A few nights ago I went out with Gilbert. We went to the bar Bella owns and picked up a couple cases of beer. Afterwards we headed to a hill near Gilbert's house. We sat there and talked most of the night. We went to his house and spent the night later. I don't remember the last time we did that. We ended up sleeping in the same bed. Neither of us minded though. He is my best friend after all. It had been years since we had fun like that. I had told Ludwig I was spending the night with my brothers. Gilbert told him he was staying with Antonio and Francis. They all knew we were going drinking. They wouldn't tell Ludwig though. Ludwig is just too overprotective of me. He treats me as though I am a weak child unable to fend for herself. If only he knew how strong I actually am. When Ludwig was still just a little child, I was an adult. I was living with Gilbert and him since Gilbert took me from France. I'm not complaining though. Gilbert has always treated me like family. Anyways it was a long time ago. Gilbert was battling someone and had asked me to stay back in case he needed any help. I saw someone break into the house. I followed them and beat them before they could touch Ludwig. Afterwards we swore to keep it a secret between ourselves and never tell Ludwig. Ever since then Gilbert and I would go out together and drink. We would always go back to his house and sleep together. We would share a bed. Sometimes it was because we would watch a horror film or two, other times it was because we enjoyed each other's presence. Nothing would ever happen we would just curl up and go to sleep. Ludwig got suspicious. He confronted me while I was in the shower that morning. He thought I was cheating on him with Gilbert. I had to tell him everything. I don't think he believes me though. Then he got angry when I told him to leave me alone because he wanted sex. I had again gone against what I had wanted. I didn't want him to know that I was stronger than I appeared. I would rather keep myself mysterious to him. I never wanted him to know my strength. I wanted to leave him in the dark about myself. Apparently he is determined to find out one way or another. This is most unfortunate.