Beautiful Disaster

"Don't strew me with roses after I'm dead.
When Death claims the light of my brow
No flowers of life will cheer me: instead
You may give me my roses now!"

-Thomas F. Healey

"One hundred and Twenty four, One hundred and twenty five, On hundred and twenty six," She whispered as she continued to count the tiles on the floor. Four nurses were busying themselves at the front desk, shifting papers loudly and talking quietly to each other.

Bella's hands trembled as she clasped them together in an effort to subside it. Taking a deep breath and exhaling loudly she tried her best to calm her nerves.

Berating herself, she couldn't believe she was actually going to go through with this. She couldn't help but look at the people around her who were here for the same thing.

Why the hell did she agree to this?

Alice.

That's why she agreed to it.

The idea was absolutely crazy. It was ludicrous. She could barely afford herself much less another person. But with Alice on board with situation she knew money would not be an obstacle. If anyone ever found out...

"Ms. Swan," The nurse called.

I'm doing this for him.

I'm doing this for him.

Bella chanted as she entered the doctors office and the steal door closed beside her.

Flashback

Soft delicate music drifted throughout the somber house as Edward pour more wine in Jacob's glass. Studiously, he watched the wolf inhale the food he had made with a satisfactory smile playing on his lips. The smell of lavender mixed with lush passion fruit weaved into the air as the candle lights burned in anticipation.

The table was filled with prime ribs, seasoned mashed potatoes, vegetables and lastly cheese cake with a strawberry topping drizzled on it.

"Umm, that was delicious," Jacob moaned softly as he licked his lips. The food Edward had made for him just melted into his mouth. Rubbing his stomach he stared at the table thoughtfully as feelings of content warmed him.

Edward smirked. "What can I say? I'm an expert,"

"Cocky aren't we?"

"You can't question brilliance,"

Jacob scoffed at him shaking his head.

"Come on," Edward said getting to his feet. "That's not even the best part,"

"More surprises?" Jacob asked.

"Of course," Edward said beaming at him. "This is your last night and I want it to be special,"

Jacob pouted a little but let Edward drag him into the living room. The Cullen family had conveniently planned a hunting trip on Jacob's last day in Forks.

Edward placed Jacob in the middle of the vacant room and ran to turn up the volume on the sound system.

"Oh no! No, no, no!" Jacob said backing away. "You know I can't dance,"

"So? Just let me guide you," Edward purred hooking his arm around Jacob's thin waist.

"No," Jacob said stepping out of his arm. "I mean it. I am not dancing."

A sly smile appeared on Edward's face. "You know, I could always make you."

"You wouldn't..." Jacob said backing away as Edward stalked forward. Before he could blink he was on his back on the couch being tickled mercilessly by Edward.

The sounds of Jacob's throaty laugh tore through the hollow halls of the house. His face was flushed a deep red as his lungs tussled for air through laughter.

Edward was laughing too, he found that a smile would curve on his face almost as if it had a mind of its own.

"Okay!" Jacob yelled through a choked chuckle. "Okay, I give up!"

"What was that?" Edward said.

"I'll dance with you," Jacob said panting a little. Grinning, Edward rolled off of him and pulled him to his feet, his arms were already wrapped around his waist as he steadied him.

"Move with me," Edward whispered, his voice sending shivers down Jacob's spine.

The music was slow and steady as their feet barely left the floor. Their bodies swayed from side to side as Edward hummed along.

"What song is this?" Jacob asked. He loved the smooth tempo and the intoxicating lyrics.

"It's Frank Sinatra, it's called 'The way you look tonight', but it's sung by Tony Bennett"

"Hmm," Jacob whispered. "It's beautiful,"

"You're beautiful,"

Jacob sighed deeply and rested his head on Edward's shoulder. Their bodies moved almost magnetically as the music surrounded, captured, then engulfed them.

" 'And that laugh that winkles your nose touches my foolish heart'," Edward sang kissing his neck sweetly.

Cold hands trailed down Jacob's sides and rested on his hips as they continued to sway to the sweet music.

Tonight had been absolutely prefect and he didn't know why but he felt even worse for wanting to leave Edward.

Edward tightened his arms a little around Jacob. He didn't want to think about tomorrow but the thoughts were pushed into his head anyway. They were crude twisted thoughts that kept swarming around his brain like a buzzing bee, the more he swat at it the more it came back.

