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Alice POV

So I was in my house, packing. I'm going to go visit Bella, it's been three months since I last saw her and let me tell you I've missed her like hell. Rose is nice and all, but she is not my best friend. Bella is missing in my life. I think that now that I'm going to visit I'll kidnap her and bring her back. She's training, this is all for her own good. Of course I wouldn't kidnap her, that would be mere stupid. I mean, I spent too much time thinking and planning ways to make Bella go to train, to ruin it by bringing her back before time.

In fact I don't believe she's coming back anytime soon. I've gotten a couple visions of an older Bella, maybe twenty or twenty-one, training in the same ice rink. They might extend their offer; maybe even give her a contract. She's very good after all. But even as good as this is for her I cant help but miss her, she is my best friend after all. I miss when she whined all the way to the mall and once inside she continued whining until she found something she liked and then pretended to whine a little more while we bought it.

I have Rosalie that's for sure, and we still have a blast, but we are not the same without Bella. I continued packing for about fifteen minutes and was deciding between a white dress or a green one. Hmm I think the white, no wait the green one. But San Francisco is more like white right? Yeah I'll stick with the white one. I was getting the dress inside my suitcase when someone knocked my door.

"Come on in." I said without looking at who it was, too into my packing to really care at the moment. It's probably my mom anyway.

Suddenly I felt arms wrap around my waist and a body press against my back. He brought his lips against my ear and spoke.

"Is that anyway to greet your boyfriend?" He said sweetly. I smiled and turned around, still in his arms, to look at him. Once I could see his face I looked gazes with him.

"Is that anyway to greet your girlfriend?" I said happily. He frowned but a smile remained in his lips.

"No I believe this is the right way." He said before leaning into me and pecking my lips softly. I smiled against his lips and he pulled back to press his forehead to mine.

"I don't think that's the right way." I said while shaking my head and smiling jokingly. He raised his eyebrows.

"It's not…then which one is it." He said teasingly, daring me to show him.

"I think it's done this way." I said before I leaning into him and pressed my lips against his forcefully. I had to stand in my tip toes to be able to kiss him. I continued pressing my lips against his as they moved sweetly against each other. After a couple minutes I pulled away and smiled. He did too as he pressed his forehead to mine.

"Hmm I think there was something missing there." He said and I laughed before I prepared for the next kiss. Just when our lips where a centimeter apart, I heard someone clear his throat quite loud from the doorway. I laughed while Jasper groaned at whoever it was, I'm guessing Emmett.

I turned to look at the intruder in hand and found Emmett with Rosalie, both of them holding hands while smiling like idiots. I stuck my toungue out at them, in grown-up fashion. Jasper laughed and hugged me tighter and I turned to smile at him again.

"Sorry to interrupt but we are going to Emmet's house… we thought you'd want to join us." Rose said, I tore my gaze from Jasper to look at her, she didn't look sorry at all.

"Hmm I think we are staying." Jasper said simply. "Say hi to Edward for us, will you?" He asked them. Rose nodded as did Emmett. Edward? That reminded of something I got to ask him. Better get this over with.

"I think we should go." I whispered to Jasper, he looked taken aback but then nodded his head and turned to look at Rose and Emmett. They were gone, probably walking to the car. Jasper then turned to look at me, biting his lip. I smiled and shrugged, showing him it wasn't such a big deal. "We'll take my car, I have to finish packing anyway."

He smiled and released me from his hold. I walked to the bed and continued packing with him sitting by the suitcase, watching my every move. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I finished packing after half an hour or so and we both headed to Emmett's house, also Edward's house. Better get this over with. I reminded myself with every step I took.

Edward POV

I was at my house, more specifically I was sitting in my media room. Pretending to play guitar hero. I had paused the game, that way if anyone decided to come inside I could easily restart it and pretend I had been playing all the time. The truth is that I'm in no mood for playing, guitar hero or any other game for that matter. It's been three months since I was in the mood. Three freaking months since I last saw Bella. And if you want to talk about talking to Bella then its been three and a half freaking months without talking to her.

You would think I had forgotten her by now. But no I haven't, so sue me! I still feel as strongly about her as the first time I saw her…if not stronger. I miss her every single day. I can't drive my car because I remember the times I drove her to one of our dates. I can't stand being near the ice rink, although I have to, because everything reminds me of her. Damn even drinking coffee reminds me of her. A walk through Port Angeles reminds me of her, as well as a walk through the mall. The only sacred places are my house and my school, and even in these places I think about her.

