Okay I'm going to attempt to continue writing this cause a majority of you really want me to

Retry

Emily's POV

"I still can't believe you said yes," I rolled my eyes at Hanna's words not really getting what the big deal was.

She refuses to let it go even for a second. All I did was say yes to dating Maya and she's acting like I just agreed to be with Prince William or something like that. Anyway I've been on the phone with Hanna for what seems to be the past decade but what was really only about half an hour.

"I mean you're dating the MAYA one of the hottest and sexiest women in the music industry. And just think about it before you wanted nothing to do with her now you can shove your tongue down her throat anytime you want."

I open my mouth to say something but then close realizing she's right. Before any of this shit, I wanted nothing to do with her but now I'm suddenly with her. It kind of made me wonder if what exactly happen. Maybe I did a sort of have feelings for but just I denied them because I didn't want to be like those girls who offer themselves up to her. Though I'm not like that I'm far from it to be exact.

Leaning back I close my eyes as I listen to Hanna ramble on some more. My mind drifted back yesterday's earlier events. It was actually the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. Hell even when I went out with Ben all he did was walk up to me and basically told me I was going to Fall Ball with him as his girlfriend. He truthfully didn't even seem to really care. All I was to him was another playboy looking for a new toy to play with.

Same could technically be said about Maya also but with her at least she seems to care. I mean no one would actually work that hard just to get into someone's pants would they? No, at least I think they wouldn't. I'm not sure I don't have much experience in this department. The most experience I have ever gotten was when after I came out and every boy seemed to think that they could "fix me" by fucking me. That was the most annoying time in my life ever.

It also didn't help that after I came out my parents were also giving me a hard time. Well my mom at least was giving me a hard time. My dad told me that all he want for me was to be happy and being with another female was what made me happy then so be it. My mom on the other had was a completely different story. She was acting as if I had told I was went on a murder spree and that I had no regrets. She even tried to send me away to some kind of reform camp that was again suppose to 'fix me'. Luckily though my dad talked her out of it. Since then she's slowly has been coming to grips with my sexuality but in baby steps. Hey, it's better than her just completely hating me for the rest of my life

When I came to my friends however they were cool with it. Somehow they already knew and were relieved when I finally realized it. Hanna wanted to throw a party. Aria was happy that she didn't have to see me with someone that I clearly didn't love and was uncomfortable with. Spencer was just relief that I was done denying what was going and we could finally hook me up with someone more to my fitting.

All in all pretty much everyone except for a few selected people were okay with it. Most of them were happy while others weren't. Most wanted to support me and have my back one hundred percent while others wanted to 'help me get better'. It was like yang and yo during that time period.

"Emily there's someone here to see you," my mom's voice brought me out of my thoughts

"Okay mom coming," I yell back.

My attention goes back to Hanna who was still ranting on. Rolling my eyes I place my phone on my bedside table not bothering to hang up on her. Honestly I just wanted to see how long until she realizes I'm gone.

Getting up from my bed I make my way downstairs. When I reach the bottom step I was in a mixture of shock and happiness when I saw Maya standing there. She was dressed in a pair black combat boots, dark blue skinny jeans, an AC/DC t-shirt and black leather jacket while her hair was placed loosely around her shoulders. She looked really hot in to one hundred percent honest.

"Hey what are you doing here," I ask her once I was able to pull my eyes off of her.

"What I'm not allowed to see my girlfriend now," she said with a smirk and a wink.

A slight blush came across my cheek hearing those words come out her mouth. Then my blush just grew more when I felt her lips pressed up against mine. Smiling into the kiss, I kissed back. She licked my bottom lip asking for entrance when I heard someone clear their throat. Jumping back I looked up to find my mom standing there with an amused look on her face.

"Were just going to head upstairs and talk," I said grapping Maya's hand awkwardly and dragging her up the steps.

"Leave the door open," my mom called up.

"Okay," I called back down pulling Maya into my room.

Letting go of her hand I make my way over back toward my phone. Placing it to my ear I hear Hanna still ramping on. Geez this girl can go.

"You know when girls invite me to their rooms it's usually at night, when their parent isn't home, and their door is closed," Maya says as she wraps her arms around my waist.

Giggling I turn around in her arms so that I could look her in the eyes.
"It's so cute how you think that's going to happen. Sorry to break it to you honey but that's not going to happen unless you put a ring on it," I tell her pulling myself free from her and flopping on my back on to my bed.

"Wow looked who just quoted Beyoncé," committed Maya copying my actions except landing on her stomach and propping herself up on her elbows.

Rolling my eyes I hold my phone over my face. Before I hand time to react my phone was snatched away from me. Shouting out an ignored hey Maya sat up and moved away from me. Jumping up I go for my phone only to have to start a game of keep away. Which was strange considering that I was taller and should be able to take it from her with ease but that was proving to be a challenge.

