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It was Christmas morning when Brittany woke up to the sound of the holiday jingles. She had dreamt that Santana had crawled through her window at exactly 12 am and greeted a Merry Christmas before snuggling her body behind the cheerleader's. Flitting her eyes open, Brittany smiled as the sun's rays hit her eyes.

The smile was quickly replaced with a confused expression when she felt an arm tighten its grip on her midsection. Pulling back her covers she saw a tanned arm wrapped around her waist, turning around she was met with the sight of Santana sleeping.

The Latina had her face buried against the cheerleader's blonde hair, breathing in deeply as she slept soundly. Not wanting to wake her girlfriend, Brittany snuggled her body further into the Latina's embrace which caused the sleeping girl to grumble and grunt as she scrunched her eyebrows together.

Brittany tried to stifle her laughter and giggled as softly as she could, trying not to disturb her girlfriend's deep sleep. As her body shook slightly Santana slowly opened her eyes and was met with the sight of Brittany's long blonde hair and her body slightly shaking.

"Morning." Santana whispered out, kissing the cheerleader on the shoulder.

"Morning baby. Sorry I woke you up." Brittany apologised, turning around so she was now facing the Latina.

"S'ok." Santana said sleepily, closing her eyes so she could fall back asleep.

"I dreamt you came in through my window at 12am to say Merry Christmas." Britatny said, bringing Santana out of her sleep again.

"I did." Santana said bluntly, trying to fall asleep again.

"Really? Wow so you're like my own Santana Claus." Brittany said innocently, poking her girlfriend awake once more.

Sighing and accepting the fact that she wasn't going to back to sleep, Santana started poking her girlfriend back before placing her entire body on top of the cheerleader's.

"Mm, sleep. Let's sleep." The Latina hummed out, letting her body become a dead weight on top of Brittany's.

"Stop sleeping! It's Christmas." Brittany exclaimed trying to push her girlfriend off who was using her entire weight to stay on top.

"Never!" Santana yelled out, spreading her arms and legs out to grip the sides of the bed, effectively pinning Brittany down as she closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

Brittany tried to squirm out of the hold but it was futile, desperate to get out she yelled out for the only person who could help her, Brianna.

"Brianna! Tana-tron has turned evil!" She yelled out to her little sister.

Suddenly her door swung open and Brianna stood in the room in her superman pose before jumping on the bed and tickling Santana.

"I give up, I give up." Santana begged, whilst laughing uncontrollably as she loosened her grip on Brittany and wrapped her arms tightly around Brianna, lifting the girl up in the air.

The Latina then placed the little girl onto the bed as she started tickling her mercilessly, causing Brianna to laugh hysterically. Brittany decided to join in and grabbed her little sister's feet and started to tickle under her foot, which cause tears to spill out of Brianna's eyes as she tried to fight against the tickle assault.

Suddenly Brianna started to cry loudly, causing Santana to instantly cease her tickle assault.

"Don't worry, she does it all the time when the tickles become too much. She thinks I'll stop if she cries." Brittany said, continuing to tickle her little sisters feet as Brianna cried.

Santana sat there not knowing what to do. Honestly, she didn't want Brianna to cry anymore so she stopped her girlfriend from continuing on with her tickle assault. Brittany pouted at the Latina to which she received a soft peck on the lips.

"Stop pouting. You know I can't resist it." Santana said getting up from the bed and poking Brianna softly on tummy before the girl raced out the room and downstairs to grab cookies.

"I can't help it. Where you going?" Brittany asked.

"Shower. Duh." The Latina chuckled as she grabbed a towel and sauntered into the bathroom.

Brittany watched her girlfriend enter the bathroom before bouncing downstairs to greet her parents. When she entered the kitchen she saw her dad playfully fighting over a cookie with Brianna. He eventually snatched the cookie and took a massive bite which caused the girl to lightly punch her dad.

"Bryce! Really?" Mrs. Pierce scolded her husband and gave her daughter a fresh cookie from the cooling tray.

"Those ones have better frosting." He whined, trying to reach over and grab another cookie before getting his hand slapped away.

"No." Mrs. Pierce said sternly before noticing her daughter grabbing two cookies, "Where's Santana?" She asked, well aware that the Latina had snuck in during the middle of the night.

