Sorry for being so late with this chapter. I've tried to balance my time since I just got back to school, and no longer has as much time on my hands as I used to have. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter. It's much longer than the rest, so I hope that makes up for my absence.

!Contains Smut and fluff!

Eren

Levi and I had agreed to meet at his place before heading to the concert together. The band is going on stage at eight so we've got a little time together before we're heading out. This week has been quite stressful for him and visible lines have started to appear around his eyes.

"Oi, brat! Spacing out or what?" I hadn't even noticed that I was staring at him until now. He turns around whilst tying his new cravat. It really suits him. I've never really seen anyone else wear a cravat before him, and I honestly wouldn't think anyone but him could make it work with tight blue button up and tight white pants with black straps around his thighs and calves. He's also wearing a black vest, which looks absolutely stunning on him. It makes his waist look slim.

"Yeah, I was staring at your bum for a second, I hope you don't mind." A smirk replaces his serious expression for just a second, before he turns around and faces the closet. "Such a brat." He snickers.

I lie down on the bed to stretch my back. Ever since last week, I've kept my own clothes here, I even got a spare key to his apartment. I'm really happy about our progressing relationship, but I still want more. I just want the world to know how I feel about him. We haven't really talked much about that. I guess it's still pretty new to both of us, but then again people will find out one way or another. It's not like we're hiding it, we just haven't gone out. I hope tonight will be different.

Levi has promised me to introduce me to the rest of the band, which I'm looking forward to. It's a step in the right direction.

There's suddenly a black colored object right above my head and I automatically block my face. As I realize that Levi's is in fact holding a shopping bag in front of me, I relax and sit up. "You're so on edge today… anyways, I bought you this." He dumps the bag into my lap and turns around to continue working on his appearance.

It's a black Emporio Armani bag with an eagle-like logo between the two words. Isn't that one of the more expensive brands? What did he get me? I look into the bag and push the paper pieces aside until I reach the fabric. With a swift move I pull out what looks like a blue button up in the exact same color as the one Levi's wearing.

"You know how cheesy this is, right?" I giggle and hold the shirt up in the light. It's the exact same one as his.

"What's wrong with couple clothes? Besides that makes it more obvious, that you're off limits. I can't risk anyone stealing you away from whilst I'm on stage." He takes a few steps closer to me before planting his hands on each side of me. "There's more in the bag." His voice is playful and I'm absolutely certain, that if we had more time before the driver gets here, Levi would definitely pin me to the bed and god knows what he'd do to me.

I gulp and look back down into the bag. Apparently, there's a pair of white pants as well and a black vest. How the hell did he even know my size? Did he measure me while I was asleep? I wouldn't be surprised if he did. He has a habit of being unpredictable. I guess that makes two of us.

"Thank you, Levi." I look up and my gaze captures his. He smiles and presses his lips against mine for a short passionate kiss before pulling away and standing back up. "Anything for you, brat. Now get dressed. The limo will be here soon."

I get off the bed and immediately start stripping. "By the way I told Jean and Armin to meet us there." Since it went so well last time, I ended up inviting both of them. Neither of them have met Levi, so I thought now would be the perfect time. They already have their tickets and backstage passes, so they can get in on their own.

"Oh right, your friends. Tell me, is there anything I should know about them beforehand?" Levi takes a seat on the bed whilst I'm pulling my new pants on. I feel his eyes glued to my body I button my shirt up.

"Well, just don't worry if I'm suddenly in a fistfight with Jean, that's normal." I snicker and take a deep breath. "Armin is a bit quiet but very intelligent. He'll probably faint if you try to approach him." Levi huffs and pulls out his phone from his pocket. "I'll play nice then."

The bed creaks as I bump down next to him. "We both know that's impossible." I snicker, which earns me an elbow in the side. "Hey!" Before I realize what's going on, Levi straddles me and my back connects with the sheets as he pushes me down.

"Shut up, and FYI there's no alcohol for you. I don't care if your friends are getting drunk, it's an absolute no-go in your case." My cheeks burn slightly as he glares at me from on top of me.

I cross my arms and sigh in defeat. "Alright! Fine!" There's absolutely no point in arguing with him. He'll win no matter what, though I don't mind. He'll probably throw in some perfect argument as to why I shouldn't be drinking, such as it would be a pain in the ass if I threw up in the limousine or in his apartment. I know that's not the exact reason but it's one he'd use. "I promise, I won't drink."

Levi hums but then looks away for some reason. His gaze is fixated on something on the floor as it seems. "I still remember when I first met you. You were so drunk." I tilt my head and glance up at him. Why is he thinking about that now? His brows furrows as he takes in a deep breath.

The atmosphere turns a bit awkward as none of us says anything for several seconds. I try to ease the mood a little. "Yeah… That's a bit embarrassing to think about." I send him a sheepish smile as his gaze yet again is focused on me.

"You were and still are a cute little shithead. Tch! I was such an ass to you back then." He grunts.

I've had enough of being pressed down on the bed and therefore flips Levi onto his back before straddling him. "Yeah, but you made it up to me afterwards. If you hadn't gone after me, I probably wouldn't be here with you, right this moment." My fingers glide over his clothed chest whilst I lean down and press a kiss to the bridge of his nose.

