So I am back again. 'ugh… not so good'

Alright, I decided to update again, because the chapter was sooo short last time. Sorry guys, I was so tired at that time which was…. 3 Am? Never mind, I always sleep late, but that time was exceptional.

Ok… so… T^T Without anyone telling me what to update first *winks to chris-chan*, I want you all to say what you want to read from me 'I seriously doubt that you want to read anything from me!' and I will take the much voices for a certain story. Deal? …. I hope that you do that really.

Thanks for the reviewers…. Again.

…Chapter 21…..

Judai wanted to…

KILL Someone. For example: Haou.

WHAT THE HELL WAS HAOU THINKING?

He was KIDNAPPING him? Was he doing that for fun?

Judai almost crashed everything in the room from frustration. How dare he show up like THAT?

This was something big. Big enough to make Judai seriously angry. What was he supposed to tell Johan and his father if they asked him anything about the matter? Not to mention that Johan looked somehow angry on their way back home. Thinking about it over and over again, how did Haou manage to find his place? Was this a fucking small world or what?

Japan is a huge country really.

Just when he was about to burst from anger, he cooled down and left his room, and walked in the house aimlessly until he reached to the living room where he saw ruby stretching there. He went next to the squirrel and held it.

"Neh? Tell me what should I do? How will I make it up to your idiot owner?"

Of course Ruby wanted to just…. Scratch Judai all over. Judai sighed and put it down.

Man… this is so much.

Johan wanted to….

KILL someone. For example: Judai.

HOW DARE JUDAI KEEP THAT SECRET FROM HIM?

Johan wasn't a child. He knew his father so well. He knew he wouldn't just get a kid from the street and take him home. He was going to explode.

If Judai wasn't going to tell him anything soon, then maybe…. He would corner him and take that information out himself!

God help Smith too. Why was he the only one in this triangle who didn't know anything?

Not fair.

Next week….

Wasn't so good.

It was hell for Judai.

Life wasn't so bad. He went to school, talked with his friends, had some issues with Manjoume as usual, went to his Job, worked with the idiot Fubuki and pretty everything else. ONE thing didn't go well this week.

Johan.

OR Johan-san.

Judai's life was a total mess because of Johan. The teal-haired male, ignored Judai as much as possible, as if he were some kind of… a stranger? Well actually Judai is a stranger, but the way Johan treated him really hurt. He was avoiding talking to him or getting into any conversations with Judai.

Judai felt totally lost. Actually cold.

Judai himself didn't want to get near Johan because whenever he does, he'd feel anger and coldness.

Johan thought he had a point. Judai never told him anything. He never trusted him and he trusted his father more. Maybe Judai felt that Johan was poking his nose in his life so it's better if he really wasn't there in Judai's universe.

That day, they returned home silently in Johan's Car. And the disaster was waiting them.

Once they entered the house, they found smith sitting with gloomy face along with Jesse.

And they heard also a sound of…. Like when you enter a cage and someone close it after you. Yeah that sound.

"What…. Is happening?" Johan carefully asked.

Smith… looked at him for a while then brought tears. "Rania… is going to cook for us today."

Judai sweat-dropped.

Johan's eyes widened and his hand bag fell from his hand.

Rania came with a huge grin. She hugged Johan tightly and squealed, "That's right Johan-chan! I am making the dinner today~"

"M-mom… what happened to our cook?"

"I gave him a holiday for one day!"

"Chronos?"

"Yeah. Him too."

"…."

Johan was…. Shifting to stone.

Jesse was gloomy as his father. They knew this day will never end well. Rania's food… SUCKS! Yes, this fact as much as it hurt, it is a fact. The food was served as burnt or with strange ingredients. When they convinced her to relax and leave everything for the cook they had, she said NO and gave him a holiday. She even locked them in the house so that they have no escape or access to the phone and wouldn't dare to order any food from outside.

"Mama Ne, wanted to make this a surprise for you! I want to cook you delicious food because I know I wasn't a good mother for you all this year, it's the least thing I can do." Rania smiled widely.

