Chapter 21
"So I just sit under the lamp and you can take my blood?" Clark questioned timid.
"Yeah faster we get this over with the better." Alex agreed.
"Is she ok."
"Don't pretend to care now ." Alex growled furious.
"I'm not pretending!" Clark snarled back.
"If you actually cared you would be an actual part of her life. "
"You don't get to tell me whether or not I care!" Clark contested , sitting under the bright red lights , offering up his left arm .
"Maybe it's best we don't talk while I finish this up and get your on your good damned way. Silently. "
"I get that you don't like me but that doesn't mean I don't get to ask about my cousin!"
"Silently ! As in shut the fuck up." Alex reminded , jabbing Clark with the needle , and setting up a blood bag to retrieve what she collected.
"Why do you think I haven't reached out to her?" Clark dropped his head.
"Because your too damned self absorbed to think about the girl who needed you from the day she landed on this planet." Alex answer icy.
"Because I'm ashamed!" Clark slammed his fist on the table.
"Sure." Alex remained disbelieving.
" I made a mistake Alex! And by the time I could have changed it she was already settled in , solving random crimes with you in national City! As a fucking teenager. She deserved stability. And she had already found her place. She was happy before I understood!"
"Whatever Clark. You keep making your excuses."
"It isn't excuses! I.. I.. " Clark huffed deflating. "I'm just explaining… why I made the mistakes I did… Alex.. she is happy. She is happy without me . And coming back clearly just makes everything worse. "
"Well it wouldn't hurt her like this if you even pretended to actually be a part of her family." Alex exhaled slowly, not a fan of leveling with Clark.
"I can't fix my mistakes Alex…" Clark dropped his head.
"You can stop making them worse you fucking idiot!" Alex adjusted the needle roughly as the blood began to flow faster.
"Fuck… I.. not accustomed to pain. Especially not like that!" Clark whimpered.
"Get over it." Alex grunted turning her back to him.
"You.. you know I tried-"
"You haven't ever lifted a damned finger to help her! Don't you ever dare say you've tried again!" Alex's knuckles turned white as she held herself back, wishing desperately to punch the Kryptonian as he was weakened.
"I tried to stop making it worse. I.. it's the reason I changed my number. So that I wouldn't end up feeling guilty and responding in a moment of weakness. Reopening all those wounds just like today , when my guilt takes over and I'm not there for her after."
"I.. I didn't know. " Alex huffed , unclenching her fists.
"I've kept my distance because I know I'm not the cousin she deserves. You were right. She came here to look after me , but I couldn't…. I didn't do the same when the tables had turned. "
"You are a fucking idiot."
"Yeah. I know … thanks."
"No! You are an idiot because you don't understand Kara in the slightest. She forgives you each and every time you come around. If you only stop dissapearing she would see you as the perfect cousin. Hell! Do one training session with her and she will never forget it … Downside of which would be me never hearing the end of it, but.. if it makes Kara happy ide deal."
"You think!?" Clark light up momentarily.
"Don't go getting so proud of yourself!" Alex snapped back . "But yes. I do. And you would too if you knew anything of your cousin. "
"I.. thank you Alex." Clark exhaled , relaxing slowly as he processed.
"But I swear if you hurt her again!" Alex growled before a sinister smile became of her guise . "I'm the only human ever to have killed a Kryptonian. And I'm reasonably certain I could do it again ."
"Jesus Alex… " Clark half cowered.
"Whaaaat?" Alex teased .
"Scary." Clark shivered.
"Good." Alex chuckled pleased with herself.
"So. How is my omega doing?" Lena ran a comforting hand down Kara's back.
"Better baby." Kara purred , flopping onto her back , resting her head on Lena's lap, a potsticker still half hanging out of her mouth.
Lena bended down playfully growling back, snatching the second half of the pot sticker . "Mhmm pretty good huh?"
"Mine !" Kara pouted teasingly, shifting once more , sitting up and kissing Lena .
