SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT. Last chapter took a lot out of me for some reason and I wasn't in the right mindset for it. But thank you to naley19 for PMing me and telling me to get my butt in gear! And also for recommending my story to others, you kick major tail! Also, a shoutout to Barb008 for being uber awesome with ideas. and vamosrafa07 for loving the Montreal Canadiens, hockey, and Edward Cullen as much as I do. It was great to meet someone who knew Carey Price! Also, to every reveiwer, you are amazing. Please don't stop, I get more and more excited to write with the more and mroe reveiws I get. My goal is 1000 for this story. Think we can make it?!

Last chapter's response was AMAZING. I am so glad you all liked it as much as I did. So not much to say...I've seen the Twilight movie three times now...probably three more times during Xmas break. Can you believe about Catherine Hardwicke not directing? I'm not sure what i think about that. the funniest thing I thought that happened was the pictures of Kristen Stewert "smoking pot". I've seen the pictures and they look legit...I laughed really hard.

Anywho, hope you all have a wonderful week and here is the latest installment!

Lies, Libido, and Laws

B POV

The sun woke me, I heard birds chirping outside and cars whizzing past, I blinked my eyes open slowly and was met with pale skin. The marble texture elevated and then descended as the body breathed and I found myself feeling comforted with the repetitive direction. I turned my neck to look at my surroundings and found I was in my room, still early, still twilight.

The body began to move and I turned my neck back over to find Edward hovering over me. His eyes were peering into mine, into my soul and assessing the damage. The thoughts came rushing back into my head as I stared at his features. His strong jaw was relaxed, his perfect nose straight, his lips pursed in thought, and his eyebrows crunched in concern. I let a small smile grow on my face and Edward's hand came and brushed my cheek, leaving a trail of warm tickling sensation on my flesh.

I moved so I was more in the crook of him, he and I still staring at each other, looking for the reaction of the other of last night's events. I felt a little stupid for having an emotional heart attack in front of him, but if I had wanted anyone there as I fell to pieces, it would be Edward. My head was pounding with a headache, but I figured it was just the amount of alcohol I drank last night.

"Hello," he said as he kissed my cheek ever so lightly; it was a feather-light touch but still made my head swim and eyes flutter with excitement.

"Hi," I said meekly. I was afraid I had scared him off last night and I wanted to determine the damage we had both inflicted last night.

"You doing better?" He asked lightly, his fingers were tracing up and down my arm, tickling the soft flesh.

"Mhm," I yawned, my eyes still sleepy. We stayed silent; I wasn't sure what to say. I thought that if things were ruined between us then I wanted to end things quickly and not delay it any longer.

"I'm sorry for what happened last night," I blurted out. Edward chuckled at my bluntness.

"Don't apologize," he said with his gorgeous crooked smile.

"I don't want you to think I am just this weak girl who can't take care of herself."

"I would never think that, I don't think that," he replied. His hand was trailing down my face still, swirling his finger on my cheek.

"I love you, Bella," he whispered. A huge grin broke out on my face and I couldn't help how it just seemed to stay there.

"I love you, too," I replied. He leaned down and kissed me, his lips parting and massaging mine with his. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling me closer, inhaling his warm scent. I playfully bit on his bottom laugh and then we brushed lips and parted, continuing chaste kisses for a moment.

"Did Alice and Rose come home last night?" I had felt bad I didn't make sure they were safe for me to leave the party.

"No, but I assume they went home with Emmett and Jasper," Edward replied, his head still hovering over me. I realized I was naked and a slight blush appeared on my face.

"I'm naked, aren't I?" I laughed. Edward's eyes twinkled and he grinned like a young child.

"I see no problem," he replied nonchalantly. I hit him playfully and then sat up, the sheet covering me. I stretched my muscles and looked at Edward who was doing the same thing, his joints cracking and popping in exertion.

"So, thank you, for last night," I said in a whisper.

"Seriously, it was my pleasure," he said as he kissed me again. "I actually really enjoyed it."

"Really?"

"Really. Now, what are your plans for the day?" I instantly looked away; knowing what I was going to say would make the tension grow tenfold. "Are you going to tell me?" Edward chuckled as I stared at the wall.

