The next day, I woke up sometime past 12. My immediate reaction was to check my phone that should have been charging next to me, but for some weird reason it wasn't there as usual. My head was beating like shit, nothing I wasn't used to. Getting past the headache, I tried to think of where I could have left my phone. That led me to think of last night….holy shit.

It's wasn't my fault though. I didn't incite the kiss. How could I let it even happen in the first place. If I could go back, I would avoid even stepping foot into that stupid ocean with Jake….holy fuck, that's another thing to worry about- Jake. I wonder if he's beat up about this like I am. I mean, it was just a drunken mistake, right? But why do I feel like it meant more on both sides….

What the fuck was my problem? I mean, I know I was drunk, but still. I thought I had more self-control then that. For God's sake I had a freaking boyfriend! Holy shit what was he going to say about all of this…..I can basically feel a panic attack coming on.

Feeling lost without my phone, knowing it was the only real way to communicate with someone who I could talk to about this, I decided the best thing to do at the moment was to go get a glass of water and take an Advil. I made my way downstairs and realized that the empty house had meant Charlie had probably went to work already. I most likely would have gotten a call from him if I had my phone with me…

When I go into the kitchen, my eyes immediately see the figure of someone tall leaning over the sink. I assumed it was Seth who had promised to bring me back my bag and my heels, so I whispered a groggy "Hey" into the silent room to alert him that I was there.

As he turned around, to my dismay, I noticed it wasn't Seth, but it was Jake. Really wasn't expecting that to happen.

"Jake, what the fuck are you doing here?" I think that was the harshest thing I had ever said to him.

"I, uh, just came to give you back your stuff. You left it in my car last night." He said in a timid voice, handing over the bag and the shoes.

"Ok, I got my stuff back. I guess you can leave now." Now was not the time to mess with me when I had a hangover and so many future consequences to think of, which was partially his fault. I turned my back on him and grabbed some Advil and got a glass of water.

"Bells, come on, please don't be like that."

"Like what?" I asked, testing him.

Not wanting to fight, Jake sighed and said, "Look, Bells, I begged Seth to let me come here so we could talk."

"What is there to even talk about?" I was lying through my teeth-there was so much to talk about.

"Last night-there's a lot to be said about that." He said seriously and I gulped. I nervously went to go open the windows in the kitchen, feeling trapped and claustrophobic when the subject of last night was brought up.

"Ok, I'm listening." I said as I took a seat at the kitchen table, taking an Advil and letting the cool air from outside reach me.

"I had a lot of fun dancing with you-at the dance and at the beach." He blurted out.

I guess I wasn't expecting him to say that. "Um, yeah it was fun." There was a pause of awkward silence, something that rarely occurred with me and Jake, so I added, "I had a lot to drink last night."

Jake chuckled and motioned to the Advil bottle, "Yeah, I can see that."

"What about you? I mean, did you have a lot to drink?"

"Not really, I only had two or three cups." I nodded at his answer, knowing I can now rule out the possibility of both of us being too drunk.

"So are you just here to compliment me on my dancing skills or was there something else." I said, just wanting to get the conversation over with.

"About last night, I'm sorry it had to happen like that. I really didn't want you to think I was taking advantage of you while you were drunk." Jake began until I cut him off. He looked so sad and nervous, I felt bad for making him beat himself up over the whole thing.

"So am I. I mean, it's partly my fault. I just get so stupid sometimes. Let's just pretend it never happened ok? It would be best if Edward and the girl you like didn't know, right?"

At first, he looked shocked, but those feelings soon evolved into anger. "Are you serious,Bella? I come here to apologize and all you can think about is Edward? Has it ever occurred to you that I could fucking care less about what Edward thinks? Has it occurred that the girl I've liked is you, Bella? God, I've been in love with you for how many years and it's never been enough. Even before Edward came around, it was Seth! Now tell me this, do you enjoy crushing me or have you legit never even had the slightest clue about my feelings for you?"

Jake was livid. I had never heard him raise his voice at me like that. It took me a minute to take in everything he just said and I couldn't believe it. Jacob Black-the kid who I made mud pies with when we were younger, the guy who had always been around to pick me up when I fell and scraped my knees, the person I probably trusted most in the world- liked me? What the hell was happening over here?

He looked at me, awaiting a response to come out of me, but I was too shocked and wide-eyed to do anything but stutter. He rolled his eyes at me and said, "Obviously you could care less. It was a mistake coming over here to begin with."

Jake began to walk away and for some odd reason, my hand lunged toward to stop him. "Jake, come on, don't be like that. Let's just talk about it."

And then suddenly, he pulled my body to his and put his lips on top of mine. Once again, I was kissing mu best friend Jacob Black-except this time it wasn't full of alcohol and the moonlight reflected by the ocean.

A/N: Hello everyone! I'm so sorry I haven't updated in forever, for those of you who didn't PM me, I've been really busy and it shocks me that we haven't written anything in a while. I had this done a while ago and wasn't going to post it until i wrote more, but I decided the wait has been long enough for those who have been asking for an update :) We'll try to write up a new chapter soon!

Also just wanted to add that I'm thinking of editing/re-writing this story-it's going to be pretty much exactly the same, I just want to go back and fix a few errors that have been bugging me. If we decide to change anything major, i'll mention it in case you want to re-read it!

Well that's it for now, reviews are welcome and feel free to ask me anything you want :)