Lexi-
I had tuned out the doctor, I knew I was pregnant but hearing him say it made it all more real.
"Ms. Garcia", he said.
I looked at him.
"Are you okay?", he asked.
"Fine, just, shocked I guess", I said.
He nodded and smiled.
"Seeing as you are pregnant we will have to stop the pills. They could do more damage than good. I can give you something else, but it won't be as strong", I stopped him.
"No, I'm okay", I said.
He nodded.
"Congratulations", he said.
I gave him a small smile, making my first ultra sound appointment for next week. I sat in my car for a bit. How was I going to tell Randy? I looked down at my phone and his name, all I had to do was press call. I couldn't. I drove back to the house and Cecilia was waiting along with Sophia.
"Randy isn't here", I said, getting off the car.
She rolled her eyes.
"I know that, but I have to go out of town for work and I have no one else to watch her. I might not like you, but I have no choice. So will you or not?", she said.
I nodded.
"Sure", I said.
Cecilia left as soon as I said sure. I smiled at Sophia and we walked in.
"When is daddy coming home?", she asked.
"Not till Wednesday babe", I said.
She nodded.
"Want to call him?", I asked.
Her smile grew and she nodded, I grabbed my phone and hit call on his name. It rang, but no answer.
"Hey baby, Cecilia just dropped off Sophia. We both missed you and decided to call, but I guess you're busy. Anyway, call us when you can. We love you", I said, leaving a message.
"You think he'll get it?", Sophia asked.
"I'm sure he will, he's probably working right now", I said.
She nodded.
"So since its just you and I, what would you like for dinner?", I asked.
She smiled.
Randy-
I had heard my phone ring, but Summer had pushed it away, her mouth wrapped around me, sucking hard. I pushed her head down.
"Fuck that feels so good", I groaned.
She moaned. Once done, she removed her mouth and licked her lips.
"Stop denying yourself Randy, you need me, you want me", she said.
I was trying to catch my breath.
"No, you're only here till she comes back", I said.
She straddled me, I was tempted to leave her on me but she wasn't Lexi, I couldn't. I lifted her off and she laid back. I wiped myself up and fixed my jeans.
"Your girlfriend called. If only she knew what you were doing and why you couldn't answer your phone", she said.
I snatched it from her and checked, she had called me. Remembering she had that appointment with the doctor, I hit call. It rang twice.
"Hello", Sophia anwered.
"Sophia?", I asked.
"Oh who's Sophia, another mistress? Randy you naughty boy", Summer said.
I shushed her.
"Hi daddy, mommy dropped me off with Lexi", she said.
"Where is Lexi?", I asked.
"Washing the dishes from dinner", she said.
"Can you give her the phone please", I said.
I heard her tell Lexi it was me.
"Hello", Lexi answered.
"Hey baby", I said.
Summer laughed.
"Hey, who are you with?", she asked.
"Batista", I said quickly.
Summer rolled her eyes.
"How was your appointment? What did the doctor say?", I asked.
It was quiet for a second.
"Alex?", I asked.
"I'm fine, he's just going to prescribe me something else", she said.
"Are you sure?", I asked.
"Yeah, if it was anything more serious I would tell you", she said.
"Okay, so what's up with Sophia there?", I asked.
"Cecilia said she had no other choice but to leave her here. Don't worry your baby is safe with me", she said.
"I have no doubts about that baby, but did Cecilia say how long Sophia was going to be there with you?", I asked.
"No, she just left", she said.
"Alright, I'm sorry", I said.
"It's fine, you know I love Sophia", she said.
I smiled. The guilt eating at me again, I felt sick to my stomach. I felt Summer's hand on my shoulder.
"Just tell her about us and we can be together", she whispered.
I gently pushed her away and glared. I wasn't about to give up Lexi for anyone.
"I love you Lexi and I miss you so much", I said.
Summer smirked and sat down.
"I love you too, maybe I can go with you next week. Spend a little time together, alone", she said.
I smiled.
"That sounds perfect my love", I said.
Lexi-
I was out shopping with Eva Marie and Sophia. Sophia was enjoying a pretzel.
"So when do you plan on telling him about your little peanut?", she asked.
"I'm not sure, I think I kind of want to find out what he thinks about having more kids. We didn't plan on having any this soon, I don't want this child growing up thinking he or she was a mistake and that his or her dad doesn't love him or her", I said.
"Randy won't do that", she said.
I sighed. She spotted a baby store and pulled me in, Sophia giggled but followed us. She was holding up baby clothes. It was adorable how small it was.
"Come on, you can't tell me this doesn't excite you, look at this stuff Lex", Eva said.
I smiled and held an outfit in my hands.
"It's okay to be excited about this", she said.
I nodded.
Randy-
Getting home, I walked in. The smell from the kitchen calling to me, I smiled and saw Sophia helping Lexi make homemade pizza. They were both laughing.
"Smells good in here", I said.
Both girls looked up and smiled.
"Daddy", Sophia said, jumping off her chair and into my arms.
I hugged her tight and walked over to Lexi, I set Sophia back in the chair and wrapped my arms around Lexi. I kissed her cheek.
"I missed you", I whispered.
She smiled and fed me a pepperoni, I kissed her neck.
"There's a pizza ready for you on the stove, Sophia and I were waiting on you to get home", Lexi said.
I smiled.
"Then let's eat", I said.
Once we finished, I made sure Sophia was tucked into bed. I kissed her forehead and made sure the house was locked up. Getting to my room it was quiet, till I heard Lexi puking in our bathroom. I knocked lightly on the door.
"Babe, are you okay?", I asked.
I heard the flush and then the water in the sink. The door opened and Lexi looked really sick.
"Hey, you feeling okay?", I asked, feeling her forehead.
"Oh, no I think I might be coming down with something", she said, arms wrapped around her stomach.
I helped her into bed and brushed her hair out of her face, she took a deep breath and looked at me.
"I'm sorry, I had a romantic night between us planned and I had to go and get sick", she said.
"It's okay, I'm going to go get you some water", I said.
She nodded.
"And by the way, coming home to you and Sophia laughing, smiling, and just seeing you both so happy, it made my night beautiful", I said.
She smiled and squeezed my hand.
"You're a good man", she said.
My gut clenched with uneasiness, guilt wanting to correct every wrong I made. I couldn't keep doing what I was doing, I loved this woman and if she ever found out what I was doing, I would lose her.
"I'm not a good man, but I do love you and it would kill me to lose you", I said.
She smiled.
"You aren't losing me, I love you", she said.
I leaned down and kissed her.
"Forgive me anyway, for every bad thing I did to hurt you and all the future bad things I do to hurt you", I said.
She giggled.
"Depends what you do in the future", she said.
I chuckled.
"I'll be good", I said.
She cupped my face and pulled me back in to kiss her, I pulled away.
"As much as I want to keep kissing you, you aren't feeling good and I don't want to make it worse", I said.
She nodded and I left to get her some water.
Lexi-
I watched him walk out, I sighed. I had a special night planned, I know he was getting frustrated with me because I've been denying him access to my body. Not because I wanted to but because I had to. First it was my shoulder and now it was morning sickness all day and into our special night. I rubbed my flat stomach.
"Cut me a break here kid, your daddy needs a little loving", I whispered.
I couldn't help my smile.
"Your daddy is going to love you", I whispered.
I heard Randy coming back so I removed my hand and watched the door. He walked in and handed me the water. I drank it all and laid against him. He rubbed my back gentry.
"Randy", I said softly.
"Yeah babe?", he asked.
"What would happen if we had a baby sooner than planned?", I asked.