A/N: Sooooo i know everyone is hating the idea of Christian and Carla having sex...I have had this plan in my head for awhile, but don't worry everything will work out in the end. Sooo to the person who said they hated this...well if you hate this then don't read it. IF you think Ana will just keep crying for forgiveness...then move on. This is not about everyone not believing Christian, but it's the fact that this has to do with this old life. And yes Carla is known for lying and whatnot, but when she tells things that only someone who has has sex with christian will know then it makes you think. Yeah sure Elena could have told her, but that was not the case. Before you sit there and say you hate this, why don't you wait till things come together, but you say you hate it or not. But it's whatever, I don't care if you do or not, I don't care if anyone hates this. This is MY story, and the way that I make things go the way they do is how I SEE it...so now with all that said...I know you guys don't want it to be true, but keep reading to find out what happens. Don't hate on everyone for being hard on Christian, things are starting to come out and together... So with all that said again...On with the Show:

Christian POV:

As I am walking to Grey House, I start to think back to when I was Elena's sub. Could I have fucked Carla and not have known it? I was not allowed to look at anyone, I also know that while I was her sub, she did like to pass me around to her friends a few times. So could I? Also while I was learning to be a Dom, I would go to the clubs and fuck women there. They were always tied and blindfolded so I never say their eyes. There is a chance that I have, and may not have known it. God, if that is the case how will Ana take it? Would she forgive me? Would she leave me? Would she hate me? God just thinking about Ana leaving me is to much to take.

As I am walking into my building I see the blonde at the front desk unbotton her shirt more as I walk by. If I was not in the mood I am now, I would say something. Hell if I was to stop I would fire her ass right now, but I am to much of a hurry to get to my office to find out what Welch and Barney have for me. I need to know the truth so I will the out come of what my life will hold.

I step off the elevator on my floor and walk to my office. Andrea greets me a good morning like always.

" Good morning Mr. Grey. Coffee"?

" No thanks, let me know when Welch and Barney get here. Also I wish not to be disturbed today, by anyone unless it's Ana. So if you could reschedule all my meetings and appoints for later on this week."

" Yes Sir."

I walk into my office, take off my suite jacket, along with my tie and unbotton the top two bottons of my shirt and sit in my chair. I look at the picture of Ana and I on her 18th birthday. It is one of my favorite pictures of us. We were so happy that day. I had just finished a major deal in London that I was working on, and I surprised her by telling her I was taking her along with me. She jumped into my arms and hugged me so tight. I knew I loved her then, that was the day I knew I needed to get out of that life style. That was the day I knew I wanted Ana in my life more than just a friend. I wanted her as mine. My best friend, my lover, my girlfriend and later on my wife. I knew then that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this women and no one else.

As I am looking at the picture of the two of use my intercom goes off.

" Mr. Grey Welch and Barney are here to see you."

" Send them in please."

I look up from my desk as they walk into my office. This is going to be hard to get out. Welch and Barney like the rest of my staff care very deeply for Ana. I wonder how bad this meeting is going to be. Ready or not Grey you need to get this taken care of and fixed fast. You need to get to the truth.

" Have a set, what I am about to tell you guys is going to be hard. Not just for me, but for you as well. Hearing it at least. As you know Carla has made contact with Ana, and we had a meeting with her and her new Dom/husband. A Derek Moss. Ana got upset about somethings Carla said and Ana being Ana went off on her and saying she is not her mother that Grace was along with the rest of my family . Well Carla got upset and then decided to tell Ana, that me and her mother...that me and her mother have fuck. While I was a sub for Elena and then while I was training to be a Dom myself." The look on both their faces is the same as everyone else. The shock is there and they just look at me.

" Sir, please tell me this is not true. I mean surely you would know if you have had sex with Ana's mother. Plus I along with everyone who works for you know how you two feel about each other. We are all so happy after all these years you guys are finally together, but Sir, having sex with your girlfriends mother"?

