Hey hey!! Sorry I haven't updated, my town had an ice storm and my electricity was out. And if anyone has moviemaker, and a youtube account, could you possibly make a trailer for this story? I was really wanting a trailer for this story, but I don't have moviemaker. It's OK if you don't want to, just a question. All of this chapter will be in Meghan's POV. This chapter is really sad, because I was depressed when I wrote it. But don't worry, I edited it a bit to make it less depressing.
Meghan's POV
I had cried all of my tears, and Shane had comforted me the entire time. Nothing could possibly make me feel worse. I heard footsteps, and looked up to see a man in scrubs walking toward us. "Are you here for Nate Willows?" He asked, looking solemn. "Yes, how is he?" Shane asked, becoming fully alert.
"We're sorry, but during his surgery he went into shock, and his heart stopped. We tried to revive him but, he didn't make it. I am truly sorry." He said, his head pointed at the floor.
I heard a scream, and realized it had came from me. "Please tell me you're joking!" I yelled, standing up. "I wish I could, I really wish I could. But I'm not, my sincerest apologies once again. I collapsed to my knees, and more tears poured from my eyes. "No no no no this can't be happening. Why why why?" I muttered to myself, wrapping my arms around myself, and rocking back and forth.
I could feel everyone's eyes on my back, and could hear Mitchie crying lightly, but that wasn't important. Nothing was important any more. The love of my life was gone. I felt a pair of strong arms wrap themselves around me from behind. And I looked up to see a sobbing Shane.
"I'm so sorry Meghan. I'm so so sorry." Shane muttered, as his tears fell onto my forehead. "Is he really gone Shane?" I asked, my vision was blurred by the tears, but I could just see him nodding his head.
I sobbed even harder, falling back onto Shane's chest. I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck, crying into his neck. Mitchie came over and wrapped her arms around me as well.
I bet that if any one walked in right now, it would look really depressing; three teenagers huddled in a circle, hanging onto each other and sobbing.
"S-Shane, what about Connect 3?" I asked, thinking about how many fans would be heart broken. "Connect 3 is no more. We can't continue on without Nate. He was what holds us together. Connect 3 is broken up." He said, his voice barely above a whisper.
And it all hit so hard. These horrible people murdered the love of my life, they broke up one of the most famous bands in the entire world. And they took an innocent person out of this world. I saw red, and curled my hands into fist.
"I'm going to kill whoever did this to him. I'm going to kill them." I said through my teeth, I bet if I looked there was smoke coming out of my ears.
"Meghan, I can't let you do that." Shane said, and Mitchie agreed with him. "Why not? Don't you understand how I feel. If someone killed Mitchie wouldn't you do anything to get revenge?" I sobbed, my words slightly muffled my Shane's shirt.
"Yes, but I'm superhuman, you're a regular human. Nate wouldn't want you getting yourself killed for him." He said, rubbing my back soothingly. "I don't care, you can help me then. But I will not stop until Nate is avenged." I said, the tears of anger and sadness mixing together. Causing a strong taste of warm water and salt in my mouth.
"I will avenge Nate. That I swear, but I'm not going to involve you." Shane said, using his thumb to wipe away my tears. "It's too late now. I'm already involved. Me and Nate promised each other, that no matter what. If one of us died, then the other would avenge them, and then follow in their footsteps. Like Jack told Rose in the Titanic movie 'You Jump I jump'." I said, thinking of Nate made me sob even harder.
Shane opened his mouth to argue, but I cut him off. "You can't break a promise." I said, staring into his eyes. "Fine, but no matter what happens, if I tell you to run you run got it?" He asked, his voice stern, yet loving. "I promise." I said hugging him.
"Would you like to go see him?" A voice asked, causing me to jump. I turned to see the same doctor as before standing there, his eyes shining with unshed tears.
"Yes please." I said, pulling myself up. "All of you can go see him at once, you can say your goodbyes before we put him away." He said, making Nate sound like a doll. 'Put him away'? how morbid does that sound.
"Thank you DR... Greene." Shane said, pulling himself up as well. Shane held my hand in his, and walked me down the hall. Any other day I would've squealed at the fact the I was holding Shane Gray's hand. But today, nothing was running through my mine except hate, anger, and sadness.
Shane opened the door to Nate's room, and the sight made my heart stop for a full three seconds. Nate was so pale, and his hair lacked it's usual shine, and he lie there unmoving.
I kept waiting for him to jump up and say 'got ya' but I knew it would never happen. I placed my head on Shane's chest, I couldn't look at him anymore. I wanted to remember the lively, loving Nate. Not this.
Shane picked me up, and held me to him, kissing my forehead lightly. "Our manager just called. We have to get down to the studio soon to break the news." Jason said, and I realized that he was basically being ignore by all of us.
I slid myself out of Shane's arms, and walked over to Jason, and pulled him into a hug. He stood stiff for a moment, before wrapping his arms around me. "It's not good to hold in your emotions." I said, laying my head on his chest just like I did with Shane.
"I was trained to not show emotion." He said, and even though he spoke in monotone, I heard his voice crack at the end. "Even super spies cry sometimes." I said, looking up at him.
He lower lip trembled slightly, and he bit down on it. I saw his eyes fill with tears, but he refused to let them fall. "Don't bottle it all up. Because one day you will overflow, and burst." I said, and a single tear fell down his cheek. It slowly slid down, and I watched it, until it landed on my shoulder, making a small dark splatter on my shirt.
I heard Mitchie and Shane walk over to say their goodbyes to Nate, but I couldn't bare to look. I just hugged Jason tighter, and listened to the tears fall.
When they were done, I took my turn. I couldn't fine any words to say, so I bent down and placed a firm kiss on his cold lips. "I love you. I'll see you in eternity." I whispered in his ear, before kissing him one last time and stepping back.
"I think I'm going to stay behind for a second." Jason sniffled. "To you know, say goodbye." Jason said, looking completely different with the tears tracks on his cheeks.
Shane, Mitchie, and I all turned to go. But stopped when we heard Jason gasp loudly. We turned back around, and gasped at the sight of...........
I know you must hate me right now, but I couldn't resist.