"Actually…" I began.

"Actually…?"

"I need to go to the grocery store," I said nervously, turning my head back to stare at him.

"Well, who better to go to the grocery store than a bodyguard?" Edward laughed as he leaned and kissed my forehead. I smiled and was glad he wasn't upset.

"I'll just go home and change, then come pick you in about half an hour?"

"Sounds good," I replied. He turned and grabbed his clothes, shoving them on and then headed to the window. I wrapped the sheet around my naked body and walked to him.

"Thank you for last night, again," I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck, smiling at the twinkle in his dark green eyes.

"You alright?" He said as he gently kissed my nose. I closed my eyes and relished in the butterflies that erupted in the pit of my stomach.

"Absolutely, I'll see you in an half an hour?" I said as I leaned up and kissed him on the lips. My tongue slid out and he graciously opened, allowing me access. I swirled my tongue with his, loving the taste of him.

"Mmm, yummy," he whispered as we broke. I giggled and then heard voices outside my room.

"Go," I whispered, scared that they might come and barge in. Edward didn't need to be told twice as he hauled himself up and out towards his apartment. I shut the window, leaving it unlocked, happy that I could leave it unlocked for him.

I turned back to my dresser and put on jeans and a blue sweater, putting my hair up in a ponytail and putting on my brown shoes. I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth, hoping to calm down the red eyes I had from crying all night in Edward's arms.

I smiled at the thought of him and the feelings he gave me. I sighed contently and put on the other shoe, seeing that I had about 15 minutes, decided to head out to the kitchen to see who was up already. I noticed Alice was up; making coffee and Rose was sitting on the couch, both of them still in their pajamas. Rosalie was reading the newspaper and her hair was pulled up to a messy catastrophe on the top of her head.

"Hey, Bells," Rose said as she kept reading.

"Hey," I breathed out as I inhaled the sweet aroma of the coffee. "Mmm, smells great."

"Want a cup?" Alice asked as she poured herself a large mug and put a great amount of creamer into it.

"No thanks, I am heading to the grocery store," I said. Rose snapped the paper back and looked at me, while Alice gave me a peculiar look.

"You're really going there?" Alice asked shocked. I guess I had thought they weren't affected by the shooting, but maybe they were better at hiding it than I was.

"Yes, I need some food since we haven't been for a couple weeks."

"Are you going alone?" Rose asked, she was as shocked as Alice.

"No, I'm taking Edward with me."

"How cute!" Alice giggled. "He seems like quite the protector."

"Oh, shut up," I rolled my eyes. In my mind I was praying that they would give it up. "Edward is just my bodyguard, plus, I thought you wanted me with Mike?"

"We could care less who you are with, just as long as you are getting some," Rose snorted. Alice picked up a pillow and launched it at her head, earning a giggle from me.

"What sweet Rosalie means," Alice cleared her throat. "Is that we want you to be happy."

"Thanks, I am," I replied. "But I'd rather just focus on ballet for now." I knew full well that it was a lie, but as far as my friends were concerned, it was the truth.

"Amen to that, sister," Rosalie said.

"Wait, weren't you crying last night?" Alice said offhand. Oh shit.

"How did you know about that?" I shot, a small blush heating my cheeks.

"Oh calm down, Rose told me you went home; she said you looked like a wreck." I shot Rose a glare and she weakly smiled at me.

"I'm sorry!" she said laughing. "You know how Alice is, she thinks everything is her business."

"That's because everything is my business," Alice chastised. Rose stuck her tongue out at Alice as Alice gave Rosalie the stink-eye.

"Alright, children," I intervened. Where's Edward?

"But seriously, what was with you last night?" Rosalie asked, putting down her newspaper and sitting up. Alice had perched herself on the arm of the sofa and was waiting patiently for my explanation.

"I was just having an emotional night," I shrugged. "It's that time of the month."

"Bull shit," Rosalie answered. "You know that girls say that only to get out of doing something. Remember when Alice didn't want to help Jasper move? She told him that and he left her alone. Or when I didn't want to put Christmas decorations and I told you guys that you and bought it?"

