chapt: 21/?

pairings: MiyavixReita ReitaxAoi

syn: "And you believed him?" Aoi whispered...

comments: OMG... like, i wrote this, and like. it didn't show up... i am very, very tired. i was so pumped to write this, but then i went to guitar and was like... bummed cause of the damn scales! i am usuing dad's laptop, so i want to keep things low... i have no clue how he will react if he found out i am a yaoi fan... he doesn't even know what yaoi is... boy on boy bootay!! XDDD but yeah... i bought my first yaoi manga two weeks ago. i like so far... and, a special THANK YOU to some special ppl at the end

cant, stop... yawning.

Reita looked down to the hanky in Ruki's hands as he continued to wring his hands together.

They had been turned down to visit Kai for the past...

4 hours.

4 hours of sitting.

4 hours of Aoi talking and trying to convince the receptionist to somehow get at least 5 minutes in to visit.

4 hours of ass numbness.

4 hours of boredome...

Reita shifted in his seat for the umpteenth time then stopped when Ruki glarred to him.

He sighed and Ruki went back to starring down to the floor wringing his hands together, knoting the hanky even more in his hands.

Aoi came walking back around 20 minutes later looking veru, very tired.

"I, I managed to get to see Kai..."

Reita and Ruki both looked up.

"But... Only one of us are able to visit him..." Aoi said warily.

Reita quickly stood up and held Aoi in his arms. "Aoi, you look exaughsted... Youv'e been standing all day."

Aoi smiled wealky then laid his head onto Reita's shoulders letting the other hold him. "I, am kinda tired..."

Aoi looked over to Ruki and smiled. "... You should visit him Ruki... I'm sure Kai would be very happy to see you again after so long... Since. Yeah, you havn't even been able to leave the house... And this was your idea."

Ruki looked to Aoi for a long minute before slowly standing up and handing Reita back his hanky then following the receptionist to a heavy door in the back of the room that needed some kind of code to open.

Reita and Aoi watched Ruki vanish behind the door before moving to sit down. Reita pulled Aoi into his lap and holding him close to his body.

Aoi smiled laying his head onto Reita's shoulders and took the hanky from his hands that he wrapped around Aoi to keep him on his lap.

"Ruki seemed really axious, didn't he?" Aoi asked lightly folding the over wrinkled hanky then putting it into his coat pocket.

Reita nodded his head then looked around the little waiting room. They were the only ones in there except for the lone security guard who was glancing at them, but trying not to make it obvious.

Reita didn't care.

His Aoi was tired and that was all that mattered.

Besides.

PDA (public display of affection) didn't bother Aoi or Reita. They were happy with each other and didn't mind the world knowing as long as the world minded it's own...

"I'm going to close my eyes for a little bit." Aoi mumbled then cuddled into Reita.

He smiled lighlty kissing Aoi's head again. "You go ahead and do that." He said softly then looked up to the clock over the wall and sighed. "I'll tell you when Ruki comes out."

"... Wake up. Are you awake yet?"

"Ungh... W, what? Who are..."

"I'm Dr. Meck, and boy it's good to see you awake."

"Huh? W, wah--"

"You shouldn't talk. That was some trip. You feeling ok? Well actually I dont expect you to feel anything for a little while. We have to let the drugs were off..."

"Wait... What?"

"Now, you may seem out of it for a few hours and thats fine. Now--"

"Wait, what happened? Whats going on? Why, why..."

"... You dont remember?"

"..."

"... I see. Well, everythings going to be fine. Your safe now..."

"Why, wouldn't I be... Be."

"Shhhh. It's ok. Go ahead and sleep... You'll be fine. I promise... I promise...

Promise.

I...

Wake.

...Wake up.

Aoi wake up.

"Aoi wake up. Ruki's comming back."

Aoi groaned and frowned, slowly forcing his eyes open then quickly shutting them again when the bright light came into his eyes.

"... Reita?"

"Yeah, Ruki's comming back Aoi..." Reita said lighlty bouncing his leggs to help wake Aoi up.

Aoi groaned again then rubbed at his eyes and looked around ssquinting. "Ugh, I see..."

Reita frowned. "... You ok Aoi?"

Aoi sighed then slowly sat up to his feet. "... Yeah, I'm fine... Just... Yeah."

Reita stood up as well looking to Aoi concerned. "... You sure? You can tell me anything Aoi."

Aoi nodded, moving some of his hair out his face then forcing a smile. "Just tired is all..."

Reita pursed his lips then looked over to the big heavy door that Ruki and the receptionist walked through whoosh open and out came Ruki with a security guard looking...

Upset.

Aoi seemed to notice and slowly walked over to him. "... Ruki? Is something wrong?"

Ruki looked up to Aoi then over to Reita and had a confused face before it slowly turned to anger then to hate.

Reita went stiff seeing the evil glare Ruki was sending to him then quickly tried jumping back when Ruki's body came slaming into his, knocking the wind out of him and falling to the floor.

Reita squirmed when he hit his head to the floor then looked up to Ruki who started grabbing at his arms that were trying to hit him off.

Ruki, was surprisingly strong for his size and easily held Reita's arms down then started to grab at his sides. "You SON OF A BITCH!"

Reita blinked surprised then tried moving again knowing Ruki was angery.

"I'TS YOUR FAULT WHY KAI IS IN THERE!!! HOW COULD YOU!? THEN YOU GO OFF SAYING SHIT!"

Reita heard Aoi yell then other yelling as the security guard started calling for help.

"RUKI!" Aoi yelled trying to pull at Ruki as he started to hit at Reita's face with his fist, but weakly. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?"

"IT'S HIS FAULT! ALL HIS FAULT!" Ruki continued to scream before he was pulled off by a group of policemen and pulled to his feet along with Reita who's lip was bleeding but that was about it.