Welch is worried that if this is true this is going to cause major problems not just in my personal life, but Carla can and will make trouble in my business life as well.

" Sir, what do you need from us"? Welch asks.

" I want you guys to hack into Elena's computers, find all video's. Carla says that Elena has proof on tapes that me and Carla... well you know. So I want all tapes found that involve me and whoever, I want all photos found. I want someone to get into her safes if need be, I want this done now and fast. I would like it done by today if you can. My happiness is all dpending on this."

" Yes Sir, we will get right on it."

As I watch them leave my office I see a very pissed off Elliot come rushing into my office. Oh this is not good at all. I can bet my company that he knows. That Ana told them. I can not be mad at her for it. It was only a matter of time before they found out. However I did not expect Elliot to do what he dose next.

Elliot walks up to me picks me up from my chair and punches right in the face and the power behind it knocks me right to the floor.

" WHAT THE FUCK CHRISTIAN! Do you know has been crying her eyes out all morning? I mean god! How could you?! This is Carla we are talking about. You know what she has put Ana through her whole life, and you go behind her back and fuck her mother! Are you fucking crazy or just stupid? Tell me"?

" Elliot if you would shut up for a min and let me talk I will tell you what is going on."

" You got 5 mins, and give me 1 just 1 good reason why I shouldn't beat the shit out of you for this."

The door to my office opens and in comes Taylor, with a smirk on his face. I bet Sawyer told him Elliot was on his way over. I should fire him, but I would have done the same thing if I was him. I get off the floor get back in my chair, as Elliot goes to one of the chairs on the other side of my desk. He raises an eye brow telling me to start talking. So over the next 15 mins I tell him. Tell him everything from the time I was Elena's sub to while I was training to be a Dom. His face goes pale a few times on how I was beat with a whip or cane for reasons. How Elena would pass me around to her friends and what not. So I tell him there could be a chance that I did, but I am having my guys look into it. If I did, she must have look different because I would never knowingly fuck Carla.

"WOW Christian...I'm sorry I really am. I should not have just jumped right to thinking you have. But can you blame me? I mean when you told us of your past and whatnot. I mean Elena, and now maybe Carla? I mean this is just wrong. I mean I love you no matter what. Your my little brother, and I will stand behind you, but at the same I'm hurting. I'm hurting because I did not protect you when you were younger, I'm hurting for Ana and what this is doing to her. I'm hurting for you and what you are now going through and the wondering what if..."

" No Elliot, I understand. Hell I would do the same thing if I were you. I don't blame anyone for thinking what they do. Hell I am sick with myself as well. I mean if I did, then it was not by choice. I am just so scared that if this turns out to be true what will happen between me and Ana. I love her, she is the love of my life, the only one I will ever love, the only one I will ever want to be with. I have even thought about asking her to marry me."

" WHAT? really? Oh my god this is great! I mean after all this shit, it might be a little hard, but you two have been best friends forever, and have been through so much. Things will work out. When are you planing to ask her"?

" Well I said I was thinking about it. But not for while at least. I mean we only just became a couple. We have not even gone public with it yet. But with Ana, I think about her being my wife and having kids with her, but that won't be fore awhile. I need to get this situation dealt with first before anything, then try to work things out with Ana. I need her in my life Ell. I need her." I start to sob in front of my brother, I don't care if I look weak right now because right now I am.

Just as Elliot was about to say something my office doors bust open again and Welch and Barney come rushing in.

" Sir, you need to see this. We found the tapes." Barney says as he starts to set up my laptop. He hits a few bottons and the tapes start to play.

" On my god" I say...

A/N: dum dum dummmmm what is on the tapes? I know this is kinda a short chapter but while I am at my ex's house I planed on spending time with my kids and help with some cleaning...so I wanted to get at least chapter out. I will be working on 22 here today as well. I am gonna try have it done tonight and maybe 23. but let me know what you guys think. So until next time...

Much Love,

Allie.