"She's at home…" Brittany tried to lie, her eyes darting nervously around the room.

"I know she snuck in. I could hear you three playing upstairs. It's ok, just would've preferred if she used the front door." Susan said as her husband chuckled in the background.

"Oh, well… she's taking a shower upstairs." Brittany told her mom, "I'm taking these up to her." She added, grabbing two cookies before running up the stairs.

"Santana!" Brittany called out as she swung her door open. As soon as she opened the door she almost dropped the cookies in her hand when she saw the Latina bending over her bag rummaging through it with just a towel wrapped loosely around her body.

If Santana bent down even more, Brittany would have had a full view of the Latina's naked behind. Upon hearing Brittany enter, Santana whipped around so fast that the towel became undone. Before it could fall to the ground, showing her naked body to her girlfriend she skilfully grabbed it and held it against the front of her body.

Feeling the awkward tension she laughed sheepishly as she side stepped slowly into the bathroom.

"I forgot my underwear…" She said from behind the door and realised she forgot to grab it once again.

"Um, that's ok…mom and dad made cookies…" Brittany said awkwardly, staring down at the bag, noticing that Santana forgot to bring her clothes in with her.

"Um…could you hand me my bag?" Santana said, opening the door slightly and sticking an arm out.

"Yeah, um…sure." Brittany stuttered, slowly thrusting the bag into the Latina's waiting hand.

Once she was dressed, Santana emerged from the bathroom with her long wet dark locks cascading down her shoulders. Brittany couldn't help but be enamoured by the Latina's beauty, she walked slowly and seductively towards her girlfriend, swaying her hips side to side as she moved.

Santana gulped deeply, trying to calm her nerves. She didn't know how long she could take things slow if Brittany kept swinging her hips in such a way it made her heart beat faster. Her eyes turned a darker shade of blue, hypnotising the Latina as she looked into her girlfriend's eyes.

The Latina stood rooted in her spot as Brittany came closer, every second felt like an hour. Brittany leaned forward, her lips gently ghosting over Santana's ear.

"Merry Christmas Santana Claus." The cheerleader whispered, sending shivers right through the Latina's body.

Brittany then pulled back and brought their lips together for a passionate kiss.

"Mm, Merry Christmas baby." Santana breathed out once they parted.

The two girls smiled at each other, embracing each other tightly. Brittany loved the fact that Santana smelt like her shampoo, it just made her feel like she had a closer connection to her girlfriend.

"I got to go home. I'll be back soon with my parents." Santana said, pulling away from the hug and kissing her girlfriend softly before walking out the door.

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"Happy holidays Mrs. And Mr Lo!" Puck greeted as he made his way up to Santana's room.

"You are the best bro ever!" Puck yelled out happily as he engulfed the Latina in a fierce hug.

"What. Can't. Breathe." She choked out, feeling suffocated by the bear hug.

"Talking to Quinn. I wake up this morning and get this text from her, telling me she's down to hang out or whatevs. Seriously whatever you did thank you. Best Christmas ever."

"Aw, Pucky babe is becoming all soft like poppin' fresh." The Latina teased as she pushed the mohawked boy away.

"Shut it. Get any Christmas…fireworks?" Puck asked, winking at Santana suggestively.

"No, taking it slow." She said, shuffling her feet nervously as she packed an overnight bag. Brittany no doubt would ask her to stay the night, hell the cheerleader already texted her saying that she was sleeping over, no excuses.

"Bullshit. I know you want in them pants of hers. It's just sex." Puck said crudely, pelvic thrusting in the process.

"Shut up. It's not just sex. I think I might…" She trailed off not finishing her sentence.

"Might what?" Puck asked, sensing that the conversation was heading towards the more serious direction.

"Nothing. Look, she's been with more people than me and you know? What if I suck?"

"She's not as experienced as you think from what Quinn's told me. But something tells me it's not experience that's worrying you. Wait, dude. Do you…"

Santana interrupted before Puck could even finish his sentence, "I don't know. I think I could…I might be…"

"Whoa, relax. Don't kill yourself thinking about it. Look, if it happens let it happen. Not because I think two girls doin' it is hot but because I just think you're over thinking it all. Listen to your heart for once San, relationships half the time aren't logical." Puck advised wisely, picking up a photo frame that housed a photo of Brittany and Santana.