"RUKI!" Aoi screamed standing between the two. "WHAT are you talking about?" He tried more calmly.

Ruki finally mangaed to free one of his arms from the police and pointed to Reita.

"HE LET MIYAVI BACK!"

Aoi's mouth dropped and he looked over to Reita who was looking wide eyed to Ruki. "... W, wh--"

"DONT YOU ACT SURPRISED REITA!" Ruki shouted then looked to Aoi. "Kai told me everything! He told me what Reita let Miyavi do to him. He told me how he has been letting Miyavi live in the apartment. HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING!" He lunged for Reita again but was pulled back by the police. "HE LET MIYAVI RAPE KAI!" Ruki screamed.

"Sir! Your coming with us." One of the plice said pulling Ruki behind the same door that he walked through to visit Kai.

Reita was confused. Why would Ruki be getting angry about that now? He had known about what happened with Miyavi and Kai awhile ago. Actually that is the reason why Kai ended up in jail... So why was Ruki going off about it now. Kai must have told him something els that sent him over the top like this.

The tears falling down Ruki's face told that. It was something els. Ruki was angry, but not for this...

For what, Reita didn't know, but he wanted to.

Aoi followed about half way but had to stop since they closed the door, it locking automatically. He stood there, listening to Ruki's screams and curses as he went deeper and deeper into the prison.

Reita was let go of and asked if he wanted some ice for the bump on his head. "Yeah, thanks..." He said then looked over to Aoi who still had his back to him, looking to the door.

Reita bit his lip. "... Aoi--"

"Is it true?" Aoi asked not looking away from the dark corner.

Reita looked to him before looking down to the floor. "... Yes."

Aoi seemed to tense. "And, you kept this from me. Why?"

Reita swallowed. "I, I honestly dont. Know."

Aoi finally turned around tears flowing in his eyes but drying from his anger. "So... The pictures. On the cell phone?"

Reita's eyes went wide remembering the phone.

"... They were... Miyavi?"

Reita sighed before nodding weakly.

"And... Larry." Aoi struggled with the name since he was trying hard not to cry. "... He.. He's really."

"Miyavi." Reita finished for him.

"... And, your letting. Him stay in the house. Even after all the things he did to you? What he did to Kai? And, you didn't, didn't tell me?" Aoi chocked then sniffed.

Reita swallowed before slowly nodding again still not looking up to Aoi.

There was silence for a few long minutes and Reita wandered if Aoi was still breathing. He jumped when he looked up and Aoi was standing right there giving no warning as he pinch Reita's stomach.

"The only reason." Aoi hissed between his teeth getting into Reita's face. "Is because of this." He pinch harder making Reita wince and shut his eyes.

"Look at me!"

Reita quickly forced his eyes open feeling as Aoi dug his nails into his skin. "The only reason... And when this baby is born... It's over. No. It's over, right here, right now..."

"A, Aoi..." Reita's eyes going wide. "N, no please... I'm sorry. I just... He... Please let me explain--"

"EXPLAIN!" Aoi yelled pushing away from Reita and turning his back to him.

Reita rubbed at the spot Aoi had pinched him then looked over to the security guard who was eyeing them. "... Aoi. I , the reason why I let Miyavi stay was because... He was hurt."

Aoi looked over his shoulder to him making him flinch slighlty. "He, he was hurt. And, and so until he got better I was letting him stay."

"But without telling me Reita?" Aoi whined turning around to look to Reita sadly.

Reita looked away and bit onto his bottom lip. "… I'm sorry. I didn't, want you to worry and… And he was hurt." Reita said looking up and rushing over to Aoi who quickly back away from him. "Please Aoi. I couldn't leave him. He came to me. He, he apologized!" Reita said now sounding angry.

"… And you believed him?" Aoi whispered looking up to Reita.

Reita looked to Aoi before frowning. "I, yes… Yes, I believe him. He's changed Aoi. Really!."

"Reita!" Aoi yelled. "Someone like Miyavi doesn't change unless taken to jail!"

"HE HAS CHANGED!" Reita boomed making Aoi go quiet. Reita stood there ridged and panting slightly. He noticed and tried calming down.

"… I'm sorry."

"No. No more 'I'm sorry'…" Aoi said holding onto himself and looking away."

"… Aoi"

"No. I, I have to think." Aoi said quickly then ran out the waiting room to the prison.

Reita just sighed and plopped back into one of the plastic chairs looking up to the blinding lights of the waiting room.

"…. Fuck."

Aoi rushed out the building toward the front parking lot towards the car. He leaned his back against it then fumbled to pull out his pack of cigarettes, his hands shaking. When he was finally able to take in a big breath of the nicotine smoke he relaxed feeling his head start to clear.

He looked down to a puddle on the ground letting his thoughts wander. Just flow free. He didn't want to deal with something like this. He and Reita had just gotten back together. He didn't want it to end but. What if…

He shook his head then tried swallowing down the feeling of dread.

"What if, he still loves Miyavi…"

ahhh, very, well… not any more tired. yes. here is the first chapt. i hope the events make up for the shortness. but don't worry…. i admit that, i could have... expressed more. but. for some reason. I'm just not feeling it... By the way, I would like to thank yuki hibiki and keeper of the jeep for their comments. Heh, thought I wouldn't notice huh? Anyway. Yes. I thank you guys SO MUCH! U make my day and for it I will give u my kittypon sight…. http://kitty-pon. ... Well, it was just made for me like, two days ago by my good chat buddy Poisonakira and she hasn't given me the password. So yeah, go check it out and tell me what ya think. Think of it as a present from KP. BE THE FIRST TO CHECK OUT MY (soon to be mine…) NEW PG XDDD

so exciting… any questions? x3