I want to apologise to all my readers, I know it's been like, a year so… SORRY!! Bowbowbowbowbowbowbow I will not leave you hanging for that long ever again! And with that, let the yaoiness (Well… Not much for this chapter) Begin!
Head or Heart?
A groan broke the silence of the dungeon and green eyes slowly opened. Yun was met by darkness and the sound of his own heavy breathing, nothing else. His mind instantly awoke; What happened? Was my Lord victorious? And what about Sima Yi and… and… Jiang Wei… As the last name slipped into his mind he was overcome with feelings of anger, sorrow and confusion; What is going on? How does an officer who had been fighting as an ally so suddenly loose faith and defect…? Especially Wei… He was so kind to everyone, Master Liang's apprentice… One of the futures of Shu… How could this have happened...? How could I have failed Lord Liu Bei? He sighed heavily and his head dropped top his chest as his consciousness yet again slipped away.
Yi slammed his clenched fist down hard on the large table in front of him, eyes looking angrily at his recent and closest companion. "What would you have had me do!? He is Wei's enemy, and therefore he had to go to into the cells. The only reason he was not executed was because of how I feel for you! Can you not be grateful!?" Wei's eyes were shining with barely suppressed tears and he looked pleading at the normally stoic strategist,
"Yi, I… I'm sorry but… But Yun is my friend I... I can't just stand by and let him suffer at your hands…" Yi stepped round the table separating the pair and grasped Wei's shirt collar in his fists, slamming him aggressively against the wall,
"Damnit Wei, you made the choice to come here, to stay here with me. You have to live with that choice; you can't be in the middle. This is a war meaning eventually, whether it is a matter of two months or two years Shu and Wei will clash, and you chose to side with me…" He let go, causing Wei to slide down the wall, and he sighed heavily, rubbing his forehead. "You chose to be here… I did not force you. I believed you wished to be with me, to fight with me… However it seems your loyalty is still questionable… You know how I feel about you… I love you dearly but… The choice you will have to make can only be made by you… I only pray you make the right decision." With that he turned and walked away, however as he reached the door Wei's voice reached his ears, sounding both angry and sad;
"Could you make that choice so easily!? Choose between your kingdom and your lover? Because I can't! Of cou4rse I want to be with you, but the friends I have made in Shu… They are all still bonded to me and the fact they sent Yun in to get me shows that…. That they still care…" Yi turned his head back for a brief moment before sighing again and leaving the room.
Wei watched him leave before holding his head in his hands and sobbing quietly, "Why… Why is this… So hard? I… I love Yi… I would do anything for him… And yet…" He suddenly snapped his head up and punched the wooden wall behind him, cutting his knuckles. "I can't abandon Lord Liu Bei… What should I do?"
Ok, ok this was short after such a long wait but… it's something! And I will continue to update all my stories now, promise!