"I just want to do it right."

"And you will. Don't think too much San." Puck placed a gentle hand on his best friend's shoulder before bringing her in for a one armed hug.

"Chill out ok? Feel it here." Puck pointed towards the Latina's heart, "Not here." He said pointed to her had. The mohawked boy then left the room.

Santana took a deep breath as she zipped up her bag and walked downstairs for a Christmas lunch with her parents.

"Just so you know we'd like it if you'd leave a note or text us if you decide to sneak out to Brittany's house in the middle of the night." Mr. Lopez said, smirking mischievously at his daughter.

"Wha-" Santana froze dead in her tracks.

"Mija, you're loud when you walk down the stairs. Plus you came home when we were awake. Your sneaking abilities aren't that good." Mrs. Lopez teased as she placed a bowl of Paella in the middle of the table.

"I..ok…sorry." Santana conceded, already deciding it was futile to try and lie her way out since her parents had already caught her.

"It's ok. Now, let's all enjoy this Paella before we open the presents!" Mr. Lopez exclaimed excitedly, serving himself a hefty amount of the rice dish.

Once their lunch was finished the three Lopezs made their way towards the Christmas tree which had a few boxes stacked up against each other, each with a name attached to them.

Santana picked up the box with her name on it and ripped off the wrapping paper. Inside the box was an even smaller box, roughly the size of her palm. Gingerly opening the box she saw an elegant antique white gold diamond heart necklace with a cross sitting in the middle.

Santana gasped when she took in the necklace's beauty, the way is shimmered in the light. She was a loss for words, unable to find the words to possible thank her parents she engulfed them in a tight hug.

"Thank you mami and papi. It's beautiful." She said, admiring the necklace.

"Your abuela gave that to me when I met your papi. And your abuela's mami gave that to her when she met your abuelo." Mrs. Lopez informed, smiling lovingly at her daughter.

"Do you see the pattern mija?" Mr. Lopez asked softly.

"Um? They got the necklace when they met the person they ended up marrying?" Santana answered, confused at the message her parents were trying to send.

"Yes, do you know what we're trying to say?" Mrs. Lopez asked.

"Not really…" Santana said, feeling lost and confused at what her parents were trying to say.

"It's ok. You may not understand now but you will when the time's right. The necklace is supposed to be symbol of your faith in your own heart. The cross is to represent the Lord's wish for you to listen to this." Maria pointed towards the Latina's heart, "Some things in this world can't be explained by science or fact, sometimes you just have to feel it to know it's there." Mrs. Lopez said softly, looking down at her daughter whose eyes were starting to well up.

"Thank you." The younger Lopez whispered out, letting a few tears fall.

The three enveloped each other in a Lopez group hug, enjoying the comfortable silence.

"Right, I guess your mami and I should open our presents." Joseph said, clapping his hands together and picking up the two boxes.

Ripping open the box the Lopez parents pulled out their matching sweaters with the words 'I love our awesome daughter Santana' printed on the front.

"I'm going to wear this to the Pierce's tonight!" Joseph exclaimed gleefully as he slid the sweater over his head.

"Thank you sweetie." Maria thanked her daughter, giving the girl a small kiss on the forehead.

"No problem. Merry Christmas. Oh, I left my car out. I need to drive it in." Santana took one last look at her parents before going outside to drive her car in the garage, to avoid the engine from freezing.

"Hey San. Merry Christmas." Quinn called out of the footpath.

"Hey! Merry Christmas to you too. What are you doing around this area?"

"Went to see Brittany and now I'm headed home. Felt like walking for once." Quinn chuckled as she stood by the gate.

"Ah, yeah it's pretty good weather. Like it's not snowing or anything." Santana pointed out, kicking a small pile of snow.

"So Britt tells me you guys are taking it slow." Quinn said bluntly which caught the Latina off guard.

"W-wha…uhh…" The Latina stuttered out nervously, suddenly feeling awkward around the head cheerleader.

"Look, I have a feeling I know why. She's happy to wait but just so you know, you shouldn't listen to what people say. Half the shit isn't true." Quinn said, looking to the side and shrugged her shoulders.