It's insane, how can a girl I knew for only two weeks have such an effect on me? How can I love her? Because let me tell you, I've come to the conclusion that I love her. Because although I've never felt this way about anyone before, what other explanation would there be for the way I've been feeling, acting, remembering, mourning. No other freaking explanation, that's right! I love Bella. I freaking love Isabella Marie Swan. That's right, I do, and I regret ever telling her I didn't want her. That was the single most stupid thing I've ever done in my life, and I've have my fair part of stupidity.

I heard someone enter the house and I waited patiently for the next sound to come. As I waited I shifted the guitar so it was now positioned for playing and got my finger ready to restart the game.

"Edward, you here?" I heard my brother say. I quickly restarted the game and began playing while I answered.

"Yes, media room." I said as if I was having a hard time with my game. I continued playing. Red, blue, blue, red, blue, yellow-hold…I tried to concentrate in my game. But as I said before, I'm not in the mood.

"I'm home." My brother said once he entered the media room. I rolled my eyes at his statement.

"No way! I thought it was merely a hologram of you entering the house and asking where I was." I said simply, still in my game and I heard my brother laugh lightly while his girlfriend, who I just noticed, laughed freely.

"Hi!" She said once she could stop laughing. But her voice still showed the remains of her laughter.

"Hi Rose." I said before I had to hold my blue. I strained myself, this wasn't easy when you don't really feel like it.

"Edward, bro, you suck." Emmett said when I lost the hold. I turned to glare at him since the hold I lost was still playing. The colors started once again and I had to play again. I finished the song and handed my brother the guitar. He sucks more than I do, and believe me I suck right now. Usually I'm pretty good, but now I don't feel like it.

"Now you suck Emmett." I said happily while he tried to keep rhythm with the song. He missed half the points but not enough for the game to stop the song. I laughed when he couldn't touch all the buttons when needed and it was his turn to glare at me.

"Hi everyone." Jasper said, entering the media room with…Alice. I hadn't seen her since a couple of weeks ago. I actually tried avoiding her, she had a look of pity for me in her eyes that I couldn't take. It was too much. I don't like it when people feel sorry for me, specially when I feel sorry for me.

"Hi Edward." Alice said casually. I turned to look at her and nodded my greeting. Not in the mood. "Um…can we, hmm talk?" She said while nudging my shoulder with her hands. I sighed and rose from my seat. What would she want to talk about? How she made me lie to Bella?! She better not!

We walked outside the room and down the hallway, finally stopping in the living room. It must be really private because, why else would we leave the room?

"Spill it Alice." I said, trying to make my tone sound nice, but failing miserably. She had been quiet for about a minute, I'm not my usual patient-self… I haven't been for three months.

"Um, first of all I wanted to thank you, Bella is really improving in her skating." She said shyly…so this was about Bella. I forced my self to make my tone nice, as nice as it could go in a moment like this.

"You're welcome…is that it." I said in a restrained tone, seriously how nice can you be?

"No… um…look I'm gonna go visit Bella tomorrow… you want me to give her anything." It took all my will-power not to go crazy, but what was I supposed to say? Oh yeah give her my heart…no wait she already has that…Not! "Tell her anything." She added after a few seconds of silence. And that, right there, made me lose it.

"You know what you can tell her? You can tell her that you made me break up with her! That you lied to her!" I yelled at my friends girlfriend. She looked surprised at my sudden outburst.

"Me?! You broke up with her! I never told you to do so!" She yelled back at me. Oh. This. Is. On.

"You seriously believe that? 'You have to tell her you don't want a serious relationship' Well now that's pretty much breaking up with her." Alice winced when I repeated what she had told me, about breaking up with Bella.

"You are blaming me? You were the one who told her you didn't want any relationship with her!" She yelled back and this time I winced, she was right. But it was still her idea! I was beyond rage now.

"But it was all your idea! Why don't you tell her that you lied to her!" I yelled once again. Her eyes filled with rage and she threw her hands in the air.

"It's what's best for her! It was my duty as a friend." She yelled back at me. That's! It!

"No, it's what's best for you! You only did this because of you!" I continued with my yelling. Everyone was now out of the media room, watching our fight from the hallway. Jasper was debating between coming to break up our fight or let it follow its course.

"Me? How would this be about me?!" She was so pissed at me. But I was just as pissed at her, if not more.

"Because you tried to achieve your dream through her! Don't tell me you don't see it!" I yelled and then screamed in frustration, when she looked away.

"That's not true! I was doing what was best for my friend." She kept yelling, but I could see she wasn't so sure anymore.

"Of course not! You always wanted to have such an offer made to you!"

"Of course I did! Who doesn't! But I did it because of Bella! Not me!"