The corners of his mouth quirks upwards in a smirk whilst he lets out a huff. "Of course I would go after you. Do you really think I'd let that drunken ass of yours leave my apartment in the middle of the night? Fuck no. I'm never letting you walk out on me."

"But you told me to leave." I interlock both our hands whilst pinning him down.

"I was a blind idiot." He's grinning underneath me and surprisingly enough let me take the lead for now. Normally, he would've switched positions by now.

"A blind idiot who I love." My lips collide with his in a deep kiss. A moan slips from my mouth as he sits up and wraps his arms around me. I feel like a horny teenager when I unconsciously start grinding against him. He growls slightly but complies.

As his phone suddenly goes off and starts playing his ringtone, I'm startled and immediately pull away from the kiss. My cheeks are burning. Levi only snickers and throws me off and onto the bed.

"The driver's here, we better head down. Grab your stuff and let's get going." Well thank god he called now and not after my tent had risen, if that was the case I would've demanded that Levi took care of it. He probably would though. "I will deal with your horny ass when we get back."

"Keep this around your neck at all times." Levi hands me my backstage pass as we head up the stairs to the entrance behind the building. I don't know what I expected when Levi told me that the concert would be held in our neighbor town Karanes, but I certainly didn't expect the concert to be held in a theatre. "Okay, thanks." I pull the neck strap over my head and let the pass dangle around my neck.

The security guard opens the massive black metal door and lets us inside. I feel his narrow eyes on me as I enter. A sigh escapes my mouth as I hear the door click shut behind us.

"Leeeeeeeeviiiiiii!" There are a few quick footsteps before the culprit throws themselves on me with their hands wrapped around my shoulders. "Ereeeeeeeeeeen!" I've heard that female voice before.

"Uhm, hi?" I can't keep myself from smiling as I notice Levi's cold glare that's directed to the head on my shoulder. She squeals and almost squeezes me to death in a big bear hug.

She finally pulls herself away from me and apparently ignores the way Levi sighs in relief, though she's grinning widely. "Oh my god you're such a cutie, no wonder Levi fell for you." I smile at her as she holds her hand out for me to shake it. "My name is Hanji. We talked very briefly on the phone."

Levi slaps her hand away before I get to take it. "Don't touch, you'll just end up contaminating him."

"Leevii! Don't be a bully! Anyways, It's nice to meet you Eren!" This time she winks at me which clearly seems to piss Levi off as well. He steps closer to me and wraps his arm around me protectively whilst growling at the brunette female with the weird glasses.

"The pleasure is all mine!" I smile shyly.

"Eren! You're really too adorable for your own good!" Again she nearly slings her arms around me, but Levi beats her to it and pushes her away. Yet again she squeals and jumps up and down excitedly. What the hell is going on with this woman? She's so weird.

"Oi, leave him alone already. I don't want you scaring him off." Levi grumbles. His eyebrows are arched and his eyes seems able to burn holes in everything within reach.

"Nah, don't worry, Levi. I won't scare your precious boy away. Hey Eren, you have really pretty eyes." Her hands connect with my cheeks in no time and she almost pulls my head off when Levi's had enough and finally pulls me away. "Oi shitty glasses, hands off!"

Hanji screeches and slides onto her knees. "Oh boohoo, you're no fun, Levi. I just wanted to look at his eyes! They're like sooo cool. What color are they? Green or blue? They look like they're both-" I really wouldn't be surprised if her mouth started foaming. It really is a mystery to me how Levi can stand being around her, not that there's anything wrong with her (though I doubt it), they're just polar opposites.

"Will you shut up already! Go get your guitar ready and do something about that stench of yours, it's revolting." He hisses and pinches the bridge of his nose, his hand is still securely holding onto my waist and pulling me close enough for our shoulders to touch.

"What do you mean? I just took a shower like half an hour ago." As if crazy wasn't enough to describe her, she lifts her arm up and sniffs her armpit. I can already hear the wheels in Levi's head turn at that and I tilt my head just in time to watch his calm expression turn into a disgusted grimace. "Use some fucking deodorant and perfume for fuck's sake!"

"Fine, fine, shorty." Hanji dusts herself off as she gets off the dark wooded floor. I haven't even paid attention to our surroundings until now.

We're in the midst of a big crowded room full of tech and lighting people along with a few makeup artists and clothing racks. The room and the front stage seems separated by two massive curtains, the front being a red grand drape whilst the back is a plain black curtain. I notice that all of the instruments are already set up behind the grand drape. It definitely looks like something from a movie.

Levi pries me from my thoughts as his lips are on mine for a short "There we go." He smirks as my cheeks turn red. He had said something a few seconds ago but I was too focused on looking around to hear what it was. Hanji has left as well to go god knows where. "Come on, I need to get a microphone before we go onstage."

Approximately half an hour later I receive a text from Armin, explaining that they're almost here. Levi's been busy getting styled by multiple stylists, every time one of them would try arranging his hair, another would budge in. In the end, Levi would growl and snap at them for taking too long.