"What do you mean?" Santana's curiosity peaked, intrigued at exactly which rumours weren't true about Brittany.

"Let her tell you that. Anyway, I better go before my mom freaks out. See you 'round Lopez." Quinn waved at the Latina as she continued her way down the street.

Now Santana was really curious about Brittany's past experiences, why would Puck and Quinn mention Brittany's supposed past to her? Ever since they mentioned it she was now determined to ask the cheerleader. She decided that she'd ask her tonight after dinner, but for now she had to park her car in and get dressed for the Christmas dinner at the Pierce residence.

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"Mija! Hurry, we'll be waiting in the car." Maria called out from the bottom of the stairs.

"I'm coming!" Santana quickly zipped her 'Team Brittany' jacket and slung her bag on her back before running down the stairs.

Joseph closed the door shut and locked it, joining his family in his silver BMW.

"I don't get why we're driving there, it's like three houses down." Santana said from the backseat, finding that fact that they were driving to the Pierce's house to be ridiculous.

"It's cold, I'm not walking out in the cold. You don't even have to leave the house since obviously you're sleeping over." Maria pointed towards the younger Lopez's overnight bag.

The car ride barely lasted 2 minutes before they were already pulling over in the Pierce's driveway.

The three got out the car and slowly made their way to the front door, where Santana rang the doorbell and waited for someone to answer.

"Ah! Welcome J- Lopez family." Susan greeted, almost forgetting that their daughters didn't know they had met previously.

"Thank you Su- Mrs. Pierce. Call me Joseph and this is my wife Maria." Joseph introduced himself and wife, pretending he didn't know the two adults standing in front of him.

"I'm Bryce. Nice to meet you." Bryce introduced himself, shaking both Maria and Joseph's hands.

"You can call me Susan. Come in, come in. Just in time." She said, ushering the Lopez family inside the house and gave Joseph a discreet smug smile as she pointed out Santana's jacket.

Joseph rolled his eyes and was about to stick his tongue out like a child when he noticed from the corner of his eye, Brittany wearing the 'Team Lopez' hoodie. He smiled back smugly at Susan which didn't go unnoticed by their respective partners. Both Bryce and Maria rolled their eyes as they continued into the dining room.

Santana walked upstairs hand in hand with Brittany. The Latina dropped her bag on the floor before turning around and wrapping her arms around the cheerleader's neck. Brittany rested her hands on Santana's waist as they stood there in a comfortable silence.

"Is it weird that I miss already?" Brittany said, biting her lower lip.

"No, because I missed you too." Santana leaned forward, connecting their lips together and enjoying the way the cheerleader's warm lips felt on hers.

The two girls pulled away and made their way downstairs to join the adults after stopping by Brianna's room and picking her up in the air as they joined their parents.

The two families ate dinner together, the adults talking to each other as if they had known each other for years, whereas Brittany, Santana and Brianna were having a serious debate over whether or not a panda is cuter than a duck.

Once all the food had been finished every single person slouched in the seat with their bellies larger than before.

"That was amazing Susan. I'm stuffed like a turkey during Thanksgiving." Joseph complimented, rubbing his now large round stomach.

"Thank you. Coffee anyone?" Susan asked, getting up from her seat. Bryce and Joseph nodded their heads as Maria stood up from her seat, "Let me help you." She said, joining the blonde woman into the kitchen.

Brianna yawned sleepily in her seat as the fathers and two teenage girls looked at the girl adoringly.

"She's adorable. Reminds me of Santana when she was her age, except my little girl had a little more attitude. What was it that you used to say sweetie?" Joseph said turning to his daughter.

Sighing to herself, Santana knew her father was trying to embarrass her. She mumbled the answer inaudibly hoping that they would just ignore her and change the subject.

"I didn't hear you. Come on, say it mija." Joseph coaxed.

She sighed once more, "You bests back off afores I ends you and go all Lima Heights Adjacent on you."

Both Bryce and Joseph laughed hysterically at the Latina's fake ghetto voice whereas Brittany giggled next to her.

"Isn't Lima Heights Adjacent just a walled sub division with a guard? I hardly doubt that's a rough area." Bryce asked.

