WHAT THE HELL!?
Okay, what the hell is this!?
Hey, welcome back from the other side of the world. By the way, your favorite actress/role model?/human being?? Is leaving your favorite show in the world!? Okay, so I'm exaggerating a little bit, but imagine my shock when I come back from being disconnected from the world from two weeks and find out that Diane Neal was leaving SVU… was NOT expecting that at ALL!
Sorry this is not an update… I was planning on coming back and having a long update for you, but I was a little thrown off by this announcement… and when I say a little thrown off I mean COMPLETELY in shock. It would be a blatant lie if I said I was not depressed by it… I may have even cried a bit, but I am so exhausted both physically and mentally, and emotional on top of it all that I have been spontaneously bursting into tears over the past couple days, so we can't be sure. Either way, though, what the hell? There better be a damn good explanation for this, because I am so upset.
I mean hey, I loved SVU before Diane Neal and I'll love it after, but this sucks. Especially because I absolutely was NOT expecting it, and I was definitely not expecting to come back and find out that it was announced a while ago. What the hell, this SUCKS.
I'm really not okay with this. Like really not okay. I think it's almost pathetic how disappointed I am. I am in a really emotional state right now already (long stories/jetlag is intense), but still.
I have to admit I do understand why some intense Alex Cabot fans hated Casey Novak at first though… I probably will hate the new ADA at first regardless of who it is. Even if I do start to like them I'm sure I will still have some bias against them. I don't know what it is. Casey wasn't a huge part on the show, but there was something about her that just made her my favorite character, and Diane Neal is just a phenomenal actress.
I'm sorry this isn't an update and I tend to ramble when I'm exhausted, but I am just shocked and devastated… I'm having trouble absorbing the news on top of everything else. This has been a really crazy past couple of weeks for me and this is just too intense for me to handle right now. I mean I'll update this soon, sorry for taking advantage of my chapter-posting abilities, but I am excusing myself because of the news, even if I can't technically do that. Jesus, I just needed to vent.
Carry on with your lives now. :)
I'm still depressed. :(