"Stop lying to yourself! Why don't you tell her you lied to her because you wanted to achieve your dream through her?!" I saw, out of the corner of my eye, Jasper decided to come and break up our fight. I could care less. "Why don't you tell her you made me break up with her so you could do so!" I yelled suggestively. Alice wasn't yelling back anymore, she was looking at me, anger in her eyes. "That you envied her! That you didn't care about how this would hurt anyone, you just wanted her to leave to train, so then you could feel better about yourself." Jasper was now a mere yard away from us, but I just had to say one more thing. "Tell her that you destroyed our chance because of your stupid 'duty as a friend'. Why don't you tell her that I loved her…that I still do…" I finished, my voice merely above a whisper. I looked down at the floor. I had admitted for the first time, out loud at least, that I love Bella. The words felt weird in my mouth, but right nonetheless.

"Edward…I…I had no idea." Alice began to whisper sympathetically.

"Of course you didn't, you wouldn't see anything but a chance to achieve your dream, even if it had to be through your friend." I spat at her. She winced and I saw a tear roll down her cheek. I felt bad for half a second before she answered.

"You're right, I should have known you loved ea-her… I'm so sorry." She finished. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Well being sorry doesn't make anything right, now does it? Bella hates me now! And you have no one but yourself to blame!" I said right before I stomped up the stairs and to my room, slamming the door behind me. I slid down the door once it was shut and covered my face with my hands. Bella hates me, I love her, and this is such a mess. My dog came up to me and rested his head on my feet. I wanted to smile at the gesture, but I couldn't. I hate Alice and I hate myself for listening to any of her ideas.

Alice POV

He what? He loved Bella…he…he-he loves her? Fuuuuuuuck! I ruined everything. Bella loved him and he loved her. I'm such a crappy friend! I separated them. And now that Edward said it, I realize just how wrong I was, I tricked myself by saying it was all for Bella's well-being, but the truth is that I wanted her to achieve what I couldn't. Fuck! I should have known. I watched as Edward walked up the stairs at lightening speed and then heard a door slam. Must have been his. I felt arms wrap around my shoulders and tears run down my cheeks.

I have ruined everything. My friend is somewhere else and the man she loved is here, and he loved her too. I'm sure I would be crushed if I was her. I want to make everything right, but as Edward just said. Being sorry makes nothing right, I have to act. But it's too late. She might not love him anymore… and its all my fault. I shouldn't be allowed near anyone, I suck!

I felt Jasper as he rubbed my back and that only made me cry harder. I don't deserve him, he's too good and I'm an ass. I would die if anyone separated me from Jasper and yet I had separated Bella from Edward. I would have rejected the offer if it had been made to me, just to stay with Jasper. But I only saw that now, and now its too late. I know that I was a hypocrite I thoughts Bella couldn't feel so strongly about Edward in such a short time when, truth be told, I felt even stronger for Jasper in the same amount of time. I was jealous, cautious, I believed that no one could feel as Jasper and I did, I was stupid and foolish. Now look at what I have done, my friends are apart from the one they love, or loved. I deserve to be yelled at, just like Edward had done, I should be yelled at for hours straight.

"Its okay, it wasn't fair for you." Jasper said soothingly, making me cry harder after seeing how much he thought of me. He thought I didn't deserve that, when I deserved worse. "He let it all out on you…its not your fault." He continued

"Y-yes i-i-it is-s-s" I said while I continued sobbing into his chest. Surely once he discovers what I did he won't want me anymore.

"No its not" He said firmly and I sobbed harder, if that was possible. I don't deserve him, or anyone for that matter.

"Yes it is…i-it's a-ll my fa-fault." I said into his chest and he hugged me tighter.

"Honey, stop blaming yourself." He said sternly and I separated myself from his chest to look at him. I must look like a mess.

"Im b-blam-ming mys-self becau-s-se I'm t-to bla-lame." I said before I broke down into sobs again, only this time I didn't allow Jasper to hug me, he only made it worse. At least now I could get some of the pain Bella felt. Being apart from her loved one. I continued to sob, all the while Jasper said little nothings into my ear, trying to hug me every time and me taking a step away each time.

"I g-gotta go." I said before I ran outside to my car and revved the engine immediately. I saw Jasper appear at the doorway right before I accelerated. The pain in his face was obvious and it only made me feel worse. I can't help but hurt everyone around me, can I? I drove all the way to my house, my phone buzzing the whole time. Surely Jasper was calling me, but I can't stand to hear his voice now, his soothing words. He really believes I'm not to blame, but I am. I'm the only one to blame in this whole situation and I have to find a way to make things right.

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