A/N hey guys I sad lol. I didn't get a lot a reviews wahhh! Hahahaha XD anyways thank you for those three who reviewed. And I guess the reason I didn't update was because really I'm not, you know, just not happy. If you guys could review that would put a smile on my face like those three who did. So here is chapter 16 *I don't own VA* enjoy! PLZ REVIEW! XD
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thank you for reviewing on chapter 15. Thank to you guys I have this chapter up before august. Im hurting my eyes for this chapter ha-ha so I hope you enjoy chapter 16. Please review!
Chapter 16: "Why"
RPOV:
As the song came to close I couldn't look away from Dimitri. I was drowning in his beautiful brown eyes. I could see right to his soul. I knew from that moment that he truly cares so much for me. It was all in his eyes. His face showed no signs of his guardian mask but showed so much love. I don't know what I could have done to deserve this god in front of me. He was everything you can ask for in a man. And everything you could want. As he was leaning in for another kiss when there was a knock on the door. I looked at the door then at him. "Should I get it?" he asked. Oh his accent. His voice was clouded with desire. Which made his accent that much more noticeable. It also made him sexier than ever. You could hear the heart monitor go wild. His face changed as his head snapped towards the monitor then back at me.
"Are you alright?" he asked. I just blushed. God that's embarrassing. I wonder if this was how Bella from twilight felt. And for those who are asking it was Lissa who made me read the book! (haha this is actually true XD except it was my cousin who forced me ha-ha and I do like twilight. XD anyway keep reading lolz)
"Yea I'm fine." My voice didn't do justice. It was filled with embarrassment and lust. Damn these hormones! Ugh! He raised an eyebrow. Ugh I hate that only he can do that but not me!
"I'm fine really! Go answer the door." He didn't look convinced but he just shook it off and went to answer the door.
"Guardian Hathaway?" His voice was unsure. My head snapped over to the door.
"Mom?" there stood was my mom. The one person I didn't think would visit me. She looked horrible. As in she looked like she hasn't slept at all. "Mom, are you alright?" she nodded.
"Can I talk to you Rose?" she gave a pleading look at Dimitri. "Alone?" Dimitri looked then at me. Asking me if this is what I wanted. I was unsure. Did I want to talk with my mom? Was she going to apologize? I looked in his eyes silently asking if I should let her. As if knowing what I was asking he nodded a little as if answering me. I took a deep breath and turned towards my mother. "Alright. Dimitri you can go and freshen up if you want. Eat do anything you want this may take a while." He nodded and came to my side. "I'll be back soon." Then he placed a small kiss on my lips then left. I sighed.
"So how are you Rose?" I saw worry on her face. I might as well not ruin this.
"I'm good. Dimitri said that the baby was in critical condition but they managed to save him/her." I said to her honestly. She smiled a bit.
"That's good. When are you finding out if it's a boy or girl?" I was getting a bit freaked out. Since when does she care?
"Umm well… I'm about three and a half weeks along. So in probably fifteen weeks." She had a thoughtful look in her eye. That reminded me of my dream.
"Mom?" she looked at me. "Umm I don't know why I'm asking this but do you know a guy named Ibrahim?" she stiffened and looked at me with a shocked face.
"Wh-where did you hear that name?" you can tell she was uncomfortable with this subject for some reason.
"I know this may sound really weird but have we ever gone to a lake when I was like two or something with a man named Ibrahim?" she didn't say anything at all.
Then a song came on really quietly in another room. piano music slowly come on in the back room. "Mom? Why won't you answer me?"
The buttons on my phone are worth thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
"Rose how- why are you asking me that?" her voice shaking a bit.
But I've broken all my promise to you
I've broken all my promises to you
"Because I had this really weird dream of us, as a family. I just wanted to know if it was real." I said in a sad voice.
Why do you do to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
"Rose I-" she took a deep breath as if to control herself.
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
"Yes I know him Rose." She said in a pained voice.
Why do you do this to me?
Me
I was shocked. So was my dream real? Was Ibrahim my father? Did that dream actually happen?
A frozen glance, a single tear,
It's harder than I ever feared
"Is he my father?" I whispered. A single tear running down my cheek.
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
"Yes rose…. I wish things could have been…. different..." Her voice trailed off.
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore
I just sat there thinking of my dream or memory I had of him. They looked so in love. What happened? I looked at my mother. She was facing the wall. You can tell she was in pain by remembering him.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
Her eyes sparkled with longing as she thinking of him. "Mom?"
You make hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
"Yes rose?" you could hear the sadness and longing in her voice.
Why do you do this to me?
"Why did you guys leave me?" I said as another tear left my eye.
To me, to me, to me.
"It was really complicated Rose. He had a dangerous job and….. I didn't want you getting in the middle of that."
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
"I know I have made a lot of mistakes rose. I just want you to know we loved you so much and it hurt us so much to leave you."
What matters most?
Everything that you feel while listening
"We didn't want to give you up…. Yes that dream of yours did happen. It was the last time we have all been so…. happy."
To every word that I sing
I promise you I will bring you home
"I'm so sorry rose." Then she did something that shocked me. She hugged me. She had tears of her own and crushed me to her chest. I began to sob.
I will bring you home.
"I promise you that I won't fail you again." She said while running her fingers through my hair soothing me. "You're my little angel, my baby girl…."
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
"Mommy," I called her for the first time in sixteen years.
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
"I forgive you" I whispered. Then she hugged me even tighter. I wrapped my arms around her.
Why do you do this to me?
"Thank you Rose." She whispered.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me….
A/N Well folks there you have it ;D chapter 16 done and complete lmao. So yeah my eyes are like hurting from looking at the screen so long. It's like 2:04 am and I'm so sleepy so I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I put my heart into this. Plz review!
P.S I DON'T OWN THIS SONG!
P.S.S this song is called "why" by secondhand serenade
P.S.S.S good night: D
P.S.S.S.S my eyes hurt! -_- ….zzzZZZ (night night)