Johan rotated… AND tried to escape, but his mom took him into her crushing embrace. "Johan-chan I promise it'll be good this time~"

"We are all doomed…." Jesse mumbled as he was going to throw up.

Judai was shocked to see them act this way. Rania was a wonderful mom who wanted to just cook for them and to make them happy with her food….

But Judai didn't know anything. Unfortunately.

When she entered the kitchen, she didn't know the place of the stuff so she took her sweet time looking for them and ignoring the growling stomach of all the four individuals in the house. Then she tried mixing… unbelievable things together. The kitchen, after several mixing attempts was in a mess. He clothes were proving it. She burned stuff inside the microwave and threw them, and tried to make it all over until finally the meal was ready at 9 pm. After she had burnt the whole kitchen down.

The starved individuals gathered around the table, looking for something to eat other than green mixed with blue food/poison.

"Enjoy~" She said.

Jesse was getting pissed and pissed by the moment. He left the table and mumbled something about that he had enough and that he is going to sleep.

Judai tried the food and failed miserably to try and show that it's delicious. Every time he'd try and tell her that it's awesome, the food stick to his throat and make him cough. Smith cried and Johan was glaring at the plate.

Rania saw them. She unlocked the house, threw the apron at Smith and ran to her room crying. A melodramatic act.

Of course Smith didn't want to see his wife like that.

Rania was just crying. She entered the bathroom, took a shower, and took one of Smith's dress shirts and just wore that. She closed the bathroom and sat in the shower area after she had closed that one too.

"Idiots…. And I did my best this time…"

Rania loved her family. She wanted to do anything for them to make them feel homey, but her attempts are always failing.

She sniffed and brought more crocodile tears when she smelled the scent of smith from the dress shirt she is wearing.

"Rania. Open the door or I will crush it!" Smith was knocking several times, but she ignored him.

"I will not open it! I don't want to see you! IDIOT!"

Smith knew that his wife was heartbroken and hurt from their mean attitude… yes, her food was awful, but they didn't have the right to just act like that and waste her effort.

Smith used his strong leg to open the door, and looked for her in the bathroom until he saw her behind the transparent glass. It broke his heart to see her figure and tears.

He sat and put his hand on the glass in attempt to get her attention.

"I am sorry…. I really am. Can you forgive me?"

"…..No. I am the one who should be apologizing for you…. I… was never a good mom… or a wife; I am just a foolish girl that can't make you happy. I am sorry…"

"Stop saying that! You are a great mom…. Well… apart from the food idea, but that's not the point! We know that you wanted to do this for us! And I love you no matter what so open the fucking door already!"

She was quiet, but she reached the lock with her hand and unlocked the shower door then she crawled back in her corner.

Smith sighed and entered. "I love your blue eyes…. But not much when they are so red…"

"I am sorry Smith…. I can't make you happy…"

Smith was a little angry. He moved the tears away from her face and raised her face up. "Don't say that ever again."

Before she can say anything, he pressed his lips to hers strongly, making her stop whatever foolish things she was going to say. Rania was shocked and tried to push him off, but he just wouldn't move. She found herself moaning and trembling under his touch until his hand moved down unbuttoning her 'originally his!' shirt.

"Hey! S-s-stop! W-what are…. Naah! D-doing…?"

Smith answered by closing the shower's door.

Johan had ordered food for both him and Judai. They ate silently.

Judai couldn't take it much so he excused himself and went to his room to take a shower. When he was picking the clothes, he chose Johan's dress shirt which he had borrowed one day from the cold teal-haired male. He didn't return it yet, and he didn't want to because he smelled Johan in that shirt and Johan didn't ask about it so he wanted to be guilty and selfish in the outcome of keeping Johan's shirt to himself.

Judai sighed.

When he finished showering and dressing himself with the dark blue and grey shirt, he went to the usual place, the living room.

He found Johan already there reading a book. Again.

Judai really loved Johan that he even wished he would be in Ruby's place which currently Johan was patting her head on his lap.

"Don't just stand there and stare at me."

