Matt had decided to avoid the topic of Mr. Lahey with Isaac. Ever since he had left that day to go to Man Candy, Isaac hadn't said a word about what he was going to do. Matt didn't want to push his boyfriend to talk so he just did his best to be supportive. It bothered him a little that Isaac wouldn't talk to him, but he did his best to respect the boy. It also helped that he had a scene with Derek that day. It was going to take all of his energy to persuade the man that everything was okay. So as usual Matt didn't say anything as he and Isaac drove to Man Candy. - Isaac gave Matt a quick kiss as they got into Man Candy. "See you tonight" he murmured before slipping off. Matt sighed as he watched Isaac go. The other boy was doing a scene with Scott. As much as Matt wanted to go and watch he had to go find Derek who was probably freaking out. Matt headed down to Derek's dressing room and knocked once. Derek opened the door and frowned as he looked down at the boy. "Matt.." "No Derek you are not starting this with me do you understand? We have done plenty of scenes together in the past. I am not going to let one bad scene ruin this for us understood?" Derek looked away and shrugged a little. "How do you know i'm not going to hurt you again?" Matt chuckled as he wrapped his arms around the taller male. "Oh shush. Derek do you want to hurt me?" "No" "Then you won't. See how easy that was?" Derek grumbled something causing Matt to shake his head. "Stiles is right you are such a sourwolf. Come on lets go do our scene." Derek didn't say anything, but he did let Matt drag him out of the room and down to set. - "Wait so what are we doing?" Scott grinned as he lightly smacked Isaac's ass. "We're doing a scene silly." Isaac yelped a little as he turned to look at Scott. "I know that...I mean what is happening in said scene?" "I'm going to spank you till your perky little ass is red and then i'm going to eat you up." Isaac blushed as Scott began getting undressed. "Does..does spanking feel good? I mean when I was little it always seemed like a bad thing." "You and Matt need to branch out in the bedroom bud. It will definitely be super satisfying." Isaac bit his lip. "Um we haven't..you know.." Scott froze as he looked at the boy. "Wait what? You haven't done the deed with your bf but you and Jackson did it for Man Candy?" Isaac shrugged. "We haven't been dating that long..and we've been busy with work and stuff lately.." Scott raised his eyebrows. "Interesting" he murmured softly. "Soooo we should get ready for our scene now.." Isaac bit his lip and nodded still feeling a little uneasy. Maybe he shouldn't have jumped to have sex with Jackson. He wondered if Matt had thought about his decision the way Scott seemed to be thinking about it. - Matt stripped down never breaking eye contact with Derek. He knew the man was still so anxious about hurting him, but he really needed to get his shit together. Matt walked over and pushed Derek down to the bed. Straddling the man Matt leaned down and began kissing Derek slowly as he grinded against the man's cock. "Feel so good baby" he murmured. Derek's hands came up to lightly grip his waist. The man kissed Matt back slowly and gently definitely holding back. "Fuck Derek, come on I know you can give me more". Matt pulled back and licked his lips before scratching his nails down the man's chest. "I want you to fuck me Derek, I want to feel your cock breaking me in half. Please baby I know you can do it." Derek seemed to hesitate a moment before he was growling and flipping them over so Matt was on the bottom. "I'm guna fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk for days. Everyone's going to know who you belong too." Even though it was for the scene Matt shivered as Derek took over. It seemed like his words had given Derek permission to finally let go. Matt spread his legs as he felt Derek shifting and heard the tell tale sound of tearing as the man pulled out a condom and rolled it on. "I'm going to give it to you little one. I'm going to give it to you real good." Matt licked his lips and groaned as he felt Derek's fingers stretching him out. - Isaac groaned as Scott switched off between spanking him and licking at his hole. "Come on cutie use your words with me. You like this? What do you want baby?" "Moreee please moree!" "Much better. You're such a good boy aren't you?" Isaac whined as Scott gave his ass a particularly hard smack before nipping at his ass cheeks. "You're my kinky little boy aren't you cutie?" Isaac could only moan. - "That's it, ride my cock little one. Show me how much you want it. How much you've needed it." Matt moved up and down on Derek's cock letting it fill him completely. "Yes Yes Yes baby please!" Derek gripped the boy's hips tightly, every once in a while pulling a hand off to smack Matt's ass while he nipped and sucked at his neck. "Come on sexy, I want you to blow our load all over my stomach. I know you've been wanting to let go. Show me." Matt had been wanting to hold off for a little longer, but it had been a while since he had had sex let alone being intimate at all with Isaac. So he released, and he released hard. He swore for a moment he blacked out, but when he came back Derek was holding him close and kissing his forehead gently. "Guess we both needed this huh?" Matt swallowed and nodded burying his face into Derek's neck. - Scott kissed Isaac on the cheek before heading back to his dressing room. "Good job Lahey!" Isaac smiled a little before changing and heading outside to wait for Matt. He felt weird about everything. He knew he'd have to tell Matt about his conversation with Donovan, but he didn't know where to start. Biting his lip Isaac dug through his phone until he found the old picture he had been looking for. "Maybe things will be different now..." - Matt cleaned up quietly. He knew Derek was watching him, but he suddenly wasn't in the mood to talk. It was kind of uncomfortable to think that he and Isaac were boyfriends, but they hadn't really done anything. Granted they hadn't been going out for a long time, but still. They were freaking pornstars. They came to work to fuck other people and returned to an apartment or went to separate apartments to not fuck or anything. Derek tried to speak but Matt only shook his head as he gave the man a quick kiss on the cheek. "Thanks for letting go today. It meant a lot." Derek stroked the boy's cheek gently as he kissed his forehead. "Feel better little one" he murmured softly. The gentleness of everything almost made Matt cry, but instead he pulled it together and nodded. "I will, thanks". - The car ride home was uncomfortably quiet. Neither one knew what to say to the other. "Did you want to get.." "Can we stay together tonight? I don't care if its your place or mine, but I want to be with you tonight." Matt nodded as he drove them back to his place. "Why does it feel like we're in a fight when we aren't?" Isaac shrugged as he looked out the window. "Because I haven't been communicating with you..i've been pulling away because of the shit back home." He turned to Matt. "You know I really care about you right?" Matt swallowed and nodded trying to hold back the tears as he parked the car. "Yeah, I care about you too." Isaac slipped out of the car and went over to grab Matt's hand and pull him out. "I'm sorry for being such a shit to you. I..I can't talk about it tonight, but can we have a good night? Order in or cook together, watch tv, cuddle in bed till we pass out maybe even a kiss if you think i'm good enough?" Matt laughed a little granted it sounded hollow. "Of course. Just promise you will talk to me about everything soon?" Isaac nodded cupping the boy's face in his hands as he kissed him slowly and passionately. "All I could think about today was you.." "Same" "I miss us." Isaac shook his head as they headed up to Matt's apartment stopping only when the boy had to unlock the door. "We're still together Matt. Still us. I'm not letting you go that easily." Matt shut the door and pressed Isaac up against it kissing him roughly. "Good because I had the same thought in my mind." - Things were still a little awkward between the two as the night progressed. The cooking was fun, but the cuddling was awkward and some of the kisses were almost forced. There was a lot that had to be discussed, but with both boys feeling so drained, it was definitely not going to be happening that night. Isaac passed out first that night and Matt stayed up to watch him sleep noting that it wasn't as peaceful as other times that he had seen the boy. "I love you so much" Matt whispered in to the darkness. "Please don't ever leave" he murmured before letting the darkness finally overtake him.