"Yes, it is. You know how Lima Heights is a rough area, well Adjacent was the complete opposite. It's a more secure and nicer area. But you know when you're young it doesn't matter, the fact that it was near the area was enough for Santana to think she was a little gangster." Joseph continued to embarrass his daughter, who had her face in her hands hoping he would stop.

"That's cute. You know Brittany had a phase where she thought she was a duck." Bryce added, looking at his eldest daughter.

"Daddy! No! Please." Brittany begged. Now it was Santana's turn to giggle at her girlfriend as Mr. Pierce continued on with the story.

"Well, when she was roughly Brianna's age, Brittany here started to believe she was a duck after we let her dress up as one for Halloween. She wore the costume every day and insisted on eating crumbs off the floor." Bryce smiled at his daughter whose cheeks were now a bright pink.

"Ew, you ate off the floor." Santana teased, inching away from Brittany.

"Don't you move away from me. Or else…hm…what was it that you said." Brittany thought for a split second, "Oh, yeah. Don't you move away from me or else I'll ends you and go all Lima Heights Adjacent on you." She teased back, bringing her girlfriend closer to her.

The two fathers laughed at their daughters before Bryce continued on with the story.

"Well, the eating off the ground wasn't so bad. We started putting a plate on a low bench and she'd eat the food like a duck, it was a lot better than eating bread crumbs off the ground." Mr. Pierce chuckled at the story, "Eventually she stopped speaking and only quacked. Luckily after a month she stopped quacking and started speaking English again."

Both the fathers laughed loudly as their wives entered the room with the cups of coffees in their hands.

"What's so funny?" Susan asked as she placed the coffees on the table and picked up her youngest daughter who was now fast asleep.

"We were retelling the stories of these two when they were younger." Joseph answered, laughing as the girls rolled their eyes.

"Ah, did you tell them about the one time little Santana told us she didn't want to marry a Spaniard. Instead she'd rather marry someone who had blonde hair." Maria said, sending a wink to both Susan and Bryce.

"Mami!" Santana called out as she blushed a brighter red.

The adults laughed as they continued to retell embarrassing stories of when their daughters were younger.

"We're going to go up in my room." Brittany announced as she stood up in her seat.

"Oh, I gotta get something out of the car. Meet you in your room." Santana said before disappearing out the door.

"Sweetie, can you take your little sister to her bed." Susan asked her eldest daughter, handing the sleeping little girl to her.

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Brittany was sitting on top her bed, waiting for Santana to come upstairs. The door swung open and the Latina waltzed in with a box in her hand, which she placed on the bed in front of the cheerleader.

"Merry Christmas boo." Santana handed over the box and watched as Brittany impatiently ripped off the paper.

Brittany's eyes widened as she pulled out the stuffed duck who was dressed in a tuxedo, top hat and geek glasses. She squeezed the plush toy when a shimmer caught her eye. Around the neck of the duck was a beautiful silver necklace that had a duck pendent dangling down. Santana unclipped the necklace off the duck and gestured for Brittany to turn around.

The cheerleader pulled her hair away to allow the Latina to clip the necklace on. Once it was fastened she turned around and admired the necklace now resting around her neck. She looked up at Santana with utter adoration, her heart was beating faster and faster as the seconds went by. Her mouth went dry, a lump formed in her mouth.

"Thank you." She whispered out, unable to find her voice. Santana smiled as kissed Brittany slowly and passionately.

Brittany quickly pulled away and leant back to grab her present for Santana from her bed side table. She placed the present on the Latina's lap and watched as her girlfriend carefully unwrapped the present.

Looking down Santana saw a scrap book with 'Adventures of B&S' written on the front. Opening the book on each page was a picture of her and Brittany and a small note written on the sides stating the memories that came with the picture. Santana laughed loudly at the picture of both her and Brittany wasted in the back of Puck's car. Their hair were a mess and their eyes were half lidded but regardless of their shocking appearance they still looked happy. The message in the bottom read:

"Take my hand and we'll make it I swear. Oh, Livin' on a Prayer."

That was a fun day, even though we were drunk I still had fun. I remember the warm feeling I felt when you held me at the lake when Quinn and Puck locked us in his car. I remember the way our pinkies linked perfectly as you held me against you, protecting me from the darkness. This was the moment when I realised, being your friend wasn't enough anymore.

