Summary: AU. SLASH. Light refused the Death Note because he's MUCH more powerful than it. But, I won't reveal what it or HE is. He'd want to tell you himself. Oh, and what does this 'L' person have to do with all this? What's all this talk about soul mates, a magical bonding spell, angelic wings, and gold eyes? Well, Light knows all...
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot!
Warning: Rated M! This story contains Slash and mentions of FemSlash, which is boyxboy and girlxgirl . Don't like, don't read. Oh, and Mpreg later on. Also: almost all the characters are the slightest OOC .
A/N: Holy fuck when was the last time I updated ?
Today , after a long day at school with terrible weather and a terrible power outage , I had to eat 600 grams of yogurt . 600 grams . All because they expired today .
xD It's funny 'cause it's true ! Oh , Happy Birthday to me on June 4th :D I gots my license , so I have freedom :) also , Happy 11th Anniversary guys :3 June 27th ! One month till 1 year !
This chapter isn't beta-ed , but I will post the beta-ed one when I receive it ^-^
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A non a miss- Thank you ^-^ ! Misa is quite funny xD if L tied Light to their bed and 'played' with him ? Yum P: I'd love to tell all of the readers who will die , but even I'm not sure =[ but please , keep reading the story lol =] thank you so much for the review !
Deathnotebliss- here's the next chapter :D and I don't have a favourite Wammy boy :\ I dislike them all the same =] thanks for the review~
A- Why , yes , 42 lbs . Near used to be fat , I'm sure of it . Thanks for the review ?
Warnings for this chapter: L's real name...
Sweet Intoxication
Chapter 19
Even with all seven of them in one room, everyone was silent. It wasn't just regular silence, no, it was dead silence. No one breathed, no one blinked, no one spoke, all that could be heard was your own heart beat. Why was Light so stupid? He never made careless mistakes like that. Leaving the door wide open while revealing what he truly was was nothing to belittle! Now, he had three confused little boys. Well, Watari and L were startled at how Misa looked, too-
Misa.
The teen's eyes narrowed at the female Dolia, his anger bubbled in his stomach and he didn't even know that his language went from Japanese to English to his native tongue, "God dammit, Misa!" he yelled in his Dolia tongue, "Close the door!"
The model squeaked and slammed the door closed with a slap of her hand. She bit her bottom lip and reached out to Light, "Light, I'm sorry! Really! I didn't want this to happen!" she said, also in their native language, tears forming in her purple eyes.
Light growled in frustration and grabbed his golden auburn hair, closing his gold eyes, "Shit, this is all your fault!" he yelled at the model, who looked shocked at the statement. The shock turned into anger in a split second.
"Oh, do not blame this on me!" she spat, blond eyebrows furrowed. "I'm not the one who decided to show the whole entire fucking world that I'm a Dolia!" oh, she couldn't help but get pissed at the teen. If there was something she hated, it was being blamed for something she didn't do.
"You don't think I know that? Because of you not holding back the three boys, now they all know what we are! L, Watari, Matt, Near and Mello! If you just could of held them back for another minute-"
"SHUT UP!" Misa yelled, glaring daggers at her friend, "I know it was my fault, but it was your fault, too, dammit! Don't try to pin this on me Light," and she continued to yell at the other Dolia, hurt and angry.
The yelling was cut short as the two magical beings shut their mouths and Light's gold eyes started to turn black while Misa's turned a fiery red. Their skin turned grey-blue, like a corpse and when they bared their teeth to growl, the white bones were as sharp and pointy as a knife. Light's white wings turned jet black, while the model's multicoloured turned to black and red.
They didn't look like Dolias, they looked like...demons.
Misa pounced at lightening fast speed at the teen, but Light stepped to the side and jumped on the model's back, bringing them both to the ground. He grasped both of her wrists and held them behind her back. The model growled and bucked, trying to desperately escape the tight hold that Light had on her.
"Stop."
Both demonic Dolias froze. Misa stopped bucking, Light stilled but continued to pin the out-of-control Dolia. Both of their wings shrunk into their backs, their teeth turned back to normal, their eyes changed back and their skin formed back to their natural tones all at once. They panted for a moment, then turned to the voice.
Near stood there, eyes wide with fear and confusion. His lower lip slightly trembled and his non-existent eyebrows rose in the middle underneath his white hair.
"...stop..." he whispered.
Misa looked down at the floor, ashamed. Light released the model and stood quickly. Now there was a lot of explaining to do.
"...Light..." Misa whispered, turning her upper body to looked at her friend. Light stared down at her for a moment, "I'm sorry..." she finished, closing her blue eyes. The teen shook his head and knelt next to her, picking her up and holding her as she softly sobbed.
"It's okay, Misa..." he whispered into her golden hair, brushing it's tangles with his fingers. The model only shook her head and cried into Light's chest.
"N-No it's not...look what I got us into," she sobbed, clutching the teen's shirt roughly. Light pursed his lips and furrowed his brows.
