I like to watch Hikaru.
All the time. Writing, thinking, laughing, moving or staying still, it's all Hikaru and it's all so much like me that it hurts.
Sometimes, he's watching back and he wants to protect me so badly… And all I can think about is how naïve and cute he is, trusting in an always that won't be and putting so much faith in me to hold up my end of the bargain.
So, I have to try to protect that blind faith.
If he'll find out some day… so be it.
But it won't be from me.