinner before, with you and his girl Samantha. Are you up for dinner and a reunion? You don't have to come with me if you don't want to."

"I am definitely up to it, sounds fun. Should I wear a dress?" Her tone suggested she already knew my answer.

"Definitely."

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Alrighty then........anyone want a towel? 1, 2, 3, 4, ....... *counts* Damn, that's a lot of you. LOL

Reviewing with your favorites.......makes me happy.

Edward would also like to know what you liked, because he's a dirty boy that way. Speaking of dirty, Showerward is waiting for you. He peeks around the curtain and beckons at you with his finger. His hair is wet and you can see the water running down his neck, it's continuing path blocked by the shower curtain. (damn curtain)

"I'm so very dirty, would you like to help wash me off?" Then he winks and gives you his crooked smile.

mmmmmmm, on my way Showerward.