A/N Thank you so much for the reviews my loverlies... YOU ROCK!
Chapter Twenty one.
Edward's POV.
"You're looking happier." I said to Jazz as we made our way up towards the house.
"Are you fucking kidding me, I just found out my girlfriend has been reading about kinky shit, about being tied up and spanked, and she liked it. Man I'm fucking ecstatic." he said grinning like a loon.
"So what was wrong before?" I asked, hoping he'd talk to me now.
"Don't ruin my buzz man." he complained.
"Then tell me and the sooner you can get back to fantasizing about tying up your girlfriend." I said.
He grinned again, "Your girlfriend is in to that shit too." he said winking at me.
"Shut the fuck up and stop thinking about my girlfriend." I said slapping him up the head. "Tell me."
he sighed heavily. "Okay, okay, sheez touchy much?" he said, rolling his eyes when I glared at him, "okay, I've been working my ass off every morning for weeks trying to make enough to buy Ali this new bass for her birthday, but I'm still a couple of hundred bucks short."
"Why the fuck didn't you say something." I asked.
"I wanted to do this myself." he said sadly.
"Dude, how much is the fucking bass?" I asked.
"$1500, she wanted a new amp too but that will have to wait." he said frowning.
"Look this is for the band right? and if it means that much to you, you can pay me back when you can, but... come on, if we go and order it on line I can take you there after school tomorrow, we'll order the amp too, that can be from the rest of us." I said.
"I thought you couldn't drive until Wednesday." he reminded me.
"Then I guess Rose will have to drive." I said.
"And what do I tell Alice we're doing?" he asked.
"I don't know, maybe looking into getting a tattoo or something." I said, fuck that was an awesome idea. "Hey we could get one of those temporary tattoos of 'Demon tattoo,' done on our backs for the gig on Friday." I said, that would give us a reason for going, but don't tell Bella I want that to be a surprise for her. I bet Alice would love to see you with a tattoo, if it's really good we can get them done permanently later, maybe even get the banner Alice does for us done." I thought aloud.
"That sounds fucking awesome, but I thought you didn't like her?" he asked questioningly.
"Well, I do, I'm sorry I was such a dick with you both before, I know she's... well she's okay." I said.
"Don't sweat it man, I know why you did it, I get it." he said.
"What?"
"Come off it Eddie you're completely transparent when you're pissed, and I could see you were jealous, why the fuck do you think I forgave your sorry ass. And besides now Bella has tamed you, you are seeing things much more clearly."
"What do you mean?"
"You're head over heels for her, I can see it, Alice sees it too. You are so pussy whipped, you're acting like... well like me and Emm." he said laughing.
"I'd argue that fact, but its fucking true, I'd do anything for her." I admitted.
"Dude she's gorgeous, plays the guitar like the devil, she has tattoo's, does martial arts and loves horses plus she's head over heels for you too, why wouldn't you fall for her, she's your perfect match." he said.
"Wait? What?"
"You know you're in love with her right?" he asked, I nodded, "And you can't see that she feels the same way? Why else would she still be around Edd, with all your shit, she's still sticking around." he said, jeez, did she know?
"I've told her about Tanya, Vicky and Lauren." I said.
"Fuck... how did she take it?"
"I thought I'd really fucked it up, she was so upset, but then she had a big fight with her dad. Anyway in the end she says she's not bothered, but I am, I don't want the bitch brigade fucking up this relationship, she's the best thing that's ever happened to me." I said.
"Dude Friday is a while off, don't sweat it until its here, then we'll cross whatever comes as a group, but whatever happens, I've got you back man." he said. "Oh and thanks, you know for asking Ali to do the banner, that was awesome man."
"She did look pretty happy about it." I said.
"Yeah, fucking love seeing her all lit up like that." he said, grinning.
"When did we slip into this parallel universe, I never thought I'd be like this over a girl for fuck sake."
"Yeah, I know man... love makes you do some crazy things, but I wouldn't change it, and I'd do anything for my woman." he said. I laughed, a few months ago, or weeks even, I would have thrown some water over him and told him to grow a pair. But now I fucking got it, I thought my world had stopped turning when I thought I'd lost Bella, the pain of that was something I'd do anything to avoid feeling again.
We found a place in Port Angeles that did the Magnus Deluxe five string, they even had the purple black burst color Alice liked for an extra two hundred bucks, we phoned and ordered it along with a new amp. Then we found someone to do the tattoo's, and made appointments for three of us, after texting Rose she was more than up for the same. By the time we were making our way back down to the studio Alice almost mowed us down in her seriously sickly colored yellow Porsche. When we got to the studio, both Alice and Bella were leaning against the Porsche waiting for us. I couldn't help myself, a smile spread across my face at the sight of Bella, all curvy and sexy as hell.
Jazz picked Alice up and carried her inside and I pinned Bella against the car. "Damn you make me want to throw you across the bonnet and fuck the hell out of you." I growled against her neck, I was so hard I worried I might bruise her as I unconsciously rubbed myself against her, okay maybe not that unconsciously.
"Maybe later." she whispered all breathless and I know she wanted me too, fuck, how was I supposed to resist when she says shit like that?
"Come on you two, help with this stuff." Alice said pulling can's of paint from the trunk of her car.
"Why the fuck do you need so many paint brushes?" I asked curious.
"Because once I have done the lineart, you can all help filling in the block color, that way it will be done sooner." she said sticking her tongue out at me, making me laugh as I ruffle her hair, man she really was tiny.
