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Ok, did I say this week was going to be interesting?
I should have said is insane.
Or suicidal.
Either one would have worked.
After our supposed meeting on Sunday night, Jacob and the other wolves went back to Jacob's place for the night and Brooklynn and I crashed in my room again.
By the time we woke up the next morning Grandpa had already called and explained the situation to Chris's family, Brooklynn's, the school, and the hospital.
Not surprisingly they all accepted the story.
Embry left early that morning; he waited until I woke up so he could say good bye, but he had to get back to his job in La Push. Seth agreed to stick around, at least till Chris got a little more controlled. Jacob hadn't changed though. He still ignored me, looked almost sick most of the time, and was moody as all hell. Chris said he hadn't seen the poor guy sleep or eat anything for a while now.
Other than that, the week had been passing fairly quickly.
Monday we spent most of the day helping Chris get used to life as a wolf. Seth taught him all the old legends of La Push; you wouldn't have thought it would take as long as it did. That afternoon, Emmett and Jasper wanted to spar. Seth was excited to see for himself how I was doing, and I think Chris and Brooklynn were a little curious too.
By the end of the afternoon Emmett had been skewered, Seth had a few broken ribs, and Chris was black and blue. Only Jasper and I remained untouched. Mostly.
Jacob had been watching from his window; I don't think he liked what he saw.
The next morning was similar to the last. One exception was that Chris's parents had called, and we all had to pretend to be sick.
It would have been fine, except the symptoms Chris thought he had, weren't the same ones that Carlisle told his parents he had.
That was interesting…
Jacob came outside that afternoon too when we were sparing again. He didn't say much, and he still looked like hell, but it was something.
Since then we'd seen a little more of Jacob each day. And each day I thought he looked worse and worse.
At first everyone said he'd get over it, but by Thursday he was barely getting around. He hadn't eaten in days, or slept more than a few hours. Dad tried talking to him and got no where. Seth tried and ended up with a broken nose.
Mom was the one that finally got him to eat something. Granted, she had to practically shove it down his throat. But he looked better after that.
But even after all of that, by Saturday I didn't think I could take anymore. Brooklynn spent the entire morning with me in my room talking. I was venting about how much he was pissing me off and how selfish he was being. She agreed with me, as did much of the family, and told me to just give it time, like most of the family did.
No one quite got how hard it was for me to be able to see him, but never be able to talk to him, to touch him.
"You should just bang his head against the wall. He's thick headed and heals fast, he'll be fine." She joked, trying to lighten the mood. "Or you could just jump him."
She had meant it as a joke, but it gave me one hell of an idea.
"No, Ness, I was kidding. You can't take that seriously!" she argued when I jumped up and ran out of my room. She followed me downstairs to the living room where Seth and Chris were watching a movie.
"Guys, where's Jacob?" I asked, barely stopping long enough to get an answer.
"Umm, shower I think." Seth said, still watching the TV.
I ran out the door and ignored Brooklynn as she called after me.
I tried not to think about what I was about to do too much, knowing Dad and Alice were close by. I ran across the back yard and into Jacob's pool house. The TV was on, but no one was there. Seth had said he was in the shower though.
And I could hear water running.
I jumped over the couch and sprinted down the hallway towards Jacob's room. Nothing was stopping me; I couldn't stand it any more. I needed Jacob in my life again, and if I had to bang his head into the wall, I would.
Over and over again.
When I got to the bathroom I didn't even pause before I slammed the door open and entered.
"Fuck Seth, there's another bathroom you know." Jacob yelled from the shower.
I took a deep breath, and then crossed the room. I threw the shower curtain to the side and jumped into the shower, slamming Jacob against the wall. It was easier than I thought it would be; he was weaker than he should have been.
"Ness, what the hell." He cursed surprised.
"No, Jacob, you're going to shut the fuck up and listen to me." I yelled back, poking him in the chest.
His face looked absolutely shocked, the water dripping from his hair. I realized my clothes were getting soaked, but that didn't seem to matter at the moment. All I could think about was getting my Jacob back.
"I can't do this anymore Jacob." I started softly. He stood there motionlessly, his arms hanging by his sides, my arms pressed against his chest. "And I'm not going to any more." I said more confidently.
He turned his face to look away, and that pissed me off. I grabbed his face to look back at me. "Eh! I said I wasn't going to do this anymore Jacob, that doesn't mean I don't want you. I'm tired of you trying to push me away because you think it's the right thing for me. I'm a big girl, and I can make my own choices." I said strongly, pressing my body against his and staring into his eyes. His eyes looked shocked; but there was also this fear in them. Fear of losing me, fear of me being hurt again, fear for the unknown.
And that just pissed me off more.
"Damn it Jacob," I yelled, slamming him against the wall again to get his attention. His shoulder hit the wall with such force the tiles cracked and he winced in pain. I couldn't seem to feel too sorry for him though. "You might think you're doing the right thing but you're not. You said that you don't deserve me Jacob, but I don't care. I love you, and I'm choosing you."
Jacob's eye's widened, but I didn't give him a chance to say anything. I pushed myself against his body again and pressed my lips to his.
When he didn't respond I thought he was rejecting me again. I pulled away slightly to watch his eyes, and this time I was the one who was shocked. It was the first time in a week that I'd seen hope in them; there was a passion there again.
Before I could move again he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me passionately. He brought his hand up to my face, caressing my cheek. His other arm wrapped around my back, hugging me close to his body.
My heart skipped as I felt his tongue run across my bottom lip. I opened my mouth slightly, and he moaned as our tongues met for the first time.
I wanted to push my body closer to his as the hot water from the shower ran over us. I slid my hands down his chest, feeling each muscle move under my fingers.
Jacob moaned my name between our lips and my heart skipped again. My hands traveled further down his body, till I got to his hips.
His bare hips. I pushed away from him slightly, breathing heavily, and looked Jacob in the eyes.
"Nessie…" he whispered, breathing heavily himself. His hand brushed my wet hair out of my face. When I didn't respond, he called my name again. "Nessie?"
I moved my hand again, making sure I hadn't imagined it.
Nope, bare skin.
I let my eyes travel down his body, from his tanned face, his toned chest, and further.
Holy shit Jacob…
"RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN YOU GET OUT OF THAT SHOWER THIS INSTANT." Dad yelled from the main house.
Jacob and I jumped, bringing us back to reality. We both blushed as I jumped out of the shower and ran for the door.
"Nessie." Jacob called from the shower, hiding behind the curtain again. "Thank you…"
I sprinted back towards the shower, and pressed my lips against his. I pulled away sooner than I'd liked because I could hear Dad scream again.
"That's what I'm here for." I whispered. "I love you."
"I love you too." He replied, kissing my forehead.
"NESSIE!" Dad screamed again. "NOW!"
I turned and bolted from the room, hearing Jacob laugh as I sloshed water through his house. That was worth all the trouble I'd get in.
I had my Jacob back.
And DAMN what a Jacob I had!
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