How is everyone? Here is the next chapter in the story. I just think that I should mention that I have none of the chapters planned and that I am just writing this from the top of my head. So we will see how it goes. Enjoy.

I didn't want to answer her question because she might not like the answer or she might than think of me as a monster. So I told her that I would tell her everything after I've had a shower because I could feel my emotions starting to surface. She nodded and she than laid back down on the bed and I hoped that she would fall back asleep. I turned around and headed for the bathroom connected to my bedroom.

In the shower I had time to think of what I was going to tell her… what would she think of me after I had told her what I had done? Would she want anything to do with me once she had found out? Would she still love me? These were some of the questions that I wasn't sure I wanted to know the answers to.

After dragging my time in the shower out as long as I though plausible, I stepped out of the shower and turned it off. I then grabbed a towel before wrapping it around my waist and grabbed my clothes before heading back into my room, still hopping that she had fallen back asleep. I was slightly disappointed to find her still awake and looking out the window. When she heard me she looked around. "What took you so long I thought that vampires where supposed to be quick at everything?" hmm okay so maybe I over done it with the length of the shower a bit.

I replied "Sorry I find that showers are good at calming me down and a good place to have my thoughts to myself to sort them out."

She looked at me before nodding "yes I understand" before getting up and walking towards me. She reached for my shoulders before lifting herself up to peck me on the lips, I deepened the kiss without a thought by dragging my tongue along her bottom lip, before being granted entrance into what fast became my personal heaven. I must have groaned because she pulled back to look into my eyes with a sheepish expression on her face. "Sorry was that too much?" she whispered. I shook my head and to prove my point I pulled her closer by her belt loops so she could feel my desire. "Oh" she smiled. I leant down and whispered in her ear "yes this has become quite a problem when I am around you" I then scrapped my teeth against her ear lobe. She moaned and then shuddered.

I pulled away from her. "So now you know" I didn't recognise my voice I'm sure it came out sounding husky. She looked up at me and stared into my eyes. I then realised that they had probably changed colour and looked down not wanting to scare her. "Sorry" I said; turning to enter my wardrobe.

She came after me and hugged me from the back "Edward when will you learn that I love you and that I'm not going anywhere."

I smiled and turned around to face her after I had got dressed "I love you too angel."

Sorry it is short i just trying to get back into the swing of things again.

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