Jane's Letter #11

Dear Maura,

Do you know how hard it was getting up this morning and leaving for work? I've never had such a hard time leaving you like I did this morning. Last night was incredible, Maur. I don't know why you doubt yourself and your ability to please me. I'm the one who is lacking in the creativity dept. I mean, I know exactly what I want to do, and that is to make you come, but sometimes I forget that as women we need time to build it up. It's good that you remind me. (LOL)

I never imagined that the surprise you had for me was THAT! Wow, baby, you really outdid yourself this time. I was not expecting that at all. But of course, I'm sure you knew I wasn't too. When I came home and saw you standing there in the kitchen, omg, I cursed myself on the inside because I knew I had messed up bad. And I knew you were upset with me still. I saw it in the way you carried yourself. And when you turned and looked at me, although you smiled, I could see the disappointment still in your eyes.

That's why the only thing I could think of after saying hello to you, was to come over and take you into my arms and kiss you. I knew that you thought that I was just trying to get in good with you and make you forget about being angry with me. But it wasn't that at all. I just needed to feel your lips again. And I was horny as hell. Truthfully speaking I wanted nothing more than to fuck you really good. No, not make love. We make love all the time and it's so good, baby…You're so amazing. But right then, I just wanted raw passionate rough sex.

Little did I know, that was what you wanted too! I should have known, because my girl knows exactly what I want and need at all times. And I'm so lucky. Man, Maura after we kissed a little by the stove, I could tell you wanted me too, but you were holding back. I knew that you wanted to wait until after dinner. And that was okay with me. When we started talking about things and you told me how I made you feel, all I wanted to do was make it better.

I remember when I took your hand, you got up and sat in my lap. God, I love it when you do that. Having you in my arms feels like heaven. While I was holding you, you pressed your forehead against mine and kissed me softly on the lips. I just knew that you wanted it slow, but I couldn't help forcing you down on the couch and pulling your clothes off while I kissed you.

You protested about Ma coming in, but I didn't care. It would have served her right if she had walked in on us. What we do in our own home is our business. Anyways, when I started sucking on your breasts, I just wanted to devour you. I thought for sure you were going to let me. But then you pulled out your surprise.

I was shocked! But I was also excited to know that you wanted to fuck me with it. Where did you buy it from? Did you go to a shop? And how in the hell did you learn how to use it? I don't even care about those answers all I know is you really blew my mind, baby.

Never have I been so shocked that all I could do is let you have whatever you wanted. And obviously you wanted me. I laugh now, because we barely made it to the guest room before you tackled me onto the bed. I have to admit, that was so sexy, baby. Omg. The way you straddled me and held down my arms. You were going to be sure that I paid for upsetting you. And I was so willing to take your punishment. (Hehe)

My favorite part was when you finally used it on me. It was surreal. You warmed me up so nice and when I was ready, you made sure you slid it slowly inside of me. I can remember how good it felt and the fact that you were gazing lovingly into my eyes made it even better. The smile on your face when you made me cry out was priceless. I couldn't help it. It felt so fucking good. Wow.

When you found your rhythm you did it fast and hard. Or should I say fast and furious? (LOL) You have me feeling like a lovesick puppy, Maur. I couldn't believe what was happening was actually happening! You hit so many important spots inside of me. Spots that NO ONE has ever touched. You had my insides turning into liquid.

You had me nearly coming already, but when you leaned down and started kissing and sucking on my nipple while you were fucking me hard, omg that was it. I remember trying to hold it back and prevent it from coming, but when you lifted my leg to get maximum depth, it was all over. I'd never come so hard in my life.

And it felt so good… It still does.

When I finished getting ready for work, I could barely sit down. All I could do was smile and remember that you weren't satisfied with just one time with our new friend. You had to wake me up in the middle of the night and make me ride you. To be honest, I was still tired from you taking me so hard earlier. But when you told me how much you wanted me to ride it, it turned me on so bad. I couldn't believe how aggressively you pulled me on it and held me on until I came for you.

Did you like how I rode you?

Man, I'm so sore! You left bruises on my thighs, your teeth marks are on my chest and I have the scratches from your nails running the length of my back. I love it all.

Last night was by far the BEST night we've had…

I was hoping to surprise you first and knock your socks (or panties) off, but hey whatever works. Right now, I know you're sipping on your espresso and you've overlooked your surprise maybe about 5 times already. Do me a favor and walk over to the dishwasher and pick up the plain gray box that I sat there on the countertop. When you get it, don't open it, but come back to the letter…

Okay. Now, close your eyes and open the box….

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Yes, baby, you can believe this. It's real. What do you think? Do you like it?

You're nodding like I can see you. : -)

I know you love it… Put it on…

I can't wait to see you with this on. Take a picture and send it to me, so I can see too.

Maura, I don't want to wait another day. I don't want another day to go by without us solidifying our relationship. You see, you're already starting to rub off on me. As I'm writing this, I have real tears in my eyes because I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I want you in my life forever.

I chose to write this all down so that when we are 95 years old and can't remember a damn thing, we can just pull out our letters and recount. Our letters will be the written history of our love. And how it started with just one.

Maura, my sweet and smart girl… Will you marry me?

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It's okay, I know you're overwhelmed with tears. But I know that we belong together. And I know you are the one for me. No one could ever come as close to being what you are to me. You're my best friend, you're my lover, and hopefully soon you'll be my wife.

I know this is new for both of us, so we will take our time. But I don't want to take too much time, because I know what I want and I want you. I want us and I want my future to include you.

I hope you say yes. I know in my heart you will. I just can't wait to hear you say it.

Plus, you can't say no, because I spent my entire savings on this ring!

Love,

Jane