"I love you." Embry breathed into my neck.

I was laying under him staring at the ceiling. Don't get wrong Embry is nothing short of amazing the bad and he most certianly is not small so there is no complaints in that area but when we were done I just never felt completely happy. It's almost feels like casual sex. But the one thing that tip me off that this just wasn't ment to be between us was the fact that mor ethan once I almost slipped up and called him Jasper.

"Em, I'm tired. I just want to sleep." I said with complete annoyance in my voice.

He pulled back to look at me."Babe? What' wrong with you? One second your screaming my name and the next you want me to get out of your sight."

"I'm sorry but I don't know if I really want this anymore. I just can't do this anymore." I said pushing him off and grabbing my clothes.

"Alright. Whatever you say." He said snotty lie a five year old and began to dress too.

"Shut up Embry."

"Why should I? I come here to see you, I learn that you have been two timing me, and I let it go. And then you start acting like you don't even want to be near me and I am supposed to be content. You must be on fucking crack or something to think I am going to sit here and take this."

He stared at me but I had nothing to say. he was right and I was wrong.

"I don't know about us anymore Embry. It just doesn't feel they way it did before." I nswered honestly.

"It does feel the way it did before or you dont feel the way you did before?" He almost sounded hurt.

"I don't feel the way I did before." I whispered.

"Wow. That leech really has hold on you doesn't he?"

"Don't call him that!" I all but screamed.

"Right. I will try not to call him by his true name." He spat back at me sarcastically.

"Maybe it would be best if you left." I hispered turning around so I didn't have to see his face.

"Don't have to tell me twice." He said under his breath and walked out my room.

I laid back down and began to stare at the ceiling. I don't have Embry anymore and I don't have Jasper. I messed it up between both of them because I was so greedy and couldn't choose who to be with. I know that everyone would be so disappointed in me back home. I couldn't bear to sit here and think of what they would say about me and I didn't want to completely waste the night so I put on jeans and a tank top with my navy hoodie and went down stairs to check out the situation.

By the time I got down there Embry and all the boys were gone and so were the Cullens. To no suprise Marc had Lauren on his lap making out with her as Jessica and her evil minions watched, no doubt wishing it was them. Mike looked like he was ready to go home and Willa was standing in the corner looking in her cup like there was a movie going on inside of it,

I walked up to mike first.

"Hey sexy hows it going?"

He looked up and smiled. "Nothing much, Just thinking."

"Thinking about what?" I was truly interested.

"Do I not look even remotely good to people?"

"Mike are you kidding? Girls think your gorgeous and Jessica might even give up her reign as Queen Bitch for you." He laughed along with me.

"Well sure doesn't seem like it." He said looking at her.

"Watch this."

I walked over to Jessica.

"Hey Slut." I greeted her.

"Watch it. I know it's your house ,but I wont take that."

"Hold your horses okay. I just wanted to ask you just how much you wanted to hook up with Mike."

"Why? What's in it for you."

"Just the satisfactory of helping a friend."

"I'm not you friend."

"I didnt mean you." I said shortly.

"Well then sure. Do your magic. What's the worst that could happen."

"Well then go out back onto the porch and I will give prince charming a pep talk and when you walk back there strut and look back him and wink."

"Why?"

"Just do it." I said and walked back over to Mike with my back to Jessica.

"She so wants you and she said she'd wait on the back porch. So if she winks to you like they do in the movies you just might be holding more than hands tonight."

He looked up and smiled. "She winked."

"She's yours."

"Thanks bud." he said kissing me on the cheek and walking towards Jessica.

I turned around to see them walking out the back door hand in hand.

"Welcome." I smiled.

Sorry. It' a quick chapter and I am such a bad author but I have been in a lot of rouble with my home life and haven't got much a chance to write so here is a little to keep you occupied until I finish a good chapter and my other chapter from my Beta is written. I love you and thanks for everything. :]]]]]

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