"Wait, that was a lie?" Alice said exasperated.

"You actually thought that I was too ill to hang mistletoe?" Rose giggled.

"You witch!" Alice laughed. "I was allergic to garland and I had to put up since you were 'under the weather'. My eyes were swollen from that itchy wire!" Rose and I started laughing at the memory of Alice bug-eyed. I gripped the couch to hold me up as I started giggling.

"It's not funny!" Alice shot. But after a few snorts, she joined in on the laughter.

"Okay, focus," Rosalie said after a few deep breaths. "Bella, what was up last night?" I took a deep breath and started out my lie.

"I was just overwhelmed with everything. Ballet is stressing me out, I was shaking Mike off me all night, and everyone just seemed have forgotten about me." I knew I sounded like a wimp, but what other excuse could I give?

"Oh, Bella," Alice cooed. She came up and wrapped her arms around me. "We could never forget you!"

"Thanks," I said giving her a tight squeeze. A knock on the door interrupted us and I knew it was Edward; I had to watch myself so I would run to the door, yank it open, and leap into Edward's arms.

"I'll get it!" Alice squealed as she skipped to the door. "Edward!"

"Hello," Edward said politely. "I'm taking Bella to the grocery store, is she ready?"

"She sure is, come on in," Alice replied as she waved her hand, motioning for Edward to come in. I smiled when we met eyes, he licked his lips and I found myself wanting to lick his lips too. I bit my lip at the sinful thought and glanced down at the floor, away from his probing stare.

"You ready?" He said casually. I nodded and went to grab my coat from the closet. Edward followed me, taking the coat from me, holding it open as I placed my arms in, and smiling at the chivalrous act.

"Now, you don't keep her out all night," Alice giggled as she wiggled her pointer finger at Edward. He laughed and nodded, knowing better than to argue with her.

"Nice slippers," he laughed at the sight of Alice's bunny slippers. She laughed and then turned to go into the kitchen.

"Do you guys need anything?" I asked.

"Will you pick me up some crackers?" Rose asked.

"And get me some eggs!" Alice hollered.

"Will do," I said as I followed to Edward the door. He held the door open and I went past him into the hall.

As soon as the door was shut, Edward yanked me towards him and met my lips with his, the yearning building in my stomach. If I didn't have him soon, I was going to combust. My stomach tightened with the want for him. I pushed him against the wall, assaulting his body with my lips.

"God," he breathed. I snickered on his skin and then realized we were out in public, I quickly snapped away and smoothed out my clothes.

"Come on," I said. Edward looked confused but I stared him in the eye, hoping he'd get the subtle hint. Edward nodded, obviously catching it, and then glanced around the hall. We walked the rest of the way to the grocery store, careful to keep an arm length away from each other.

"You nervous?" Edward asked nonchalantly as we rounded the corner. I shook my head; Edward chuckled and then said, "You are a great actress."

"What do you mean?" I asked curiously.

"You play your part extremely well. I almost bought that, if I didn't know you, I would have thought you were actually telling the truth." I smiled to myself and glanced at Edward.

"That's why I love you," I whispered so no one could hear. Edward smiled and we kept walking, our distance still fairly large.

We stopped at the front door as I took a deep breath and Edward opened the door for me. I glanced around, everything seemed to be normal, and so I just took a couple more steps, looking around the area.

Edward cleared his throat, clearing me from my nerves and I grabbed a basket as I headed down an aisle. I instantly started filling the basket with food: crackers, cans of soup, noodles, sauce, and granola bars were first to go in.

"I feel helpless, give me something to do," Edward laughed.

"Walk with me, keep my mind occupied. I'm scared that any minute I will hear a gun shot," I breathed out. My mind had been going in overload, analyzing every move everything made around me. Edward moved his hand to my back, his lips by my ear, but not so anyone could think we were up to anything.