Reading the message, Santana's eyes started to tear up as she gazed lovingly at Brittany.

"Britt." She whispered out. Not knowing what else to say she lunged forward and grabbed the cheerleader, bringing her in for a fierce tight embrace.

"You like the present? I know it's not much…" Brittany trailed off.

"You kidding? I love it! You're the sweetest girl ever. I'm guessing there's more we gotta add to it for the future?" Santana suggesting, winking at Brittany as she flipped through the empty pages.

"Brittany! Santana! Come downstairs!" Bryce called out from downstairs.

The two girls made their way downstairs where Mr and Mrs. Lopez stood with their coats on.

"Mija we're going now. Be good. See you tomorrow." Santana's parents said, kissing her on her forehead.

"Merry Christmas Brittany. Take care of San tonight." They said before saying goodbye to the cheerleader's parents as they left the house.

"We're going to head off to bed now. Don't stay up too late." Bryce and Susan said, giving both Brittany and Santana a kiss on their forehead.

Brittany and Santana were sharing small kisses in the cheerleader's room, unable to get enough of each other. They cuddled each other as Santana grabbed Brittany's laptop and logged onto Facebook.

"Really? Everyone's asleep and you want to go on Facebook?" Brittany asked, watching Santana flick through her profile and change her information.

Santana Lopez is now in a relationship with Brittany Pierce.

"I just wanted everyone to know. I forgot to do this before." Santana said sheepishly, receiving a soft peck from Brittany.

"You're too cute." Brittany cupped Santana's face in her hands as she moved forward and connected their lips together. They kissed passionately as the cheerleader shut her laptop and moved their bodies so now they were lying on the bed.

Brittany moved one of her hands and rested it on Santana's hip as the Latina grabbed her shoulder's, pulling the cheerleader closer.

They pulled away and rested their foreheads against each other, breathing heavily as they tried to calm their rapidly beating hearts.

"Best. Christmas. Ever." Santana whispered out as she pulled Brittany's body closer for a cuddle.

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They were snuggled against each other for what seemed to be an hour, in silence simply enjoying each other's company when Santana spoke up. There's was this nagging question in the back of her mind that she couldn't ignore.

"Britt…I wanna ask you something." She stuttered out, not sure how to start.

"Yeah? Go for it." Brittany admired the way their hands fit perfectly together as she started at their intertwined fingers.

"I've been wondering…are those rumours true about the people you've been with?"

Brittany suddenly pulled herself from Santana's embrace and looked at her girlfriend with a bewildered expression.

"Why? Does it matter?" Brittany asked, scrunching her eye brows together.

"I'm just curious. Are they?" Santana asked once more.

"I don't see why it matters."

"I just want to know. How many people have you been with?" The curiosity was killing the Latina. She desperately wished that every single rumour had been false.

"It doesn't matter. I'm with you now, my past doesn't matter." Brittany dodged again, not really wanting to answer the question.

"Just tell me. I know you're with me. But you dodging the question doesn't make me feel any better." Santana said honestly.

"Leave it San."

"So they are true since you're not answering the question."

"You're lucky it's already passed 12. Christmas is over or else you would've ruined the day. I'm going to bed." Brittany huffed, crawling under the covers and turned her back to Santana. She couldn't understand why all of a sudden her girlfriend was pushing to talk about her past. It had come out of nowhere and had taken her by surprise, honestly she was afraid of Santana's reaction if she knew.

Instantly feeling guilty, Santana stood up and turned off the light before crawling into the bed and grabbed Brittany by the waist. The Latina snuggled her body closer to the cheerleader's and placed a soft kiss on her shoulder.

"I'm sorry boo. I didn't mean to piss you off." Santana whispered in the darkness, nuzzling her nose into Brittany's hair.

Brittany shuffled in the bed and turned around so that she was now looking at Santana.

"It's ok…truth is I've been with only like two people and I didn't even go that far with them…I di-" Before she could explain she was interrupted by Santana.

"It's ok, you don't have to answer. I was rude to ask."