Jacob tightened his arms around Edward. He didn't want to think about tomorrow either but the thoughts were brewing and the worst thing he ever wanted to do was hurt Edward more. Before his brain could catch up with itself he had already made a decision.

Hesitantly, he place soft feathery kisses on Edward's neck that grew stronger as he worked his way up Edward's strong jaw line.

By the time his lips reached Edward's cheeks they burned with desire to express all the love he had for this man.

Slowly he pressed his lips to Edward gently. They kissed slowly, eloquently, before it started to gather strength. Their lips became more demanding as they molded their bodies together.

Edward's hand became lost in Jacob's long locks. It was so hard keeping his composure as he pretended not to notice the curves beneath Jacob's clothes. Or his hard chest and tanned body pressed into his.

Unable to stop himself, Edward's hands slide down to Jacob's ample ass. He gripped him hard causing Jacob to gasp lightly. Savagely, Edward's tongue probed in and out of Jacob's moist mouth.

The feeling of mild pain spread through Jacob's scalp as Edward tugged on his hair roots, but it soon turned to pleasure as he found it aroused him more.

Their hip bones clinked and their teeth clacked as they grinded together. Jacob erection dug into Edward's pant leg as it begged for attention and most of all friction.

Pulling away from the kiss Edward stared back into Jacob's eyes.

"We should stop,"

Breathing heavily Jacob looked at the floor. "Or we could...Move this to the bedroom,"

Edward stiffened, his whole body went hard at that suggestion. "No,"

"Why do you make me feel like this?" Jacob demanded no longer looking at the floor, his eyes were piercing as they commanded answers.

"Like what?"

"Like you don't want me. Like...Like I'm not good enough. I can make my own decisions and I want you to make love to me on my last night here."

"Of course I want you! We have literally been through this a hundred times you silly man!"

"Actions speak louder than words," Jacob said grasping Edward's hand and guiding it to his obvious erection. Dumbly, Edward stared at his hand as Jacob guided it up and down his length through his jeans. It was so erotic that he couldn't look away.

"I want to feel you inside me," Jacob whispered kissing his chin. "I want you to fuck me into oblivion."

"I..." Edward stammered his words caught in his throat. He knew he should refuse temptation but it had been so long and his dick was so hard he knew he was no longer in control.

"Dammnit to hell," Edward growled as his lips smashed hard into Jacob's.

Throwing his arms around Edward's neck Jacob kissed him back grunting from the forcefulness.

Edward cupped Jacob's butt and lift it encouragingly. Jacob understood and jumped so that he could wrap his legs around Edward's waist.

"Take me to the bed and make love to me, now Edward," Jacob murmured his voice muffled by all the chaste kisses Edward was giving him.

In an instant they were upstairs and Edward was laying Jacob gently on the bed.

"I'll be right back," Edward said as he took off into the other room and came back before Jacob let out a breathe.

"Are you sure?" Edward had to be certain because he didn't think his heart could take being one of Jacob's regrets.

"I'm yours, take me."

Nodding swiftly Edward slowly took of Jacob's shirt then he kissed all over his marred chest. Then after taking off his own he pulled down Jacob's pants.

"I want you as close as possible," Edward said his voice a little tight. Kissing him sweetly Edward yanked off Jacob's underwear unexpectedly letting his cock spring free.

"Lay down on your back," Edward commanded.

Jacob did as he was told. It was unnerving the way Edward was staring at him fully naked laying so exposed on his bed but it was also very thrilling.

"You're so beautiful," Edward breathed as he crawled on top of him. Cold hands delicately traced the canvas of his taut body. Edward's lips and tongue trailed its way down his body, pausing momentarily to take his nipple into his mouth.

Jacob moaned loudly as Edward swirled and flicked his tongue around the sensitive flesh until it puckered. Stopping, Edward moved so that his face was an inch away from Jacob's so that he could see every emotion that danced across his face.

"If I hurt you let me know and I'll stop immediately." Edward ordered. "I need to, ugh...Prepare you first."

Edward kissed him hard before moving down towards his stomach pausing briefly at his happy trail.

"Spread your legs for me babe,"

Jacob did so feeling a little self conscience.

