A/N You are all a bunch of horn dogs, you know that? But I love each and every one of you for it!

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Disclaimer: If I had three wishes, one would be that Edward Cullen was real. The second one would be that I owned Twilight. The third wish would be that I could be forever frozen at seventeen. Sadly, none of these things will happen in my life.

BPOV

We lay in my bed after we came down from our orgasm induced highs. I had never cum so hard in my life, and I knew that it was because I was in love with Edward.

I started thinking about when we would actually have sex. I felt myself getting wet again just thinking about how his giant cock would feel inside of me. I knew I was ready; Edward was the one for me. I had messed around with guys before, but I was still a virgin. I wanted to give it to him so badly.

"Edward?" I asked, grabbing his hand.

"Yes, love?" He asked, squeezing our hands slightly.

"I'm not entirely sure how to bring this up," I said. "So I'm just going to go with the blunt approach. When are we going to have sex?"

I felt him freeze with shock and I was horrified that I had done something wrong. Maybe he didn't want to have sex with me. I felt all of my newfound confidence go down the drain and I looked down at our hands; he hadn't let go of me.

"Bella," he said. "You know that I love you. I just don't think that I'm ready just yet for sex. I still haven't gotten over what Tanya did. I'm just scared."

I started getting angry and my eyes pooled with moisture. "Scared of what?" I asked angrily, looking into his sad, green eyes. "That I'm going to do what Tanya did? Do you seriously think that I would do that to you?"

"I can't be positive that you wouldn't," he said quietly.

"So you don't trust me?" I almost yelled at him. I yanked my hand out of his and got out of my bed. "You seriously think that I'm so shallow that I would murder an innocent child – our innocent child – because I don't want to get fat? You think that I would kill a child that was made out of love? I'm glad to know that you think so little of me, Edward!"

He didn't even say anything to me. He just stared at me with tears in his eyes. Part of me wanted to go back over to him and console him. The other part – also the most dominant part – wanted to yell at him.

I walked over to my closet and angrily pulled a pair of jeans and a white t-shirt. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a white bra and panty set. I pulled them onto me and walked back to Edward.

He was still sitting there, staring at where I was standing earlier. I couldn't imagine what could possibly be going through his head at the moment.

"So you have nothing to say to me?" I asked with my hands on my hips. "You're just going to sit there and do nothing?"

I waited for his answer and I still got nothing. I was beyond pissed off; I was furious.

"Fuck you, Edward Anthony Masen Cullen!" I said before stomping towards my door. I slammed it shut and ran downstairs.

I ran downstairs and grabbed my keys before heading outside. I turned off my phone and got in my truck and turned it on. The engine rumbled to life and I pulled out of the driveway. I didn't know where I was driving, but I knew that I needed to get away from my apartment.

I continued driving until I found myself in La Push. There was a beach there where I liked to sit and relax and escape reality. I parked in a parking spot and walked over to the rocks there.

I don't know long I had been sitting there, but I felt a body sit next to me. I turned and saw the face of Jacob Black smiling at me. He was just the person that I needed to talk to.

"Hey Jacob," I said, trying my best to smile enthusiastically. He and I never really hung out much when we lived in Phoenix, but I remembered him being really nice and compassionate.

"Hey Bella," he said. "What brings you to La Push?"

"I just needed a place to get away from it all," I said. "Reality really sucks sometimes."

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked.

I thought about it for a second. Jacob's face held nothing but concern for me, so I decided that I would tell him. I took a deep breath before starting.

"I'm sure that you already know this, but Edward and I have been dating," I started. He nodded his head, knowing that we were dating. "He opened up to me about his past and it brought us closer. We started getting intimate, but never actually having sex. I wanted to have sex with him because I thought that he was the one for me. I thought that he trusted me and loved me but I was wrong. He told me that he doesn't want to because he's scared that I will hurt him."

I felt his strong arms latch around me and I felt comfortable. He was so warm and I felt myself clinging closer to him.

"I am so incredibly sorry, Bella," he said sincerely while stroking my hair. "He doesn't realize what a wonderful thing that he has. You are a genuinely good person who is smart and beautiful. If he doesn't realize this, then he doesn't deserve you."

I was so touched by his words. He seemed so genuine with his words that I couldn't help but smile with him.

"Thank you, Jake," I said. "You don't mind if I call you that, do you?"

"Of course not," he said with a huge smile. "I actually like it; Bella and Jake. It makes me feel like Bonnie and Clyde. Minus the whole dying thing."
I laughed with him and I felt myself completely forgetting all the drama waiting for me back home.

We continued chatting until my stomach started growling loudly.

"Would you like to get some dinner?" he asked. "We can go to my place and you could see Billy again."

I pretended to think about it. "Now you know I can't resist an offer like that," I said with a smile.

He took my hand and walked me to my car. A part of me felt guilty for holding another man's hand, but Jacob felt like a younger brother. It just felt natural to be holding his hand.

We got to my truck and he started laughing suddenly. I looked at him questioningly and he said, "This thing is older than Billy."

I scowled and said, "Don't diss my truck; it has charisma."