I slide my phone in my pocket while pacing around looking at all the equipment. There's a lot of it numerous of lights are sat up by the styling area, same goes for the dressing area. Levi's already dressed and I doubt anyone else will need it, but who knows?

There's a gentle tap on my shoulder followed by a deep voice. "Hello?"

"Uhm… Hi!" I'm met by a pair of sky-blue eyes as I turn around, and for the first time in a long time, I actually have to look up to face the owner. The blonde man before me is very tall and looks very muscular, though his features seem soft and he has a friendly smile on his lips.

"I'm Erwin, Erwin Smith. What's your name?" His hand is reached out in a welcoming manner.

"Oh! I'm Eren Jaeger." I shake his hand with a sheepish smile. The name seems familiar, but I can't exactly tell where or when I've heard it. Levi must've told me at some point. I think Levi mentioned someone with huge eyebrows, maybe that's him? He definitely matches that description.

"Hm… Eren? Are you a friend of Levi's?" Erwin asks with a raised brow.

"Oi! Eyebrows, I see you've met my boyfriend." Speaking of the devil, Levi comes up from behind me and wraps his arms tightly around me. His challenging glare is focused on the blonde with the big eyebrows.

"Boyfriend, huh? Well he seems like a catch." Erwin's eyes flickers between me and Levi until they land on me whilst a playful smirk makes its way onto his lips. "Maybe you can tame Levi a bit. He really needs to get rid of that foul language… And rid of that pent up sexual frustration." My face starts burning and I feel Levi tense up behind me.

"He really isn't that bad when I'm alone with him." I answer

"No? Special treatment, I suppose. Does he let you be the dominant in bed as well?" A loud growl sounds from behind me, and I know Levi's close to ripping Erwin's head off.

"Erwin, leave us the fuck alone and go tend your slugs." Is my lover's harsh response, as he starts dragging me away from the blonde man. Erwin looks flabbergasted for a moment, before his expression regains its calm demeanor.

"My what?" He asks with a playful click of his tongue. Did he really not take offense to that?

"Your damn eyebrows!" Levi snarls.

Two pairs of footsteps sound from behind us followed by a timid familiar voice. "Hey Eren!" The hands that had clung to me lets go of me and I turn around to greet my friends. "Armin! Hey!"

Jean is standing next to Armin with his annoying usual expression. "Eren." He says with a slight irritated tone and a sharp glare, though it isn't as sharp as Levi's.

"Horseface." I cross my arms and glare right back at him, not giving a shit about his attitude.

"What the fuck idiot? Quit that nickname already!" A hand connects with the front of my shirt and hauls me forward. I immediately feel Levi's hand around my waist. His eyes are locked on Jean. Poor Horse, doesn't know what awaits him if he pisses Levi off. "Oi, don't you put a hand on my Eren!"

"You're the idiot!" I sneer back at him and claws at his fisted hand.

Jean's gaze flickers between me and Levi. Hesitation is vivid in his eyes, but he doesn't seem to back down. "No way! You are, asshole!"

"Asshat!"

"Fucktard!"

Our angry insults are interrupted as Levi pulls me away and across the room. I can hear Armin behind me trying to calm Jean down. "Jean! Calm down already!"

Erwin steps in front of Levi and I. His eyes are pointy and directed towards Jean and Armin in the background. "Do I need to call security?"

"No, that's not necessary. Jean and I are always this immature." I respond with a sheepish smile. Levi doesn't seem too fazed by my behavior and simply shrugs. Erwin has is eyes set on something or rather someone a bit behind me, so I turn around to look in his direction. A blonde mop of hair is gingerly talking with both Hanji and Jean. Is he looking at Armin?

When I turn back around I'm only met with Levi's stare. Where did Erwin go? "Oi, brat. We're going on stage in a few minutes, please try and stay out of trouble till I get back. If anything happens then go find Erwin." He snickers for a second before continuing. "He won't be too hard to find anyways." His hand is motioning towards the people behind me, and as I turn and look, I notice the tall blonde has joined my friends. Jean seems rather bored with whatever conversation they're having while Armin looks very intrigued.

"Okay, I will." I look back at Levi who leans in and presses his soft lips against mine. A whine escapes my lips as he pulls away and start walking around the grand drape.

There's a few chairs on the sideline of the stage, which makes it a perfect spot to look from. I take a seat and watch my boyfriend's every move as the rest of the band members collect their instruments and get ready to rock the stage.

A few moments pass by as they get everything ready and take their spots on the dark scene. Levi sends a sign with his hand towards some of the people on the other side of the stage and then the grand drape is pulled apart.

The audience is completely silent until the moment the music starts playing. The spotlight is turned on and illuminates the entire stage. Levi is standing in the front with a lusty expression displayed on his face. His eyes are burning and there's a slight smirk on his lips, which suddenly pulls apart and he releases a wave of loud moans that go right to my groin.

"Bite down sometimes
Let me remember the pain
With overflowing liquid adrenaline
Taint everything"

I must be looking like an idiot. My cheeks are burning from pure happiness and I can't hide the huge smile that somehow has appeared on my lips. The fact that Levi, my Levi, is so charismatic while performing and how he somehow manages to make my heart skip a beat every time he glances in my direction. I simply can't control my enjoyment.