Spreading lube all over his fingers and lots on Jacob's hole, Edward used both hands to spread Jacob's cheeks and tapped his hole lightly his wet fingertips, then circled them all around it.

He pressed the tip of his wet middle finger into Jacob's opening slowly, going no deeper than the first knuckle, relishing the way his sphincter clenched tightly around it. It was a mere promise of what awaited.

"Are you okay?" Edward asked in a rough voice.

"I'm fine keep going,"

Edward sank his finger in a little deeper, seeking the almond-shaped gland and rubbing it slowly.

"OH!" Jacob yelled as he felt immense pleasure shoot through his entire body.

"I'm going to insert another finger," Edward said. Carefully he took one of Jacob's balls into his mouth sucking it gently as he inserted a second finger.

It burned making Jacob's body automatically clench but he soon relaxed as Edward's warm mouth distracted him. Watching the pre-cum drip from Jacob's swollen cusp he suddenly wanted to taste the sweet thick white nectar. Abruptly, Edward greedily took all of Jacob into his mouth as he entered a third finger.

Jacob was feeling a astounding measure of pain and pleasure as Edward's tongue worked all around his cock and his fingers stretched his hole. Before he could stop himself he whimpered loudly, grasping the bed sheets tightly.

"I'm...I'm gonna come.." Jacob rasped feeling his balls tighten. Edward released him with a loud popping sound and removed his fingers.

"Edward I need you inside me," Jacob begged his cock was so swollen it was almost turning purple.

Quickly, Edward shredded his pants and underwear, grabbing the bottle of lube he poured a lot on his hand then wiped it all over his erected cock.

"Ready?" Edward asked.

Jacob nodded.

Gently he entered Jacob's tight heat. Edward had to stop himself from ramming into him.

Clenching his teeth together Jacob couldn't stop the tears that were welling up. He wanted this but it hurt so fucking much. Frowning his face twisted in agony as Edward continued to enter him.

"Relax babe, you and me remember?" Edward whispered kissing him softly.

Edward was too far gone, he knew he couldn't stop not even if he wanted to. But the look on Jacob's face made his heart hurt.

Tears welled up on Jacob's face and spilled over as he bit his lip to distract himself from the pain.

"My love are you alright? Do you want me to stop? I should stop,"

"No, no please keep going," Jacob pledded.

"No, you're hurt, we shouldn't have done this."

"Stop! I want you, don't pulled out please!" Jacob cried.

Sighing, Edward stayed where he was.

"I'm okay," Jacob assured but his balled fist and clenched jaw told Edward differently.

Carefully he continued to slide his erected cock into Jacob's puckered hole. It felt so good to have Jacob's tight heat surround his cock. It felt so good that he had to stop a few times because he did not want to come before Jacob did.

"You're so tight," Edward moaned.

Pain was still stitched on Jacob's face as Edward rocked a little trying to get comfortable inside of him.

"Wrap your legs around me," Edward breathed.

Jacob did so.

"Now your arms,"

"But-"

"Just do it."

Jacob did what he was told to do. Somehow Edward manuved himself into a sitting position and placed Jacob on his lap with his dick still engulfed in Jacob's heat.

"Better?" Edward said his voice was still very strained.

"Yes,"

"Now, I want you to look into my eyes. I never want your eyes to leave my eyes."

Jacob nodded.

"Place your hands on my thighs," Edward instructed. "I want you to ride me,"

Jacob put his hands on Edward's rock hard thighs waiting for further instructions.

"Can you move?"

Lifting his hips slowly off Edward's erection then back on made him winced. "I think so," Jacob said breathlessly.

Edward leaned forward and they shared a quick yet passionate kiss. With one long shaky breath Edward finally said the word that Jacob had been pinning for.

"Move."

At first Jacob was awkwardly clumsy nearly falling off Edward's lap twice but soon he found rhythm and he slid on and off of Edward's cock expertly. Their bodies thrived together as Jacob grounded his backside into Edward's awaiting cock.

Lazily, Edward kissed him as he continued to move up and down slowly. Jacob's breath was hitched as pain and pleasure shadowed his features.

"Oh shit," Edward moaned loudly.

"I love you," Jacob breathed as Edward's cock brushed against his p-spot. There wasn't a any part of them that wasn't touching. They were cheek to cheek, hip to hip as they moved in a synchronized motion.

