September 28, 2009
Lucian,
I think I truly will go insane, if I am not already. I told Ghost my fears, and his response showed me how much he has grown. "If this dream makes you feel better, why not allow yourself the pleasure?"
OGR has called for a censure to cast me out of Primogency. Not that it will be a problem, but still. I will have the votes, 6-3. It is an irritation. I also have good reason to suspect that he is spreading rumors that I am blood hunted, which I am not. I'm giving him Patrick for now, it will get both of them out of my hair temporarily and allow me to use Ghost more effectively. On top of that, if Patrick fucks up, it's on OGR, and therefore, I can get rid of him. I'll stick a stake in his back and throw him into a deep dark hole and seal the top.
Last gather was fun though. We were in a gym owned by the Brujah Primogen, Tommy. There was a lot of sparring. I actually decided to play in the end, which was fun. I think I dispelled most of the fear people had been according me by letting loose with the Brujah. Even the Prince, Edge, seemed quite at ease with me. It was nice to feel, if not trusted, accepted.
Ghost sparred with a new Tremere. He actually isn't so stuck up; he was quite personable when I spoke with him afterwards. I think he can be a powerful ally, considering how easily he beat Ghost, and I am sure that he was holding back.
Tommy was impressed by how easily I beat him using Vanish and asked if he could learn from me. As he seems to be much more stable than the rest of the Brujah, I agreed. I can learn from him. I think it will go well.
Alexi, the Ventrue Primogen, has asked for the help of Clan Nosferatu in taking down the Chinese gangs. The violence they are committing is getting out of control. I am going to use my pull at the University to deny student visas to more incoming Chinese, and medical influence to work on getting CDC to crack down on the illegals as the main source of the H1N1 outbreaks. We shall see how that goes.
When am I to see you again, my love? I miss you. I wish you could be here, to prove to everyone that I am not insane. But, even if I am, I take comfort in knowing that you are mine, regardless.
Yours, with my love and prayers,
Corina