Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note, yada yada. I do own the plotline and original characters.
AN: You should all be very glad I am able to publish this. My dad found it. And read it. Woo hoo. Short chapter is short, but you all get a lemon and fluff.
Mello gasped at the words. Matt took his speechlessness as an opportunity to crush their lips together again. He grabbed Mello's hips and dragged him backwards, toppling over the bed and bringing the blonde down on top of him.
Mello gasped as his body made contact with Matt's and they fell on the bed. Matt was serious.
"Mattie… Are you sure… We don't have to," Mello panted between kisses. Matt rolled them over and straddled Mello's hips, kissing a blazing trail down his throat. Mello moaned softly and tilted his head, giving Matt better access.
Matt kissed down to Mello's collarbone and nipped there slightly, pulling away and tugging Mello's shirt off. Mello's hands went underneath the thin fabric of Matt's shirt and his fingernails raked down Matt's stomach. Matt gasped and moaned, pulling his own shirt off.
Mello's breath hitched as he saw the creamy flesh underneath the clothing and he allowed his hands to roam over Matt's chest, feeling the lean muscle. Mello didn't miss the angry red scars across the boy's torso and he didn't miss that Matt seemed self conscious about them. Flipping their positions once more, Mello lowered himself down the boy's body, laying kisses across each mark. Matt threw his head back and sighed, moaning breathily at the touches.
Mello's arm went around Matt's waist, lifting him up and throwing him on the bed. Matt yelped in surprise, looking up with lustful eyes at the blonde. Mello swooped down and kissed Matt, lacing their fingers together and pinning his hands. Matt gasped and looked up, fear showing in his eyes.
"If you really want this, you have to completely let go," Mello murmured. The fear in the green eyes grew. Matt worried his lip, and looked away shyly.
"Mattie… You need to let go… Give me control…" The murmured words were punctuated with kisses to Matt's throat and jaw line.
"Remember baby. It's me, and I won't hurt you."
With the whispered sentence, Matt went limp under the blonde and nodded, panting hard. Mello released Matt's hands and kissed down the boy's torso, stroking the delicate skin of his waist. Mello undid the skinny jeans and with Matt's assistance, pulled them off and threw them to the floor.
Matt shivered and instinctively shrunk into the sheets when he found himself exposed. Mello stayed above him on his hands and knees, examining the body below his.
"You're so gorgeous, you don't even know," Mello half groaned. Matt blushed as Mello peeled off his leather pants and freed his straining erection.
Mello threw his pants on the floor and descended on Matt again, kissing down his stomach to his cock. Matt whimpered as Mello stuck his tongue out and flicked the tip of Matt's cock. He looked down pleadingly at the blonde above him.
"Mello… Please…" he whimpered. The sounds went straight to Mello's dick and he groaned, taking Matt's length in his mouth. Matt gasped and threw his head back, tensing and clenching his eyes shut. Mello reached up and took the redhead's hands, threading the fingers through his own hair. Matt ran his fingers through the blonde tresses.
Mello moaned around Matt's cock as his fingertips scratched at his scalp. Matt gasped and bucked his hips up, moaning at the vibrations sent through his body.
Mello stood and grabbed a bottle of lube, coating three of his fingers and engulfing Matt's cock again. The redhead gasped and threw his head back again, moaning when one of Mello's fingers probed his entrance. Mello growled lowly when he felt how tight Matt was.
The blonde started bobbing his head as he pushed a second finger into Matt. The boy whimpered and squirmed in discomfort, squeezing his eyes shut and trying to control his breathing. Mello started scissoring his fingers and added a third, making Matt groan in slight pain. Mello reached deeper and sucked harder, attempting to distract his soon to be lover from the pain.
Within minutes, Matt was moaning and bucking his hips against Mello's fingers, panting.
"Mello… Now, please Mello…"
Mello released Matt's cock with a pop and withdrew his fingers, causing Matt to whine. Mello nudged Matt's legs apart and settled between them, balancing on his forearms. He took Matt's hand and coated it in lube, bringing it down to his own cock and stroking himself. Matt moaned lowly and looked up at Mello, bucking his hips up impatiently.
Mello sighed and pushed himself in slowly, clenching his eyes shut when Matt whimpered in pain. When he was fully sheathed he stopped and kissed Matt hard, trying to distract his new lover from the pain. After several moments, Matt opened his eyes and took in a few labored breaths. He bucked his hips up lightly, drawing a moan from both.