"Ugh, Edward," Jacob chanted loudly as his hips moved up and down faster. They stared into each others eyes as they whispered their affection.

For all they knew it could have been days but all that matter was their time together. It was nearly day break and still their bodies were shifting and sliding together in bliss.

Feeling his whole body tremble Jacob knew his orgasm was close. He was drenched in sweat, his hair was sodden sticking to his face and back.

"I'm gonna...I'm gonnaaaa, UGGGHh fucckkk"

"Come for me," Edward breathed thrusting into Jacob letting him ride out his orgasm. With on final grunt Jacob let his eyes roll back into his head as the waves of the most powerful orgasm he had ever experience engrossed his entire body.

Quivering, Jacob let his head roll onto Edward's shoulder.

Before he could catch his breath Edward was thrusting into him as his own orgasm tore through his body. Feeling his balls tighten he threw his head back and choked on a scream.

Coming down from his orgasm, Jacob stared at Edward. His face was drenched and his body was flushed a bright red, his limbs were numb in several places, his ass hurt like hell but one look at Edward and he knew it was all worth it.

Edward stared back, his skin was wet, his hair sticking up in every direction, he smelled of sweat and other bodily fluids and he was sure Jacob would be really sore in the morning, but one look into those glowing brown eyes and he knew that it was all worth it.

"Thank you," Jacob said kissing him sweetly.

"Your welcome love," Edward whispered.

Reluctantly he pulled out of Jacob and grabbed a towel to clean them both up. Exhausted Jacob fell onto Edward's chest sore and already half asleep. Black hair fell around Jacob's face as he buried his face in Edward's neck.

"G'night love," Edward whispered. The music downstairs was still playing and Edward listen to D'Angelo ask him 'How does it feel?'.

It feels damn good. Edward answered in his thoughts.

Early in the morning Edward slipped out of bed to turn off the music and get breakfast started. The grin never left his face as he danced around the kitchen making food.

"Edward," Jacob called sleepily from the top of the stairs. He had a thin blanket wrapped around his waist and his hair ran wild down his back and chest.

"In the kitchen," Edward called.

Wincing Jacob walked down the stairs trying his best to mask the pain burning through his backside.

"Oh," Jacob said once he stepped into the kitchen. He averted his eyes to the floor blushing furiously.

"What?" Edward asked.

"You're naked," Jacob said looking at the tile.

Edward looked down and shrugged. "So I am,"

While he stared at Jacob his tongue darted out of his mouth to lick his pale lips. The sight of Jacob in nothing but a thin sheet barely resting on his narrow hips was beginning to turn him on.

"C'mere," He said.

Keeping his eyes downcast he walked right into Edward's open arms.

"Where is my morning kiss?" Edward asked pulling Jacob's chin up with his index finger.

Smiling bashfully Jacob pressed his lips to Edward's. The kiss was short and Edward pulled away completely satisfied.

"Come eat," Edward said motioning to the food on the table.

Sighing Jacob looked at the meal then back at Edward. "I'm having breakfast with the pack remember? Then we are going to head out to the Mahak reservation."

The smile on his face dropped as he realized that he had indeed forgotten.

"It's fine. Let's get dressed so that I can drive you over," Edward said trying to hide his disappointment.

"Actually, Paul's coming to pick me up...Rachel and Rebecca said they wanted to say goodbye and stuff,"

"Oh."

"But we have time," Jacob said running a hand through his hair.

"How long?"

"An hour or so,"

"An hour!" Edward yelled. "You knew about this and didn't mention it yesterday?"

"I was planning to but we got distracted.."

Edward closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance.

"Distracted," He spit. "Well, you can't expect me to watch you drive away with Paul and hope you'll get there safely."

"That's exactly what I expect you to do."

"But-"

"No," Jacob said pulling Edward closer to him. "Relax, I'll be fine."

"I don't think I can do it. I can't watch you drive away. I need you too much, please. Let me drive you there-"

"You can do anything you decide to do. I don't think you know how strong you are. I love you so much, you keep me grounded. I'm probably doing a shitty job of explaining how much you mean to me but fuck... You're like superman to me."

"Superman?" Edward asked.

Jacob looked at him shyly. "Stupid, I know."

