Been a while since I updated....I got a comment....that kinda got to me....plus I have been updating my Suju fic too....anyway here is the next chapter I hope you like it....

Haemin's POV

I lay there thinking about what I had said to Junsu. 'Why did I say those thing? I didn't mean them, not really. But it isn't like he will want me now...I am used....worthless....' I sighed and felt my ribs burn in pain. Shifting a bit so I didn't feel it as much I closed my eyes and tried to see clearly the man's face. I knew I would have to try to make a composite picture of him, or ID him, at some point. But every time I saw him leering at me, I opened my eyes and tried not to scream. Tears flowing silently, I looked around the room. 'Where is Junsu? I want to see him...feel his warm again. Why can't we be back in the van like before? My heart hurts....my body hurts....Junsu....' I noticed MinHye was missing too, and that everyone else had found places to doze off. I decided I needed the bathroom and to find Junsu and MinHye, and moved to get out of bed. My mind screamed at the pain but I stayed silent, hoping no one would wake up and see me, try to make me go back into bed. I was able to get to the bathroom and do my business before I looked into the little mirror over the sink. Big mistake. I could see the bruises and cuts, not as bad as when Soo-Jung was in the hospital but still pretty bad. I went to touch a sutured wound but pulled my hand away, hissing in pain. I washed up and washed my face as best as I could and walked out with a hospital robe over me so no one saw me in the little gown they gave me. I went slowly into the hallway praying no one caught me and sent me back to my room. After what seemed like forever I made finally got to the waiting room and saw MinHye and Junsu, both asleep, sitting in chairs facing each other. I walked to Junsu and placed a hand on his shoulder but changed my mind at the last moment. I didn't want to wake him, he looked so forlorn already. I kissed the top of his head and sat next to him, laying my head on his shoulder like in the van, pretending as best I could that everything didn't hurt, that everything was different now, ruined. Trying not to cry more I just grabbed his hand and held it, falling back asleep.

Soo-Jung's POV

I yawned, opening my eyes and stretching, before looking at the bed Haemin was on. Was supposed to be on. I stood up fast, jarring the sleepy Jaejoong from my shoulder, but he went back to sleep and I went off to search for Haemin. 'She has to be here somewhere....she can't have wandered too far.....Haemin-ah where are you?' I found her ten minutes later sleeping next to Junsu, holding his hand tightly in her own. I woke up MinHye, who was sitting across from them, and asked her to help me talk to Junsu. She agreed after seeing what had happened.

"Junsu. Please wake up but don't move. Wake up!" Slowly he woke up and started to move but both MinHye and I put our hands on him to keep him where he was and he looked up at us, wide-eyed. We put our fingers to our mouths, showing to be quiet, and pointed to Haemin sleeping on him.

"We are going to let you two talk....wake her up and put her back to bed for us ok? But I really think she needs you Junsu, no matter how she acts or what she says. Don't let her push you away." He nodded and we both left, heading back to her room to sleep. Jaejoong had woken up and was waiting for me, but I nodded and sat back down with him and he fell back asleep as I stayed awake, praying that Junsu could help Haemin where I couldn't, and could bring her back to bed.

Junsu's POV

After they left I looked to Haemin again, feeling her sadness and pain as my own, even in sleep. I didn't want to hurt or scare her so I kissed her forehead instead, hoping the light pressure would wake her up out of her light sleep. It did and she blinked once, twice, then focused on me.

"Junsu-ah?" Her eyes filled with tears and I brought my hands up to her face, hoping to quell at least a little of the pain, to keep the tears from falling. I looked her right in the eye and spoke, hoping that she would understand and not push me away again, that she would lean on me for support.

"Haemin-ah....I care about you. And I don't like seeing you hurt like this. Please...talk to me. Tell me what to do. Tell me how to help you. I don't want to go away and I don't think you want me to. I know it hurts and I am sure that I could never know the depth of it. You don't need to tell me what he did to you if you don't want to but know that I will think, I DON'T think any less of you. Just please don't make me go away." By that time the tears had started and I regretted hurting her but I had needed to tell her before she made me leave. If I had to leave her again, if she pushed me away again, I wouldn't come back. I couldn't, not if I had to stand there and watch her fall apart and hurt and be unable to help her, to hold her again. 'Haemin-ah...you have to let me in. Don't be so tough! I love you....where did that come from?' I stood up and held out my hand, not waiting for an answer. She looked up at me then said she was unable to get up, she hurt too much. I asked her permission to pick her up and she looked like she was going to deny it so I did it anyway, trying my best not to hurt her, and brought her to her room and her bed, laying her down and sitting beside her.

