Hey everybody! How are y'all? Guys, Liz is going full on blonde! Who's excited? We all know that she'll look like a goddess whatever hair colour she has.

KCAs last 29th &&& BADE WEDDING OMG. It's really sad how Liz couldn't make it, but did you guys see the cast reunion? Ari and Vic looks like they're getting along very well. Dani looked fab in that dress tho. The dudes looked very hot as well.

I'm not a filipino, but I know how to speak and write in tagalog very well. That is mainly because I have a lot of filipino friends here (and in the internet) lol. But just fyi, filipinos are cool(:

Oh and thanks for all those lovely reviews. It really encourages me to write and update often. Aaaand I loved the scissor scene with Jade and Dean (:

Sorry for all the typos/grammar mistakes that y'all might spot.

Anywaaaay, here's another chapter for my lovely readers.

Jade's POV

" 'Coleman and I are done' The superstar, Jade West confirms through twitter that Dean and her have officially called it quits. After hearing different rumours about their relationship a couple of months before, they finally broke up and gave us the real reason. Dean says that they just 'lost interest with each other' after dating for 6 moths. A depressing break up, isn't it? How are you, the fans, getting through this? Is it really for the better? Who's also bawling and crying themselves to sleep after hearing the 'Deanade' break up? Comment your answers bellow and don't forget to subscribe to Hollywire! This is Chelsea Briggs, talk to you next time!"

I listen to the fifth report about our break up. Finally, it's public, the whole world is soon to know everything. In some reports it is said that there are rumours about us cheating on each other and showed a picture of my friend Ross and I on a dinner date. All I thought about was what the hell. Ross is gay, like really, really gay. It's so obvious, yet moron reporters still thinks I'm dating him. It also says in one interview that I'm secretly a lesbian. Hah, like that's possible. I'm straight as fuck, I guarantee you. If I were to be a lesbian, it'll probably be because of my own self, like I can't take my own sexiness and hotness so I turned myself into a lesbian. I literally laughed my lungs out when I heard the news. Oh the things media does to fool an awful lot of people.

Well I guess tweeting that Coleman and I broke up was successful. Some fans said that they liked me better without Dean and that he's an asshole, which certainly made me chuckle. Some even said that the news about the break up are ridiculous, which I agree. Of course haters also bashed me with disgusting tweets like 'you probably fucked 10 other guys. No wonder Dean left you.' What morons. I broke up with Dean, not the other way around. I got used to haters though, cause there is no way that you aren't gonna encounter hate in this industry. Even the most loyal fans could switch sides in a snap. But surely, some are die hard supporters. They kept sending me lovely tweets about the break up and saying that it's a 'blessing and not a disaster'.

I'm really happy that not everyone hates me and that I didn't lose a lot of followers and fans, just a couple thousands of unfollow, but what the heck? I decided to end it and I'm ready for whatever the consequences may be. I have talent, I'm oozing with talent, and I'm not bragging about it, just saying. With that talent I have, I believe that I could still succeed in this industry. And for fuck's sakes, it's just a break up.

I'm not even regretting a single thing.

But I still can't think of how I could tell everything to Beck. He seemed really mad last time I saw him. Who am I to question why? Although I truly want to tell Beck the whole story and explain why I did it. I'm sick of sleepless nights and all the nightmares I've been having recently. I couldn't even survive a day without think about Beck. Yes, I know, a gahdamn cheesy line, but I can't help it. Do you know how much I'm tired of having nightmares and not being able to sleep properly? Why, well because I'm so guilty, guilty about everything. Most of all it sickens me that Beck won't even talk to me. Hello, I'm Jade West, no one doesn't want to talk to me! I'm starting to have layers of ugly purple bags under my eyes because of lack of sleep. I've been trying to sleep, I even drank sleeping pills just to be able to sleep properly, but no, of course it's not that easy. The night,ares are disheartening. I dream about Beck almost every night. Sometimes even happy dreams turns out to be bad and bad dreams get worse.

I am calling Beck.

I don't even care about my pride anymore.

I grabbed my phone and searched for Beck's number under my contacts list. With shaky hands and sweat starting to break on my forehead, I tap the call button. All I could hear was a ringing sound. One passed, then two, three... No one is picking up. I hang up and tried again, clueless of whatever I'd tell Beck incase he does pick up. I just want to hear his voice, to know that he is willing to talk. Forth ring, fifth...

