Hellow people! It's the end of the story and I know your all waiting to find out if Sy killed himself so I want keep going.....

I don't own anything....oh and I didn't Yugioh gx for Chrismas like I had hoped. =(

Dear little brother,

I miss you so much. I can't belive your gone now.

I know you we're in pain......but I wish you would have told me. I mean I'm your older brother and I would tryed to fix it.

I know we fough, but we had our good times too.....

Why didn't you come to me? I would have helped you! I wish you would have at least said something! At least told me you felt like this!

I though it was MARK! At first I though he was the reason you killed yourself but once I read that note.....I learned you had this plained for a long time.

Sy....you had a future.....you never drug me down......you where gonna get better and leave the mental hospital.....but I guess no one ever told you.

So now I have to tell you in death,what I should have told you in life.

You where so nice and you where the best brother. You didn't desever any of the things that happened to you!

I should have helped you......but I didn't. I though if I didn't help you, that it tounghen you up but all it did was break you down!

Syrus I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry I was a bad brother! I'm sorry I didn't help you when you needed me most! I"m sorry little brother,I'm sorry.

I miss you and love as much as ever.

Your big brother,

Zane Brain Truesdale

Hey,sport....it's Dad.....

I didn't want my good bye to be like a letter....I wanted it to be like we where just talking. Something I guess we never got to do much.....

I really don't know what to say,Syrus. You where a good kid...a little messed up at times but hey no one's perfect.

Syrus....I wasn't there....I wasn't there for you at home....I didn't vist you at Ocean Blues' enough.....I'm sorry for that son.

You never put me threw pain.....I want you to know that I love you very much....even if I never told you that.

Love,

Dad

Dear Syrus,

They say twins are very close.

I wonder if that counts for us two since we where ferturnal twins. You know you being a boy and me being a girl.

Anyway....I hate that you did this to yourself brother.

I was mad at you for it.....but I'm not mad anymore.

Once I cam to terms with that my anger turned to saddness....wich it was all along.

Syrus I'll miss you till I met up with again in heaven.

But till then I'll see your face in my reflection........

With love,

your twin sister Kearen.

Dear Syrus,

It's aunt juciey! I hope you know that I love you and don't have any hate towards you for this. I'll never stop missing you and I love you.

I watched you grow up from a baby to the hansome young man you where and still are.

Missing you,

Aunt Juciey Fruit

Syrus honny, I wish you wouldn't have done this.

I wish you where still here! You may not have been my real son but I always considered you to be! I loved you so so so so very much.

I'll never stop missing you,sweetie. I loved you like you where my own son.....

Syrus it's is true that we hated MARK! But we loved you more than we hated him! Love beats Hate Syrus.....but I guess...it's a little too late to tell you that.

Sweet heart I loved you so much and...I still do. I'll never stop loving you! Never!
I know that there will be days when I'm mad at you,where I want to know why,days where I'm gonna feel like it's my fault.....days where I miss you so much I'll want to join you in heaven. But I know I'll make it threw till I see you again.

Love,

Your Step-Mom Holly

My little boy,

Why? Why did you do this?

Why!?

You had such a great life ahead of you! You where going to get better.....you wheren't going to be like me! Like me.....all hurt and broken on the inside.....

You wheren't suposed too anyway.......

Syrus you where my little boy,my baby.....I can still remeber what it like when I was pergant with you and you kicked inside of me. I remever holding you when you where born....you where such a sweet little baby.....so cute and soft.

I didn't get to see you grow up because I away.....but I still got pictures and got to talk to you over the phone.....

Syrus I loved you more than life,and I"ll always miss you.....heck I may even see soon because this pain is becoming too much.

Love,

Mama

Dear Sy,

Hey,Buddy! It's Jay!

I can't belive what happened to you....because I mean I had just saw you like a month before....

But I don't think any less of you. I know you weren't in your right mind when it happened. I know you hated to do this but and that you though you where helping us.

But Sy I just want you to know that you never drug me down.....you where my best friend buddy. Heck,you where the little brother I never got to have.

Sy I don't know where we go when we die but I know you'll be there.....waiting on the rest of us.
I want to think we go to heaven and that your waiting on us.....I don't think you go to hell for sucide......I think you go to heaven.

I want you to know I love you buddy and I miss you,

Jaden

Half Pint,

I know we never got along much but I want you too know that even that we fough and stuff you where one of the best friends I ever had!

I'll miss you.
- Hasselberry

Dear Sy,

This is from me and Atty. I had to write it because Atticus is comforting Zane......

We miss you very much....I wish you would have come and talked to me about this. Not the killing yourself part. I know you weren't thinking clear when you did that....

I'm talking about MARK!

You said you had black outs and heared some voices.....I wish you would have told me...or Zane or Atty or Jaden or your folks or anyone!

Cause I can't help but think if you did you'd still be here! That you wouldn't have gone threw all that!

Sy I miss you and Atty misses you too.

With lots of love,

Alexis and Atticus

Dear Sy-Sy,

Aunt Juciey is letting me write in your journal. I don't why,because you never let me.

But I want you to know that I'll miss you when your away.

Mommy and Daddy said your gone to sleep and your not gonna wake up. Zane just said you went on a trip and your not coming back.

I wish you weren't going on that trip and I wish you would wake up cause I don't know who's gonna play with me.

Your a good big brother and I don't get why I have to wait so long to see you agian.

With Hugs and Kisses,

Your little sister, Mckenzie

Once the everyone had writen their good bye's in Syrus's journal Sy's step-mom and his Dad put it in his comfen next to him.

After that....the cofen was closed.

The journal would never be wrote in again...not by Syrus............ or by Mark.

Yeah that's the end!

*ducks behind big rock* don't kill me!

Yes,I know Syrus died! I wasn't going to kill but then I changed my mind.

So very sorry and please don't hate me,and please reveiw!