Twenty minutes after his audition Kurt finds himself sitting on a bench in the park. He knows that Blaine's waiting for him, but he can't face him now. He has to figure out what to do.
Kurt wants to be famous and if that means that he has to move to France...he can do it. Maybe he can convince Blaine and Rosalie to move with him, but they don't even know language. And he doesn't want to turn Blaine's world upside down. Especially now when he's carring Kurt's baby.
He has to ask someone for advice and Kurt can only think about one person. Brown-hired man pulls his cellphone out of his pocket and quickly chooses number.
"Hey, Kurt. How are you?''
"Hi, dad. I'm fine, but I have to make probably the most important decision in my life and I need your advice" Kurt says slowly.
"What is it, Kurt?" Burt asks seriously.
''Someone finally noticed my talent" Kurt says trying to sound as happy as he can. He wants his dad to be pround of him.
"Kurt, that's wonderful! Tell me more about it"
"That's what I want to talk about" Kurt says sadly.
"What's wrong, Kurt? Remember, you matter and if they expect you to do something extraordinary you don't have to do this"
"It's not like that. It is not a big role, but this is a chance for me to be noticed. There is just one thing. Director wants me to move to Paris and I don't know if I can do this, dad. I want to be with Blaine and Rosalie. Of course thay can move with me, but they don't know language and Blaine's pregnant. He doesn't need any stress now"
"Calm down, Kurt. How much time it would take?''
"At least one year. I would miss so many things, dad"
"What do you want to do?"
"That's why I'm calling you. I want your advice"
"I can't tell you what to do. It's your life. Talk to Blaine about it, but if you think that this is your big chance then do it. I'm sure he'll understand. You have been looking for something like that for so long"
"Thanks, dad''
"You're welcome, Kurt"
Blaine can't stand waiting. He's so nervous that he can't do anything useful. He can just stare at the clock in the kitchen. Kurt's audition was two hours ago and he hasn't called his boyfriend yet. Blaine tried to call him, but his cellphone is still off.
When Blaine's trying to call Kurt again he hears someone entering his apartment. He nervously runs hand through his curly hair and shouts. "In the kitchen!"
He hears soft footsteps and five seconds later Kurt is standing in the doorframe with sad expression on his face. Oh, no.
Blaine quickly moves forward to wrap his arms around Kurt. "You can try again, sweetheart''
''Blaine, they want me" Kurt says quietly.
Blaine pulls away to look at Kurt. He seems to be sad. Isn't he happy? Blaine can remember how nervous his boyfriend was before audition, but he was excited too.
"But you seem to be sad. What happend?" Blaine asks confused.
"We need to talk about something, Blaine. Where's Rose?" Kurt asks as he grabs Blaine's hand and leads him to living room. They sit together on the couch.
"She's with her friend" Blaine says trying to cuddle to Kurt, but he pulls him away.
"I gonna make probably one of the most importand decisions in my whole life and I need your opinion, because it affects both of us" Kurt says avoiding Blaine's hazel eyes.
"I'm scared now, Kurt. I don't understand. Tell me what happend"
"Director doesn't need someone like me to his musical, but he has friend who was there with him and he said that I'm perfect to his production" Kurt says slowly.
"That's good, right?"
"I guess, but I would have to move to another country" Kurt says finally looking up at his boyfriend. Blaine's eyes are wide and he's obviously shocked. Kurt isn't suprised at all.
They are silent for a few moments and then Blaine finally speaks up stuttering. "W-where?"
Kurt grabs Blaine's hand and rubs it softly. "Paris" Blaine's eyes go even wider and his mouth falls open.
Blaine feels like his entire world falls apart. He doesn't want to be here without love of his life. After so many years of loneliness he was finally happy. Was. Now Kurt wants to leave him in this big city alone pregnant and with small child. That can't be happening again.
"Blaine? Are you okay? You look pale" he hears Kurt's worried voice.
"How long it would take?" Blaine knows that preparing to musical and then performing it takes a lot of time, but he wants to be sure.
"One year or so" Kurt says sadly. He doesn't want to leave Blaine, but if he wants to follow his dreams and become famous he has to take this chance. There is probably a lot of people waiting for this unrepeatable oppurnity.
"I don't want to lose you, Kurt" Blaine says with tears in his eyes. "Think about me"
''I do, Blaine, but I can't wait any longer. I'm not teenager anymore" Kurt says still holding Blaine's hand.
"Then think about our baby. You would miss it's birth" Blaine says placing both of his hands on his growing baby bump.
"I know, but I just want to do something with my life. Like I said before: I can't be babysitter forever. One year it's not so long. Then I'll be back with some experience and maybe it'll help me with my future job. And we need money for new apartment, right? Your job it's not so profitable"
"I don't care about money" Blaine says closing his eyes to calm himself. "I care about you. I don't need huge house with garden. My home is in your arms"
"But I want to try it'' Kurt says desperately. He needs Blaine to understand him.
"Maybe I want to do something with my life too? Go to university, get good job, but I can't. I can't because my whole life is one stupid joke. I always have to give up''
"Yes, you had a hard life in New York, but you don't have to give up. You can finish college and become who you want to be"
"Stay with me" Blaine simply says.
"Blaine, I..."
Blaine doesn't want to listen to Kurt anymore. He wants to lie in bed and forget about this day. So he stands up and decides to go for a walk. He needs to cool down and think about Kurt, and their future. Blaine is sure that Kurt already knows what he wants to do. Can he survive one year without his soulmate?
Kurt didn't even try to stop his boyfriend. He's still sitting on the couch thinking about Blaine's reaction. He is not suprised, but he's a little upset, 'cause he needs Blaine's support. Kurt stands up, grabs his coat and leaves apartment hoping that Blaine will accept his decision after all.