Chapter 20: I couldn't be there for her.

(Dion's POV)

30 minutes after my phone call with Mitch I was on my way to some bar downtown where Aiden would be at. As I looked up at the sky, I could see it was already getting darker and the night air already had a cold bite to it.

I didn't know what to expect to happen tonight because something inside me told me that I wasn't going to have a normal talk with this guy. When I told some of my mates that I was going to see Aiden, they immediately wanted to come with me. But I told them it was safer for me to go without them.

Before I walked into the bar, I checked to make sure my dagger was still in place if something went wrong. It was hidden under my shirt and between my pants and body. I always liked the cold feeling of sliver against my body. The dagger was a birthday gift from Spencer last year.

I placed my hand on it remembering the day that Spencer gave it to me. Her face was just as beautiful as always. Only the light in her eyes was disappeared after that night we killed that girl of her when she tried to leave us. Sometimes I wonder if we did the right thing, but without Spencer I'm nothing.

Even though she doesn't know it, she made me wanna be a better person. The night she gave Kei to me, it was the greatest gift ever. Kei is a reassembling from both of us, when we were still care free and enjoying life. The time I spend with both of them, were the greatest days of my life. She let me experience what life with love in it was like. And let me tell you, is ten times better than life with money and drugs.

"What are you doing here" the bouncer demanded when he opened the doors.

"Paying a visit to an old friend" I walked on in without saying anything else.

Walking towards the back of the bar, I saw Aiden lying on a bench with a couple of girls on top of him. The memory of Mitch telling me that he was still a virgin floated through my head. If the word got out that he needed a hooker to lose his virginity he would definitely lose his rep on the streets. Smirking at the thought but that wasn't the reason I was here.

I needed to find out what happened to Spencer and Kei, those two were my main concern at this moment. Not his stupid reputation. He saw me walking towards him, because he shoved one of the girls, that was sitting on his lap kissing his neck, away. I could see him trying to get a better view of me. He knows that I'm not paying a visit to get a drink with him.

"What are you doing here? Getting tired of fucking Spencer?" Aiden asked grinning, and I wanted to smack him on the spot, but I knew I couldn't lose my cool. I needed to find out where my women where.

"Why would I ever get tired of fucking her, she is so much better than your sister"

Aiden got up within seconds, grabbing me by the neck. I was caught off guard by his sudden movement that I couldn't respond quickly enough. Tightening his grip, I could feel my oxygen being cut off.

"Take that back" he yelled at me.

"Never because it's the truth" I spoke with the little air I still had left in my lungs.

His anger boiled, just like I hoped he would be, he started slamming his fist into my face. Losing his grip on my neck, I was quickly able to respond back to his attack, letting him fall back on the bench where he was sitting with his women. The women, he was with, went away quickly leaving us alone. They were probably scared that one of us would hit them. Before I could make contact with my next blow, the bouncer got a hold of us and pulled us off each other.

"I think it's time you two take this outside" he said.

He escorted us out of the bar and before Aiden had a chance to do anything I pushed him against the wall in the alley.

"What did you do to her, I know you saw her last." Hoping that he understood what I was talking about.

"Yes, I did and she loved it so much. She screamed my name to the top of the roof while I was fucking her sweet pussy"

"You're lying" I screamed

"No, I'm not, and we both know it. Your woman, the mother of your child is a fucking whore!"

I punched him again in the face. He began to laugh putting his right hand to his face wiping away the blood that was running from his nose.

"She was enjoying herself when I was thrusting my dick into her cunt, that she even let me fuck her without a condom. And let me tell you it felt so good, cumming inside her."

My heart was shattering into thousand pieces, never knowing how it felt before now. But god it hurt so much knowing that I wasn't the only man, Spencer let fuck her without a condom. The worst part was the fact that she let him cum inside her. How could she just betray me like that.

I didn't feel him hit my stomach, because my mind was still running a thousand miles per minute. Thinking about Spencer fucking guys without condoms, what if Kei wasn't even my daughter. No there had to be a reason why Spencer did it, Aiden probably forced her. It had to be that right? Spencer loves me she wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

That's when I felt my head hit the corner of the wall, it took a couple of minutes and blows for my body to realize what was really happening.

"No you didn't. Spencer would never let you do that, she has so much more pride than all those other girls around here"

"Maybe your right, but I'm not lying about fucking her without a condom"

The more he repeated it, the more anger was rising in my body.

"She handled my dick like nobody else could, plus I have never tasted that flavor of sweet strawberry lips when she was kissing me ."

