EPOV
I love hunting.
Because when I am doing that, my focus is totally on my target.
But today that was not the case.
I couldn't focus at all.
I shouldn't have skipped the dinner.
I realized I shouldn't have come like this.
This was a sign of a coward, who runs from his responsibilities.
And my wife was my responsibility, whether I would want to accept it or not.
I ran away from the dinner.
I decided that I didn't want love to distract me from achieving my goals.
Then how exactly I was different from my father?
He married my mother, just like I married Isabella.
He never loved my mother, just like, I am planning not to fall in love.
He never thought about how his actions would affect my mother, just like I am not thinking about Isabella.
In marriage, one person can't take all the decisions.
My father did that.
I am not going to repeat his mistakes.