21. Death of Your most dearest

A/N: I'm sorry if there are any grammatical errors in this, I can't go through it, I cried when writing it, why does, my brain tell me to write bad things!! Hope you like xx

Gwen heard a firm knock at the door, Rhys was due home over and hour ago and maybe he forgot his key? Gwen went to the front door where two police officers stood. "Hello are you Mrs Gwen Williams?" the Police woman said. "Yes, why what's happened?" Gwen asked. "Maybe we should go into the living room and talk properly" the police officer said. Gwen and the two police officers went into the front room. "I'm so sorry Mrs. Williams, your husband was found dead, in a collision with another lorry tonight" the Police officer said. Gwen couldn't move, she was completely still, her eyes filling up with tears. "Urm, I need to ring somebody, if that's ok" Gwen said as she dialled Jack's number. "Jack, can you come round to mine please I really need you" Gwen cried. "Mrs. Williams I know this might be a difficult time, but we will have to take you to the morgue so you can identify the body" the police officer said as Jack walked in. "Gwen!" Jack said as he sat down and held her hand. "Jack can you come with me to identify his body" Gwen choked as she cried.

They reached the hospital as Gwen and Jack went into the room to identify the body, this is when Gwen broke down, she fell onto the floor, Jack still supporting her as she cried this now triggered Jack to start crying. Jack picked her off the floor. "I will leave you three alone" Jack said as he got a chair for Gwen to sit on.

Gwen sat in silence, stroking her husband's hand, and then she grabbed his hand and placed it on her stomach. He would never see his son be born, would never see his first steps, never see him go to school and never see him get married. Gwen felt her heart breaking. "Gwen, I know how you feel to loose, just. Please don't let go, I held on for you, I miss my Ianto so much, I miss his coffee, I miss his smile" Jack started to weep as he wiped his eyes and hugged Gwen. "Were never going to get them back, we only have each other but, they wouldn't want us to be sad, I know Ianto would probably be shouting from up there if he could." Jack tried to laugh while he cried.

"Ianto may have been your soulmate Jack, but you have no idea how I feel, I still have part of him growing inside of me, I feel dead without him, but I have this little baby, who will never see his daddy" Gwen cried into Jack shoulder.

Her Life Wouldn't be the same again…

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