Edward kissed him slowly, elating in the taste of his soft lips.

Pulling away from the kiss he pouted, letting his lower lip jut out. "But, Jacob," He whined. "That means we only have sixty minutes to make love again."

"Then we better get started."

The trees past quickly out the window as Jacob watched from the front seat of his car. Edward had called Paul and insisted on taking him to breakfast with the pack and to say goodbye to Rachel and Rebecca.

Theirs hands were intertwined as Edward drove like a maniac, ignoring all speed limits and other road signs.

"Babe?" Edward asked.

"Mhmm," Jacob responded turning to look at him.

"When you get back I just want you to know that I meant everything I said the other night. I want to take you away and I was thinking maybe it could be sort of like a honeymoon gift,"

"Really?" Jacob asked his whole face lighting up.

"Of course. I know you don't want to get married so soon but I..."

"What?"

"Nothing. I don't care when we get married as long as you become mine."

"I already am yours," Jacob said kinking an eyebrow.

"Legally, I mean," Edward said smiling.

The rest if the ride was silent as they lost themselves to their own thoughts.

End Flashback

"Attack me!" Sam growled.

Closing his eyes he let the heat engulf his body, his bones broke and twisted, stretching into impossible lengths as he became the wolf. The shift didn't take more than three seconds, but in that time he relaxed his body and mind as he let his primal instinct take over.

The wolf growled, its lips curling back to reveal jagged teeth. The animal lunged at the man, but the man was quick. Sam moved to the side as he phased shredding his clothing.

Two wolves faced each other in an open field. One pure black as night and the other russet brown as tree bark.

They both charged at each other. The black wolf had the upper hand in skill and wisdom, but the russet wolf moved with a mixture of forcefulness and knowledge.

Clashing together they wrestled wildly, their massive bodies biting and tearing at anything within reach.

The russet colored wolf moved like lightening and pinned the black wolf beneath him. They glared wildly at each other before the black wolf shifted back to its human form.

"Alright, jackass get off of me!" Sam bellowed. "You weight a fucking ton!"

The russet wolf phased back, its bones shrunk and twisted back into a human body. The man stood there naked and proud with his hands on his chiseled hips with a defiant smile on his face.

Towering over Sam he stood, his body a replica of sculpted beauty, his chest carved with an eight pack glistening in the sunlight. The deep set of his brow dark, shadowing nearly his eyes. The ample set of lips that sat welded between his nose and chin were rosy red and moved as they were pulled into an irresistible smile that rocked the earth itself.

Throwing his chin out he look down on Sam, confidently. His nose was wrinkled slightly.

"What is that like round six? Still your old ass hasn't beaten me," Jacob said.

"Don't push your luck boy," Sam said standing to his feet. It still amazed him, that after six months Jacob was a natural at phasing.

Jacob snorted. "Shit, Sam, you really should take some time off you look like hell,"

"I know." Sam said his voice was soft. "But, it won't be long now."

"When?" Jacob asked anxiously.

"Soon,"

"I know you are doing this for me but you need to see Emily. I can see how much it kills you everyday. It kills me..."

"I never thanked you." Sam said cutting Jacob off.

"For what?" Jacob asked curiously.

"You don't remember and you probably never will, but I just need to say this before things get even more complicated... Another lifetime ago I was a bigot. When you first came out to me I kicked you out of the pack. I couldn't stand seeing you and Edward together. It made me fucking sick."

Jacob glared at him but said nothing.

"You were like my son, my son, I literally raised you when you were young. I watched after you when Billy couldn't. Emily was like a mother to you. We loved you. And I knew one day it wouldn't matter if I had kids or not because you would take your rightful place as Alpha. I don't pretend to know why we imprint anymore, I thought it was for pro-creation but I can see that it's much more than that. I didn't listen when you tried to explain your side of things.

"I kicked you out of the pack, making damn sure you were excommunicated. I know none of the pack members would tell you this because they physically can't but I Alpha commanded them never to speak or have contact with you ever again. It was cruel and heartless I know but I felt so betrayed. It was like you were choosing him over us and I couldn't take it."

"I know now that I was wrong and although I've never ever apologized for it you still accepted me back into your life. I don't think I've ever met anyone as noble as you."