"Are you going to go away now?" She asked, and I shook my head. "Not unless you tell me to. I am here for you if and when you need me." I rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb. She fell into what I thought was sleep until machines started beeping like crazy. In a matter of seconds everyone was up and around one side of the bed as two nurses came and moved me out of the way. After a few minutes a doctor came and ushered everyone out and closed the door behind us all. After waiting for what seemed like forever but was really only five or ten minutes, the doctor and the nurses came out quietly, the nurses leaving and the doctor signaling for us to be quiet.

"She needs her rest. It seems that she had a broken rib which had pierced her lung, and couldn't breathe. She is fine now and will be out in a few days, but it will be very hard for her to get around and I feel that the damage is more to her mind and soul and not her body. Please come back tomorrow." He sauntered off, truly uncaring of our reactions, and I just stood there, dumbfounded, thankful for the translation but wondering many different things, until someone shook me, getting my attention.

Meanwhile, in MinHye's POV

'I am very worried....I hope Haemin is alright....this is all making me so sick....maybe I should go eat something...french fries and ice cream sound good...' My mind began to wander and I started and looked up guiltily when someone said my name. Yunho was looking at me worriedly.

"The doctor, he said Haemin will be fine, right? She will be ok?" A thread of jealousy wound through my body, and I said a bit too snippily, "Yes, Yunho-ah, SHE will be fine." I turned and walked off, resigned to waiting in the waiting area all night, and looked for a fast food place in the lobby. Finding a McDonalds, I ordered a small fry and an oreo McFlurry and sat down to eat, ignoring when everyone came to sit with me. I just stared off, scooping bits of ice cream onto the fries and eating them, not noticing the stares I was getting. I felt a tap on my arm and looked to see Jin-Hyun.

"Why are you eating that? Isn't that nasty? And Soo-Jung unnie too...." she trailed off and I looked to see she was right, Soo-Jung was doing it too. She laughed.

"It is actually something I have always done, just not in front of people cause I didn't wanna be judged. I think it was my mom's fault actually.....she did it when she was pregnant with me and I didn't even think about it the next time she thought she was pregnant...and I got into the habit of it. It really does taste very good!" She smiled and offered Jaejoong a bite, and he just shook his head, grimacing, most likely with the thought of the taste. 'But that is unnie....she has always been weird....but then where did I get the taste for it? She said she has never done it in front of people....I mean it isn't like I am pregnant or anything I haven't even had....' I immediately started choking on my food at the thought that came next. Jin-Hyun was the first one up and she was smacking my back. I waved my arms, trying to make her stop. She did and I smacked her on her arm, and spoke after drinking some water.

"That hurt! You didn't need to hit so hard I wasn't going to die it just went down the wrong hole!" I glared at her and she just stared at me sheepishly, apologizing. "But you didn't hear Soo-Jung unnie, did you? She told me not to give you the Heimlich, something about leave your stomach alone. I wasn't sure if you were choking or not. Mianhe...." I stared wide-eyed at Soo-Jung, who had a knowing smile on her face.

A few days later after, back at home...

I walked up to Soo-Jung and asked her to come aside with me, hoping she would be a good person to talk to. Haemin was still in a lot of pain and refused to speak to anyone. It was because the cops hadn't left her alone for many hours, in trying to find a way for her to identify their suspect. Finally they were able to and they had arrested him on the spot, assuring her that justice would be served but she would most likely have to testify. Since then she has wallowed in herself, eating only when we forced her to, sleeping all day and night. When I got unnie into a private room I closed the door and turned to her, keeping my head down.

"Unnie....how do you know if you are....sick? No that isn't what I want to know." I shook my head and just dived into the question. "How would someone know if they were...pregnant?" Soo-Jung laughed.

"And why would you want to know this, MinHye-ah? Is there something I should know?" I felt my cheeks turn red and started to walk out. "I see that it made no difference, I still would get teased. Nevermind unnie."

"A good way to know, MinHye-ah, is to see what you have been eating. Not everyone does it but most pregnant women have strange cravings. Or you could just take a pregnancy test." I stopped, the door half open in my hand, and turned back to her.

"Unnie....I have never eaten fries and ice cream before." She smiled and nodded.

A few hours later we came back from our 'shopping' and I went to my room to sulk, knowing what was to come next. 'Why is this happening? And why now? Like there isn't enough going on? Aish....well it could be worse....'

I heard a knock at the door and I answered "Come in!" before I had time to think. Next thing I know, Yunho is kneeling in front of me with a worried expression on his face and has my hands in his.

"MinHye-ah, are you alright? Soo-Jung pulled me aside and said you didn't really go shopping, that you went to the doctors office. Please tell me nothing is wrong!" I could see the worry and nervousness in his eyes and hated to make it worse but I had no choice.

"Actually, Yunho-ah...there...." I chickened out. "There is nothing wrong with me healthwise, I am not sick or anything." Technically I didn't lie, I just omitted the truth a bit.

OK it has been a LONG time since I updated...mianhe....hope you like this chapter another one will be coming shortly. Please review and comment!