He held his hand out for the keys and I dropped them in his hand. He walked over to the driver's seat and I walked over to the passenger's seat. He stuck the keys in the ignition and jumped at the loud noise it made.

"You could wake people up in Canada with the loudness of this engine," he said. "I could fix it for you; I'm really good with cars."

"Seriously?" I asked excitedly. "That would be amazing, Jake! Thank you so much!"

He rolled his eyes and said, "It's nothing, Bellie. You don't mind if I call you that, do you?"

"Of course not," I mimicked him. "I actually like it; Jake and Bellie. But you're the only person that is allowed to call me that, okay?"

"Sure, sure," he said with a smile.

We continued chatting until we got to Jacob's house. It was a small, wooden house that was painted a dull red. It had narrow window and resembled a barn.

We got out and Jacob grabbed my hand again. We walked to his door and he opened the door.

"Hey dad?" he called out. "Look who stopped by!"

Billy walked out of the living room and gasped when he saw me. I gave him a smile and ran towards him to give him a hug. He hugged me back enthusiastically. He pulled away to take a look at me.

"It's good to see you, Bella," he said as he looked me over. "You look beautiful as always."

I blushed at his compliment. "Thank you," I told him. "I really missed you, Billy."

"We missed you too, Bella," he said. "Are you staying for dinner?"

"Jake invited me, but I won't stay if you don't want me to," I said.

"Are you kidding?" he asked. "We would love to have you over. We have to catch up on the past five years."

We walked into the living room and I sat on the small couch with Jake while Billy sat on the large chair to the left of the couch.

"Harry Clearwater brought over some of his famous fish fry while you were gone, so I was planning on heating that up," he said. "Is that okay with you, Bella?"

"Anything sounds good to me right now," I told him honestly. "I am starving. Can I help at all?"

Billy and Jacob both rolled their eyes at me. "Bella, we're just putting the fish in the microwave. I think I can handle it," Billy said with a smile. He got up and went to the kitchen, leaving Jacob in the living room alone.

"I was wondering if I could show you my garage after dinner," Jacob said. "I've been working on a Volkswagen Rabbit that I want to show you."

"I would like that," I said truthfully. I wanted to see Jacob's work first hand before I entrusted my baby to him.

Billy walked in the living room a few minutes later with three plates with fish fry. He handed Jacob and me a plate and I eagerly ate it. It was delicious.

"You have to give me the recipe for this," I told them. "This is incredible!"

"Harry will be very happy to hear that," Billy said. "You should come over tomorrow and get it. We really did miss you."

Part of me wanted to say yes, but then I remembered that I was supposed to go to Edward's house. Was that still happening since we had fought earlier? Or rather, I fought with him and he sat there.

"I'll think about it," I said. "I might have something going on tomorrow. Why don't you give me your number and I'll call you when I figure it out."

Jacob sent me a sympathetic look, knowing what I was talking about. I turned on my phone and gasped at what I saw.

45 missed calls. 20 text messages. 13 voicemail messages. Holy. Crap.

I exited out of everything and pulled up my phone book. Jacob gave me his home and cell phone numbers and I saved them.

"Are we still going to the garage?" Jacob asked.

"Yeah," I said. "Let's go."

We walked to the garage which looked like three shacks that had the walls knocked out. It was nothing spectacular, but the car that was inside was.

"Wow, Jake," I said in awe. "This is incredible."

The Rabbit was painted black and had tinted windows. The car screamed cool when you looked at it.

"Thank you," he said. "I built it from scratch. I found pieces at the dump and used them to build this baby. I had to save up for the parts that I couldn't find."

"Wait," I said. "You built this yourself? Your coolness factor just went up like a million points."

"Good to know," he said. "So is it Jake: one million, Bellie: zero on the coolness scale?"

I whacked him on the arm and said, "No. I think that you've lost half of your coolness and your score got added to mine. So it's Jake: 500,000, Bellie: 500,000."

"Okay, okay," he said while rubbing his arm. "You sure know how to punch. That's going to leave a mark."

"Well, you can't grow up being the chief of police's daughter and not know how to punch," I told him. "That's just sacrilegious."

He laughed at me and I found myself laughing too. We chat until I heard my phone go off. I didn't want to answer it, but I knew that I had to.

"Hello?" I asked in a small voice.

"Isabella Marie Swan where the hell are you?!" Rosalie's voice yelled at me. I had to hold the phone a few feet from my head.

"I'm in La Push with Jake," I said. Jacob gave me a small smile.

"Who the hell is Jake?" she yelled.

"He's Billy's son," I said. "He also goes to school with us."

"Well, you need to get your ass over here immediately!" she shouted at me. "I am so mad at you right now I can barely concentrate. Bye."

She hung up the phone and I sighed. I really didn't want to go home. I wanted to stay here with Jacob, but I knew that I needed to get home.

"I'm really sorry, Jake," I said sadly. "I really don't want to leave you, but I have to. Do you want me to call you later?"

"That would be cool," he said while looking just as sad as I felt. "I'll see you around."

I gave him a big hug before heading towards my truck. I got in and waved half heartedly towards Jacob. He waved back and I backed out of his driveway.

I was not looking forward to dealing with my problems.