"You're safe," he breathed and my eyes rolled back into my head at how deep and husky his voice was. "Nothing will hurt you; you have proved that you can take anything. I admire you for your strength." I was having problems breathing at the sound of his voice. It was deliciously smooth, making my knees shake and my body melt. He chuckled against my ears, which sent a shot of tickling pleasure down my body, and I spun around, wanting to attack his lips. His eyes glistened with lust and I'm sure mine mirrored his. I rested my hands on his chest as I rose, almost bringing my lips to meet his.

The bells from the front door opening shook both Edward and I and we stepped back from each other, remembering our places. I shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts and get back to shopping. Edward found subtle ways to touch me as we continued to shop. He'd grab the higher up items, while placing his hand on my shoulder for "balance". I couldn't help the shutter that went through my body as his shirt would come up giving me a perfect view of his abdomen.

He looked like sex on a stick.

I swallowed back the dangerously naughty things I wanted to do to him right here, fighting the urge to suck on his flesh.

We made it to the next aisle which happened to be cereal and I started straight for my Fruit Loops.

"You are perfect," Edward sighed as I inspected the box to make sure there was no damage.

"Excuse me?" I laughed as I looked up at him. His arms were folded and he was giving me his perfectly crooked smile, I felt my heart thump and then dissolve as his smile bore into me.

"A woman after my own heart," he said motioning to the Fruit Loops in my hand. I laughed and then placed them into my basket. I continued to walk along while Edward was a step behind me. I bit my lip, trying to resist the urge I had to turn around and meet his lips with mine, letting him know how wonderful he made me feel.

I could sense how hard it was for Edward too: he began to chew on his lip, fidget, and sigh heavily every few steps as I browsed aisles. His pace was set with mine and I wanted so much to grab his hand and walk along with him. It was my turn to sigh now and Edward glanced at me from the corner of his eye, still looking ahead. I noticed that there were more people here than usual and I decided that stolen kisses were just pushing our luck.

My body was suffering withdrawal from Edward's touch. His body had a way of calming my nerves and creating our own small world, just room enough for him and me. I smiled at happy I was, even though a small part tugged gently at my heart letting me know that I would not be able to be public with our relationship. I was sure that the short yank would always be there, but I wouldn't focus on it.

I started down the aisle of refrigerated beverages, passing the door to the inside of the freezer room where the beer was kept. I felt my arm jerk and my body was soon shivering while I was being placed against a shelf of alcohol. Edward's tongue was on my lips, begging for entrance and taking my breath away. The basket of food dropping to the floor, but we ignored the crashing sound as our lips massaged each other, pressing firmly on one another. I wrapped my arms around him, my nails pulling tersely on the ends of his thick, full mane as I allowed him access into the contours of my mouth. He tasted like the sweetest sin and I couldn't get enough of it.

Edward playfully bit my lip as we broke apart and our breath was shown in the chilling room. I shivered and Edward laughed as he brought his arms up and rubbed mine, hoping to create friction as he put space between us. I grabbed his shirt on his chest and pulled him back.

"No," I protested as I brought him back to my mouth. I wanted him desperately, the desire building between us. I needed him, wanted him, yearned for him, and couldn't bear to stay away from him. I hooked my leg around his hip, he grabbed onto it, digging his nails through my jeans and into my skin, increasing the sexual tension between us.

He was my drug and I was addicted.

I slid my hands down his chest, allowing my hands to travel to his back and then farther south, resting in the waistband of his jeans. We spoke words we could never say to one another through our kisses in the freezer room, I said more than I could ever say in a day in those few moments. We professed our love, our passion, and our desire for each other with those heated kisses. My heart was racing, my blood rushing, and my body aching, all for him.

"You are going to be the death of me," Edward breathed heavily as he rested his forehead on mine. Our breath was able to be seen and the shivers continued down my body.

The door opened suddenly and Edward jumped away from me, looking at random beverages as I pretended to look at the beer opposite of me. The large man that entered looked around and then headed to the Bud Light, grabbed a box, and then headed out with as a little as a grunt. I let out a sigh of relief as Edward came back and picked up my basket, handing it to me. I took it and turned towards the door. He gave a slight pat on my behind and I tried to wipe the humongous grin on my face.