"Give it back Maya," I scold at her.

"Why? Who are you talking to?" she asked smirking.

"Because it's my phone and it just Hanna."

"Caleb's Hanna? Cool I'm going to say hi!"

She moved away from me causing me to fall down. Glaring up at her I saw her about to say something. Without a second thought I got up and jumped up on to her back causing her to fall, dropping the phone in her hand.

"What the fuck," she cried glaring up at me.

"You gave me no choice," I told her with a wink.

"I wasn't aware that I had a choice."

"Well now you do."

I tried to reach over and grab my phone but Maya flipped us over so that she was on top. In one swift movement she snatched up my phone. I didn't even have to time to react because Maya already had the phone by her ear and was saying something. I would have gotten back at her later but instead Hanna scream at the top of her lungs most likely shattering her ear drum.

I smirked as I watched her face drain. Knowing very well that Hanna had dragged her into another conversation. Chuckling I stood up and gave a small wave before mouthing her luck and leaving not giving her a chance to stop me. From behind me I could feel her burn her eyes into the back into of my head. I didn't care though this was my payback from all the times she was a bitch before we got together.

Walking down the steps I made my way into the kitchen where I found my mom pouring herself. Pressing my lips together I made my way over to the fridge since I wasn't really sure what to say to her. I haven't exactly told her about Maya and me dating. And considering she just caught having a make out session that doesn't help anything. It also really doesn't help that my mother is very aware of her reputation.

Grapping two water bottles I close the fridge and try to sneak out only to have my mom stop me. The voice she uses with me causes me to cringe. Slowly I turn on my heels so that I can face my mother. Giving a tight smile I make my way over to her with the waters clench in my hands. Taking a seat in front of her I await for whatever lecture that may or may not be coming.

"When than that start to happen," she said gesturing toward the foyer.

"Um yesterday," I tell her hoping that would make a slight difference in the outcome.

"And why did you agree to go out with this girl when you know about her reputation," she asked sternly.

"Because I wanted to give her a chance?" I say as more of a question than a statement.

What did she want me to say exactly? That I wanted to be played like those other girls or that she won me over which she technically did but still. Neither of those answers would stratify her anyway.

"Why so that she can get you into bed with her than leave you," she snapped as she paced back and forth.

"No she's not like that," I try to say convincing her. Though the problem is I'm not sure if I was trying to convince myself or her.

"And how do you know that Emily."

I close and reopen my mouth several times. A huge part of me was telling me that she does like and care for me but there's still that small voice in the back of my head saying she doesn't. There's still a chance that I was just a pawn in some silly little sexual game of her but there is the chance that she actually does care for me. There for I should give her a chance. I mean when I first met her she was a total bitch and player but then as time went on she was really sweet and caring. Hell whenever girls/guys come up and offer themselves to her she rejected them. Though I'm sure if I told my mom she would create some excuses as to why she was still the same.

"I don't want you with her. I don't trust as far as I can throw her nor do I like her or her attitude for that matter," she said taking a sip from her coffee.

"That's what the tabloids say mom but that not how she really is," I defend.

"Yes, but that's also how she acts interviews."

"It's just an act she puts on mom."

"I still don't trust her Emily. I don't like her."

It took everything inside of me to not say something. She has hated all of my girlfriends. None of them were ever good enough for her apparently. Though in reality I think the major problem was that they didn't have something dangling in between their legs.

"Well you should mom you just don't know her like I do," with that I grabbed the two bottles of warm water and headed upstairs.

The whole time though I kept going back to the argument with my mom. She reacted like that than how is my dad going to react. Yeah he can be the most understanding person in the world but when it came down to it he can be really harsh. Sure he hasn't liked some of my girlfriends either but at least he did try to get to know them before judging when he first laid eyes on them.

Walking in my room I had to bite my lip to keep myself from laugh when I found Maya with an annoyed expression her face. She looked toward me once I placed took a seat next to her on the bed. Handing her a bottle she mouthed killed me with a roll of her eyes. Chuckling I took the phone away from her and placed a phone by my ear.

"Hanna," I said canceling her.

"I have to go I'll talk to you later okay."

I hung up on her right as she was about to lunch into another rant. I start to open my mouth to say something when I get cut off by Maya pressing her lips against mine. Smiling me press back cupping a hand on her cheek. She licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. So to exact my revenge for taking my phone away I denied her. Which caused her to let out a groan in frustration than tried to licking my lips again only to have me move away from her instead.

"Tease," she muttered as I let out a chuckle.

"So what are you doing here anyway," I ask her as she laid down next to me.

"Oh, so I'm not allowed to visit my beautiful girlfriend."

"Never said that. I just know that there's more to this visit than meets the eye."

"Okay if you must now I want a retry."

"A retry?"

"Yes a retry of our first date."