I managed to make it through the trip, even though Selena was acting the fool over the fact shes jealous that Jesse and I are a real, couple. I almost didnt believe we were a couple but Jesse has been working so hard to prove to me we are. On the long, flight, home from Switzerland, I layed on his shoulder, he layed his head on my head and we slept so sound. It felt amazing, knowing hes mine and I wanna spend forever with him. I only hope he wants the same for me. We got to the L.A airport, straight flight and have to wait on our bags to arrive. I'm leanning against Jesse as he holds me so tight and Selena is sitting against the wall with Drew asleep on her shoulder. I can tell she's upset about the whole situation but so am I. I miss holding Drew when he sleeps, even though i'm closer to Jesse, I know I love Drew like my own and Selena just randomly decides she wants to be a good mom and wife. Good thing Jesse is too smart to take her back just like that. Finally our bags arrived and Jesse started grabbing them and pulling them onto the floor. I started to grab Drew's diaper bag but Selena already had it, had her duffle bag and was walking off. I scoffed and pulled up the handel on my case so I could roll it. Jesse had his and then said to me. 'You ready?' I nodded, took his hand and followed him out to our cab. It took us home and when we got back to his place, it felt so good. It was very nice to to have my bed back and I was wondering if Jesse would be sharing it with me, since hes been on the couch this whole time? I start to unpack and then I get a knock on my door. I say come in and Jesse walks in with a smile, shutting the door. I smile back and say, 'Hey baby.' He walks up to me, kissing me and says, 'I wanna talk to you about something important.' I smile bigger and ask, 'What about?' Jesse sits down on my bed, getting me to sit down next to him, making me think its really serious. I sit beside him, hoping its nothing bad and anticipate for him to speak up. He takes my hands into his, rubbing his thumbs over my hands and says really soft and sexy, 'I wanna know how you feel about moving into my room with me and letting Selena have your room. I know we arent married but baby, I think we already crossed the line and I dont know about you but I think this thing between us is a big deal and im ready for the next step. How you made me feel in switerzland, on set, was just beyong my wildest dreams. Im crazy about you and I wanna celebrate our love and be together. I dont think I could sleep without anymore. Not after the many nights we shared this past month.' Tears were overflowing out of my eyes, I squeezed his neck and said, 'Of course ill move into your room. I love you so much baby.' Jesse kissed me deep, let go and said, 'Im so glad to hear you say yes.' I smirked and asked, 'Well why wouldnt I? We did already cross the line and im anxious to cross it again.' Jesse got red, smiled bigger and said in laughter, 'Yea I dont think we even have a line to cross anymore. I think were already where we need to be.' We hugged up, made up passionately for a good few minutes and then talked about arrangements in his room. The only thing that I totally forgot to ask him about is if he told Selena.
When Selena found out we were switching rooms, she was very angry. The fact Jesse didn't even ask her, which I thought for sure he would, since he asked me first but he kind of treated her like 'this is my house and I will do what I want.' Which I don't blame him but I feel really bad for her. She is the mother of his child and shes not being treated so good but I realize Jesse knows her better than me and from how hes acting, she must be full of it. I had almost all of my things moved in, standing in Jesse's closet thinking in my head how crazy this all this that my heels is next to his kicks. He came in the closet quietly, surprised me by hugging up my waste from my behind and kissing up my neck. I squeeled out and said, 'mmm. You scared me.' Jesse also moaned and said deep, out of breath, 'Mm. Are you almost moved in yet? cuz I have a house warming gift for you.' I sighed and asked, 'Is it in your pants?' Jesse got red and asked, 'Whatever do you mean?' I kissed his cheek and said, 'I mean...are you gonna make me comfortable here tonight?' Jesse raised up his eyebrow and said, 'Damn. I better.' I kissed him again, feeling his hands rub over my ass and squeeze it. I loved it, giggled out and then said while letting go of his lips, 'Alright. Save it all for tonight and let me go check on dinner.' Jesse smiled and said, 'Ok. Ill be down to set the table soon. I have to make some important calls first.' I kissed his lips one last time and walked off. Jesse smacked my butt and said, 'Go on sexy.' I looked at him feeling red cuz i'm still remembering how the last time felt and i'm anxious but nervous to feel it agian. So i'm down stairs doing dinner and Drew is in his high chair kicking his legs excited. I can't help but to reach in with a huge smile and kiss his cheek. He's so adorable, i'm crazy about him as much or more as I am crazy about Jesse. Selena came down, saw me making googly eyes at Drew and asked, 'What are you doing?' I shrugged and said, 'Drew is so cute. Youre such a lucky mother.' Selena sighed while throwing her pony-tale out of her face and said, 'Yea, hes my treasure.' She picked him up out of his chair and took him into the other room. I shrugged, thinkin she's crazy and then go back to the stove. As the food is almost done, Jesse came down with a smile and said, 'This whole place smells so good. I love it.' I smiled and asked, 'Is my baby hungry?' Jesse nodded and said, 'Hes very hungry. Is mommy gonna feed him?' I raised up my eyebrows while slowly pulling him in towarsd me by his jacket and said softly, 'Mommy is gonna do a lot of things for you tonight.' Jesse smirked and said back soft, 'Great. Im very excited.' I looked down and noticed he's slightly bulging. I get red and ask, 'How are you going to hide that from Selena?' Jesse shook his head and said, 'I dont care. Shes seen it before, you know.' I sighed again, wishing she never exsisted and said, 'Well can we set the table now?' Jesse rushed over to the cabnet and pulled out plates. I was dipping out the food and then we yelled for Selena to come in. She came in with Drew, putting him back into his chair and sitting down at the table to eat. We all ate very quietly but the only thing on my mind was sex. I couldn't get out of my head and watching Jesse eat, some reason is turnning me on very badly. I only hope I make it till tonight. If not, i'll be taking him right on the dinner table like a piece of meat. Wont that make Selena extra mad?