"All the way from the tip of my foot
The crawling nerves
Are drowning in sensations
My body brings my mind with it"

Levi performs a long sequence of suggestive moves, and if it hadn't been for his eyes that constantly pointed towards me, I would've been a little annoyed by it. It's actually funny. Ever since we became a couple, I've started to get more needy and private.

I love Levi, his voice and his dancing, but I want to keep him by myself. He's an idol, obviously, that's out of the question. I know I'm being selfish, but come on, who can blame me?

"A finger was added with reserve
Is what you want an ideal?"

At some point a small honey blonde female has sat down by me. I tilt my head and immediately recognize her soft features. Petra Ral! Isn't she supposed to be on stage with the rest of the band?

She doesn't seem to having noticed my staring at all. Her gaze seems to be fixated on someone a little further ahead, one of the other band members. I follow her eyes all the way until they land on a certain person that has my head spinning 24/7. Well I would be looking at him too if I was a fangirl, but the way Petra looks at him makes my blood boil ever so slightly. There's probably nothing to it, right? I sigh and look back at her. "Aren't you supposed to be on stage as well?" Her head turns and faces me with a sheepish smile.

"Who are you?" Her voice is so soft and timid along with her eyes that are glaring right into mine.

"Oh sorry, I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Eren." My palm land on the back of my neck as I extend my other hand. She hesitantly shakes it with a coy smile.

"Eren? I've heard so much about you, Levi is very fond of you." Petra says with a cheerful expression. "Anyways, my name I'm Petra. You probably already knew that and no I'm not supposed to be on stage until next song."

"Heh, it's nice to meet you in person."

"You too!" She chuckles and stands up. "Oh, I better get ready before the next song."

I watch her leave while waving back at me. Well that sure was a short but interesting meeting, maybe I get to see her again. Petra seems to be sending off an easy-going aura. I certainly it was a pleasure talking to her.

"Unneeded, everything is unneeded
Polished and cumbersome pride
Even the rules of a meaningless world
They can't be called anything but useless"

Again, Levi is trying to seduce the audience with his painfully lewd moves. Well at least I'm the one who gets to take that piece of ass home, or rather he gets to take my ass home. I've been staying a lot at Levi's place lately, it's basically my other home. When we aren't at my place, we're at his. Now that I think about it, Levi and I haven't really been seen in public. It's not that it's a problem, though I just wish he'd show me off or something. That was a stupid thought. Of course he won't 'show me off' like that… But I really want to be able to go out with him and not hide in his apartment complex. Ugh!

A normal date like going to the park or go on dates… is that too much to ask for?

"Your hidden style
A dive taken while exposed
What's born there is expectation
A lofty smile that's no mistake"

"Hey Eren! Want some booze? There's plenty and it's free!" Jean suddenly bumps down in the chair on my right. He's got a bottle of god knows what in his hand. No way I'm trying that after that last bottle of Tequila! Besides, I promised Levi that I wouldn't.

"No, I'm not supposed to." I snort and cross my arm defiantly. Where the hell is Armin when you need him?

"Come on! You're so boring." He grunts and takes a big swig of the see-through liquid, which makes me scrunch my nose. I bet it takes like shit, though Jean doesn't grimace at the flavor. Fucker.

"I am not!" Well, I'd rather be boring than go against Levi. Besides, I don't want him to worry further about me. It's enough as it is. Jean doesn't understand that, he never has. I can't really blame him, he doesn't know how serious my situation is. He knows that I've been in the hospital on plenty occasions, but that's it.

"Then have some!" He tries shoving the bottle into my arms, but I just turn my back towards him. I'm through with his alcoholic shit.

"No way. I promised Levi that I wouldn't." I sneer at him.

"Chemistry that brings together breaths
Emotions that blow into my ear
My chest is about to burst
My whole body's cells are going crazy"

"Pfftsh, he's got you wrapped around his finger, eh?" I hear Jean's snickering behind me. A smirk appears on my face as I look back at him. We're both grinning like idiots.

"More like the other way around." A deep voice sounds behind the both of us and we quickly turn around to look at the tall intruder.

"Erwin?" We squirm in unison as said man takes a seat beside me.

"Haven't you noticed the way he looks at you?" Erwin asks with a friendly smile while leaning forward. His gaze is fixated on the moving figures on the stage as he talks.

"Well I certainly noticed that and how he carried you off. I even bet he tops!" Jean starts laughing out loud. His last statement makes a dark shade of red creep onto my cheeks. As the horse notices that slight change his laughing halters for a second, but he keeps that idiotic grin plastered on his face. "Ha! That's what I thought."

"Undressing from a chassis
First, gently tear it off
Without minding, get flying
Don't hesitate, just you, my darling"

I notice Levi as he makes a full turn towards me and sends me a smug smile. It only lasts for a second but it's enough to make my pants feel tight. How the hell does he do that? One look and I'm falling apart and almost on my begging knees. If I don't start thinking different thoughts I know I'll have get a boner and Levi will be the sole reason for that.