"Us, Misa. We got ourselves into this. It's not entirely your fault, or mine," he pet her back and looked up at the confused humans. L was thinking, Watari's emotion was unknown, Matt was just staring, Near was still scared and confused, while Mello looked confused and a little annoyed.
"I apologize on the behalf of both of us, everyone," Light said firmly, staring hard at all of them. "I wish you didn't have to see that," he continued, looking ashamed.
"What...what are you two?" Matt asked, tilting his head to the side a little.
"We're beings called Dolias," Light explained, standing to his feet, "In human mythology it's said Dola, but we say Dolia. We aren't from here, as you can tell, and all you four aren't supposed to know about us. At all. This can get us into trouble in the Dolia realm," he continued, "To make a long story short, we bond human soul mates and keep you all on the right track of your destiny. If you don't, we take action."
Matt nodded and looked at the floor, trying to process everything he heard.
"Light-kun," the teen looked at his speaking mate, "I have never seen that form...what is it?" the detective asked, placing his thumb between his lips.
Light pursed his lips, debating if he should tell him. He decided he should, since he didn't like lying to L.
He took a deep breath and began talking, "...that is the side of a Dolia you do not want to see. Believe me..." Light ran a hand through his hair, "That side of a Dolia comes out only when we get really angry. As you seen, both Misa and I got really pissed off and lost control for a second. That's all it takes." Light let out a gust of air and continued, "Dolias have a good and bad side. The good side is usually always there, but the bad side occurs rarely...back in the Dolia realm, we get punished for showing that side. We...we look hideous in that form, yet it's our strongest. Our bad side can kill...while the good side can't, and we aren't as strong. I don't know why we have that side, and I hate it. I don't like it at all..." he looked down at the floor, ashamed.
"I'd like you to all know that Misa and I plan to chastise ourselves. We're both humiliated and embarrassed beyond belief. We apologize once again." Light gave a bow of respect and turned to the blond Dolia, who had picked herself up off of the floor and held one arm, tears in her eyes.
"You okay?" Light asked softly, looking at his friend with concern. Misa shook her head.
"My arm hurts..." she whispered, both Dolias looking down at her right arm. Light took it softly with both hands and examined it, Misa wincing when he touched her wrist.
"It may be broken," Light muttered, looking at the bruise forming on Misa's wrist, "Let's take you to BB," he finished.
"I'll take her," Watari cut in, "You don't know where his office is. I do. Come, Misa-san," he said, holding his hand out. Misa grabbed it with her other hand, the two leaving the room quickly.
"...well, that was a sight to behold," Mello muttered, breaking the silence that settled. He pursed his thin lips.
"Must you talk all the time?" Near asked the blond, looking at him with slight annoyance. Mello glared daggers.
"You can go fuck yourself with something hard and sand papery," Mello spat at the younger boy, his brows furrowing. Matt snickered and Mello whipped his head around to the gamer. "What are you laughing at, freak?" he asked angrily.
But before Matt could answer, L shushed them.
"Will you three just shut up?" the detective asked, also looking annoyed. Light tried to hide his smirk. "I'm getting sick and tired of all this fighting. If I heard one more threat or insult, you three will be severely punished."
The three Wammy boys gulped and gave L a nervous smile, not saying a word. L sighed, closing his eyes and trying to relax. Today...wasn't a good day.
"Boys," Light said in perfect English, the three boys looking over at him, "Would you please leave L and I alone for a bit? We need to discuss somethings."
They nodded, and without a word, left the room with Near shutting the door behind them. They began yelling instantly, running down the hallway.
Light sighed, turning to his troubled mate. "L.." he whispered, slowly walking over to him.
"...why didn't you tell me about that form, Light?" L asked, looking up at the teen. Light looked away, ashamed.
"I didn't tell you because..." Light trailed off, still not looking at his soul mate.
"Because?" L asked, urging the teen to continue.
The Dolia flicked his eyes to the detective, "Because I was afraid what you'd think," he said quickly, his eyes looking glassy from the forming tears. "I don't want to lose my mate, okay? I'm not always confident in what I am and what I do! Everybody has light and dark days, right?" tears rolled down his cheeks, "I'm a Dolia, I'm the personalized idea of perfection! Well, I can't be perfect..." another small tear slid down Light's cheek, but he wiped it away, "I'm not perfect...nothing is perfect..." he sniffed, looking at the floor with a pink face. How could he look at L? He was embarrassed.
"Don't cry, Light," L said, getting from his seat to go to his mate. He wrapped his arms around the teen, not knowing what to do or say...but when Light clung to him with desperation and need, he knew exactly what to say. "I don't expect you to be perfect, Light...as you said, nothing is. I don't expect you to be and I'm sure nobody else does. So...get that idea of perfection out of your mind and just be you, okay? We all have our weak spots..." he muttered the last part, running one hand up and down Light's back, trying to comfort the emotional boy.
