Banging on my door stirred me. I stretched as pounding went on outside my door. It almost felt like I had fall asleep but really I was just in my mind, swimming around.

Moving to the bathroom, I started the water and came back into my room to undress. That's when the yelling started.

"Isabella, let me in! I want some answers." I sighed, it was Adam. One of the last people I wanted to talk to. Ignoring him, I slipped out of my red top and skirt and laid them out on the bed neatly.

"Isabella Cullen I will break down this door if I have to." Everything seemed to stop. The banging stopped and my world stopped.

Cullen? I thought my last name was Swan.

Right then, I knew he had made a huge mistake and I was about to step into my past. I quickly shut the door to the bathroom and took off the rest of my clothes. I waded in the bath and went into deep thought about the name.

Cullen. It rings a bell but I can't remember. I laughed to myself. Bells, my name is Bella, I actually made a joke. Something was happening to me. Small pieces of my memories were coming back to me and I wanted to know more.

But just then, the bathroom door slammed open and Adam was standing over me in the bathtub. I covered my breasts and pressed up against the side of the tub as fast as I could but Adam came straight to wards me.

His hand stroked the wet skin of my arm and he bent down to my neck. He whispered, "I'm sorry my love." Then, I felt the needle in my arm and I was being pulled back into my mind. This time I fought it, I knew I wouldn't remember anything when I woke up. They were keeping something from me, my so called family. I fought desperately but I lost in the end and I sunk into the water.

I woke up in my bed with a warm body next to me. It took me a while to figure out where I was but I remembered. I was at home, with family, and my fiancé. Adam rolled over and looked at me in the eyes.

"Good morning, my love."

"Good morning. It is morning right?" I was a little disoriented but Adam kissed me on the forehead.

"Yes, its morning. And in two days is our wedding." This threw me for a loop. I had totally forgotten about our wedding date and it was way too soon.

"Two days? Wait, it's that soon?" He only smiled.

"Yes, it's that soon. January 14th. Just like you asked." I sighed and then quickly pulled my face into a smile.

"Alright, what are we doing today?" I got up just as I asked and stretched.

He moved next to me. "It's another one of your Uncles talks. Although we don't have to go."

I smiled at him. "No, we should. It's our job as being apart of this family."

I started to walk to the bathroom but Adam caught my arm. He came up behind me and put his arms around my neck.

"Why don't we skip this time..." he whispered in my ear, his lips brushing over my skin, sending a shiver down my spine. His hands moved lower and lower, hovering over my hips, slowly inching down to a place on my body I was still unfamiliar with. His lips moved over my shoulder where he nibbled at it gently. I was about to lose myself, when hard realization came crashing down. And I mean hard.A part of Adam I didn't even want to contemplate was pressing against my legs.

My eyes shot open and I jumped away from his arms as I spoke.

"Come on, Adam," I was saying as I turned to him with a shy smile. "We have to go and I still have to take a bath." He advanced, not yet deterred from his... lower affliction. I put a hand to his chest.

"Please, Adam," I said in my sweetest voice. "You will last two more days." He huffed as I turned into the bathroom quickly, leaving behind a disappointed and confused Adam.

I leaned against the now locked bathroom door and slid to the floor, letting out a painful sigh as a shudder rocked my body.

"He's not for you." The voice was back. But it was a lot more caring than it was in the past.

What makes you so sure he's not? I like Adam a lot and he's nice but…

"But."

Oh I don't know. Just shut up voice and let me take my bath in peace.

After taking my pajamas and everything off, once again, I slipped into the bath. The water was steaming and I just soaked for a while. Next to me, a small, black fabric bag was sitting alone. I grabbed it and opened it slowly.

There where a few contents inside. One was a beautiful knife, a cell phone, a ring, and a necklace. Each item I touched I felt something inside of me, something that I had left behind. Each time I got this feeling, something would go wrong. I put them back in the bag but stowed it under my towel so I could take them out.

"Is, honey, we are going to be late if you still want to go." I jolted back into reality.

"Ok, be out in a second." I got up and out. I put on my undergarments, which included underwear and a corset, and came out of the bathroom. Adam was still sitting on my bed but he was sitting a little funny. I could tell he was holding himself back from attacking me by holding onto the sheets. Chuckling to myself, I didn't wanting to embarrass Adam any further.

I picked out the same mini skirt I wore that last address but this time I had a blue silk shirt. It had ribbon that you wrapped down your arms and it looked quite good. I stowed the bag of small items in the place between my breasts so I could look at them later.

"You look beautiful." Adam said it as I walked out from behind my screen and posed.

I laughed. "Shall we go?"

"Yes, let's not be late." He took my hand and we walked out of my room.

We where both quiet on the way down to the main hall but the hall itself was unusually loud with laughter. Uncle Aro was telling a story of his younger days to everyone. They were funny stories, most of them, but he turned to us when we walked in.

"Well, I'm glad you guys could make it. We were just about to begin." With this announcement, everyone went silent and stood up straight.

Aro let out a couple coughs and then straightened up. "Let's begin."

The great doors opened and Adam pulled me close to him. He nibbled on my ear and then caressed my skin with his lips. I closed my eyes and let the sensation run down my body. Just as he was kissing my skin on my neck, I heard Jane intake. My eyes shot open and I looked at the person in the middle of the room. Next to me, Adam struggled for a breath and tightened his grip on me.

A young man stood before his, his golden eyes were staring straight into my soul.

He gasp, "Bella."

Omg...I can't believe I forgot this chapter! Gaaa...tell you how much I have been through. Soooo sorry. It probibly killed you. Well, here it is. It might help you understand a little. And I thought I wasn't crazy. Bad Gina, BAD GINA...

...Gina...