Glancing at Sam he saw that he had tears in his eyes. Jacob did not know what to say. He had always thought Sam was his friend, never did he imagine Sam to act so vicious towards him.

"You were just a boy when I threw you out and here you are a man. I'm such a fucking coward, Jacob. And I ask that you humbly accept my apology. I know I should have tried harder but I knew that an apology would never suffice, I needed to do something more, so I've been trying to make it up to you ever since. I hope it's not too late,"

Jacob was silent as he mulled over Sam's word. For as long as he could remember Sam has always been on his side.

"Although, I don't remember all the horrible things you've done to me. I just know that I've already forgiven you. I can feel it deep down."

Tears slid out of Sam's eyes as the Jacob's words set him free.

"Thank you," Sam voiced was full of emotion as he said it. "Thank you for believing in me. You are the strongest person I know and it makes my heart sore to know that soon, very soon I will serve under you."

The tension was so thick that the only sound in the room was Bella's breathing. The Cullen's were frozen as they all thought of their next move.

It was so soon.

Too soon.

Nobody had been expecting it to happen so fast.

The clock ticked and the wind blew noisily outside but inside it was still. Jasper shared a look with Alice as she stared horror struck at him.

"Fuck!" Emmett boomed breaking the silence.

"What do we do?"

"It's too soon,"

"This isn't supposed to be happening."

Edward sat motionless in his chair as his family's thoughts and concerns whirled around him. All he could think about was Jacob.

All he lived for was Jacob.

The pain in his chest became unbearable when he thought more and more about the situation that laid before him, taunting him with its maliciousness.

Vigorously, Edward tugged on his hair trying desperately to yank it from its roots as he tried to block out everyones voices.

"We need leadership and unity."

"The pack is so far away how will they know what's happened?"

"I knew they should have stayed here."

"We should call Tanya she'll know what to do."

Bella stood off to the side trying to breathe. The situation was now hitting her like a ton of bricks. Her chest constricted as she thought of all the people that could potentially get hurt or killed because of her.

She thought about her trip to the hospital some weeks ago and wondered if it was all worth it. Unconsciously she put the palm of her hand to her flat stomach, she knew it was too soon but she felt a faint flutter. Her lips curled into a small smile as she thought about what this meant. Although the thought terrified her it also calmed her in more ways than one. Cradling her stomach she knew without a doubt that it had been worth it.

"Edward-" Alice said.

"Just stop!" Despite his effort to stay strong he knew he was falling apart. "Just don't okay? I have to think! I need to think!"

He clasped his hands together to stop them from shaking. The stress was weighting down on him hard. Right now he felt like an object being crushed by ten times his weight; he knew he was being solidly compressed, he knew that there was no way out, and most of all he knew that soon very soon he would be crushed.

Looking around at each of them he knew they all shared a common intellectual thought.

It was a consistently eager thought that expanded through all of them and then as if planned was projected onto their faces.

Like watching a film Edward clued into all the main characters. He could see their points of view, knew and related to their different experiences. The people surrounding him were his family and confidants. They were risking everything for a common goal.

No matter what they all had to fight.

For love.

For freedom.

For hope.

For family.

"Jasper," Carlisle said his voice was deep and low as he took charge of the situation. "Call Sam and tell him the news immediately. Alice, you will go over your vision in detail. We need to know what we are up against."

"I don't know how much detail I can go into." Alice said, her face twisted with a mixture of pain and sorrow.

"What can you tell us for certain?" Carlisle asked. To all he appeared calculative and calm, but inside his gut was churning.

"For certain I can tell you one thing," Alice looked around at everyone before her eyes landed on her beloved brother, Edward. Swallowing hard she knew he could hear the scattered thoughts jumbling around in her head like a bouncing ball, wild and aimless. She knew this would hurt him the most but there was nothing she could do. As much as she wished for a world with happiness and love, she knew that it was simply futile.

Black eyes penetrated golden brown ones as the truth was finally uncaged. The truth was the beast running wildly among them. It tore at their inner souls, gnawing persistently until they could no longer stand it.

Edward's heart broke, shattering inside his chest as his greatest fear was about to become his reality. Almost as if on cue, his skin paled and cracked. Dark circles surrounded his flawless face as her words tore apart his body and soul.

Opening her mouth she spoke articulately, her words precise and direct.

"They are coming."

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