"I-I'm sorry for acting like this..." Light whispered, tightening his grip on his lover, "I know how uncomfortable emotions make you sometimes..."
L shook his head, "No, Light, don't be sorry...it's about time I went face to face with these feelings. You bring them out of me, you know. Happiness...anger...sadness...jealousy..." L looked at the other wall, "...lust.." he muttered quietly.
Light smiled and chuckled, already feeling better. Then his expression sobered. "L..." he whispered.
"Hmm?" L asked, looking down at the teen.
The Dolia looked up at L Lawliet, "I...umm...I think I.." he felt his face turn pink. He cursed himself silently.
"You think what, Light-kun?" L asked curiously. Light shook his head.
"Nothing. It can wait," he said softly. L nodded.
"Are you okay now?" the detective asked.
"Yeah, I fine," the teen said, letting his lover free from the embrace. He smiled at the other, L smiling back.
"Thank you..." Light muttered, turning a little pink. Why did he blush around L so much? He loved but despised it at the same time. "I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't let that out.." he shifted on his feet.
L blinked, "It's fine, Light-kun. I need to experience more of your emotions, anyway. The good and bad."
Light nodded and went over to the bed to sit down. He held his head in his hands, letting out a sigh. "L, there's something else I have to tell you," he said. The raven haired man went over and sat down, too.
"Another form?" he asked.
Light shook his head and raked his fingers through his hair, "No. It's not about me this time," he muttered, looking over at his lover. L looked puzzled.
"What is it? I can't think of anything else,"
Light chewed his bottom lip, his eyes scanning the ground. "...I can bond soul mates here." he said after a few moments.
L knitted his brows together, "I thought you could bond them anywhere," he said, a little confused.
Light shook his head, "No, I mean, I can. The soul mates are together."
L's eyes widened, "Here? In Wammy's?"
Light nodded, "But I can't. Not yet. The timing isn't right,"
L thought for a moment. "...if the mates are us, Light...I'm ready to bond," he muttered. Light looked over, surprised.
"R-Really?" he asked softly, still surprised. L nodded.
"I've decided. I want to be your soul mate, Light." he looked over at the shocked teen.
Light blinked, "G-Geez...you didn't even let me prepare myself," he said, chuckling softly.
L smiled sheepishly, "Sorry. I didn't know this was a big deal."
Light nodded, "It's a huge deal. Do you know what being my mate means?" he asked.
L nodded slowly. Light began explaining, knowing that L was unsure, "It means that we're one. Our souls are connected. You're me, and I'm you. Our bodies are each others. If I'm hurt, you hurt. Your mind is mine, and mine is yours. We're one. Our bodies will be two, but us, inside, are one. That all happens when we bond..."
L swallowed hard, "I didn't know it meant all of that," he muttered, "I thought it meant that we're each others' forever.."
"It's kinda like that, too. But, when we bond...there's no turning back. You'll also become a Dolia, like Misa and I. Do you want that? Because if not, I'm okay. I can wait. I've been waiting, what's a few more months or years?" Light gave a small smile, "What matters most now is you. Do you want to become a Dolia and live forever? Or do you want to stay human and leave this world, letting your half of our soul be put into someone else?"
L shook his head, "I want you to be mine, Light," he said confidently, "and I want to be yours," he added.
Light felt a shiver creep up his spine. He liked it when L said things like that. The raven continued, "As I said before, Light, I've decided. We will bond...but, how do we bond? Is it like getting married?"
Light blushed, "No, it's not like that. It's much, much, much more different."
L smiled, "You're blushing. It's something intimate, isn't it?"
Light tried to glare through his blush, "Shut up, don't say things like that so casually!"
L laughed, leaning over to his Light-kun. "Well, I'd just like to let you know that when you're ready to bond, I'm ready." he finished with a soft kiss to Light's lips, feeling the teen relax against him.
"Thank you..." Light whispered when they broke apart. He smiled at his mate, L giving one back.
"Oh, what about the soul mates? The ones other than us," L said, bringing up the previous conversation.
With realization hitting him, Light bit his lower lip again. Shit, this wasn't going to go good. "Well...the mates are...different..." he began.
"I'm tired of being confused, Light," L said, "Give me another emotion."
Light sighed, "The mates are Matt and Near."
L rose both of his brows, shocked. "Matt and Near?"
The teen nodded, "But also Matt and Mello."
L was back to being confused, "But...you said Near was.."
"And Mello and Near," Light continued, staring at his mate with serious eyes.
L blinked his eyes, his mind sorting the information quickly. "Matt, Mello and Near are all soul mates? All three of them?"
Light only nodded in confirmation.
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To be continued...
Lots of different things in this chapter . I'll list them :
-Demonic appearances of the Dolia .
-More emotional bonds with L and Light .
-L accepting the bonds of being a Dolia mate .
-Matt, Mello and Near being soul mates . I will get A LOT of questions about that one , I just know it .
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Nate