21.Save them

Jays pov

What did they mean emergency surgery. What was wrong with him we didn't get to see him. I looked at Erin who was in tears i came over and laid down beside her and held her. We didn't even get to name and he was having surgery.

"What do you want to name him ?"I asked her.

"H..ow a-abbout K-kyus William Hank/k H-halstead" she said in between sobs.

"That is the best name i could ever think of "i told her she smiled and looked up at me and we stayed in this position looking into each others eyes for what seemed like forever.

I was about to go tell the unit about the baby but as I was saying bye to Erin she fainted and the machines just went beeeeep nothing else then almost in slow motion doctors and nurses came running in yelling get a crash cart then a nurse led me out into the waiting room when I went into the waiting everyone stood up and looked at me waiting for me to answer.

Then sounding dead on the inside almost a whisper I said "the baby had to go into emergency surgery as soon as he came out then after me and Erin picked a name she started to crash so they - they uh kicked me out of her room."

Everyone just stood there with fear, worry, surprise, and sadness on there face except me. Me I had a dead look on my face if felt like I died.

Voight was about to say something but before he could Will came out and said

"Jay they have to take her into emergency surgery and the surgery should last about four hours and the baby's surgery should last for about another hour."

I couldn't handle this if they both died or even one of them died I wouldn't be able to function or think. I walked a little down the hall were no one could see me and sat with my knees to my chest and my hand over my face and I started to cry. After about five minutes of sitting by myself someone cam and sat beside me.

I looked up and it was Voight. "They're gonna be fine "he said.

I looked up at him again with tears in my eyes and said "what if they're not what if one of them dies and the other makes it or what if they both die if something happen to one of them I will mentally die after she had the baby when we got home I was gonna propose to her I had everything set up so nicely I was even gonna ask your permission but it wont matter ,none of it if will matter they die."

He looked at me with sorrow in his eyes and the only thing he said was "you have my permission to marry Erin. "

Then he could tell I just wanted to be left alone so he got up and went to the rest of the unit. I sat there for an hour and a half with nothing happening nothing at all.

Then Will came over and sat by me on the wall and said " Your son just got out of surgery he's doing fine but his liver wasn't doing well so we had to take a part of it out in the future it could grow back but until then he'll most likely be diabetic. I'm really sorry Jay"

I looked at him and said "don't be sorry man he's alive and that's what matters to me most but um what about Erin?"

"I don't know she still in surgery "he said sadly.

I sat there and just thought about what would happen if she died.

"Jay "Will said pulling me out of my thoughts. I looked at him the he asked "what are you guys gonna name the baby?"

I looked at him and said with a weak smile "well you'll be pleased to know that his name is Kyus William-Hank Halstead. "

As soon as I said that he got the biggest smile on his face and asked "really?" In shock.

"Really " I told him. " It was actually Erin though who came up with the name not me " I added.

"Well thank god for Erin Lindsay "he said making us laugh.

When we stopped laughing a doctor came over to the waiting area I stood up and walked over there then he said "family of Erin Lindsay " and everyone stood up.

Then he continued well "Ms. Lindsay had a ..."