Chapter 21 – Holding Out On Me

"Damn." Bella muttered making Alice giggle, "You can say that again." The pixie said quietly as she ran her fingers through her girlfriend's hair, "You've been holding out on me." Bella stated as she placed soft kisses on Alice's bare shoulders. The girls were in Alice's bed, lying under the covers with their arms wrapped around each other, Bella's head resting on her girlfriend's chest.

"Hmmm well I couldn't really use my full strength with you; you really don't know how breakable you were when you were human Bella." Alice replied a small smile on her face but it was wiped off instantly when she heard Bella sigh. "What's wrong?" The psychic asked and felt Bella shift slightly before answering, "I just…it's just….….different…not difficult per say just very different, I mean I've only been a vampire mere hours and already….already strange things are happening to me….I mean what if Carlisle's theory is wrong?...What if I have no special power?...What if I'm just not normal….don't get me wrong this not having to drink blood thing is really good…..whenever I thought about being a vampire I always had a hard time thinking about the blood bit…but my eyes and…and what about Charlie? OH SHIT CHARLIE!…." Bella started to speak louder her words taking on a tone of panic and Alice knew she had to step in, so she did the only thing she could think of to silence her girlfriend, she kissed her.

The kiss was soft and conveyed to Bella that Alice was there; it was a silent promise from her girlfriend that she wouldn't be alone throughout this and that thought alone made Bella relax. "Listen closely Isabella Swan you are going to be fine, I know you're scared even if you haven't been showing it, it's scary for everyone at first, it's completely natural to feel like this as for Charlie he comes home from his course tomorrow, we haven't talked about it but whatever we all decided we will all help you…..just like a family should." The pixie said and didn't miss the way Bella's eyes lit up as she said the word family.

"Family." The brunette murmured, her now dead heart was singing with joy but her mind was wanting her to make sure, that what she had heard Alice correctly, "Bella you are a part of this family, you have been a part of this family since the day you entered our lives…..since the days you entered my existence." Alice whispered the last part, as she turned so she was now on her side with the brunette on her side facing her. "You know if I could I would be blushing right now." Bella said with an embarrassed smile on her lips, her head ducked down so she was now looking at the pillows, that is until she felt a warm small hand cup her chin and lift it until she met honey gold eyes, "That is one thing about your human life I will miss….I loved your blush, it was very tempting." Alice said with a teasing smile as she slowly stroked her fingers down Bella's neck, it quickly became a seductive smirk when she heard Bella purr, "Down kitty." Alice said with a giggle as she remembered her girlfriend's words.

Bella it seemed was on the same wavelength as she smirked before quickly pinning Alice to the bed, "Looks like this kitty wants to play." Alice said with a loving smile although the amusement was clear in her eyes, "To quote a honey eyed goddess, playing isn't on this kitty's mind right now." Bella said before claiming Alice lips in a passionate and slightly rough kiss.

"Alice." Bella moaned out from her position on Alice's bed as said girl got up and slowly started to put her clothes back on, "Bella I would like nothing more than to stay here with you but if we don't go down in the next minute Emmett is going to come up here and trust me you don't want that to happen." The pixie stated and not a moment later heard a shout of 'Hey!' Coming from her childish brother downstairs.

Bella gave a defeated sigh before swinging her legs out of the bed and then in the next second she was standing right in front of Alice, her arms going out to wrap around her girlfriend's wais and pulling her flush against Alice clothed body flush against her own naked one. "Fine you win but I'm telling you as soon as this is done you and me aren't coming out of this room for days….fuck school." The brunette whispered in her pixie's ear before licking the outer shell making Alice give a loud moan, the spiky haired vampire wanted to know where her girlfriend got such a mouth, the cussing coming out of Bella's mouth was a big turn on.

"I'll hold you to that." Alice replied breathlessly as she looked into Bella's eyes, "Oh I hope you do." The brunette said with a smirk before bending down and lifting Alice up by the backs of her thighs and attaching their lips in a kiss that was full of promises of what was to come before she slowly let her pixie slide down the front of her body, allowing Alice to feel everything.

"You're such a tease but just you wait I'll have you screaming my name in no time." Alice breathed seductively in Bella's ear, "Not if I make you scream first." Bella replied with the hint of amusement in her voice before she quick sped away, dressed and in under five seconds flat was standing by the bedroom door with her hand on the door handle smiling cheekily at her girlfriend who was looking a little lost.

"We better get going, the sooner we get this done the sooner I can get you back up here." Bella said calmly when she was feeling anything but before opening the door and walking out of the bedroom, leaving Alice standing there with her eyes staring at the spot by the door where Bella had just been, "This better not take too long." She muttered a little annoyed before following her girlfriend out of their bedroom.