"No, let me finish. It never felt right with them so it never went far. But with you, it feels right…Just so you know, I'm ready and I'm prepared to wait for you." The cheerleader gave the Latina an Eskimo kiss and smiled as they pulled away.

All Santana could hear was her mother's voice telling her, "Sometimes you just need to feel it to know it's there." Then Puck's voice entered her head, "Don't think too much, listen to your heart for once." She took a deep breath as she admired Brittany's beauty.

"Britt…I-I…" She felt nervous as hell, her heart was beating rapidly to the point where it felt like it was going to rip through her chest.

"Hm?" Brittany hummed, waiting for Santana to finish.

"I-I…I'm so lucky to be with you." She mentally slapped herself for chickening out last minute.

"I'm so happy that we're together. Sleep?" Brittany asked innocently.

"Thought you'd never ask." They kissed each other one last time before the cheerleader fell into a deep sleep as the Latina watched her girlfriend sleep soundly.

Fuckin' wuss. You almost said it, 'sif chicken out last minute. What if it freaked her? That would've been awkward the morning after. No, it wouldn't. Pretty sure Britt feels the same. Or does she? Shut up. No, you shut up. So much for not over thinking, you suck. Damn you. It's there you felt it right? Just like mami said 'sometimes you gotta feel it to know it's there.' What if I just think I feel it but it's not there. Lopez you suck. Hang your head in shame. She mentally scolded herself for being a coward. Looking down at her sleeping girlfriend she kissed her on the forehead, stroking her hair soothingly.

"Britt, I-I…" She stalled before sighing and giving up.

You can't even tell her when she's asleep. Loser. For shame. She thought as she snuggled her body further into Brittany's, letting her body fall into a deep sleep.


A/N: yay, ch.21 done! Next update won't be for another two days again. Sorry!

I was so tired today, i had 3 work out sessions today, had to help my friend deliver a cake and i study for an online test...lame!

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I walked into a door today...i thought the bakery was opened and i was so tired since i had just finished working out when my friend called me up and asked for me to go with him to the stores to look for a cake. So like i thought the door was open and i walked into it and tried to open it and it was like 'slide door to open.' yepp...embarassing.

During my lab session at uni like 2 days ago my demonstrator was telling us a story about when she works at the hostpital and my bag was only like 2 metres away from me but there were people sitting in the way so i was listening intently when i heard my phone ring cuz i forgot to turn it on vibrate. So like you could hear the intro of 'my cup' so i fully flinched and scrambled to my bag, trying to weave my way through the people and i was like saying to myself "Don't start singing Brittany, Brittany don't sing dn't sing" and before i even got to my bag i could heard, 'i got you in the palm of my hand, wanna put something hot in you...' and i was like "shit shit shit" under my breath and i could see one of my friends in that class, laughing at my ringtone sing she was sitting right behind my bag. I was panicking so much i was fumbling with the keys trying desperately to stop it but it wouldn't silence so i was like, "shit shit why wont you silence...stop singing Britt please" eventually i got it to stop and ran out the room to call the person back..turned out it was work.. yup...so embarassed it was really loud as well.

Last night at work it was insanely quiet, like before my boss left we only had like 2 sales. She was on the phone to another manager from another store and hse was like 'maybe i might get my girl here to take her top off' we always make jokes that we'll run naked in the store in order to attract more customers. Seriously literally no one came in and like my boss was refolding shirts she was like 'oh, so pretty i feel so unpretty' she started singing and then she was like, 'man this lack of sales is making me do shit.' and when she left she was like, ' have fun in silence' because i always close up on thursdays...so bad...i swear so quiet it was boring. But ever since i brought in the FM transmitter i can listen to my ipod through the stereo at work. My other workmate loves glee as well so on monday, thursday and sundays you can hear glee being played in the store because of us haha. I wish you guys lived in melbourne, make you all come in the store and buy stuff when it's quiet in exchange for an update. Haha.

That same friend who i work with who loves glee as well told me to download "tap glee" on my itouch cuz 'my cup' was available for play so i was playing it jsut an hour ago and like i went to medium level and i noticed as you play Brittany's face fades in and out on the side and i was like, "WHY IS IT SO FAST...Dammit Heather Morris your face is distracting on the side, stop fading in and out it;s so distracting!" managed to get 88% accuracy yay!

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