'Hey, hey!' A voice from the other line answered. I'm sure as hell that that isn't Beck, and it's a girls's voice. Oh shit he found a new girl. No, no I don't think Beck would do that, right? 'Hello? Is anyone here?'

'Hello?' I replied, my voice raspy from the dryness of my mouth. 'Who's this?'

'Hi! I'm Cat, Beck's friend. He's taking a shower right now and I'm here with Andre in there living room. Oh gosh your Jade right? Jade West. I saw it in the caller ID. I'm a big, big fan!' Cat? Yeah Beck talked to me about Cat. She's Beck's good friend, I think.

'Hey, whatever. I... uhm... I'll just call again later, I guess?' My sentence was confusing. Even I didn't know what to say because the situation feels so uncomfortable.

'No! Please don't hang up. I want to talk to you about things' She says. 'If that's okay?'

'Ugh. Fine. I know you probably want to talk about Beck. Fine just ask so we could finish it.'

'No, silly! I wanna ask you about your favourite cupcake flavour cause I love baking, and maybe about Beck too.'

'I like coffee and dark chocolate chips.' I answer and roll my eyes. This girl is so weird, fun kinda weird. 'What about Beck?'

'Just to tell you, he's broken, really broken.' Cat replies, her voice lacking in cheerfulness. 'He's spacing out and thinking about things too deeply lately. Please make him happy again, please.'

'I... I have to-'

'No, please don't hang up. You don't even have to speak, just listen.' Cat pleads and somehow I found myself quitly waiting for her to continue. 'You probably know about Tori, right? That was tough for Beck, but he told Andre and I that what happened between you and him hurts more. He couldn't believe the fact that he got his heart broken for the second time. His heart hasn't fully recovered, yet this is happening. Please make things better.'

'Cat, I really am sorry. He doesn't know the real story. I need to tell him about it, btu he wont give me a chance to talk to him. He wont even pick up my calls or reply my messages. I'm trying, Cat.'

'I have an idea! Maybe we could meet up then you could tell me everything about it and I'll got tell Beck.'

'Perfect.' I said as I slowly felt relief. 'My place in an hour. I'm at the 7th floor room 713 of The Folio Nade Hotel.'

'Kay kay!' Cat squealed. 'Bye!'

'See yah, Cat.'

...

Cat's POV

Oh my gosh I'm meeting Jade West in an hour! That is sooo exciting! I need to keep it a secret between Jade and I though because once Andre finds out, he'll surely not allow me to meet Jade because he didn't like what Jade did to Beck and he's slightly mad at her. I really want to go and meet up with Jade because she's so popular! Omg we could even be bffs after this, how fun! Oh I forgot that I also want to talk to Jade about Beck. He hasn't been himself lately. He won't even eat my freshly baked red velvet cupcakes, and he always eats it. That is so weird. My brother is weird too, but different and weirder, I guess? One time my brother dove in a kids pool and caused him six stitches.

Wait, what was I telling you before I talked about my brother?

Oh, yeah, Beck. I want to know the truth, everything but lies. I hope Jade wouldn't mind sharing everything that really happened so that I could then tell and explain it to Beck. Once I find out that Jade is really a good person, I'll do my best to convince Beck and even set up a cupcake date for them. I'll bake the cupcakes by myself and prepare some tea, of course coffee for Jade. Oh, one time I read in a magazine that Jade turned cranky in a movie set she was shooting in because she wasn't given coffee. She was too cranky that they didn't shoot for the whole day because all Jade did was shout around and boss everybody out. I don't want that to happen to their cupcake date.

Beck and Jade look ready cute together. They're as cute as tumblr couples! Omg yes the are! And incase they make up and allowed themselves to date publicly, they would be the whole world's OTP. They kinda share this great chemistry, even in pictures. Beck and Jade have quite some pictures together in Beck's phone. Mostly consist of Jade's beautiful candids and Beck trying to get Jade to take a photo with him. There's this one photo that I saw where there was a pretty sunset behind them and only their head's silhouette are seen. Their foreheads were touching each other as if they were leaning in to a kiss. Beck took that photo of them and it convinced me that they were a perfect couple.

...