"Me or the potsticker?"
"Yes!" Kara cheered , kissing deeper , hungry for her alpha .
"Yes?" Lena giggled back .
"Yes!" Kara repeated , a soft growl growing in the back of her throat .
"My girl a little horny?" Lena recognized the deep and sultry growl as she slipped a hand down Kara's back to grab the omega's ass .
Kara didn't mean to but her body reacted immediately, pinning Lena down by her shoulders , words evading her as instincts fought for dominance as she was still in the midst of her rut as a biological alpha despite her prayers and deepest wishes.
"Shhh baby it's ok." Lena calmed , releasing Kara's ass , feeling the woman's erection poking her. "It's ok love. Breathe." Lena tried again , watching Kara huff full of confusion and anger.
"I… hate … this!" Kara snarled unintentionally, fighting herself with everything she had.
"Breathe." Lena instructed, slipping her hand down one of Kara's pockets attempting to snatch the small vial Kara carried with scents that would calm her alpha.
"I.. "Kara nodded straining as her hips rocked into Lena , feeling the pleasure a welcome distraction.
"That's it baby,I feel good for my mate?" Lena noticed.
"I.. yes.." Kara dropped her hips, grinding more against Lena.
"Got it!" Lena smiled bringing the vial to Kara's nose, watching as it did just enough to soothe Kara in combination with the carnal pleasure of her cock against her mate.
"Better?"
"I mhmm.. a little. But.. I'm…. I'm still .. " Kara whimpered taking the vial and holding it close to her face, trying to distract from the dysphoria and self loathing her body brought upon her.
"I know , I know Kara. It's gonna be ok tho. We will find something. You won't have to be this way too much longer. I promise. Ok?" Lena offered worrying she would be wrong.
"I love you Lena." Kara paused , her hips trembling.
"Kara.. I.. you know I like it when you do that right?"
"I! Uugh! Like ! When I do!? What!?" Kara blushed deeply.
"Well … if .. biologically, you were who you truly are. I would adore if my omega we're so horny she couldn't help but drag that needy soaked little slit of hers against me." Lena's gaze darted around her living room embarrassed.
"I.. oh fuck!" Kara felt her knot threatening to split at Lena's words alone , her hips bucking involuntarily. "I.. I would love that.. to feel you harden against me as I drag myself along you." Kara purred delightfully at the idea before thoughts turned sour. "I… what if we never get to do that.. what if I'm stuck like this.. what if even with Clark we can't figure something out?"
"We will . It is ok. You will be ok. " Lena caressed her omega's cheek before giving Kara a caring kiss. "But . For the meantime. I kinda love it when you rut up against me like that, grinding your aching little cock against your alpha , desperate for some relief?"
"F...fuck.." Kara whimpered, finding herself desperately craving to rut herself again Lena more.
"That's my girl. Now go ahead, I wanna feel my girl up against me." Lena purred. Kara quickly obeyed , wrapping her arms around Lena , rubbing herself up against the alpha desperately. "You.. good Lena.. you feel good!" Kara half whined feeling weak to the pleasure taking her over .
"Now that's the omega I love, craving me like that, reveling in the pleasure I give her. " Lena praised.
Kara lowered her head purring back , adoring the love of her alpha , nuzzling gently as she rocked her hips faster against Lena. "Thank you Lena. I.. I needed this ."
"I know. Now , let me show you something else you need." Lena pushed Kara onto her back, earning a desperate whimper from the omega now deprived of the stimulation she adored. "Calm down . It will be ok. " Lena giggeled , climbing atop Kara , removing her shirt , then her bra, kissing down Kara's chest .
"I.. fuck.. my .. skin . Feels hot!" Kara whined weakly.
"I know baby , that's what happens when your rut is roused and unsatied. The heat will build up and burn through you , till your aching and desperate, needing to soothe your rut , to release. To fill your mate , to breed."
