Chapter 21- Goodbyes

Elliot packed all there bags. While Olivia took a nap. When he zipped the last suitcase he turned and looked at beautiful partner. He sat down on the bed and gave her a sweet kiss on the forehead. He didn't mean to wake her, but he was glad he did.

"Mmmm…that felt nice." She said eyes still closed.

"You feel nice. You know Liv, I have a confession to make."

Her eyes suddenly opened wide, almost panicked as to what he was going to say.

He sensed this not wanting to her to think the wrong thing he quickly explained himself. "What I mean is that…WPP I'm actually looking forward to it…spending time alone with you, not having to hide my feelings for you." He said as he placed his lips against hers.

"Wow, sometimes I think you can read my thoughts Stabler." She said as she pulled him on top of her and kissed him so passionately, so steamy, so seductively.

"You know the guys…mmm…they are going…uhhh…to …be…here….soon" Elliot got out barely. The things that Olivia could do with her tongue…

"Oh well in that case…" She said as she scooted herself off of the bed, living Elliot in complete sexual agony.

"Oh! No you don't!" He said pulling her back on the bed and kissing her all over her.

He pulled her shirt up over her arms, his breathing getting heavier every second. He kissed her neck, down to her shoulders, his hands wondered all over her back. Her head tilted back her mouth open as she let out a small moan.

His body shivered as her warm hands rubbed him all over. She placed her hands onto his jeans and undid the button and zipper, she slowly pulled them down as she teased his lips with hers. She couldn't help but smile, knowing that she put that smile on his face, knowing that she was making him feel that way, knowing that there was no one else on this earth that could make her feel the way she does.

"Elliot, I love you with my whole heart." She whispered into his ear.

"Me too, Liv." He said as they let there bodies become one, and they screamed in complete ecstasy.

When they were finished Olivia kissed Elliot sweetly on the lips. Elliot put his hands over Olivia's belly. "I'm so happy for us and this baby Liv, I'm going to protect you guys, always." His eyes began to tear up.

"You amaze me El…you really do." She said kissing his forehead.

"You and this baby mean so much to me…do you know that?" He said gazing into her eyes, his hands around her belly.

Olivia placed her hands around Elliot's. "El, you saved me…" That's all she could get out, she started bawling just thinking about how much Elliot meant to her.

"It's ok Liv, no tears." He said kissing her forehead.

"No El, let me say this," She took a deep breath, "El, I was so alone…so alone. I was scared, in a terrible relationship…and I had no one…It was the most lost I had ever felt in my entire life…and then you--you saved me. You brought me back to life. And now, this baby, you have given me something so…magical. When I'm with you, everything that is bad goes away, it's like... it is just you and me, and when I'm with you El, I feel safe. Even knowing that, that psycho is out to get me, I still feel safe in your arms, holding me…Elliot, I love you more then I ever thought I was capable of…" She took a breath and Elliot wiped a tear that was falling down her cheek.

"Liv, Baby. We saved each other. And when I'm with you…God, my heart it just feels so alive, so warm…we belong together Liv, we've known it since day one…I guess you could call it, Love at first sight." He giggled a little.

She laughed out loud. That laugh of hers that lights up a whole a room. "Come here you!" She pulled him up to her lips and kissed him very softly. She opened her mouth to allow his tongue to slide in and massage her tongue with his. When things started to get pretty hot, is about the time when the door bell went off.

"Every time!" Elliot said. Giving Liv one a deep kiss. They got up and quickly put there clothes back on. He couldn't help but stare at her as she got dressed, "Do you have any idea how freaking hot you are?" He said. He couldn't take it any longer and placed his lips against hers.

"mmmm…El…you taste so good right now. But this is not the time. They are all outside waiting!" She said trying to relax her senses.

"So they wait a little bit" He said with an evil grin, and pulling her body closer to his.

"Elliot!" She warned.

"Alright, alright." He said pulling his NYPD shirt over his head.

They got about 10 feet from the door when Olivia looked pulled back Elliot's arm causing him to stop in his tracks, "Does it look like we just had sex!" She asked almost panicked, and a little embarrassed.

He kissed her passionately on the lips, "Yes."

She nudged him in the stomach and laughed.

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The whole squad was there, and as a special surprise all of Elliot's kids were there. Maureen was still the only one of El's kids that knew Liv was pregnant.

"You look beautiful Liv, it's not wonder my Dad is completely in love with you." Maureen said as she hugged Liv.

"Awww, thank you sweetie. You don't know how much that means to me." Olivia said trying not to cry.

"Don't worry Liv, my Dad will take care of you." Kathleen said as she gave Liv a hug.

"I'm going to miss you so much, Liv. You're my best friend. I don't know what I'm going to do not seeing you everyday." Casey said to Liv. They were in the kitchen cleaning up.

"I know Case. But I'll be back soon." She hugged her friend.

"I swear when we get him…" Casey said holding her friend tight.

"I know." Liv said wiping the tears from her eyes.

"You're the best friend I ever had Liv…I just wanted you to know that." Casey said

"Nothings going to change that. I'll be back in no time. And don't worry about me. I have Elliot. We will be fine."

"I know. I know….I guess we should get back out there." Casey said wiping the tears from here eyes.

They came back to the living room.

"You guy's will be back in no time." Munch is reassuring Elliot.

I Smile, everyone cares so much about us. They truly are my family.

I Sit down on the couch next to El. I place my hand in his. I'm not sure who exactly knows about us, but I don't care.

"So do you guys know where you're going yet?" Munch asks us.

"No, we won't find out till we get our plane tickets…however I think Don knows…." Elliot says trying to get information out of him.

"You know I can't say anything. But trust me, you will be happy about it." He says winking at us.

"You got names?" Fin asked.

"Again, we won't know until we get there." Elliot said frowning. My Liv, I'm not going to be able to call my Liv, Liv…

Elliot places his hand on my back. I feel a warm tingling sensation go all the way up my spine. He is the only man that has ever been able to do that to me. He brings his hand around my belly, which is still pretty much my flat stomach. I place my hand on top of his.

"Daddy, if you don't mind we would like to say goodbye in private…" Lizzie says.

Elliot takes his kids into the kitchen so he talk to them alone. I can't help but feel bad. I am the reason he has to leave his kids. I am the reason he is in danger. All of a sudden I realize what I have done to this man. How could I have been so stupid then to fall for that psychopath. I take a deep breath, and try and hold back the tears that are starting to form.

I excuse myself to go to the bathroom. I sit on the toilet, and cry into the palms of my hands.

I hear a knock on the door. "Liv, it's me Case, can I come in?"

I can't say anything…just cry.

"Liv, I'm coming in."

Casey comes in and sits in front of me on the floor. She takes my hands and places them in hers.

"Talk to me" She says.

"It's all my fault. All of this. Elliot is saying goodbye to his kids right now. They are not going to be able to see their father…" That's all I can get out.

"Olivia…Liv…Look at me. This is not your fault. We are going to catch him Liv, Elliot will be back with his kids in no time. And don't forget he has another child he needs to look out for." She says pointing to my stomach.

I wipe my tears. "I'm sorry Case, my emotions are all out of control." I say almost as a let out a giggle.

There is another knock on the door.

"Liv it's El, Everyone is getting ready to go…they want to say goodbye."

Casey looks at me and I nod. She helps me up and we walk out.

I see Elliot look at Casey wondering what just happened. She nods at him letting him know that everything is ok. He pulls his hands around my waist and pulls me into a deep hug.

"Everything is going to be ok, Liv. I promise you." He kisses the top of my forehead and we make are way out to the living room to say out last goodbyes.