Both Erwin and Jean seem to focused on the show to actually notice anything else, so without further ado I silently get up and head further down the room. Jean glances at me as I pass him, but he doesn't say anything.

"Double suicide in the center of a free world
Is this chapter what you dream of?"

The restroom is marked by a big yellow door sign with a male figure on it. I slowly push the door open to see if there's anyone inside before stepping in. The door closes behind me and to my utter surprise I can't hear anything sounds from outside the bathroom. Cool! Soundproof walls. I bet Levi's neighbors wish they had that same kind of equipment every time I'm over at his place. We tend to get a little rough and noisy, if you know what I mean.

I step up to one of the silvery sinks and hold my hands under the automatic faucet. The pass is dangling awkwardly around my neck, and I quickly pull it off and place it next to the faucet to keep it from getting soaked.

The previous tightness in my pants has gradually become less tight. I bet Levi did that on purpose! He knows how to affect me, and how easily affected I am. He'll have to make up for that later, when we're alone. Maybe I'll try teasing him for an exchange. Perhaps I should ride him… Okay! I really need to stop thinking about this while I'm in public.

I quickly finish washing my hands before leaving the restroom.

"Unneeded, everything is unneeded
Polished and cumbersome pride
Even the rules of a meaningless world
They can't be called anything but useless"

"Hey you there! You aren't allowed back here." A low and deep voice yells shouts from right behind me, just as I step outside. I stiffen and turn around. The man before me is tall and very buff, it isn't the same guy that let me and Levi inside. This one is much scarier. His tanned arms are covered by a dozen tattoos and his arched eyebrow is pierced. His eerie dark brown eyes are glaring at me.

"I'm with Levi Ackerman, I have this-" My hand darts up to where the backstage pass is or was supposed to be. What?! It's gone! I must've dropped.

"Sure you are kid. No trespassing." He snarls and rushes in my direction.

"Hey! No it's true!" My hand pats at the spot right above my abdomen where the backstage pass was supposed to be. Fuck where the hell is it! Shit this isn't good! I need to find Erwin or Petra. Before I get to run off, his hand wraps around my upper arm and he immediately begins to drag me across the room towards the exit which Levi and I had entered from. "Let go of me!" I pull, turn and dig my nails into his tight hand, but nothing seems to budge, if anything it makes my arm and shoulder hurt even more. "You can't do this!" The door swings open and he sends me flying down the stairs.

I yelp and cry out as my torso connects with the asphalt. All the air in my lungs are suddenly released and I instantly gasp for air. My eyes dart up as I hear the door being slammed shut before they falter to the cold ground. It might be spring, but even then it's still cold in the evening. There's a faint snickering and giggles behind me and I turn my head to look at the perpetrators. Four guys around my own age are standing idly by a black SUV close to the entrance.

"Sneaking in, huh? Yeah we tried that too but without success as you see." One of the guys takes a few steps towards me and holds out his arm to help me up from the solid ground. He's wearing a navy blue turtleneck and a pair of loose dark ripped jeans. The dark brown mop of hair is pulled back showing most of his forehead, though a couple of fringes fall from the spot. Hesitantly, I accept his help and latch my hand onto his arms as he yanks me up on my feet.

"I'm definitely not sneaking in! I had a backstage pass, but I must've dropped it, besides my boyfriend is still in there!" I somewhat snarl.

Nac doesn't seem fazed by my tone the slightest. "If you say so... My name is Nac by the way." He shrugs and turns on his heels before heading back over to the car.

"Your hidden style
A dive taken while exposed
What's born there is expectation
A lofty smile that's no mistake"

The music from inside is barely audible, but I can clearly sense Levi's voice that's mixed up with the noises from various instruments. My heart aches a little and my stomach becomes a clutter of nerves. I hope someone comes and gets be soon, I'm not that comfortable about being alone in an unfamiliar place. Sure, I know how to handle myself but that's only to some extent.

As much as my gut tells me to stay away from these guys I still head towards them. They're all looking at me with amusement in their eyes. A bunch of idiots…

"So why don't we lighten the mood a little. What's your name, kiddo?" My hands turn into fists. I'm definitely not a kid. Who the hell do they think they are?

After constipating for a few minutes about whether or not I should engage in a fist fight, I sigh and calm myself down as much as possible. Levi would definitely kick my ass if I ended up getting hurt. I'll have to be careful around these people. Introducing myself won't hurt. Right? "Eren." There, simple and short without the necessity of explaining anything.

"That's a nice name, so why don't you come over and sit with us until your boyfriend comes then? I'm sure he'll come for you when he realizes that you're gone." The logic seems reasonable and I proceed on stepping closer. Two of them are sitting on the ground while one is poking around with the radio inside the car.

"Eren this is Samuel, Thomas and Mylius." Nac first gestures to the two on the ground who simply nod in acknowledgment while the last one, Mylius pops his head out and waves enthusiastically. "Hey!" Honestly, they don't seem so bad, well not all of them.

I decide on prying a little taken that I've got nothing better to do while I wait. "So eh, what are you guys doing? Like why are you here?" Nac arches an eyebrow and smirks a little at my question. That guy gives me the creeps. I'm a little uncomfortable.

