A/N Oooooooh i'm sooo bad need to update more often! :( really not good, I stopped reading twilight fanfic so it's been harder to think about writing it – anywho here's the next chapter, enjoy!

Chapter 20

The date had been set for my change I only had a couple more weeks left until I would be changed so I made sure I was spending a lot of time with Charlie. I let Alice buy a camera for me so I could make home videos and take pictures so I would be able to look back at things that seem insignificant at the time. Also it would help if my memory was affected by the change.

The family told the wolves that I would be changed and at first they weren't happy about it, and it took a long time to get them to come around.

Flashback

The wolves and the Cullens were all stood in the baseball field and no one seemed to know what to say. The wolves were all upset that I was going to be changed and become a 'leech'. After a while the tension became too much for me. I marched straight up to Sam and looked him straight in the eye.

"Do you want me to die?" My question seemed to stun the pack and I heard all the Cullens gasp in shock. The wolves didn't understand what I was saying as they thought becoming a vampire meant dying.

"The Volturi know of my existence. They know that I know about vampires. That isn't a good thing Sam. If I'm not changed then they will hunt me down and kill me. Chances are they will go after the Cullens as well. Is that what you want?"

My speech made all the wolves think and I left them to go back to my family and wait for their decision. A few minutes later Sam and Jake came over to us and told us that they would allow me to be changed and it wouldn't affect the treaty.

End Flashback

Everything was still a bit strained for a little while but once the pack was told of the plan they seemed to relax. I think they were afraid I was just going to disappear out of Charlie's life and that they would lose him as well. However once they heard the over story they agreed to go along with it and said that once I was over the newborn stage I would have to come back.

I was brought back from my thoughts by Chandler jumping onto my lap; I cuddled him closer to my body and just held him for a while. Eventually I decided to take him out for a walk so I grabbed my car keys and hopped into my 'Edward approved car'. Normally Edward would take me anywhere I wanted to go but the entire vampire side of the family had gone hunting.

Edward and I had decided to continue living with the main family since I wouldn't be able to go anywhere if we lived in the cottage because it was so secluded. At first the Cullens weren't too sure about having Chandler in the house but the La Push boys were around a lot now and their smell was a hell of a lot worse than Chandler's apparently.

I spent the rest of the day playing with Chandler and once I got home I fell asleep almost instantly with a smile on my face.

The weeks passed quickly and before I knew it the family was packing so we could move. Everyone, except the wolves, thought Edward, Alice, Jasper and I were going to Dartmouth, Rose and Emmett were going travelling and that Carlisle and Esme were moving to Alaska. But in reality we were all moving to Alaska so I wouldn't have to be around people if I didn't want to be.

All too soon the moving day came. Everyone went to Charlie's so we could say goodbye and then we could get on the road. I looked up at the mansion where my life changed one last time before I grabbed Chandler and got into Edward's Volvo.

The goodbyes seemed to go by rapidly when they took hours. The last person I had to say goodbye to was my dad. I could tell that he was hurting on the inside and I hated it but I knew he would need to start to let go eventually. I couldn't always be a little girl. I pulled him to the side and hugged him. Neither of us said anything until we pulled apart and I noticed everyone else had moved away to give us some 'privacy'.

"I'm gonna miss you Bells" he said gruffly, tears in his eyes.

"I love you daddy, I'll miss you so much," I sobbed clinging onto him. We stayed like that for a long time, we were both reluctant to let go. When we finally parted both our faces were tear-stained but we didn't care. "Chandler!" I called as I turned round. Upon hearing his name, my dog charged right at me, while the Cullens looked at me oddly. They had no idea about what I was doing.

I picked Chandler up and turned back to my dad who was watching me. "I want you to have Chandler dad." I told him while handing the dog over. "This was you won't be alone in the house and you will have something alive that reminds you of me. Also, I'll know that he is safe and being taken care of."

Charlie didn't say anything; he only nodded and pulled me back into another hug. We slowly made our way back to the group of people and said goodbye one more time. The family all climbed into their cars and we set off to Alaska. The last thing I saw before I fell asleep due to Jasper's power was my father and his dog waving goodbye, both with tears in their eyes.

A/N Hope you liked the chapter, I have almost finished the story, just the epilogue to go, that will be set in the future. I don't know if dogs can cry so if they can't just pretend that they do. :)