As the weeks went by it was becoming harder and harder for lisa to be around dean knowing that they will never be together. The guys would be leaving on tour on Friday. She hoped the time apart she would be able to figure out what she was going to do.

One day lisa was sitting by the pool watching the ripples on the water. Dean was swimming laps in the pool.

When he got out of the water lisa got lost in her own little world.

His body was dripping from the water. His hair wet and wavy his tanned sculpted body walked towards her. She stood up and he took her in his arms and kissed her passionately and then.

"Lisa hey you alright."

"Huh what." She said looking up at dean.

"I asked if you were ok you look flushed."

"Oh yeah I'm fine."

"Are you sure maybe you should get out of the sun. Umm hey what are your plans tonight."

"I don't have any plans tonight why." Lisa said with a smile.

"Seth and Roman wanna have a guys night on the town before we head out on tour. I just wanted to make sure it was ok with you I wasn't sure if you and meg were going out."

"Nope I'm all you. I mean I'm free tonight."

"Good. Well I better get dried off and dressed the guys will be here soon."

Lisa was sad that dean was going out with the boys.

Later that night lisa was having a lot of trouble getting matt to eat.

"Oh honey you have to eat something."

He just wouldn't stop crying. She decided to give him a bath in some jasmine that seem to calm him down some but the second he was dried off and in his Pj's he was restless again.

She didn't know what else to do so she checked to see if he had a fever.

"Ok pumpkin oh I know you don't feel good mommy is gonna see if you have a fever." She said putting the thermometer in his ear waiting for it to beep. When it did it read 102.1.

She gave him some baby Tylenol but that didn't even help.

Lisa didn't know if he was teething or something else she was starting to get worried.

A few hours later Dean came home it was about 3am.

When he came in lisa was in the living room walking around with matt trying to calm him.

"Lisa what's wrong."

"He has a fever it's 102.1. First I gave him a bath then some baby Tylenol so far nothing has worked. Dean I'm really scared."

"Hey it's gonna be alright." Dean said holding me and a crying matt in his arms.

"Come here pal are you giving mommy a hard time. Oh it's alright buddy."

"Do you think we should take him to the hospital."

Dean looked at matt and he was now screaming.

"Yeah I think we should he feels really hot. Here you take him and I'll drive."

Lisa sat in the back seat holding matt. As dean drove matt just suddenly stopped crying. When lisa looked down she saw something wrong.

"Matt honey. Matty. Oh my god. Dean something's wrong. Matt's not breathing."

Lisa could feel the car speed up. It only took them a minute to get to the hospital.

When lisa got out she ran in as fast as she could.

"Help me somebody. My baby he's not breathing."

A nurse came over and took matt from lisa and rushed him into a room. She felt so helpless. Dean came running in.

"Where's matt."

"The nurse took him into a room. Dean I can't loose him he's all I have."

Dean took lisa into his arms.

"We won't lose him. I promise you we won't."

Lisa's mind was racing, her heart was beast so fast she thought it was going to burst out of her chest.

Her body tremble at the thought of her little boy sick and maybe dying.

It was all she could think of.

"Lisa look at me."

She couldn't life her head. Dean cupped her fast and lifted her head up to meet his eyes.

"I promise you Matty will not die we won't lose him. He's a strong little boy."

Lisa just broke down. Dean tightened his arms around her holding her tight. He was just as scared as she was.

He felt helpless to. He wanted to break down and cry. He held back the tears he needed to be strong for matt and lisa.