"We were hoping to sneak inside, but well we got caught while our other friends Hannah and Franz got in." Thomas, the blonde on the ground is the first to speak up. Nac's heel connects with his shin in a matter of seconds whilst the brunette sends him a harsh glare. "Those fuckers are probably making out in a bathroom stall right now." His rough voice frightens me. I take a few steps backwards and almost stumbling back onto my ass.

"Look, right now in this world
It's being unleashed
A sharp glare of hopeful passion
It's fine to get more serious"

Nac snickers and steps up to me, clearly crossing my comfort zone by a mile. The other guys seem a bit displeased by his sudden actions but they don't voice it. This guy is utmost creepy and I really just want to run away. "So Eren, I'm curious. Your boyfriend must be pretty special if he managed to get backstage without getting thrown out like yourself." My back connects with the dark grey wall of the theatre. Nac's got a dark expression on his face as he places a hand on each side of my shoulders.

"Well… sure he is…" The words are a low and muffled bunch of mumbles. He seems too pleased with my cowardly reaction. The others have quieted down and are staring blankly at us. I feel like a helpless prey just like when my dad had beaten me to a pulp. Why am I such a coward!

"Hm? What's his name then?" Nac leans in and presses his lip against my ear. I growl in response and send my hand flying at him. He groans as I scratch his and leave a darkish color on his cheek. His hand grips onto mine and pins me against the wall. I push against him but quickly realize that I'm outmatched by his strength. "Let go of me you fucking asshole!" I snarl.

Time suddenly seems frozen as Nac if forcefully pulled away from me and thrown backwards. He ends up falling and hitting the ground with his hip. A loud shout fills the silent parking lot. It takes me forever to realize what happened. One fist after another connects with Nac's stomach and only stops after he cries out in pain. My insides are twitching and turning as I feel paralyzed. A familiar hand wraps around my waist. "Eren?!"

That makes me snap back into reality. Nac is lying on the ground while groaning and gripping at his stomach. The other guys look both shocked and terrified. Levi's gaze is narrow and full of concern. He quickly begins to pull me back up the stairs without looking back at the scene.

I only dare speak up after the door has been closed. "L-Levi?"

He abruptly releases me and pushes me against the exit rather harshly. I yelp in sheer surprise as the back of my head hits the door. "Tch! What the fuck do you think you're doing, brat? Didn't I tell you to stay back here? How much of an idiot are you?!"

"I-I…" The words seem caught in my throat and I can't stand looking into those cold grey pools of my lover. He's never been this angry with me before.

"Oi, look at me!" His hand gently cups my cheek and he pulls my face towards him. The hard glare has softened a little but his voice is still anxiously harsh. "I'm going to go back onstage. This time I'll have Erwin watch you while I'm gone, alright?"

When I remain silent Levi sighs and peels himself away from me before he turns away and stomps back out on the stage. His angry expression quickly gets replaced with a naughty smile as the crowd catcalls him, though I can still see the faint anger in his eyes as he casts one last glance in my direction.

For the first time in a long time, we didn't have sex before heading to bed. Levi was beyond exhausted after the concert both physically and mentally. He has been in a sour mood ever since we left the concert and got in the limousine. Few glances were exchanged, but even then he barely even looked at me and hasn't really said anything to me either. Did I do something wrong? It all started after I met those guys in the parking lot, when that idiotic security guard threw me out.

Another thing that keeps bothering me is how close he got to the backup singer, Petra Ral. My blood is still boiling just by the thought of her kissing MY BOYFRIEND. I couldn't exactly see what was going on, but my gut tells me that she kissed him. They were too close for anything else to happen. He didn't return the gesture though, but he didn't push her away or avoid it either. Is something going on that I should know about? Does he like Petra? What if he isn't even that into me after all? Oh stop it. I'm probably just overthinking it and letting my emotions get the better of me. Probably. I trust Levi, he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. He promised me.

Everything went just fine until the band had gathered behind stage before everyone left. Petra had moved close to Levi and that's when it happened. She kissed him! I know my angle was a bit off, but I know a kiss when I see one. Ugh! I feel like shit. My insides are twisting uncomfortably.

I'm a bit hurt though. The way he acted up until we went to bed. He didn't even cuddle with me as usual. We simply changed to our pajamas' and he fell asleep just as I got in bed with him. Dinner had been quiet too. We ended up eating in silence while watching some television. Maybe it's just me, but I really can't help feeling a slight pain in my heart. Not literally, but it feels like my heart is aching and I just want to cry it out. The shock from being pushed against the cold wall by some stranger keeps nagging at me and reappearing, every time I remind myself that I'm safe. Levi saved me.

Silently, I get out of the bed and tip-toe my way across the room till I reach the door. With a short hesitation, I open the door while looking back at Levi making sure he's asleep. I would've used the master bathroom, but I'd be too noisy and most likely end up waking him up, that's a risk I really don't want to take. Having to explain him why I'm bawling my eyes out in the middle of the night is not something I want to do, especially because it concerns him.

I close the door shut without making too much noise and trails my way through the apartment with careful steps. I reach one of the guest bedrooms and again remember to close the door before heading to the bathroom.