I headed down the rest of the aisle, picking up the rest of the groceries I needed, plus a few for Rose and Alice and then turned to the check stand. Edward followed me, keeping silent as his role of the bodyguard commenced once again. His stance was concrete, his body solid and unwavering, and his face blank, only a slight glint of concentration in his eye. I slid my credit card through the machine, waiting for it to be approved. The cashier eyed Edward and then handed me my receipt and bag of groceries, I signed and gave him his copy back and kept mine. The cashier continued to eye Edward, probably trying to figure out why on Earth I would need a man guarding me.

We turned toward the door and made our way back to our apartment, Edward carrying my bags for me.

"Thank you," I replied as he grabbed them from me and we continued. He crooked-smiled and winked subtly causing me to blush a small amount and turn back to focusing on our pathway back home.

"Guess I am better than Mike, huh?"

"You're always better than Mike," I said smiling.

"Good to know," Edward said laughing. A couple walked past us, holding each other close as they walked briskly in the opposite direction of us. Edward and I stopped involuntarily as we turned to watch them. They seemed to be around the same age as us, kissing each other publically, and staring at each other as if the other held the key to their heart, to every secret they had, and every dream they ever dreamt. Another tug came at my heart and I winced.

I turned back to Edward who was frowning at me; I stared back knowing what was going through his mind. He wanted that to be us, I wanted that to be us, we were frowning at the impossible dream we both had.

I turned back to walking and continued, Edward following me, we kept silent. It wasn't an awkward silence; it was a silence full of unanswered questions. What is going to happen with Edward and me? Should I tell Alice and Rose? What will Mike do if he finds out? I wasn't sure we were ready to answer these, or I didn't know if I was ready to answer these. So for now, they were put on the back burner.

We made our way up the stairs and to the apartment. My body still wanting to crash into him and fastening onto his mouth, I was going to need some release soon, or I would go crazy.

"What are you thinking?" Edward asked nonchalantly as we walked down the hall.

"You don't want to know," I muttered.

"Try me," Edward laughed at my sullen look. Alright, we can play your game.

"I was thinking about tying you to your bed and finally getting some," I said as seriously as I could. Edward stopped; we were in front of his door now as he dropped the grocery bags and pushed me against a wall as his mouth ravished on my body. His lips were everywhere, along with the flame he brought when his body touched mine. He kissed from my neck down to my collarbone, nipping and sucking on the sensitive flesh. Oh, God, yes, I thought to myself.

"Someone is going to see," I mumbled. As I let my head hit the wall from the insane feeling that was surging through my veins, electrifying my nerves.

"I. Don't. Care." Edward said gruffly.

"We have to wait until no one can see," I said as my eyes remained closed and my shirt was jerked to the side, allowing him more access to my collarbone.

"I've waited long enough," Edward licked my skin, sending shivers down my back.

"Edward," I breathed. I meant for it to come out as a scold but it was more of a moan.

"God, you are so sexy," Edward said as he brought himself back to my lips, stopping the next sentence from leaving my mouth. What that sentence was I had no idea, it went completely out of my head as I felt the hard erection Edward had in his jeans. His body was pinned against mine but I still wanted him closer.

This is so wrong, stop, stop now! My brain yelled, I tried to ignore it, but before my selfish libido could rip Edward's clothes off, my stupid hands pushed Edward away. He stumbled a few steps backward, caught off guard from the impact.

"Enough," I breathed. I knew someone was bound to come out and see us and that was the only thing stopping me from latching myself on to his solid physique.

"I'm stopping," He said as he fell back onto the opposite wall, looking up as his breath calmed. His lips were swollen and I could feel my body warm and start to drip warm fluids in my lower abdomen.

"That was…" I started.

"Fan-fucking-tastic," Edward finished.

"You said it, Tiger," I replied. Edward's eyes seemed to lighten as he stood himself back up straight and picked up the groceries, walking to my door as I stayed where I was.

"Well, are you coming?" He teased.

"Give me an hour," I said tersely. He chuckled and then waited for me to pull myself together and bring out my keys to the apartment.

