Katniss pov
I hold willow in my arms as I rock her to sleep. Once she is asleep,I use every moment I have with him. Next week they are sending them into the capitol,except me,Annie who is pregnant,finnick who wants to stay with Annie,and Nicole aren't going.
Peeta,Gale,Boggs,leeg 1, all the tributes besides Nicole,and many soldiers are going. I am meeting them once they have most of the capitol in control,along with finnick. Nicole might come because they found a cure for the poison and is starting to recover.
"I'm going to miss you so much."He says
"I love you peeta"I tell him and he says"I love you katniss"
The next morning we wake up and get dressed for finnick and Annie's wedding. I get willow dressed in a simple pink dress and I put on a simple dark blue walks in from the bathroom with his hair slicked back the same way it was on the day of the reaping.
"Oh katniss, you look beautiful."He says and kisses me."and you look beautiful too willow"he says and takes her from me.
"Hi baby girl"he says and she drools all over his hand. She says some baby gibberish. She is 6 months now and I can't believe how big she is getting. I sigh"peeta,she's getting so big! I just,I just can't believe it, it seems like yesterday I found out I was pregnant. She grows so much,and most of it we miss"
"I know katniss,I know. That's why you are staying here and I'm going to the capitol"he says and kisses me again."Peeta,I don't want you to go."I say,he sighs."I have no choice, coins orders"
"She's trying to break me. She doesn't like the fact that I decide things against her"I warn him."wait do you think that's true?"He asks looking worried.
"I think so,but I'll do what ever I can to protect both of you"I say and he hugs me."don't worry about me katniss,I'll always come back to you. I promise to,and after we'll be happy,just the three of us"he says
"I'd like that"
We walk to where they are holding the wedding,peeta made the cake. We sit down at a table and watch as a beautiful Annie walks down the isle. Finnick waits for her. It's a beautiful wedding and when it's time for dancing peeta hands willow to prim and pulls me for a dance.
When I look around I see Nicole and Spencer dancing, Johanna and Gale, even Stephanie and kayde are dancing. After we dance we sit back at our table,then Grace and Jay walk to our table. "Sup bitches"she says sitting backwards on a chair.
"I see you spend your time with Johanna"I say."She rubs of on me in the most spectacular of ways."
"I see, it's nice to see you though,we haven't really talked much"peeta says to her."No we haven't bread boy"then Jay takes her into a head lock."shut up dumb ass"she thrashes and punches him in the stomach,in which he doubles over.
"Ha! Take that,I've leaned a few things in training!"she says and takes off running. He turns and takes off after her.
"Well that was interesting"I say to peeta and he laughs. Then the beautiful cake is cut. Soon we leave and I carry on my care taking of willow and my few moments of lust for peeta...
I don't want him to go, what if he dies! I can't live without him,let alone take care of his child!
I would be broken...