NO ONE's POV

Tori crossed her arms over her chest and leaned against the wall; she watched the activity. Some people were standing around, some were entering while others were exiting the main lobby. Can get really boring after a while. "What are you doing?"

Tori glanced over to find Cat and Carlos approaching her. "Hey guys." She forced a smile, though she wasn't feeling it. "I'm thinking about how messed up my life is at the moment. I kissed Beck last night, but I think I may actually still have feelings for Kendall. I don't know if I'll ever actually get over him, but I've discovered that I may have feelings for Beck to."

Carlos shrugged. "Maybe you should talk to them."

"I tried."

"Did you really?" Cat asked.

Tori glanced away for a few seconds and then looked back at Cat. "I don't know."

"Tor, you need to let them know how you feel. Be honest with yourself." Cat said, poking her in the stomach. Tori frowned a little and then nodded in agreement, she knew that Cat was right. If she's not going to be honest with herself, then how can she be honest with others? The questions that were bugging her the most; how does Beck feel? Does Kendall still have feelings for her?

"There's Kendall. Go talk to him." Carlos said.

Tori spotted the tall blonde talking to James. It looked like he was ignoring her on purpose. "Here goes nothing." She walked towards the two guys, and secretly crossed her fingers hoping that Kendall won't walk away. "Kendall? Can I talk to you?"

Kendall glanced at her. "Sure Tor."

"Alone?"

James looked at her and then looked at his friend. "You know what, the story can wait." He walked away.

Kendall looked surprised that James was leaving him alone with Tori, but he kept his mouth shut. "I know I'm probably the last person you want to talk at the moment."

"No. I think Jade is."

Tori smiled a little. "Can we talk...about what happen?"

Kendall crossed his arms over his chest, looking like he wished to be anywhere but here. "Fine, but make it quick."

Tori scoffed and then rolled her eyes. "If your going to be that way then forget about it," she started to walk away but then decided to change her mind, "You broke up with me. I don't know what your problem is! So you caught me kissing Beck, what about you? You let Jade kiss you right in front of me!"

"She caught me off guard."

Tori ran a hand through her hair. "What do you want? Honestly?"

Kendall looked her for a few seconds and then looked away. He seemed lost in thought. "I don't know. Alright? I don't know what I want."

So Tori was the only one feeling conflicted. "I still have feelings for you Kendall, I think I'll always have feelings for you." She never expected being around Kendall would be this hard. When she arrived back at palm woods her heart fluttered the second she saw him, and everything that she ever felt for him all came back at once. She still had feelings for Beck, and didn't know what to do.

"What about Beck?"

"What about him?"

Kendall crossed his arms over his chest. "You obviously have feelings for him."

"Well I don't know what to tell you then." She said, running a hand through her hair again. Kendall gave her a look that said, 'yeah that's what I thought.' She felt bad, she really did.

"If I were to ask you to do something, would you?"

"Uhh...what do you have in mind?"

Tori sighed and smiled a little. "Kiss me."

Kendall gave her an odd look, and for a second it looked like he was going to refuse but instead he took a step closer and placed a hand on her neck. "Are you sure?" Tori could see the uncertainty in his eyes, so she closed the distance between them. Her lips met his, and she swore that she felt sparks fly. Kendall kissed her back, rising his other hand so that he was kind of cupping her face. Everything just felt right.

A cough was what caused they to pull apart. "Beck." Tori said, glancing over at her friend. He looked annoyed.

"Guess Jade was right, you're not over your ex-boyfriend." He walked away.

"Beck! Wait!" Tori said, running after Beck. Could this day get any worse? Should probably scratch that since every time someone asks that question; things seem to get worse.

JADE's POV

I saw what was happening. I pointed Beck in the direction since he was looking for Tori. Sneaky right? It's his own fault, he fell for Tori. I didn't feel regret. I never do. "Beck?" I asked, jogging after him. Tori must have given up on trying to find him, since I spotted him leaning against a huge oak tree.

"What do you want Jade?"

"Are you okay?"

Beck glanced at me. "What do you think? I should have listen to you. I should have known that Tori would eventually go back to Kendall." He said, crossing his arms over his chest.

"What happen?" I pretended like I didn't know what happen.

"You didn't see?"

I shook my head. "I was looking for you."

"Tori and Kendall kissed. Are they dating again? Have they gotten back together?" He asked. It actually broke my heart listening to him. He really did like Tori, and I knew I was going to hate myself later for saying this.

"Yes." I lied to him.

He ran a hand through his hair. "For how long?"

Should I lie some more? "I think the break up was a lie. I don't think they've actually broke up." More lies, guess I really am evil. I could tell that Beck was believing this.

"So they been fooling everyone? Because there was a lot of tense between them, and it wasn't a good kind." Okay so maybe I had to be a bit more convincing.

"Tori's an actress."

"Kendall's not." Beck countered.

I frowned a little. "Maybe he wasn't pretending. Maybe he's tense because of you," Beck looked at my oddly, so I decided to continue, "think about it, both of you have feelings for Tori. Maybe that's why." I got closer to Beck, and looked into his brown eyes.

"Maybe your right." He looked down for a few seconds and then returned his eyes to mine. Before I knew it his lips were on mine, I wonder is he even knew what he was doing. Not that I was complaining. I raised an arm and looped it around his neck, and deepened the kiss. I felt Beck's arms tighten around my waist. I was in paradise.

"So this was your plan all along? Bravo Beck."

I pulled away and glanced to my right; Tori was standing a few feet away. "Your no better." I said.

Tori rolled her eyes. "I'm no better? If you're refering to yourself, then your right." She said, walking away. She actually looked hurt, don't know why considering just ten minutes ago she was kissing her ex-boyfriend.

"Tori!"

"Beck, let her go." I said.

Beck sighed and then nodded. "That might be for best."

Sooo what do y'all think?
I seriously tried my best; don't know though.

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