The bright light almost blinds me as I flick the contact on the wall. I lock the bathroom door and sit down against the counter. The tears that had built up are now overflowing and running down my cheeks. I can't hold back my sobs but I try to cover them with the sleeve of my light blue shirt.

I pull my knees to my chest and hide my face behind them. The picture of Petra kissing Levi gnaws at my brain, along with the angry tone he used when he found me in the parking lot. I know he was furious and pissed off. What did I do to make him this angry? So angry that he won't even speak to me? Why did I drop that stupid pass?

Question after question appears in my mind and I feel so guilty for putting Levi in a position where he had to beat up someone. I know he did it because he was pissed and probably worried that Nac would harm me, but I still feel responsible... More like a liability. Why can't I just stand up for myself? Why do I have to be such a weakling?

A disturbed and broken weakling. Why does Levi put up with me? Does he even know what he's getting himself into? My head starts pounding as the questions continue popping up and I completely give in. I can't handle anymore at the moment.

This night is a disaster. If I just had kept the pass on me and hadn't talked to that guy, this wouldn't have happened. It's my fault. I'm an idiot.

Knock.

I freeze and hold back my sobs as I hear someone by the door. A strangled whimper escapes my mouth before I manage to choke it.

"Eren?"

He heard me, shit. I can feel my body tense up and my heart being pinched painfully. Another sob falls from my mouth before I manage to withhold it. I look at the door handle as Levi is trying to open it, just to find out that it's locked.

"Eren, please open the door." His voice is smooth and soft. He sounds worried.

Suddenly, there's a loud knock on the door followed by some grunting and grumbling on the other side. I sniff and stretch my arm to unlock the door. With a soft click, the door is unlocked and I reattach my arm just as Levi pushes inside. I hide my red eyes in my kneecaps to avoid looking at him.

I can feel his gaze on me but I dread to look up. I'm not ready to explain myself, but apparently Levi has other ideas. He kneels in front of me and surprisingly enough grabs my chin and forces me to look at him. His eyebrows are furrowed and his eyes are wide open staring right into mine, but there's not a single hint of anger in them.

"Eren?" He says calmly. The way my name sounds from his lips, makes my insides twitch around of pure joy. I avert his gaze as my eyes become foggy again. "Look at me." His tone is one that commands respect and obedience, but it's still soothing and nonthreatening. My red and glassy eyes look back into his grey pools. He doesn't say anything else and I barely get to react before he picks me up and carries me back into his room bridal style.

My back makes contact with the soft sheets as he gently sets me down and crawls into bed with me. His arm wraps around my waist and pulls me closer, whilst his hand guides mine to his chest. His eyes are locked onto mine the entire time and I send him a shy smile.

"Eren? Why were you crying?" And there it was, the question I really wanted to avoid. I had hoped that he would postpone asking until tomorrow, but apparently not. Levi must've felt my discomfort by the question, since his thumb starts rubbing around in a circular motion on my lower back.

His eyes are still fixated on me as I speak. "I-I don't know… I thought you were mad at me and that I had done something wrong, since you wouldn't cuddle with me or err-… since you were ignoring me..." I bite my lip and look away.

"I was mad… but not at you." He finally breaks the awkward tension that had built up between us. "When I saw you with that asshole in the parking lot, I was jealous and angry. I know you'd never do anything with anyone else other than me, but I still felt jealous." He takes a deep breath. "I was angry with myself for speaking to you like that… and I was angry and scared that if I hadn't showed up something might've happened to you… I could never let that happen." His hand moves up and cups my cheek. "I'm so sorry."

So he was jealous? A blush makes its way onto my cheeks and the pinching in my chest is replaced with butterflies. My lips pull apart in a wide smile. "It's okay." Levi chuckles and pulls me even closer before pressing his lips against mine in a loving kiss.

I had it all wrong, but there's still one thing I need to ask him. I don't want any more misunderstandings or unanswered questions. He growls slowly as I pull away from the kiss. "Levi?" I frown slightly to make myself appear serious, but I still can't avoid the corners of my lips from darting upwards.

"What?" He quirks an eyebrow at me and glares a bit.

I start backpedaling. "Nothing…" Maybe I should just wait and ask him tomorrow, when we're both fully awake and when I haven't spent the majority of the night bawling my eyes out.

"Eren, tell me." His lips are inches from mine again ghosting against my lower lip.

"Why did Petra kiss you?"

Levi pulls back a little with a shocked expression. I'm a little worried at first but then… he's laughing? Why is he laughing? She did kiss him, right?

"Petra didn't kiss me; she was wishing me good luck… you know; it can be pretty much impossible to hear what anyone says when you're surrounded by shouting fans." He snickers and within seconds he has me pinned to the bed. My eyes widen by pure surprise as he hovers above me. "I think someone was a little jealous." He leans down and whispers in my ear in a low seductive voice that makes my blood run south. "Don't worry-…" It buzzes between my legs and shivers run down my spine as he bites down on my earlobe. "…-you're the only one I want to kiss."