*buzz* *buzz* Oooh I like how Jade's doorbell sounds like. *buzz* *buzz*

'Stop hitting the doorbell! I'm coming!' I could hear Jade speak and excitement quickly rushed through my veins. I'm meeting Jade West, The Jade West. I'm so excited to finLly meet her! I'm almost as excited as I was whenever I'm allowed to buy some bibble.

'So you're Cat' Jade says, one brow rising up, looking all scary.

'Yes! And you're totally Jade West, right? I soooo happy!' I said and attacked her with a hug long enough until she pushes me away.

'Slow down, kitten. I don't do hugs, enough, okay?' She says casually and fixes her crop top. 'Enter' she gestures and I took small steps into her suit.

'Whoa, this is very fancy.' I commented.

'Yeah, I know.'

'Oh gosh I almost forgot. I made you cupcakes!' I said cheerfully and slowly took a container filled with three cupcakes from my bag. 'It's coffee and dark chocolate chips together, just like what you said you wanted.'

'You mean you fused two flavour together? Ew that's disgusting. What I meant was I like the coffee flavour and the dark chocolate chip flavour, not them fused together.' Jade says, rolling her eyes as she refuses to take a bite.

'But it's really nice. I-I baked it... It should taste nice.' I told her. Why wont she try my cupcakes? They're delicious. My cupcakes tastes really good. She's making me really sad.

'Alright, here, here. I'm taking a bite. No need to go crying and stop pouting.'

'Yay!'

'It tastes nice, though I believed it wouldn't' Jade replies and settles on top of a fancy looking couch. 'I stand corrected. Let's get started talking about Beck and not waste time.'

'Well, he's extremely hurt.' I began. 'Obviously, you know it already.'

'I know what I did and I know what I caused Beck.' Jade tells me and bites on her cupcake. 'If only he gave me the chance to explain, the chance to tell him the truth...'

'What is the truth?'

'The truth that Dean, the guy he saw isn't really having a relationship with me. It's all a fake stunt for fame and popularity. The fans loved us, they wanted us to be together so bad, so we did. All these project offers and interviews started popping out days after we were known to be a couple.' She stops, places the cupcake in the container and exhales a breathe she's been holding. 'My relationship with Dean is just for the public's eyes. I don't even like Dean. He grosses me out. I hate him, but we needed to pretend to be a couple.'

'But why didn't you explain it to Beck even before you guys got glued hip to hip?' I said and slowly analysing what Jade just said. 'Things would've probably been better.'

'Because it's not that easy! I really, really like Beck and my feelings for him are genuine. He's the only one who's made me feels special, loved and worth caring for. I didn't want him to know because I'm afraid to lose him. I'm afraid that he might not like the idea of Dean and I having this fake relationship and leave. I didn't want that to happen. I don't want to lose him, but look at where we are right now...'

'Jade, I'm gonna help you with this. I'm gonna help you tell Beck because I didnt know that you guys were getting this serious.' I stated. 'One question though, are you willing to risk the fame and project offers for Beck? Are you willing to cut things between you and Dean?'

'First, you asked two questions, but yes, I am willing to risk it all. I already did, I'm actually surprised that you guys haven't heard of the news. Dean and I broke up. I ended it, I finished it all for Beck. Holy shit, I'm turning soft. The situation is making me less tough.' Jade laughs a little. 'But seriously, I need Beck back. It's been one hell of a crazy week for me. I can't get him off of my head. I couldn't even sleep or think straight. I just want him to hear me out, whether her accepts my apology of not, it doesn't really matter as long as I know that he's willing to listen. And-and I miss him.' She whispers the last sentence softly, but loud enough for me to hear and brings a smile to my face.

'You know what's tough?' I ask Jade, receiving a shrug in response. 'Risking everything for someone you love.' I see Jade's eyes widen and her mouth slightly parted. 'You and Beck really share something special. I could see it from the way both of you are hurt from the happenings. I understand how you're afraid to tell Beck, but didn't you think that maybe he'll understand your situation because he loves you?'

'You're not bad, Cat.' Jade says. 'Thank you.' She smile slightly after replying.

'You're alright, Jade. Everything will get better.'

'Wanna stay for a little while and just hang out?' Jade asks and I think I'm gonna pass out. She just asked me to hang out with her! Omg! I quickly nodded my head, so fast I thought I might break some bones. Jade is actually a kind person, if your given a chance to spend some time with her. It's obvious how sorry she is and how she really wants Beck to know that. I guess we'll just find out how they'll solve things out.