Nobody fucks my girl without a condom and kisses her lips even if she gives permission. I couldn't hold my anger in anymore. Within seconds I punched him right in the stomach, standing on my feet again, and I began knocking the life out of him. Starting with his pretty face. Then his leg, so that he fell to the ground.

He starting crying, too scared to say anything, but it didn't matter anymore all I wanted to do now was to hurt that son of a bitch after what he had done to Spencer.

When he was almost lying for dead on the ground I grabbed him by the neck like he did in the beginning with me. It looked like his eyeballs were coming out of his head, when I tighten my grip around his throat but it didn't scare me at all. I had seen so much worse in my life.

"Where are Spencer and Kei" I yelled but he didn't answer me, so I knocked him again in the stomach. Seeing the blood coming out of his mouth with every jab I gave him.

"I know you, know where they are. So spit it out!"

Knocking him right in the nose, I could hear his nose bone break and I wouldn't deny that it felt good to hear it break. The blood was running out of his nose like a waterfall. Crying out like a baby, almost asking for his mummy to come save him.

"Man, you sound like a baby. You cry even louder than my own daughter."

"Are you sure about that" he finally said catching his breath.

"What do you mean" I asked with anger in my voice, knowing that this wasn't good.

I wanted to hear what he had to say, so I loosened the grip because I knew he was too weak to really hit me now.

"I mean, that when I fucked your daughter's tight pussy with my finger, she cried like there was no tomorrow. I couldn't believe the volume that was coming out of those small lungs. She couldn't stop crying, so the only reason to get her quiet was by killing her. When that was finally over, your other woman started to cry. But I told her that she would get a better replacement in nine months."

My brain was working so hard, couldn't believe what he was telling me. But the look in his eyes told me everything, that he was right. I knew something was wrong when I heard Spencer saw Aiden and at this point I couldn't describe the feelings that were going through me. That motherfucker, fucked my 3 month old daughter and killed her afterwards. Plus maybe impregnated my woman, it was too much to handle.

I couldn't think clearly anymore, before I knew it I lifted up my shirt and grabbed the dagger and stuck it right into his heart. It all happened in a couple of seconds, as I watched him closely in the eyes. Seeing the life disappearing out of his brown eyes, he still had a smile on his face from telling me what he did to Kei and Spencer.

I pulled the dagger out of him and a couple of seconds later his dead legs couldn't hold his body anymore. He collapsed to the ground. I looked at his helpless body lying in front of me and kicked him for the last time in his face.

"That's for killing my daughter, you mother fucker" I fumed.

Knowing that my daughter was dead, was causing more emotions than I could deal with. I have never felt so much pain flowing through my body. I turned around from Aiden's dead body and walked away. Almost at the end of the alley, I couldn't hold my own emotions anymore.

All I could think about was how my beautiful blue eyed girl, was dead. Never seeing her smile with those gorgeous big blue eyes of her. Screaming for her mother when she was hungry, grabbing my finger when she needs to know that I'm right there protecting her.

Remembering ever single detail of her was more then I could handle. I've never cried in my life not since I was living on the streets, but at this point I couldn't hold them back.

Letting my tears freely flow down my face and my body weaking. Knowing that my family, my heart, was killed a couple of night ago. All I could do was hope that Spencer was still alright but something inside told me that if she had to witness Kei being killed that she wouldn't survive it either.

Kei was her everything and without her she wouldn't have the strength to be alive anymore. Before she came pregnant, she was already close to dead. She didn't give a damn about her life but everything changed when she found out about Kei. The light that I saw in her eyes the first day I met her was starting to come back again.

When I found out that she was pregnant, I warned her that this wasn't a safe place to raise a family but as stubborn as she is she didn't want to listen. I was too weak to take the baby away from her, because I could see she was beginning to become happier throughout the pregnancy, she was beginning to come back alive. And seeing her happy again was more important to me.

That night that she gave birth to Kei and I saw our daughter for the first time. I knew that I would do everything in my power to keep her safe and that it was the right decision to let her come to this world.

I fell in love with her the moment she opened her eyes and cried when the air filled her lungs for the first time. But at this point it made me cry knowing that how she came in this world crying, was also the way how she left it.

I couldn't be there, like I told her the first night we spend together. I couldn't protect her against this fucked up world. I couldn't be the dad, that she deserved to have and in the end I couldn't give her the life my princess deserved.

My heart was beating so fast, my body was still shaking knowing that there wasn't a reason for me to be here anymore. Spencer was the person who kept me sane, but she wasn't here, if she wasn't killed or had killed herself after what happened to Kei. She would probably be home with me, crying her heart out about what happened to our little daughter.

A/N: The end is almost near, now I'm wondering do you guys maybe want a sequel or should I just stop writing after this…