Mello bit his lip and pulled out slowly, thrusting back in at an agonizingly slow pace. Matt whimpered and moved his hips to meet the blonde's, moaning slightly when he did. Mello repeated the process several times at different angles, smirking when Matt gasped and jerked his hips more violently.
"T-There Mello!" he cried, wrapping his arms around the blonde.
Mello started moving at a brisker pace, anchoring his hand against Matt's shoulder to pull the body back. Matt threw his head against the pillow and moaned, long and low. Mello started moving faster and harder, wanting those sounds to continue.
Matt bit his lip to stifle his moans. Mello growled softly and kissed the redhead hard, releasing him and staring down at his goggle covered eyes. Mello pulled the goggles away and pressed his forehead against Matt's.
"Let me hear you. I want to listen to you scream," Mello panted huskily.
The lust in Matt's eyes grew and he threw his arms around Mello's shoulders, crying out with every thrust. Mello gasped at the sudden enthusiasm with which Matt was rocking his hips against Mello's. With every cant of Matt's hips, Mello's movements got rougher and faster. He started slamming into Matt, throwing the redhead's legs over his shoulders and pressing in as deep as he could, groaning.
Matt gasped at the new sensation, shuddering. He started chanting Mello's name, speckled with demands of harder and faster. Mello was all too happy to oblige. Matt was in ecstasy, thrashing his head about on the pillow as sensations unknown wracked through his body. It was getting hard to keep pace with Mello, his body was so tired.
Mello noticed Matt's fatigue and stopped, pulling Matt's legs down and pulling the boy tightly to him. Sitting up on his knees, then back on his heels, Mello reached down and pulled Matt up so that the redhead was sitting in his lap. Matt understood and wrapped his arms around Mello's neck, anchoring himself and leaning against the blonde's chest. He whimpered at the new sensations brought with being jostled around.
Mello started to thrust upwards while his hands moved to Matt's hips, pulling him to and fro in time with his erratic thrusts. Shit, he wasn't going to last much longer and he'd be damned if he came before Matt.
Reaching down with one hand and grasping Matt's neglected erection, he stared pumping him in time with his thrusts. Matt threw his head back and screamed in pleasure, losing himself almost totally. He grasped Mello's shoulders and tried to steady himself, but it was too late.
Mello felt Matt's passage start to tighten around him and pumped his cock faster.
"That's it baby. Cum for me," he demanded huskily.
Any resistance that Matt might have had was long gone with those words. He dropped onto Mello's shoulder and held on tight as his orgasm wracked his body. He was barely aware of anything, and all that existed in his world was Mello. He was dimly aware of Mello throwing his head back and moaning louder than before, with a long Maaaaaaaaatt, drawn through it. He was slightly more aware of something warm spilling inside of him.
He felt Mello's hand on his hip, Mello's arm around his waist as he thrust gently, riding out the orgasm. He held on as tight as he could to the blonde as the strength and adrenaline in his body drained. His eyelids drooped and he wasn't really sure if he was falling or if Mello was lowering him to the bed. He hoped it was the second. A thump and the sound of heavy breathing beside him confirmed that it was indeed the second, and Mello had collapsed right next to him.
He didn't have the strength to turn to the blonde, but he was able to turn his head and drag his hand across the silken sheets enough to touch Mello's fingers and meet his eyes. Mello seemed to have a bit more strength than he, as he dragged himself closer and turned Matt to the side. He curled up behind his redheaded gamer and hugged him close, curling his body instinctively and protectively around Matt.
"Sleep, little angel. I'll be here when you wake." He knew it was the reassurance that Matt needed and he was more than happy to give him that. As he nuzzled his face into Matt's hair, he thought about how far he and Matt had come as a couple (that still felt weird) and how far Matt had come.
He was no longer prone to days of cold distance and blank stares. He was only slightly more prone to days of nervous jitters and anxiety. Mello couldn't deny that he was proud of the boy.
'Well, shit.' Mello thought. 'So much for not falling in love.'
Not that he was complaining, either-in fact, he was pretty sure that, in that one moment, everything was perfect.
Love it? Hate it? Long overdue?
Honestly, I loved writing this. I really did. I think I did okay, but I would love feedback (review whore). I'm afraid I might have gone a bit too far with it.