"Fuck!" Kara whimpered louder , feeling Lena's words call forth the full brunt of her ache.
"Now I am gonna help , but, you have to tell me ." Lena paused to kiss at Kara's core just above her belt but just below her belly button .
"Tell you what!"
"If your knot is about to split." Lena slowly undid Kara's belt and then her pants , slipping them down.
"I.. but why?"
"Because Kara." Lena hummed happily taking in the scent of her mate , sniffing along the tent in Kara's strained and now ruined panties. "I am going to suck your dick."
Kara felt her hummingbird heart race as her breath was stolen by the idea Lena's words seeded in her mind. "I!"
"And I wanna make you cum , not suffocate on your knot." Lena teased.
"I.. oh fuck.. I .. Lena! Please!" Kara pleaded , her member pounding with ache , deeply craving to release.
"There you go. Now don't forget to tell me if it is gonna split."
"Y.. yes my alpha."
"Good girl." Lena praised , pulling the panties to the side , revealing Kara's length, swollen and angry , aching as she leaked precum from her tip . Lena slowly took the head in her mouth, caressing the slit which Kara's cock protruded from where her clit once rested .
"Fuck! My..oh god!"
"You like my mouth on your cock and my hand on your pussy?" Lena cooed .
Kara blushed deeply at the taunt, whimpering wishing for Lena just to continue.
"I know my love. Relax. Enjoy. Let your alpha go down on you." Lena instructed, taking more and more of Kara into her mouth as her fingers soothed Kara's slit with gentle loving ministrations. Her tongue wrapped heavenly circles over Kara , bobbing slowly up and down on Kara , Working her way slowly to the omega's base , enjoying each and every moment as Kara let loose a variety of delicious moans full of ecstasy.
Kara's hands shot down to the back of Lena's head , urging the alpha to go further , for her perfect warm lips to meet her hips , to take all of her in as her mind melted out of her ears.
"Fuck ! Lena ! I . God ! It's good! Please! I!" Kara's words were broken up by desperate gasps for breath and moans of air escaping her each and every of Lena's exquisite movements driving her closer to her climax.
Lena knew exactly what she was doing and has no intention of letting up , of giving Kara any reprieve, of doing anything but bringing the most glorious climax upon her Omega that she was physically capable of. Her fingers began to spread Kara's labia slowly, stroking up Kara's damp entrance , timing the small strokes with long distinct dives onto the raging member where Lena could feel her mate's pulse thudding through Kara. Completely aware that Kara wouldn't be able to hold off much longer she slipped two fingers inside , coaxing the omega's peak closer and closer.
"Lena! I! I.. I'm gonna cum!"
"Twell mwe wiff it spwlits!" Lena almost choked trying to remind Kara .
"I.. it isn't ! I.. " Kara pressed her palm on Lena's head gently . "May I?"
Lena nodded onto Kara's appendage, giving the omega permission as she pushed Lena's head down onto her cock , cumming as her tip pushed past Lena's throat, cumming hard , long perfect spurts flowing down Lena's mouth as Kara came.
"Fuck! Lena!" Kara finally caught her breath, her cock slipping from Lena's mouth .
"That's my girl. How was that?"
"I.. sex with my girlfriend? Perfect. My favorite thing." Kara smiled gently. "But..also … in a way , despite that feeling amazing, it also felt wrong. Lena . You already know , this.. it isn't me." Kara held her semi hard cock , still far over swollen to come close to once more resemble a clit.
"I know. And it isn't you. But you are mine. And .. as a proud alpha , my favorite thing is making my omega cum."
"Thank you baby. Maybe one day soon you will be able to make me cum like a real omega."
"You are a real omega."
"You know what I mean ."
"I do. But I stand by my statement. You are a real omega . "
"I love you."
"I love you too. Now let's get some rest."
"Sounds good my love" Kara agreed , following Lena on wobbly legs towards the Alpha's bed for the night.
End of chapter 21