"S-sorry…"

Judai apologized and went to sit on the floor near the fire place.

His leg and shoulder's exposed skin made an amazing mix with the fire's glazing, but his eyes also reflected sadness. Judai knew he couldn't talk to Johan, but at least being with him is something he wanted so badly. He didn't know why Johan changed on him, but… maybe he did something wrong. Why didn't Johan tell him so? Didn't he know that what he is doing is just hurting Judai?

No he didn't. Maybe Judai was the only one feeling something towards Johan. Probably Johan wouldn't even care about him. At that thought, Judai's eyes became sadder than they already looked like. Judai pulled his legs to his chest and rested his chin on his knees in an attempt to calm down the ache in his heart.

"I think that shirt is kind of familiar…"

Judai tensed a little. His back was facing Johan, but still he got nervous before replying, "N-no it's not."

"It is… Hmm… I myself was beginning to forget how it looked like."

"I don't know what you are talking about." Judai simply replied.

Johan put a mark to his book, and took Ruby with him to sit next to Judai who wasn't facing him.

"So when are you planning on returning it?" Johan asked.

"Never." Judai calmly replied.

Johan chuckled a little. He chuckled. A kind of sound that Judai didn't hear for a week. Judai's heart instantly melted.

The air became awkward again between the two. Ruby just nuzzled to Judai's bare leg.

"I want to ask you something." Judai said.

"Ask." Johan shrugged.

Judai hesitated about it, but there was no escape now.

"Do you…. Enjoy doing this to me?…. Ignoring me… do I make a good laboratory rat or something? One time you are talking to me and the next you are not… what did I… do wrong?"

Johan looked at Judai who obviously didn't look back and kept gazing at the fire.

"Those are things you know. And no. I don't torture you Judai. I did it this time for a purpose-"

"—You are always doing it for a purpose! It's like I am your enemy!" Judai's sound got louder making Johan stop.

"Johan-san…. I don't like this. I am telling you this because I don't like it. If you saw anything bad from me you should tell me too… instead of just… cutting your connection with me… which I see is a very awful way of punishing me."

Johan scowled. "I am not punishing you. You are the one who don't trust me so why should you care about whatever I do?"

"Don't… trust you?" Now Judai Looked at Johan alright. "What do you mean by that?"

"Judai. The one who kidnapped you, who is he?"

"…."

"See? You don't answer me. You know, but you don't want to answer. You don't trust me enough to do so."

"…Is this why you have been ignoring me?"

"Yes. You didn't tell me anything about your past. You are keeping things from me which really makes me pissed. Don't you think it's about time to start revealing about yourself?"

Judai stared at Johan for awhile. Johan was an idiot.

Why did he just want to know things that will make him hate the brown-haired?

"I am sorry….. Johan-san I am really sorry…."

"Judai. It's not enough. Why you don't trust me?"

Judai didn't know what to say. Of course telling him anything wasn't an option, but Johan had a point too. If Judai was straight forward with him from the beginning that wouldn't have happened.

Judai moved slowly and hugged Johan. "I am sorry…. I am not ready yet. I am sorry I am such a pain to you… I am sorry I made you think that I don't trust you, but believe me I really do. If there is someone I trust in this world, it is you. Please don't be angry."

"Judai I am angry. I want to know everything about you." Johan said as his arms circled Judai's back.

"Please don't be angry from me…. Please don't push me away from you, I really hate it."

Johan just felt something wet on his shoulder….Which was enough to make him feel guilty. Maybe the guiltiest person on earth.

A pair of amber eyes was watching and the person whispered, "Johan, you are not made to be evil with Yuki Judai. You just suck at it."

The next day, everyone was laughing at breakfast. Rania was happy thanks to Smith and Judai was better thanks to Johan who came out empty handed from a whole week suffering from being away from Judai.

He was going to wait again…. Until Judai tells him anything.

…Chapter Ends ….

I will stop here, because the point after that will make the chapter longer and the story timeline will change ^^

So really, I know that doesn't count as an update. I will make the long chapter…. Yeah I will T^T

See you ^^