I sighed looking at mark when we pulled up to the house he smiled squazing my leg.

"just talk to him no body in that house will judge ya" mark said or they better not he thought I smiled lightly and got out of my escalde as we walked in I felt like dead man err women walked my dad was sitting on the couch and I sat down

"I would like everyone to stay in this room please I only want to say this once, I was wrong for attacking angel, im sorry I did that, and I want to explain what was said about me tonight yes I did drugs my main drug of chocie was myth and it damn near killed me Tonight a part of me came out that i have tried to bury since i was sixteen and a half years old, a part of me i never wanted you guys or my dad to know about me I just turned fourteen Angel and I were out fucking around on the streets She was sixteen she's two years older then me, any ways We walked past this tattoo shop and Angel decied she wanted to get a tat so we walked in the fucking idiot there was to stone to even ID her, the guy who did her tat was rob or robbie what ever, he kept trying to get me to get a tattoo told me it'd be free i told him no not right now, i didnt want to get a tat at a shop that didnt even ID, any ways, he invited us to a party, we accepted and went, the whole night rob and i hung out and talked, he made me feel spechial and at that point in my life he was the coolest fucking guy ever to me, reminded me of joey you know biker bad ass type Rob and I hung out all the time, he was tweenty one need to tell you, he told me he did myth and smoked pot, i was fine with the pot hell i did that, but i would watch him and his buddies snort that shit and i swore i would never touch the shit But one night my mom and I got into it bad really bad and i called my buddy Rob to come get me, he did of course and we went back to his house when Rob took me to his room he brought out a glass mirror with white poweder on it, he asked me if i wanted some right now, i told him no and he told me it would calm me better then pot so i did, See Joey moved then to califona and that was earth shattering to me, I fetl like once again I was being abandoned" I took a breath and felt mark put his hand on my shoudlers as I started to coutnine "there was so much anger I thought my dad didn't want me and I felt shitty about that and to have my joey leave me just made it worse so I got deeper into the drugs and drinking, I started off just one line a day just a pick me up and then it go to five to six lines then it became non stop to the point where my nose was hurting, rob showed me how to smoke it which was the worse thing he could do cause when you smoke myth it makes you want it so much more every five minutes you want it" I looked up and noticed d in the room the women in the room all looked like they could cry and all the guys looked piss I looked down again.

"And for my little heart I was a mess I couldn't eat I went from 130 to 85 ibs I couldn't move I got taken away and then cps did the stupidest thing and let me go home again and I started back up again my life was crumbling around me, and right when I hit rock bottom I walked into my house to see my naked mother ontop of my naked boyfriend, that's the day I just sat in my room crying and smoking speed, my mom left and I felt sick, I went and laid on the bathroom floor and I remember thinking this is it im going to die I heard janet my forster moms vocie and I cried harder" I started to cry " I looked at her and said janet im dieing please help me help me janet, she took me to her house, and I remember she called peggy and I remember telling peggy I could go to joeys for the summer I remember joey said he couldn't take me so I stayed with janet she looked at me and said baby girl you don't look to good, and I said im not im sick she put her arm around me and hugged me telling me she would make me all better, she fed me for weeks nothing but buttered bread and chicken broth" I looked down embrassed I felt my dad pulled me to him hugging me.

"jenna girl you have nothing to be ashamed of" he told me "I love you you are an amazing person and when we catch this fucker that's doing this I promise he will get the worse ass beating of his life" my dad said I just clung onto him I let myself relax as he rubbed my back and I slowly drifted off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up to mark holding onto to me tightly, god I love this man, I kissed his nose and got up walking to the living room I was in marks huge black deadman inc shirt and a pair of his basketball shorts I don't remember changing

I curled up on the couch as everyone started to wake up and come out of their rooms mark walked out and smiled walking over to me kissing me lightly on my nose I smiled.

"mornin beautiful" he said

"morning" he got up and walked to the kitchen and started coffee I smiled watching him god his perfect I smiled standing up walking into the kitchen I hugged my dad and sat down paul sat down infront of me

"I want you to know as far as im concerened you're an awesome person jenna theres been plenty of good people in this bussines that has done that doesn't make them bad" he said I nodded my head as he hugged me randy came and put his arm over my shoulders .

"I knew I made a good chocie choosing you as my future baby mama" he said as I laughed I looked over at mark glaring at randy who quikly took his arm off of me which made me laugh harder.

"thank you guys seriously" I said and stood up I grabbed my coffee cup mark made for me and kissed him lightly walking into marks room which has became mine I laid on the bed when I felt the other side sink in I smiled knowing it was mark.

"how ya holding up rocky?" he asked I laughed shaking my head

"im alright actually it feels good to talk about it" I said he smiled kissing my forehead.

"I got an idea before the show lets go out you and me" mark said I smiled standing up

"for reals?" I asked as mark shook his head

"darlin we need to get that slang talk out of you" he said as I laughed I grabbed some clothes and got dressed along with mark he grabbed his hat and I slipped my shoes on we walked out to the living room

"hey man im going to take her out for the day" mark said to my dad who nodded his head I hugged my dad.

"I love you" I said he smiled kissing the top of my head.

"I love you to jenna girl" mark and I walked out and got into marks truck I smiled as he opened the door for me.

"don't get used to it" he said smiling I smiled and leaned over opening his door for him smirking he kissed me lightly as we drove away.

I smiled walking through the woods with mark holding his hand I took a deep breath as we sat down on a couple of rocks mark smiled at me.

"you better?" he asked I smiled

"yea I am this is so relaxing" I told him

"that's good baby" he said wraping his arms around me I sighed notcing the time

"baby we gotta get going" I told him he looked at his watch and sighed helping me up I smiled as we walked to his truck I smiled laying my head back as mark got into the truck he smiled putting his hand on my inner thigh as we drove off to the arena.

Later on I was sitting actually for the first time in a while alone in marks and my dads locker room, there was supposed to be sercruty outside of the door I heard a knock and set my book down opening the door, I saw that man the one who knew my name, I looked at him confused.

"can I help you?" I asked worried where the sercruty?

"I thought I told you to stay next to your dad jenna girl" I heard him say it clicked this was him my stalker fuck! I tried to shut the door but the man slammed it open hitting the side of my head hard I felt the warm trickle of blood and the man picked me up as I started hitting him

"fucking put me down asshole!" I screamed I notcied WWE camreas and knew this was being viodeo taped, this was all in inside job but how?

I felt myself getting hit on the hard and I blacked out my last thoughts going to mark.