His lips are on mine immediately roaming and claiming every part of my mouth. I open up and let his fierce tongue slip inside. His elbows are on each side of my head supporting most of his weight. He's got me pinned between him and the sheets leaving me no ways of escaping from his warm touches that makes my body ache for more.

He dominates my mouth while I wrap my legs around him and move my hips against his. He groans into my mouth in pleasure and his hand starts moving its way down to the hem of my pants. I moan and pull back from the kiss as he palms me through the two layers of fabric.

"Leevii!" I whine at the lack of friction. He merely snickers and leans down to suck on my neck. "Fucking tease!" I hiss as he continues to rub his hand against my clothed shaft.

Levi suddenly sits up whilst pressing my legs together by my kneecaps. After a few seconds of fumbling with my pajama pants, he finally gets them off along with my boxers. His own follows immediately after, landing somewhere on the floor. Levi is already shirtless. I pull my shirt off and throw it wherever to be discovered later.

Again he pins me down with my legs spread between his and his elbows locking me in. His mouth is roaming each inch of my neck whilst his hips are roughly pressed against mine causing me to twitch and moan out loud.

"Mmh... ngh-…" I close my eyes and hear the familiar sound of a lid opening. Levi's hot breath tingles on the skin of my neck as he abruptly stops grinding against me. I open my eyes just as I feel something poke and massage the skin around my entrance.

Levi's eyes dart up and look straight into mine as he leans closer. "I'm gonna fuck you so hard that the only thing you remember is my name." His voice is so rough and sensual that I almost pant by the mere words. His teeth are ghosting on my neck. "I'll make you remember exactly how much I love you." His features are soft and loving as he looks into my eyes. My heart beats rapidly in my chest as he pushes his finger inside me. "I'll mark every inch of your skin." His warm tongue licks on my lips but dreads to enter my eager mouth. "You're mine and mine alone." The words have a possessive tinge to them and he growls as he finishes the sentence. "And I don't like to share." My breathing becomes ragged and my entire body is on fire. Fuck I want him!

Another finger slips inside my hole agonizingly slow. A loud groan escapes my lips and I can feel Levi's eyes on me, taking in the sight. He clicks his tongue and let his fingers move even slower. I whine and start moving on my own, pushing against his fingers, but he stops me. "So impatient." He's grinning as his motion becomes almost torturing. "Hm. What do you want me to do?" My cheeks turn fifty shades of red by his question. Fuck him and his dirty talk. I grin widely and look right into his grey eyes. Two can play that game.

"Hm… What do you want to do to me?" I bite my lower lip and reach down to touch his cock. Levi stares at me with a hungry expression. My hand gently takes ahold of his member before stroking it from the base to the tip. His cheeks are tinted red and his eyes look dazed, but only for a second. "Brat!" He holds back a groan as he suddenly pulls his fingers out of me and yanks my hand away from his dick.

"Lev-ah-ah!" I shriek as his member is pushed all the way inside and hits my prostate in one quick go. It burns a little, but it only adds to the sensation. Levi's mouth is on mine again, his tongue exploring the familiarities of my cavern. "Mhm!" I moan and cry from the excessive amount of pleasure as he starts thrusting in and out of me in a hard and fast pace. My brain simply can't keep up with his godly moves. Levi the sexgod. I think he'll love that nickname.

My mind becomes fuzzy as his thrusts becomes deeper hitting my prostate right on the spot every time. He pulls back from the wet kiss and moves to bite and suck on my neck, right below my ear. The bed is banging against the wall with each of Levi's unbearably incredible thrusts. I throw my head back and wrap my arms around him immediately clawing at his back. He hisses against my neck and licks on the newly planted hickey. "L-Lev-i! Hah!"

Everything is going so fast and I'm feeling so good that I forget to breathe. I'm only able to mouth out his name. Levi leans back up and looks down at me whilst still pounding into me recklessly. His hand is suddenly stroking my member and I haven't even realized how close I am until now. With a few firm strokes and a couple of hard balls-deep thrusts, I cry out my release. "Ah! Hah! ~Ngh! Levi!" He continues to fuck me and lets me ride out my orgasm.

"E-Eren!" He groans my name out loud and pushes all the way in before releasing inside. I twitch by the feeling of the warm fluid spilling over as he pulls out. He lies down next to me and pulls me closer. We're both panting and unable to speak, instead he simply places a kiss to my forehead before pulling the covers over us. I relax and rest my head on his chest whilst listening to his rapid heartbeat. Levi closes his eyes but keeps his protective grip on my waist.

"I love you, Eren." My heart flutters by his words and my limbs are buzzing with an unknown but pleasurable feeling. I tilt my head a bit and catch him smiling at me. His features are soft and relaxed. He looks so peaceful when he's like this, free from worries and problems. I would never say this to his face, but when he's smiling, the visible worry line right next to his eyebrow disappears and he looks much younger than he really is. The same goes for when he's sleeping or looking at me after having sex. His eyes are full of love and passion, something I've never really noticed until now.

I feel warm, loved and protected.

I have absolutely no idea when I'll be able to post the next chapter. If you feel like I'm taking too long, feel free to message me (complain), since that might actually make me get my focus back on track.

Anyways, thank you so much for the support!