Sorry for the long wait! we brought my computer to the shop last week and it turns out I got a virus. long story short, I couldn't write anything. so I stayed up late to write this chapter. thanks for reading! enjoy!

Chapter 21

"Still alive but seriously injured." The doctor finished. Only two words caught my attention 'Still alive' my wife was still alive.

"is she awake?" I asked, "Can I see her?" I stood up still holding Ian. My mom squeezed my hand. I didn't notice that she was even holding my hand.

"You may see her, but she is not awake. It maybe a few hours before she wakes up. She is in room 124" The doctor told me.

"and the baby?"

The doctor paused. I could tell he was hoping that I wouldn't ask this question. "Your wife's bleeding was too much for a small child. We were able to stop the bleeding but in the process your daughter's heartbeat sped up and then stopped. We were unable to the heart started again." When he said this I was speechless. "I am very sorry for your loss." He finished.

He turned to go when I asked, "Wait! What about EJ?"

He sighed and said to me, "EJ's doctor will be out soon and again I am sorry for your loss."

My mother squeezed my hand again and I looked at her. She was in tears, "Mom, I'm sorry. It wasn't fair for me to tell you about the baby when she just died." My voice cracked on died.

She shook her head and said, "it's not your fault. You couldn't have seen this coming. I am only worried about you. I have three beautiful grandchildren and a wonderful daughter-in-law. The only thing I could wish for is for this whole mess to pass, everyone to be alright, and for you to be happy again." She told me.

"Code Blue! Code Blue! Room 124! Code Blue! Code Blue! Room 124!" the announcer called. Room 124? That was bella's room. Did Bella's heart stop? I had to know. I got up and gave Ian to my mom. I walked over to the rooms and found room 124. Bella was on the bed with four doctors around her. One pumping her heart, one injecting fluids into her body, one with her chart reading her allergies, and the last had the paddles to try to shock her heart.

I think I stood there for three minutes before Carlisle came and found me in front of the room. "Edward, you can't be here." He said just as they called time of death.

I fell to my knees and sobbed. Bella was dead, and I would never get her back. I only had our children. The three people that would need me to be there no matter what. I forgot everything. I forgot who I was, I only knew one thing, which was that I loved Bella more than anything in that moment, and I had just lost her to a stupid accident.

The guy in the other car will be sued. I decided, he can't take my wife away from me and hurt my children. He will pay. I felt Carlisle force me to move away and go back to Esme, my mom and my kids. Meg would be there by know and maybe EJ's doctor. God, the last thing I needed right now was to hear that I lost my son too.

I got to the waiting room and my mom looked at me I shook my head. I walked to the other side of the room sat in a corner and cried. Meg wheeled herself over to me and I pulled her onto my lap. She was a Daddy's girl while EJ was a Mommy's Boy. How could I tell my kids that their mother was gone. Never to return. I had no idea.

Bella POV

I was dying. I could tell, I saw the light at the end of the tunnel and was drifting towards it. I was swimming the other way fighting to see my babies and my Edward again. I was fighting but I couldn't win. I knew that but I was trying. Then a pain came, a pain that was excruciating. I would take the pain of Meg and EJ and be grateful. But with this pain I ws stuck. I was dead I could tell. I never thought death would be this painful. I never thought about an afterlife not because I didn't believe, just because I never thought it would happen this soon.

After a long time of all this pain I could finally think about something other than the pain. Maybe the pain was disappearing, I didn't know. I had so many questions to ask. Where was I why? What happened to my Edward? What happened to Ian, EJ and Meg? I have to know.

After a little bit more time I noticed that someone was standing next to me. I opened my eyes and saw a man, he was beautiful, but my Edward was better. Nobody would ever be more handsome than my husband. For some strange reason I couldn't remember his face clearly. "Where am I?" I asked. Although it wasn't my voice it is a bell voice. A beautiful voice. "Who are you? Where is my Edward? Where are my babies?" I continued asking.

"Isabella. Calm down. Let me explain." He told me

"Bella" I corrected

"Bella, let me explain what happened." He paused, "Bella, you are a vampire."

Well who saw that coming? not me! I just decided to add it! I hope you like the little twist this chapter has. please review! thanks!