We spent the rest of the night learning to play 'dancing with myself.' though Bella didn't have anything to do as only one guitar was needed, so she spent half her time standing behind me rubbing her hands all over me while I sang. I had to face the wall, because that shit was turning me the fuck on something crazy. After about an hour mom turned up to listen with Anna, and I worried about Bella when Anna took her outside to talk, I assume it was something to do with the fight she'd had with her dad, and I couldn't really concentrate. Once Bella and Anna returned they were both laughing, I ignored mom and Anna and pulled Bella into my arms. "You okay?"
She reached up to kiss my cheek. "I'm fine, my dad told Anna what he'd said to me, and as Emm would say, she ripped him a new one. She just came to tell me that things would be different now and... er stuff like that." she said blushing.
"What?" I asked, but she pulled out of my arms, I grabbed her and pulled her back to me. "What is it?" I whispered in her ear.
"Its nothing." she said blushing even more.
"Tell me." I said taking her face in my hands and forcing her to meet my gaze. She tried to look around her, she was nervous... about what? "Bella would you just tell me already, I'm starting to worry here." I said, not hiding my concern.
"Anna said she'd take me to see a doctor, you know... to see about..." she almost stuttered, I could only just hear her.
"About what?" I asked, and the look she gave me was total exasperation. I tried to think about what the argument with her dad had been, then it hit me, using protection. Fuck me was she going to go on birth control? "Really?" I asked, "You mean that you really want to, you know..." I stuttered back at her unable to control my excitement.
"I just want to be well prepared on the off chance that I do decide to... you know..." she said. It had never made a difference to me, I never went bare back anyway, but I fucking wanted to with Bella, I groaned and pulled her face to mine, kissing her lips, forcing my tongue into her mouth, devouring her, forgetting and not really caring that my mother and her step mother were in the room. I made a mental note to go and see someone myself, I knew I was clean, but I wanted to be one hundred percent sure before I took her. Fuck I couldn't wait, I wanted her really badly, but I know I'd have to bide my time, this had to be her choice, I couldn't rush her, she was a virgin. But man did I ache for her, I was sure that I'd never had a truly meaningful fuck in my life, I just knew that with Bella it would be... I don't fucking know, just... more!
Bella left with Anna, as she wanted to be up early to take Jake out, so I left soon after so that I could join her early in the morning, I wasn't technically supposed to ride yet but if I was with Bella, then my dad would cut me some slack... right? I went straight into the shower again, jeez, rubbing against Bella so much today had left me with a serious case of blue balls. I grabbed my shower gel and closed my eyes, wrapping my hand around my length, and a guttural moan soon followed as I remembered lying on top of Bella on the sofa. "Fuuuuck! Oh yeah baby, just like that." I whispered to her as I pumped my hand, I came quick and hard, and my legs gave out. I opened my eyes and managed to get my hands up fast enough to stop me smashing my head against the tile. Holy fuck? What was she doing to me?
The following morning I was up and on my way to Bella's by five fifteen, I rode up the drive just as Charlie was coming out of the front door. I dismounted and tied Sally up near the garage.
"Morning Edward you're up early this morning." Charlie said. "What can I do for you?" he asked.
"I was hoping to hit the jumps with Bella this morning." I said.
"She's still asleep." he said.
"I don't mind waking her up." I said hopefully. He sighed.
"Just be good to her, she's still my baby girl." he said frowning.
"I know sir, and I intend too." I said honestly, though I was sure I'd make a better job of it than him.
"She used to be sure a good little girl." he said, lost in thought.
"She still is sir." I pointed out, he grimaced, but let me in the front door.
I pulled off my boots and ran straight up the stairs to Bella's room, her door was unlocked so I stepped inside, and gasped when I saw her. All relaxed and innocent in her sleep, and her hair strewn across her pillow like seaweed, a tangled mess, but still she was beautiful.
"Edward." she said, and I froze were I stood, thinking that she had caught me standing over her, staring like a stalker. I frowned as her eyes her still shut. I was about to turn around and leave, or at least knock at her door. "Don't go... stay with me." she murmured. Fuck me... she talks in her sleep and she's dreaming, about me.
I took in the rest of her then, she sheets all tangled around her legs, she must have had a restless night, probably all the shit from yesterday. And yet she still wants me around, she rolled over leaving a gap in her bed big enough for me to lie behind her. Fuck it, I lay behind her leaning over her seeing her thin top pulled tight over her tits. I groaned and moved her hair to kiss her neck. "Bella." I whispered in her ear as I wrapped my arm around her.
She gasped and jumped, and I'm sure that if I hadn't been holding her she would have jumped off the bed. "W what are you doing?" she whispered.
"Practicing?" I suggested.
"Practicing what exactly?"
"Waking up next to you everyday for the rest of my life?" I joked, though if I'm being honest, fuck I can't believe I'm admitting this to myself, but I did fucking want that.
"We've been together what thirty six hours? I think its a little early for things like that." she said trying to pull away from me, but I just snaked my other hand around her and held her against me.
"What are you doing here?" she asked again.
"I thought we could go for a ride," I said rubbing my dick against her, it was like a titanium rod from seeing her like this, and being this close to her. "Maybe have a jump." I whispered into her ear as I nuzzled against her.
"You are so bad." she admonished then pulled away from me to turn off the alarm clock that said it was six AM. If you want to do something useful, go and tack up Jack whilst I get dressed." she suggested.
"I'd much rather stay and watch." I said, she tried to scowl at me but couldn't fight back her smile as she pointed at the door. "Out!"
"Not until you kiss me." I said, she threw two of her pillows at me, so I left with huge ass grin on me face.
A/N Next chapter will be a ride and jump with Edward... okay shouldn't have said that :( I'll never be able to write it with that in my head :/ what do you want to see happening?