I walked to trig with Embry, since he was our TA, still rambling on about tonight gosh was I excited.
"So if I find the vamp that means I get to fight with you guys right, right, right?"
"Yes Hayden if we find them you can fight with us, for the 50th time."
"Sorry I'm just so excited."
"Yeah, but Hayden honestly please be careful its already hard enough on Seth having imprinted on a pack member constantly worrying if your hurt or not and you don't take that into account that if you ever got hurt it would crush him so please be careful."
"I will be careful I've been training with jasper and I've learned a lot." I said as we walked into the class room.
I went to my desk and Seth wasn't there yet which was odd he usually always walks me or beats me to class.
But I brushed it off and took my seat and proceeded to pull out my materials for class.
When I looked up from my bag I saw Seth walk into the room he was wearing tan cargo shorts and a white t- shirt he smiled at me and took his seat.
"Cute." He said eying my pig tail braids.
"Thanks." I said my voice cracking. Because I knew I was keeping secrets from him and how was I suppose to lie to that face, his cute face with his big brown eyes, and his short spikish hair.
"Hayden." He said snapping me out of my ogling with his worried expression.
"Oh sorry, umm, thanks." I said blushing
Trig went on and by the middle of it I was starving and could hardly concentrate even though it was my favorite subject. When it ended, I got up and walked to Seth desk and woke him up laughing at his adorable confused face before he was fully aware.
"Sorry I'm really tired; we stayed up forever trying to find those vamps."
"Well maybe tonight you'll find them." I said encouragingly, stroking his cheek.
"Hope so," he rose from his desk and reached for the back pack on my shoulder.
"What are you doing?" I asked
"I'm going to carry your backpack for you." He told me smiling chivalrously and took it.
"Well thank you kind sir." I grabbed his hand and walked with him though the hallways of the school to cafeteria he dropped our stuff off at the table with everyone else and we went to buy our lunch I grabbed a tray and started to load food on my plate.
Seth next to me was doing the same
"So I was thinking you know we've never been out on a date before."
"Yea huh."
"When have we ever been on a date Hayden?" he asked challenging me with a smirk.
"Well the day after we met, we went to that place for breakfast or was it lunch well details don't really matter point is we went out."
"But that was just as friends."
"Well yeah but we gotten this far without dating." Truth is dating can be weird. I mean it's not like I'm afraid to be alone with Seth frankly I love it. I don't know it just seems weird planning out our hang out time and giving it a title cause when you date it feels like certain things are expected.
"Haydennnnnnnn," he whined.
"Well I don't know." then I paid for my food and headed to our table quickly trying to avoid having to answer for at least a second.
"Hey guys what's up I greeted the pack and Kim who also ate with us
"Denny you gotta let me do something to your hair one day." She told me excitement
"I already cut it for Ness shouldn't that be enough for everyone satisfaction." I said in a whine puppy dog eyes coming out.
"Fine "she said "but as soon as I grows back out it's my turn."
"Fine "I groaned.
"And don't call me Denny."I grumbled
Seth came to the table and sat down, pulling me in to his side but I could hear him chuckling.
I felt eyes on me watching me and I turned my head around looking up over Seth's arm but didn't see any one so I let it go we finished eating Quil and Jacob picking on me Seth defending me, and holding me back when needed. Collin and Brady making kissy faces at us when Seth would start staring at me and I blushed.
And we barely noticed Kim and Jared in the corner staring at each other and talking quietly in hushed tones in the corner of our table.
Bell rung and Quil, Collin, Brady, Jacob, Seth and I headed to gym class. Audrey caught up with us and squeezed her way in between Brady and I
"Hayden I heard were playing kick ball" she said a look of excitement in her eye.
"Boys against girls which means we have some serious guy ass to kick." She said smiling looking at the guys with an evil glare and skipped off laughing maniacally.
"I looked at the boy and they were shaking their heads."
"What's with the faces, you guys look like your totally not going to win."
"That girl is a major athlete and takes pleasure in kicking our butts sometimes I wonder if she might be one of us and just hiding it really well"
"Well if that's the case good luck." I said and broke from Seth's arm to the locker room.
In the end we ended up winning even though Audrey and I were the whole team. We walked back inside of the gym with triumphant smiles on our faces.
Then I remembered my Seth situation oh crap he going to be so mad at me. Then as if cued he came up behind me and hugged me pressing me back against his muscular chest making me feel happy and oh so guilty at the same time. I inched my way out of his arms and he looked at me kind of funny.
Seth's p.o.v
What is with everyone to day first when I get here there shooting me sympathetic looks like there apologizing with their eyes like when my dad died. Now Hayden is backing away from me looking guilty like she just ran over my dog or some thing.
Was she going to break up with me?
Is that why she would not go out with me on a date because she was going to break up with me? I could feel the panic spread though my body I looked at her and she looked nervous.
"Hayden do you not want to be with me anymore" I said gently.
"Of course I do why what in the world would make you think that."
"Well you've been pulling away from me all day every time I try to be close to you."
"I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize just know I'm not forcing you to be with me if you don't want." I said even though the thought of her leaving me want to puke.
"I don't want to breakup with you Seth" she said taking a step towards me grabbing my hand.
"You sure?" I asked even thought everything in me was telling me to shut up and just believe her but I wanted to let her know she wasn't trapped.
"I sure she rising up on her tiptoe's to be tall enough to kiss my chin.
I laughed and grabbed her waist so I could feel her warmth along with mine and kissed her letting her know with that I loved her.
"I love you." I told her. She took on that look of struggle she always gets when I tell her that like she wants to say it back but she can't.
I was going to say it was okay but then she kissed my chin again, and ran off.
"See you after art." She said leaving me in the hall way.
School was over quickly and I walked out of chemistry still trying to figured what was up with everyone I met Hayden and she rode her bike home I hate that bike it would be so easy for her to get hurt on it. I mean I know she heals quickly but still I hate even seeing a scratch on her.
I went home and did my homework and took a well deserved nap and then Sam's nightly call for patrol startled me and woke me up. I took of my clothes and phased running to the huddle noticing a voice that I adored but should not be there. When I made it to the group what I was dreading was happening.
"Sam what is she doing here" every one quieted their thoughts but I knew they were expecting me to freak-out and o have to admit that I was about to she was not going to be here right were vampires could get to here or hurt her.
"Shouldn't that be my choice?" I heard Hayden voice run though my head.
"Sam she's not ready."
"Hey I don't know if you heard me or not." I heard Hayden say a bit more strongly.
I glanced at the little blond wolf next to Sam. and turned back to him pleading.
"Sam tells her to go home please."
"So you're going to ignore me." Hayden said the pack was watching this all go down and surprisingly no one was saying anything not even Quil or Jacob. They didn't really want her here either but they weren't as dead set as I was.
"Seth "Sam finally said "she's going she's our only chance at finding the disappearing trails and being able to find them so she' s going to have to come hayed go with Collin and Brady you guys take the northern border Hayden or any one catch something report it the rest of you the usual places .
"I 'm going to be fine Seth I promise" she told before heading off with Collin and Brady.
Ok well that is it for write now do you know how long it took me to write this as of right now it's 1:19 am and I just finished this so hope you enjoyed love you all should be back soon
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