After unlocking the door and bringing in the groceries, we were met with a note on the counter stating that Alice and Rose went out to get some food with Jasper and Emmett, not being able to wait for us any longer. I laughed at the hungers of the two petite girls.

"And then there were two," Edward said as started unpacking the bags.

"Seems like it," I mumbled. I had never had a problem not being able to go out with Alice and Rose with their boyfriends, I had never had a boyfriend because of Mike and I hadn't met anyone that I had that connection with, until now. But still, it sometimes hurt that I couldn't join in the fun couple's activities.

"You okay?" Edward asked. I nodded and then got back to unpacking the various foods. We worked quickly and in a matter of minutes, the food was all packed away in the fridge and cupboards.

"Do you need anything?" Edward asked as I finished putting the bags in the pantry.

"I don't think so," I said as I turned back to him. "What do you want to do now?"

"How about we finish what was on your mind?" I smiled deviously, loving that plan. I nodded slowly and Edward grabbed my body, throwing me over one of his shoulders and heading for the door.

"I like this view," I giggled as I was now staring at his ass. He gave a little shake and I laughed more before hitting it playfully.

"Save that for later," he joked.

"Yes sir," I teased. Edward opened the hallway door, making sure no one was in it, before shutting my apartment door as we bolted for his. I was still strapped to his shoulder and bouncing along as he jingled his keys in his hand before unlocking it and shutting it quickly before dropping me to my legs and already kissing me.

I could never get enough of his kisses; the warmth and adoration in them were overwhelming and made my knees buckle. His hands were gentle but rough and supported me as we swiftly made it to the bedroom. I let my tongue roll over his and sucked on his top lip, savoring his taste.

Edward's hands were on my shirt about to lift up when we heard the knock on the door.

"Ignore it," Edward whispered. He didn't have to tell me twice as I continued with massaging his lips with my own.

"NEW YORK CITY POLICE!" We heard yell from outside. We both froze and unattached from each other, not sure if we had heard correctly.

"Straighten your clothes," Edward stated firmly as he walked to the front door. I was right behind him, making sure I looked presentable. Edward checked the peephole and then sighed as he opened the door. A man in a black police uniform stepped inside, looking intently at Edward.

"Edward Cullen?" He asked.

"Yea, that's me," Edward stated concerned. There were two other cops with him and suddenly they were grabbing Edward's arms and pulling them behind him.

"You are under arrest for committing the crime of theft in a local grocery store," the head police stated. The color drained from my face and I felt my heart quicken. Edward's face was full of shock and then it turned into a hiss as the police locked his hands in handcuffs, obviously tightening them too tightly.

"Wait, what?" I meant to say calmly but it came out worried, thick, and full of emotions.

"You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to speak to an attorney, and to have an attorney present during any questioning. If you cannot afford a lawyer, one will be provided for you at government expense."

"No, there is some mistake!" I screamed at the cop. The two other cops were dragging Edward out as he looked worried at me. All three officers ignoring me as they made their way, my mind going a mile a minute, not sure what to think. How could this happen?

"It'll be fine, Bella," he said calmly. "Call Emmett." I nodded as tears started to form in the corners of my eye.

"I'll take care of everything," I yelled after him as he was pushed through the hall to the stairs. I watched him walk, his head hung, his body frigid. I wanted to comfort him, pull him into my arms and kiss away his troubles the way he had done last night.

"I'll wait for you!" I yelled after him as he trudged along. Edward's head jerked up and turned to me, as far as his neck would allow and the look in his eyes was the single most passionate thing I had ever seen in my life.

As soon as he was out of my sight I raced back into his apartment, slamming the door, already calling Emmett on my phone.

"McCarty," he answered after three rings.

"EDWARDISINJAIL!" I screamed.

AGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

what did you think? Nice cliffy, eh? I guess I should start to put on my helmet for the death threats being sent my way after reading this.

How was the sexual tension? Too much? Too little? Let me know what you thought. I was having a hard time not just erasing Bella's name and putting "Brooklynn10" as the name so it looked like Edward loved me. haha I actually have a Twilight book that has all the "Bella's" crossed out and my name written above it. I got it for a gift and probably the best gift I have ever recieved. lol

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